Feel like something big is getting ready to happen? You’re probably on the right track. Don’t fall into the fear… free yourself with understanding.
Ever since my groundbreaking series “The Revealing,” I have been describing how the “wheels are falling off the chariots of war,” as my intuitive readings predicted would happen in the late 1990s, before any of this current mess got started. Even more recently, I continue to receive information saying that “massive annihilatory war scenarios” are simply not going to happen.
Nonetheless, there have been lots of ‘opportunities’ for people to be afraid, feel overwhelmed or otherwise drop out of the game. The psychic climate of humanity’s mass consciousness is very tense lately.
Though I don’t advocate dwelling on celebrity stories, there are nonetheless signs of this desperation and hopelessness in the mainstream. The downfall of the celebrity females goes on. Our narrative starts there, as we explain how the uniquely twisted and unpleasant climate of the present moment is affecting the average person. I do believe that things will work out with a minimum of social disruption.
CELEBRITY FEMALE DOWNFALLS A MIRROR OF COLLECTIVE MIND
When I broke my self-imposed silence and started posting here again, it started right after the death of Anna Nicole Smith, from an apparently drug-related issue, and the near-suicidal meltdown of Britney Spears, wherein she shaved off her hair (the symbolic suicide of her feminine image) and ended up entering a rehab facility. Britney was simultaneously being challenged by the father of her children, Kevin Federline, as to whether she would have the right to take care of them, amping up the tension that much more.
In the ensuing few months, we’ve now had Paris Hilton busted for DUI and an expired license, and sentenced to an upcoming jail sentence, due to begin on June 5th. She has clearly been terrified by the prospect of imprisonment and is definitely going through a dark night of the soul. Mischa Barton, another Hollywood “It girl,” recently self-medicated to the point where she had to be rushed to the emergency room and hospitalized throughout the weekend.
The biggest paparazzi story of all is that as of last weekend, Lindsay Lohan crashed her car while apparently driving under the influence, fled the scene but later turned herself in, whereupon a ‘usable amount of cocaine’ was found in her car. Cue the storm clouds rolling in on the horizon.
Lindsay then partied hard enough the night afterwards — obviously in the fear of seeing her career and reputation in free-fall — that she ended up passed out, and was then copiously photographed as usual by paparazzi. News like this becomes the top headline in the American media. She has now voluntarily checked herself into the same Promises rehab center here in Malibu that Britney went through.
Right while all this was just impacting her life, Lindsay actually appeared in one of my own dreams, where I took on the role of a supportive friend. I was comforting her and helping her believe that recovery is truly possible, and that whatever pleasures you seem to be giving up are much less than what you gain by freeing yourself from the grips of addiction.
As I’ve said before, in our modern media-saturated world, celebrities have become the projected ‘family’ of America — and often the rest of the world as well. Their ups and downs become a mirror of what everyone is going through, since we’re all experiencing cascades of energy, due to interplanetary and even galactic astrology. Furthermore, as I reveal in The Science of Peace MP3 series, the collective consciousness of humanity has much more of an effect on each person’s ordinary thinking mind than they might ever dare to consider.
So, when you see a bevy of ‘meltdowns’ in the lives of celebrities, or what some Russian scientists simply call “Human Disruption,” the chances are likely that the ‘mass consciousness’ is experiencing great stress.
Furthermore, this stress can almost always be tied to physical events — whether they are the original cause of the stress or simply a function of changing energies that affect the mass consciousness.
9/11 TRUTH REACHING ‘CRITICAL MASS’
Obviously, the two subjects I’m still developing articles on — global warming and the honeybee collapse — haven’t helped matters much, but in both cases these are essentially faceless problems. As of yet, no clear perpetrator can be pointed at and blamed for there being a problem. Nor do I support such primitive behavior, particularly because the problems on the Earth are a mirror of COLLECTIVE disharmony, and should not be blamed on specific people or situations.
Nonetheless, a strong part of what’s on everyone’s mind — complete with a face and an institution everyone can point and blame at — is the very uncomfortable reality that our leaders may have deliberately allowed the 9/11 attacks to proceed, for the purposes of gaining political advantage.
