China’s October Surprise III: The Fight for Disclosure

CONSIDER THE EVIDENCE AND ASK THE QUESTIONS

You can either wait until next week when I extract all the juicy quotes out of the above links, or start clicking on them for yourself — and you’ll definitely see the pattern.

The very first thing this allegedly Chinese group seems to have done is strike out against rival Chinese factions — which may well be the ones running the Communist Party.

That is apparently why you see a massive viral attack against six million computers and a thousand different corporations in China as the first shot.

They’ve also gone after Iran — so this is not merely a campaign against Western nations. It’s a campaign to stabilize the Earth and nullify negative and destructive influences.

There has been very little, if any loss of life caused by these events. They have the technology to kill large numbers of people — obviously — but that’s not what we’re seeing here.

Yes — they did show they could threaten airplanes in flight — but the planes were not actually damaged to the point where the passangers were harmed.

[Unfortunately, by my publicizing this, I am aware that other events may be created that will be blamed on China and will involve fatalities. That is part of why I waited so long — I wanted enough time to pass so you could see the current trend.]

Also, notice how many of the equipment failures are of oil or nuclear power systems. The vast majority of these events have targeted the US, and the people making money from the sale of oil. This is a clear and consistent sign.

CAN THEY BE TRUSTED?

Nonetheless, this whole scenario raises a lot of problematic questions.

One major concern — first raised by my mother when I briefed her about this early along — is that this obviously upsets the existing balance of power in the world. If this faction of Chinese does not have the best intentions, how would we be able to stop them?

My dream data consistently has been saying this is a war between rivaling factions. No one is 100-percent ‘good’ or 100-percent ‘evil.’ The fight will look very intense, but the ‘animals’ I saw in one particular dream were going after each other — leaving everyone else alone as they went at it.

I wrote Part Two primarily to set the stage for this discussion so you would understand that there are positive beings, at a very highly evolved level, overseeing and managing what happens on Earth.

Should China and her allies get too cocky, or try to abuse what they have been given, this newfound power can very easily and quickly be taken away from them.

However, by that point they will probably have so fundamentally altered the balance of power in the world that we can barely even imagine what that post-Disclosure, post-tyrannical civilization will actualy be like.

WHY DIDN’T THEY DO THIS BEFORE?

Another big question is this: If China has ET allies that could have ganged up on the Old World Order and stopped the madness at any time, then what the hell took them so long?

The answer is that they could not have done this before.

The fact that they were able to do this at all suggests that something monumental and totally shocking has happened: THE RULES have changed.

Ultimately, that would not have happened unless the collective will of humanity has shifted towards the positive strongly enough that we are no longer inviting these planetary controllers to continue enslaving us.

This ‘invitation’ involves a form of voting, on a collective level.

WHATEVER WE VOTE FOR IS WHAT WE GET — BUT THE VOTING IS RIGGED

Each time we shame someone, manipulate them, control them, hurt them, defeat them, and then try to hide it all behind a cloak of secrecy, we are voting for the ‘negative elite’ to continue doing this to us on a planetary level.

The more we ‘vote’ to be humble, listen to other people, consider other people’s needs as well as our own, be flexible, be open to changing our minds, and treat others with love, compassion and forgiveness, the more the negative elite’s grip is loosened.

Furthermore, as you see in the Law of One series, we have the added benefit of the “Law of Squares”.

Each person consistently ‘voting’ for the positive will double the number of total ‘votes’. It adds up very, very fast. One person counts as one, two counts as two, three counts as four, four counts as eight, five counts as sixteen, six counts as 32, seven counts as 64, et cetera.

That means even seven people voting for the positive will have as much ‘pull,’ in Universal terms, as 64 people voting for the negative. The voting is rigged!

This is due to the fact that the One Infinite Creator itself is ultimately positive, in the sense that the negative has been fully integrated. The Creator has therefore biased Universal Law — THE RULES — to favor the positive, while still preserving free will.

The highly-evolved ‘Management’ ETs — or angelic beings, if you will — are responsible for insuring that the events on our planet are a reflection of how far we have evolved in this progress towards love, acceptance and forgiveness — which is our true Identity.

These ‘Management’ entities function at a much higher and more sophisticated level than ETs in UFOs. They actually represent entire planets of beings like us that have since evolved into a collective consciousness with a single identity.

THE QUARANTINE

In Part Two, I explained what THE RULES mean to the insider world. They have to work within these restrictions but do not know where they came from or why they exist. They are seen as unchanging natural laws.

I also gave you a comprehensive disclosure regarding the ‘Quarantine’ — which is one working aspect of THE RULES.

The Quarantine is a seemingly-impenetrable shield that keeps ETs out and Earth humans in. There are, of course, many ETs who come and go anyway, but this traffic is much more limited than it would be without the Quarantine.

