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WILCOCK’S FIRST GIRL Our story continues in my senior year of college. After an entire adolescent life, I was 21 years old, well over two years clean and sober, and still had not ever had a girlfriend. I had been with two women in my freshman year of college, both one-nighters, and since that time I had felt very badly about what I had involved myself with and decided not to pursue relationships any further. Besides, a standard rule of the addiction / recovery process was to wait one year before getting involved in any romantic capacity. I could lie to myself and say that everything was fine, but in reality this sense of separateness and alienation from society was definitely starting to have its effects on me. I was not happy about being “left out” from something that almost everyone my age had experienced at some point or another. All of that was about to change very soon. I had met another good friend, Eric, in his junior year of college. Eric was an interesting guy, doing a complete 180 from a punk-rock background to his then-current status as a Classical Guitarist and music historian. [Eric went on to get an MA in Library Science. Eric and I would eventually become housemates, living together throughout all of my development prior to my moving to Virginia Beach.] We seemed...

BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS I was very relieved by the time the semester had ended. I was ready to move on to bigger and better things. I had considered applying to Atlantic University in Virginia Beach, which was directly affiliated with the Edgar Cayce-based ARE at that time, in order to pursue a Master’s degree in Transpersonal Studies. I didn’t know a whole lot about Cayce, just what I had read in the Atlantis books about the Great Pyramid and upcoming Earth Changes. I knew that Cayce’s readings had said that he had been the priest known as Ra-Ta, who had built the Great Pyramid with Enoch, who was apparently an early incarnation of Jesus. I had been amazed to discover that Cayce’s readings gave a date for the Pyramid’s construction as being “10,490 to 10,390 years before the entrance of the Master (Jesus the Christ) into the earth planes.” My surprise came from the fact that I could see how well the results of this reading had correlated with the recent findings of one Robert Bauval, who had written a book entitled “The Orion Mystery.” Bauval’s work showed that the three main pyramids at Giza, along with a few others nearby, were built to precisely duplicate the formation of the constellation Orion in the sky. The Nile River was used as the physical analog for the Milky Way...

SURPRISE OF A LIFETIME So, I drove up the Thruway back to my old home in Scotia, New York. But before arriving in Scotia, I stopped off at the Barnes and Noble bookstore on Wolf Road in Albany. My typical salve for any wound I was feeling was to buy a new book or two — something to get me started, to recharge the batteries. I was constantly and compulsively looking for new information, something to help me understand the UFO question even better than I already did. So, no matter where I went, I always stopped off at the bookstores to check on any new titles that might have been released recently. Nine times out of ten, if I saw something that was interesting and that “tingled” when I held it in my hands, I would buy it, with no further questions asked. I would still spend money on books even when I was so poor that I could barely buy enough food to feed myself. There in the Barnes and Noble, I saw a new, hardcover book that really caught my eye. The name of it was From Elsewhere, by Scott Mandelker, Ph.D. The subtitle of the book was “Being ET in America: The Subculture of Those Who Claim to be of Non-Earthly Origins.” It had an incredible energetic charge on it that I could feel in...

That incredible event with Eric opened up a whole new can of worms, which was this: exactly how much of our actions are actually chosen by us, and how much of them are the byproduct of subconscious, spiritual manipulations? I felt like I might start being able to understand all my clock synchronicities. It wasn’t just that I looked at the clock at exactly the right time, it was also that my enlightening thoughts were triggered at just the right time to correlate with the clock! That would explain why these clock synchronicities always seemed to answer my thoughts, telling me that whatever I had just been thinking was a really great idea. As my life continued forward, more dreams came in that revealed who I was and what I was supposed to be doing on the planet. I received a prophetic vision of the comprehensive book that I would ultimately finish in 1999, entitled “Convergence.” 2 / 10 / 96 – I awoke this morning with the burning conviction that I needed to get in touch with Angelica, and also start writing a book that would be designed as a research guide. The name of the book was said to be “Convergence.” The first thing I was “supposed” to do was to go online, and that suddenly turned into an all-day extravaganza of amazing information gathering. In it,...

THE FINAL BREAKTHROUGH: JOE MASON, “CONSCIOUSNESS UNITS” AND THE “DREAM VOICE” After returning home, I continued to ponder Hoagland’s accusations that I did not have any original material. As I continued along in my essays on the EM board, it became increasingly clear to me that the synchronicity, musical compositions, science fiction stories and dreams were perhaps the strongest “original” information that I was producing on my own. My work attracted the attention of another researcher, also participating on the EM board, named Joe Mason. Mason’s specialty was synchronicity and dreams, and in that specific area he was much farther along in his understandings than I was. He had been working to show the clear-cut connections between crop circles, synchronicity and dreams, and as he told me more about what he was doing, I became more and more excited. Mason and I eventually exchanged phone numbers, and I was determined to call him up and talk. That actually did happen on the night of November 9, 1996, a night I will never forget. Although Mason covered a wide variety of topics in the conversation, two things struck me the most. The first was the idea that all of physical and nonphysical reality was built upon energetic “units” that Mason called “consciousness units.” As Mason talked, I realized that indeed, the “consciousness units” explained a lot. In Hoagland’s work with...