This, of course, is old hat to those who have been following the story on the Internet. The very day 9/11 happened, I posted the first of three articles in my ‘Attack of America’ series, [1 , 2 and 3], where I detailed extensive prophecies I had of the event, many of which had already been posted on the website and only needed the final interpretation. These prophecies were a subset of a greater variety of messages I received in the late 1990s that precisely described the geo-political climate we’re now involved in. Not all the prophecies have come to fruition yet, either.
Nonetheless, what we are now seeing is a critical mass being achieved, wherein everyone who was essentially in ‘denial’ about this problem — namely the idea that our government could sacrifice innocent lives and deceive the public on a massive scale for their own gain – is starting to accept and believe it.
Then, when they see the people who are trying to get the word out being suddenly silenced, while the saber of war is simultaneously rattled, threatening a massive, sudden change in the quality of daily life, an ominous gloom falls over the crowd. Many people instinctively turn to drugs, alcohol and other addictive behaviors to try to stave off the fear and paranoia a little longer — whatever it takes.
There is no doubt that Rosie O’Donnell has become the most visible and vocal celebrity proponent of the “9/11 Truth Movement”, as it is now being called. What everyone knows from reading the Internet, but is ‘curiously’ absent from the mainstream press, is how her efforts to bring the truth out were smashed down with brute force.
Everything came to a head when Rosie and Elizabeth Hasselbeck got into a heated argument on their morning television program “The View”. As I’ve written before in David’s Blog, Elizabeth has demonstrated complete unwaverability in her position of absolutely supporting and defending the government and articulating its position, especially as it relates to 9/11.
Rosie artfully and at times brutally revealed how the natural flexibility of an ordinary person’s viewpoints was completely absent in Elizabeth’s rhetoric in their 9/11 arguments. Even under the strongest pressure, with everyone laughing at how obvious Rosie’s points were, Elizabeth never gave up a millimeter of ground. This was the give-away for many, many people who are now awakening to ‘the big game’ that is being played.
Though she might appear to exemplify the ‘blonde’ archetype, Elizabeth’s arguments feature a level of detail that suggests she has at the very least been briefed with an extensive series of talking points — and she seems well-versed in all the classic tricks of propaganda. Attack the messenger, dehumanize whole groups of people, spin and distort the words of the opponent to fit your agenda, inspire fear, never accept any blame, et cetera.
Conspiracy-minded folk might even think Elizabeth’s whole career arc, from a stint on “Survivor” leading to a meteoric rise as the most visible female defender of the government’s official policies, did not occur by accident, but by design. She may well be the most physically attractive woman in America who could be found to articulate the party line with such unwavering passion.
Attractiveness of the messenger is a very important element of manipulating public opinion — and on the final day she was wearing a cleavage-revealing dress, full makeup and a striking supermodel hairstyle, making her look more attractive than on any other clip of her I’ve seen.
On a less conspiratorial front, it could simply be that Elizabeth is a product of the sports-saturated culture of America, being the ‘trophy wife’ of an NFL star herself. Televised sports, especially football, often have the same feeling as warfare — organized troop movements, strategies, a clear victor and a clear loser. The humiliation of those on the losing side is very real, and definitely comes across as an emotional injury.
It could be easy to start seeing many things in life with the same black-and-white, them-or-us attitude — particularly if she feels a very personal, even familial connection to the government, supported by official invitations to White House events, et cetera that are a quiet matter of public record.
Thus, rather than coming across as a balanced, ‘normal’ person, Elizabeth did come across as if she were at war, fully intent on devastating her opponent — in this case Rosie, or any other guest who didn’t tow the party line.
From the outside, especially for other people already in the media themselves, this was a chilling display of an ‘agent’ of propaganda at work in a prominent public forum. The not-so-hidden message is that if you go against the system, the system will hurt you. Badly. The intent is to keep everyone shut up and dumbed down, to hold back this inevitable avalanche of public awakening a little bit longer.
THE STRAW THAT BROKE THE CAMEL’S BACK
In the final argument, Rosie directly accused Elizabeth of spinning her words around to suggest that she not only did not support the troops, but actually considered them to be terrorists. Elizabeth was completely unwilling to give a straight yes or no answer, even though Rosie passionately insisted that she supported the troops and her words were totally taken out of context.