Non-living debris, like meteors and asteroids, can get through. Non-living technology, that could be used to hurt us, would be identified and blocked.

The Quarantine is far enough above the Earth’s surface, in the Van Allen belts, that it does not disrupt our normal usage of satellites.

My contact Henry Deacon said all the missions that leave Earth orbit have required special technology to open a hole in the Quarantine — and this is why all the lunar astronauts said their missions were followed by UFOs.

According to Deacon, those UFOs were our guys, making sure these astronauts would be safe as they crossed through the barrier.

The single most important guiding principle is that the ETs have never been allowed to interfere with Earth’s history in any substantial way — even when they did come and go through the Quarantine.

Those were THE RULES — and always have been, for at least the last thousand years or more. There is remarkable similarity between what insiders told me and what was written about all this in the Law of One series.

Prior to the last thousand years, there are written records of open contact with ETs, as angels, ‘Gods’ or otherwise, and archeological sites to go along with them.

In the Law of One series it is explained that the Quarantine is a managed gateway into the Earth, and if a particular plan to help us is approved, then the visitation will be allowed to occur.

A SUCCESSFUL TREASURE HUNT

I was told by my best sources that this Quarantine is depicted on military badges as two thin loops around the Earth.

When I actually started looking for supportive evidence for this, I was absolutely stunned at how many I found.

Up until I wrote last week’s article, I’d never bothered to do this research — but it was extremely productive.

I knew, from various sources, that I could find these loops on the Air Force Space Command badge and the Navy Space Command badge, but I felt like a kid in a candy store once I started searching for other examples.

I highly recommend you CLICK HERE FOR PART TWO if you haven’t already seen this, as I was amazed by what I found.

The story got much, much more interesting as I saw so many repetitions of the same themes — the massive delta-shaped interstellar spacecraft insiders have told me about, the Templar symbolism, Global Grid symbolism, depictions of ETs and stargates.

‘THE RULES’ HAVE CHANGED

THE RULES is a system of unbreakable ‘laws’ that are being administered by levels of intelligence the insiders have no access to. (They would gain that access if they bothered to read the Law of One series!)

The Quarantine is one key element of THE RULES, but there are other aspects to it as well.

The insiders were led to believe the Old World Order could do whatever they wanted, collapse the world’s economy, take over the financial system, set up a global dictatorship, whatever — and no ETs would ever be allowed to do anything to stop them.

Those were THE RULES, at least as they understood them.

They did and do literally believe the Earth was a vast banquet of souls, ripe for the plucking, simply because they were born here with the rest of us.

They were led to believe they had complete free will to do whatever the hell they wanted, with no interference, for millions of years to come. No one would ever come and do anything to stop them. Nothing whatsoever.

China’s moves, with the help of their ET allies, have now completely broken THE RULES.

Therefore, this suggests that epic shifts have been made to systems that no one ever thought would change, or even could change.

It is obvious to me that this was the plan all along — by what I call ‘Management’ — the ETs who make THE RULES.

This also helps to explain the unrelentingly positive nature of my intuitive data — even in the midst of seemingly impossible paradoxes, which create an almost inevitable hopelessness in everyone who is directly exposed to these insider agendas.

THE 2012 SCRIPT — WITH A BIG ‘REVEAL’ NO ONE SAW COMING

I believe China’s October Surprise has happened because there is a ‘script’ where these insiders must be defeated — but in order for them to fulfill their parts, they cannot know the game in advance or they would lose the incentive to play along.

I realized that if I didn’t comprehensively sketch out what we know from the Law of One series in Part Two, none of this would really make a whole lot of sense — except for long-time readers of this website.

Many people grumbled about the fact that I did a lot of set-up last week without getting to the punch line — but it was very important that I layer in that groundwork first.

Otherwise, the fear of the unknown — both economically and in terms of this astonishing military campaign from China — could be intense enough to make some people feel suicidal.

I am literally not kidding when I have had many dreams tell me my work has saved many people from suicide — merely by providing hope in a world where so little exists once you are exposed to the ‘Truth’.

UPDATE MONDAY MORNING: ASTONISHING THIRD POINT OF CORRELATION

This article went up about 12:30 AM California time — and Benjamin Fulford had not yet posted his update when I went to sleep.

However, when I got up just now I was blown away by what he said.

Ben defined who his insider group is in an earlier post:

Some people have scoffed at this, but there have been many, many times where Ben’s sources independently confirm what my own insider sources have told me — before anyone else knows about it.

This week, Ben says his group was contacted by a man they’re calling “Mr. X”, who claimed to represent the Chinese government. Mr. X gave certain statements and documents showing that he did indeed have very high insider connections.