Either answer would have been sufficient — either Elizabeth did think Rosie said this (which could then be argued over by returning to a transcript of Rosie’s exact words) or she didn’t think Rosie said this (in which case she would have to apologize and accept responsibility for having allegedly distorted the truth.)
Rosie admittedly amped up the drama by bringing it down to the personal level — that she considered Elizabeth a friend and couldn’t believe she would have contorted her words like that, knowing what horrible backlash it would create against her from far-right Republicans on the Internet. Yet Elizabeth only got angrier, and refused to answer the question — shifting through a variety of attack tactics in short order.
As the two of them fully engaged the argument (something very unpleasant to watch, but readily found on YouTube), the ABC producers held off the commercial break and put them into a live split-screen view, as is normally seen on the Jerry Springer show.
This proved to be the straw that broke the camel’s back. Even though Rosie already said she was leaving the program in mid-June, suddenly she abruptly stopped coming back. Oblique hints on her blog that she was completely finished soon became official headlines, as her negotiations fell through and she failed to come to terms with ABC.
Prominent 9/11 truth activists William Rodriguez and the Loose Change crew were set to feature on the ABC broadcast as guests yesterday, but the entire show was cancelled in favor of carrying a Rose Garden Bush speech.
We are told that ABC always knew Rosie wasn’t going to host the show yesterday but misleadingly failed to alter the schedule, stating that the 9/11 truth representatives were set to feature.
Now we understand that there is a deliberate effort on behalf of the show’s Neo-Con producer to drag Rosie’s reputation through the mud in the final weeks of her hosting appearances.
This is an orchestrated attempt to discredit O’Donnell and make other TV networks think twice about handing her a new show.
O’Donnell is deeply incensed by this move and is considering walking out on the show early next week. She is meeting today with ABC chiefs in an attempt to resolve the matter but could be gone within days.
This article came out BEFORE the official announcement that Rosie was ending her time with “The View”.
In another related article, Prison Planet goes into more detail about how Bush’s speech appeared to have been precisely timed to pre-empt The View, and thereby block Rodriguez and the producers of Loose Change from going public. Again, if they have nothing to hide, why go to such elaborate measures? It’s becoming harder and harder to deny that something is going on — as where there’s smoke, there’s fire — and this fire may be the result of a ‘controlled demolition’.
Almost simultaneously with these events, a bizarre New York Post hit-piece (from the same mega-corporation that brings you Fox News) came forward claiming that Charlie Sheen — the other top celebrity involved with the 9/11 Truth movement — had abandoned the Loose Change project. As of this past Tuesday, Charlie Sheen has responded to the New York Post’s hit piece on Alex Jones’ Prison Planet website, calling it a ridiculous fraud.
If you don’t see ‘momentum’ forming in this reply, then you’re clearly not paying enough attention. Loose Change has already been seen by so many people on the Internet that its visibility ranks with any of the top-selling films of all time. Now we’re on the verge of having it go through a nationwide theatrical release, and be endorsed and narrated by prominent public figures such as Charlie Sheen, and perhaps Rosie as well:
COMMENT FROM ALEX JONES
More disgusting spin from Rupert Murdoch’s News Corp. I awoke Memorial Day to see more than a dozen news stories trumpeting that Charlie Sheen was no longer involved in Loose Change Final Cut. Within hours, the distortions of Page Six (known for blackmailing people with real and manufactured dirt) had mutated into complete fairy tales in other publications alleging 9/11 truth was a dying fad, and that Rosie O’Donnell had also deserted the movement.
If the New World Order wants to hide their crimes of 9/11 they’re going to have to do a better job than this.
Charlie Sheen courageously followed his conscience when he publicly questioned the official 9/11 fable – that angers the establishment and they desperately want to create the illusion that he has recanted — not just in an attempt to discredit Mr. Sheen, but to scare other prominent members of the community from going public as well.
[Comment from Charlie Sheen:]
My views and convictions regarding the events of 9/11 have not wavered. I still firmly believe the citizens of this great country, especially the family members of those tragically lost, deserve a much more accurate and thorough investigation surrounding the horrific events…
We will not tolerate any testimony behind closed doors from subjects not placed “Under Oath”. We will not tolerate the real and hard questions being dismissed for reasons of “National Security”. We will not tolerate our freedom of speech being dismantled and ignored as not to “Disrespect the deceased”…
As far as “Loose Change- Final Cut” is concerned, I await the newest version to be presented to me, at which point I will make my decision to participate (or not) based on the film’s content and merit.
I remain patriotically steadfast.
In a recent related article, Alex Jones revealed himself to now be an executive producer on the final theatrically-released version of Loose Change, and it will definitely go forward and have a major public impact:
Just as in the Spanish Inquisition, where torturers would claim dissidents had recanted and use it as a propaganda boon, this whole move is a coordinated campaign to undermine the Loose Change project and try and topple Sheen and O’Donnell from their bold public platforms by lying in asserting they are now backing down.
It’s not going to work.
Loose Change: Final Cut will forge ahead and it will be a massive success. The corporate media will not re-write history and erase the fact that Sheen and O’Donnell courageously used their prominent public soapboxes, risking their very careers, to educate the public about 9/11 truth, along with the countless other professors, scientists and government whistleblowers who have gone public — and no amount of bullying, smear, spin and deception on behalf tabloid hacks, government operatives and naysayers is going to prevent the 9/11 truth movement going from strength to strength.
Some people choose to battle — whereas others like Cindy Sheehan, another promiment public figure questioning the war in Iraq, are dropping out of the game. This in and of itself generated a whole new wave of publicity. When one person drops back, others are inspired to move forward — similar to a flock of birds taking turns on who moves out in front while they are migrating.
In the midst of all this turmoil, there is an undercurrent of fear that the US may attack Iran, or other countries as well. Now is a good time to point out something that will undoubtedly become common knowledge within another six months of the news cycle or less, and is already well known within most governments of the world.
NO ATTACK ON IRAN
If you’ve been reading TBRNews.org regularly, then you have become aware of something you’ll never see in the mainstream media. Namely the US military is currently bogged down in such a quagmire with Iraq that all plans to attack or invade Iran are simply an impossibility. The first update to say this would never happen came on May 18th:
The hoped-for invasion, or at least attack, on Iran is not going to happen. It’s not that there is not a will but there is not a way.
We are so tied down in Iraq and an attack on Iran could have serious military consequences if they resisted and, worse, counterattacked, that the joint U.S./Israeli plan has been shelved.
On May 21st, the insider source described how a military attack on Iran was a strategic impossibility:
Now, thanks to the criminal stupidity of George Bush, Donald Rumsfeld and Dick Cheney, the ground forces, viz the Army and the Marines, are ruined. The casualty rates are terrible, and unreported, and equipment such as trucks, soft-skinned vehicles, tanks and other support vehicles, to include military helicopters, are mostly inoperative and under repair because of the known damage done to internal combustion engines by desert sand.
The heavy death tolls, basically minimized by the DoD, and the really appalling injuries suffered by troops in both Iraq and Afghanistan has removed tens of thousands of soldiers from the field…
In short, our defenses have been destroyed and it will take years to replace the missing soldiers and, as important, the destroyed and badly damaged equipment. The allegations of torture and worse being practiced inside the United States are only the tip of a very ugly iceberg lying in the path of the approaching Titanic.
Bush has single-handedly ruined America’s world reputation, destroyed her ground forces, ruined their equipment and brought future decades of shame and disgrace upon us all. Former president Carter was dead-on when he said George W. Bush was the worst president in our entire history.
Unfortunately, the administration does not want to see reality. More recent updates from May 25th indicate that even if the adminstration still seeks a military strike, all the command structure — from the top Pentagon brass right through to the soldiers on the ground — have lost all will to proceed:
The Pentagon experts now feel that Bush has personally ruined the military and exposed us to very critical security problems. None of these realities are recognized by… Bush-Cheney-Rove.
[If allowed to move forward, they] will end up causing huge death tolls among our young soldiers which, like the battered French army in 1918, will cause mutinies, refusals to fight and the killing of officers that are too gung-ho. This, according to the military analysis, is guaranteed to happen if the present policies are not radically altered — but no one has the balls to do anything about it.
There is reputedly such strong pressure coming from Israel, who apparently has a huge ‘blackmail’ file they threaten to use, that the administration has ratcheted up tensions by placing the bulk of America’s naval strike forces into the Persian Gulf. The TBRNews source indicates this is nearly a suicidal move, as there are ample supplies of Russian missiles capable of utterly decimating the fleet:
If an American or an American/Israeli attack were to be launched on Iran, they would retaliate, not with atomic weapons but with Russian-supplied missiles. Anyone taking the trouble to look on the Internet about these new weapons, will know that they cannot be deflected by our electronic missile defenses and all it would take would be for one missile to plow into an aircraft carrier, well within range, and blow a hole in it big enough to run a train through.
The Persian Gulf is not that deep but if a carrier sinks to the bottom of it, the loss of life would be very high, there being ca 6,000 men on board. And we are speaking here of just one enormous ship and not the dozens of other large naval units now on station and also easy targets. A big fleet, confined in the relatively narrow Persian Gulf and easily within the range of Iranian/Russian missiles, could, in theory, be virtually obliterated with terrible consequences.
WE ARE IN A VERY PRECISELY BALANCED ‘GAME’
My point in bringing any of this up is not to defame or dishonor the United States government. It is to share information that is widely known on the inside, but often being completely overlooked in the mainstream and even in the alternative press. That was my intention behind writing “The Revealing” in the first place, as the vast majority of alternative news stories still seem to be worshipping the globalists with their fear.
What we are seeing is the very final stages of an empire in decline, as has been seen on many historic occasions in the past. (I can’t help but point out that I just got an 11:11 on the clock as I wrote that sentence.) There simply aren’t many moves left to make at this point. I have not received any psychic or dream notifications of major, catastrophic warfare events pending in our future, and will notify you if that changes.
It is very important to remember that we are not alone on this planet — we are being carefully guided and protected, and certain events — like a nuclear war in particular — will never be permitted to occur. I have received this numerous times in my own intuitive messages, and have personally met and spoken with insider witnesses at the Disclosure Project conference who saw UFOs completely disarm and disable nuclear missiles and their entire installations — even to the point of rendering test-fired missiles completely inert from all radioactivity.
The military is forced to view such actions as hostile, but in fact they are protective in nature. If ETs were intent on colonizing and disrupting our lives, they would have done so many thousands of years ago, with the widespread reports of UFO sightings worldwide morphing into tales of “chariots in the sky,” “burning shields,” “flying boats from the Universe,” the “Winged Disc” and “flying fire-breathing dragons” among others.
The ‘game’ on earth is being very carefully guided, directed and stage-managed by forces much more powerful than any entity or group on Earth, including the dreaded New World Order and Illuminati factions. Most of the “paranoid conspiracy theories” of martial law, mass prison camps, et cetera will simply never come to pass.
The ‘game’ is being very carefully controlled so that, at any given point, each person has a precisely balanced set of choices — whether to see and observe the positive side of life or the negative side. Our guardians simply will not allow the negative to move disproportionately out of balance with the positive for any significant length of time.
With all that being said, the path through these changes is an interesting one, and there may be some surprises. I doubt that we’re ever going to see a massive military attack against US forces, due to the nuclear question, nor do I think we’re going to see any substantial strike from the US military against foreign targets — based on the intel I just shared with you.
Nonetheless, as we know from the analogy of the ‘wounded lion’, physical weakness often leads to complete frustration, and the desire to lash out violently at anyone else in the way. The Bush Administration claims to want to install a “missile defense shield” in Eastern Europe to defend against a first strike from Russia — but it could just as easily be used as an offensive weapon.
Thus, Russian president Vladimir Putin complained this week how Bush’s actions threaten to turn the whole region into a “powder keg”:
MOSCOW. May 29 (Interfax) – Russian President Vladimir Putin has cautioned against turning Europe into a “powder keg”, referring to Washington’s plans to deploy elements of its missile defense system in Europe.
“We consider it harmful and dangerous to turn Europe into a “powder keg” and to fill it with new kinds of weapons,” Putin told a news conference after talks with the Portuguese prime minister in Moscow.
“It creates new unneeded risks for the entire system of international and European relations,” he said.
Again, I encourage you NOT to feel fear over news items like this. The political will to carry out the orders of this administration has completely evaporated, so that even if they DID try to strike Russia, it is unlikely that it will ever happen. There are too many generals who strongly oppose what is going on for it to ever turn into a genuine attack.
FINALLY THE TRUTH IS COMING OUT
At a time like this, many insiders are rightly concerned that another ‘false flag’ attack against an American target is the only option left. When power is sagging and all else fails, you order up a self-inflicted wound and blame it on your enemies. The hope is to inspire maximum fear with minimum actual damage to your infrastructure.
Even the news media is coming around, and has had enough. Although it is highly unlikely that such an event could be pulled off at this point, no one wants to take any chances. A shocking turn of bravery is starting to appear in the mainstream media.
Not only were many of Rosie’s 9/11 comments allowed to air on national television, we now have the same company — ABC — suddenly discovering Operation Northwoods as of May 1st:
Book: U.S. Military Drafted Plans to Terrorize U.S. Cities to Provoke War With Cuba
In the early 1960s, America’s top military leaders reportedly drafted plans to kill innocent people and commit acts of terrorism in U.S. cities to create public support for a war against Cuba.
Code named Operation Northwoods, the plans reportedly included the possible assassination of Cuban émigrés, sinking boats of Cuban refugees on the high seas, hijacking planes, blowing up a U.S. ship, and even orchestrating violent terrorism in U.S. cities.
The plans were developed as ways to trick the American public and the international community into supporting a war to oust Cuba’s then new leader, communist Fidel Castro.
America’s top military brass even contemplated causing U.S. military casualties, writing: “We could blow up a U.S. ship in Guantanamo Bay and blame Cuba,” and, “casualty lists in U.S. newspapers would cause a helpful wave of national indignation.” …
The plans had the written approval of all of the Joint Chiefs of Staff and were presented to President Kennedy’s defense secretary, Robert McNamara, in March 1962. But they apparently were rejected by the civilian leadership and have gone undisclosed for nearly 40 years.
“These were Joint Chiefs of Staff documents. The reason these were held secret for so long is the Joint Chiefs never wanted to give these up because they were so embarrassing,” Bamford told ABCNEWS.com.
This article speaks very loudly by what it does NOT say — namely that on ABC’s own television show The View, Rosie O’Donnell is now accusing the US government of doing the exact same thing on 9/11.
It may well be that this is simply a defensive move on ABC’s part. Once the truth comes out and becomes common knowledge — and they clearly suspect that it will — they want to have a paper trail showing that they were getting the word out BEFORE then. This adds to their credibility so they are not lumped together with other media outlets who then appear treasonous for having covered up high crimes and misdemeanors against the American people from their own government.
Suffice it to say that things are very interesting at the moment. I believe we’re going to go through a continuing, gradual revelation of truth among the people, and that it will indeed become fully public in the future. I do not think there will be any major military catastrophe — instead, we are entering into a very unique and potentially very valuable period of collective awakening.
TRUE HEALING IS POSSIBLE
This brings us back full-circle to the collapses of our celebrity females in the eyes of the paparazzi. We can’t bring Anna Nicole Smith back, but others like Britney Spears are acting out the “dark night of the soul” that many others in our society are now experiencing. Paris is about to go to jail, Lindsay is in really big trouble and back in rehab, et cetera.
Let’s not forget that the “dark night of the soul” is not a terrible thing at all. People like me have been experiencing it for years. Perhaps being ‘psychic’ as a child made it a lot easier for me to see and feel the collective sickness that we’re all going through — which ultimately emanates from a mass public feeling that God, the Creator, the Higher Power, et cetera either does not exist or has abandoned us.
It has long been my quest to prove, in many different ways, that God is within each of us — we live in a Divine Cosmos that is built of ‘intelligent energy’ that is everywhere and everywhen, forming all of reality as we know it. The Creator is both form and formless, field and vacuum. Your thoughts are the thoughts of the Creator. Your love is the love of the Creator. There is no separation. This is the Law of One.
Though we can expect more ups and downs, as some have already suggested occurred, Britney wrote a surprisingly healing letter on her website that certainly is worth repeating, as it shows the result of a confrontation with the Dark Night of the Soul, and the healing re-integration that occurs in the aftermath. She appears to be learning important lessons about setting boundaries and learning who to trust.
Of course, the collective analogy is learning to set our boundaries with our own elected leaders, and moving through collective denial to see the truth of the relationships we find ourselves in, and finding the courage to let go of those relationships that no longer work in our best interest:
Recently, I was sent to a very humbling place called rehab. I truly hit rock bottom… I had a manager from a long time ago come in and try to direct me and my life after I got my divorce. I was so overwhelmed I think that I was in a little shock too. I didn’t know who to go to. I realized how much energy and love I had put into my past relationship when it was gone, because I genuinely did not know what to do with myself, and it made me so sad. I confess, I was so lost.
This letter is to not place blame on anyone, although I do see the world with a completely different set of eyes now. Being in that vulnerable state and taken to dinners and parties with friends and finding out later you paid for everything was a huge learning lesson for me.
I think the whole problem was letting too many people into my life. You never know another person’s intentions or what another person wants. I feel I was too open and looking for answers when I had it all to begin with. I have had to cut so many people out of my life. It is so sad, because if anyone is a family person, it is me…
I just hope this letter made some of you think a little bit more of me and where I am coming from. I just want the same things in life that you want…and that is to be happy. It is just so weird because everyone has their own perception of me and how they think I really am. It is so weird how stories are told. There is your side, my side, and the truth. Somebody has to figure it out. I guess we will never really understand or figure out life completely. That’s God’s job. I can’t wait to meet him…or her.
Quote of the month…
It is ok to disagree with people regarding certain issues. You’re not being true to yourself if you succumb to others opinions because you feel guilty.
Another amazing article just appeared as we were going to press today, written by Nancy and Ronald Reagan’s own daughter. Again, notice the healing movements of consciousness that are being made here, and how they tie in with deeper issues.
Remember — if you only read this as talking about cocaine addiction, you’ve missed the point. All addictions are a projection of our grasping for the materail world to bring us happiness. Once we fully, finally realize that the answers are within us, and can never be solved by people, places and things, we have made a very valuable step forward:
I never went to rehab. I should have. I plunged willingly, desperately, into addiction at the pliable age of 15. My poison, my love, was speed. It came in pretty colored tablets called amphetamines. Over the years it changed to capsules—some clear with orange and black granules inside, some pure black. Like the devil. Like hell.
Like the hell I lived in well into my 20s. Cocaine replaced pills at some point. But that wasn’t a big change. I was on the same rushing road—the road that too often leads to a fiery blinding end, way before your years would justify death by anything other than a speeding car or a bullet.
I quit because I decided not to die. I quit all alone—the same way I started. I quit in spite of long nights when the taste of cocaine would come up in my throat—drifting up out of my cells, I guess—and I wanted it so badly my nails dug into my palms until they drew blood. I quit by trying to live inside a body that was so much older than my years—I could actually feel my blood, my organs lurching along, almost like they were asking what they were supposed to do without the jacked up jolt of the drugs they’d gotten used to for so many years.
My thoughts, my head, my dreams … black doesn’t even begin to describe that territory. For over a decade, I’d only known the world through the blur of speed.
It was the late ’70s. There probably was rehab in some form, but I didn’t know, and I didn’t search. I wish so badly now that I had been able to go into a facility like the ones that abound now. An environment dedicated to pushing me into wellness. An environment with people who had already stumbled down the road that was before me, people who could teach me, console me, shake me up. People who knew my excuses, my rationalizations, my manipulations even before they came out of my mouth…
I imagine the other people in these rehab facilities, watching a celebrity breeze in for a week or so, then leave. I imagine their anger—actually, I don’t have to imagine it, I feel it, too. It’s hard to fix the places where you’re broken, hard to wrestle with your demons.
If you don’t take the help that’s available along the way, there will come a day when you are left all alone with demons that have grown so big and so vicious that you can’t defeat them. A lot of people know that and commit themselves to the hard and serious work of rehab.
They’re the ones who won’t have to face the bleak dark road that waits for those celebrities who believe bright lights define them.
We, as a planet, are going through “the hard and serious work of rehab” at this time. The ‘negative elite’ were never intended to take over the world — they have been ALLOWED to exist so that we would have a projection of our disharmony on the individual level.
Each of us has to move through our karmic lessons, and no measure of fame, power or money can hold back the course curriculum.
The point I’m making here is that all the signs of the way out are already there. You can help — very directly — by not buying into the fear, not buying into the panic and terror and obsessive worrying about what the negative elite will try to do to disrupt your daily life.
REGARDING OUR DISCUSSION FORUM…
Worrying about your basic safety is the path of separation, and it does not reflect the path of wisdom about the true reality of the ‘big football game’ we’re now watching unfold on the Earth. This is precisely why we strongly discourage political posts in our discussion forum, which is experiencing an explosive growth and has now become a marvelous, daily source of new user-generated inspirational content.
Invariably people get upset at us for discouraging posts like this… but I have yet to see any other writers of such articles who see the light at the end of the tunnel, and grasp the inevitable positive outcome that will result from all these changes now underway.
Truly, the best way you can help is to maintain your highest ‘frequency’ of peace, love and a positive attitude. This is not pseudo-science — it creates a very real, very measurable effect on the world around us. If you haven’t already read the Science of Peace articles on this site, which are linked from here, I highly recommend checking them out.
How do you spread the word about a new science that has the power to completely turn things around on this planet? One person at a time. That’s not just true for a website — that’s how the science itself works.
You are not separate from God, or from others. You are the Light, you are the Love, you are the One Infinite Creator.
Almost every intuitive reading that’s ever come through me ends on that point.
May you continue to stay strong, keep your light shining and find the love in this moment!
P.S. FROM DAVID
I’ve been moving through my own growth curves at a furious speed. My poison ivy problem reached a peak over the last week and a half that made it impossible for me to bend my fingers enough to type. Clearly there was something I was missing, as I have had many, many experiences leading me to believe that events like this are not random mishaps.
This problem led me through many different personal realizations, each of which were useful, but I didn’t fully ‘get it’ until earlier this week. By trying to write new articles five days a week, every week, I had actually put myself into a very stressful situation, with no time to do anything else — like music, the 2012 book, new readings, work with the Convergence production team, et cetera.
As a result, I’ve decided that I’m going to start a semi-regular podcast on this site, which will be freely available for download with no charge. My overall frequency of posts will probably reduce, but not likely below at least the level of once or twice a week. It really depends on how I feel, what moves me, and how busy I am at the moment.
It was only when I lost my ability to write, completely, that I realized the universe didn’t stop turning because I had a week off. In fact, other than the extreme physical distress, the opportunity to get alone with myself and review my life was quite useful and worthwhile. When I got a dream that told me I was NOT expected, on the higher level, to be writing that frequently, it felt like an amazing weight had been lifted off of my chest.
These are very unique times. We do have the opportunity to go through almost ALL the stages of growth that are required to move through fourth, fifth, sixth and even seventh-density awareness. The Law of One series reminds us that we will always remain in a state of confusion and distortion, to some degree, until we fully reunite with the Oneness.
Therefore it is very important to remain humble and never come across as if you are better than others around you. At the same time, it does not serve you to consider yourself beneath others either.
Each new “layer” I move through helps me have a greater understanding of myself and of the ‘Ascension’ process we’re moving through, with its natural focal-point culminating in December 2012. Again, there have been endless numbers of ‘false alarm’ dates, but the weight of evidence has convinced me that there IS a physics going on, and we WILL have something unprecedented happen during this time.
Rather than be afraid of it, I encourage you to embrace it. The work you pour into your own personal growth issues at this time can have stupendous rewards. According to the Law of One series, the “Ascension” is about doing a ‘life review’ of ALL your incarnations on Earth up until that time. This means that ANY areas that remained imbalanced, from ANY lifetime you ever had, are being brought up for your examination and healing at this time.
It’s not always easy — in fact it can be overwhelmingly difficult, much like the idea of going through rehab — but the work has very definite rewards. You have the power to make massive growth strides in a very short time, and completely free yourself of any karma you ever accumulated in the past.
For me, that makes the time and efforts spent on personal integration well worth it. There’s no better way to spend your time.