However, Ben also said,

http://benjaminfulford.net/2010/12/06/chinese-prepare-camps-for-satanists-in-xinxiang-province/

Mr. X was unable to answer any of the questions he was supposed to be able to confirm if he were a genuine representative of who he claimed to represent…

He has been asked to arrange a meeting between a representative of the White and Black Dragon societies and Chinese President Hu Jintao. If he can manage this, it will be a good indicator he is a genuine high level Chinese government representative as he claims…

Despite the high level introduction, we have reason to suspect Mr. X may have been a representative of a Chinese faction that is working with Satanists — although we hope to be proven wrong.

SAME SPIN, DIFFERENT WAY — THE THIRD TIME

It seems clear that Mr. X is not who he claims to be, and Ben’s people are correct in their suspicions. That’s not the part that captured my attention. This, obviously, is what did (emphasis added):

The Chinese official, who we will call Mr. X, made many startling claims, some of which we can disclose but others we have promised to keep secret in order to protect the lives of key individuals.

Mr. X claims China was contacted by Aliens who had sophisticated weapons — and were planning to rule the planet “benevolently” and in harmony with nature, after 70% of the population was killed by impending “natural disasters.”

In the process, seven Japanese Islands and most of China except Inner Mongolia would disappear, he said. The White and Black Dragon representative told Mr. X he was being fooled by Satanist lies and bluffs.

This is exactly what I told you the negative elite have been trying to do — though I do not call them Satanists as this is not technically accurate.

They believe what most people think of as God is actually Lucifer, the light-bringer — and do not believe in the Devil or Satan. 

LET’S NOT LOSE TOUCH WITH OUR HUMANITY

I emphatically do not support Luciferianism. Furthermore, if we inaccurately label and categorize people, this does not help anyone — particularly since everyone in this group was born into it, and would be hunted down and killed if they tried to leave.

A variety of your favorite A-list actors are a part of this group. If you want blood, do you feel they should all be killed too? Think about it.

There are tremendous signs of a mass exodus away from this group that will happen once they get the chance. As our new allies, these people will be extremely beneficial and influential for humanity’s collective future.

I will not for one minute encourage genocidal pogroms where we tar everyone with the same brush.

However, the mass public probably will not share my sentiment, hence these people are desperately trying to find sanctuary. Fulford has reported extensively on their ongoing effort to find a save haven here on Earth — but no country will accept them.

In the most recent update, Mr. X is saying that some aspect of China may finally be working out an amnesty / protection deal for them. 

Anyway, certain power brokers, trying to maintain the agenda of the Luciferian group, obviously want to make China’s sudden, bold actions… including launching a missile in LA’s backyard… appear to be utterly genocidal.

If they really did want to kill us all, why wait? Why tease us so much? Let’s get on with it!

If you want to terraform the world and get rid of 70 percent of the people, and you have all the technology to start killing them now, then why not get down to business?

SOWING THE SEEDS OF FEAR — BUT WE HAVE THE WEED-EATER

By seeding this disinformation now in three different key locations, the negative elite are attempting to introduce paralyzing fear and doubt into anyone who reads about it.

I am astonished at how close the timing was between when I released this article and when Ben released his — and more importantly the similarity in their content.

I would definitely count this as a synchronicity that further validates I was telling you the truth when I said this was a disinformation campaign.

I had already strongly rejected the concept that these ETs allied with China are trying to terraform the Earth — and said it was blatant disinformation.

Mere hours later, Ben then independently revealed his group was told the same thing about China’s ET allies. Ben’s group also rejected the whole idea as disinformation.

A FORUM POST TO CLEAR THE AIR

Here’s the post I just wrote to Ben’s forum about all of this:

Hey Ben, Forum Members,

I am truly astonished by your latest post. I just put up my long-awaited “master list” of all the equipment failures that can be attributed to China through the use of EMP technology — apparently with the help of their ET allies.

Ben’s sources have also told him China is doing this, and claimed it was done to a US aircraft carrier as well — but there is no public record of that.

Nonetheless I have 20 different examples — any one of which is big news by itself. To see all this in just over two months’ time is quite shocking:

https://divinecosmos.com/start-here/davids-blog/898-chinasurpriseiii

However, the part I really find interesting is that I directly isolated and pinpointed a disinformation campaign to make China’s actions appear to be negative.

There has been disinfo on a major UFO discussion forum website — unbeknownst to the people receiving it — saying the Chinese created the BP oil spill to release an “intelligent, self-organizing” microbe into the Gulf.

The purpose, we are told, was to terraform the Earth into something more habitable for these ETs allied with China.

A very similar ‘spin’ can be found in the tenth episode of “The Event”, which came out 20 days after the missile launch. Ben’s sources have said China was behind this launch and they made it obvious — such as by doing it on the three-year anniversary date of when they surprised the US with a nuclear sub.

I believe this episode was rewritten at the last minute to ‘spin’ the China story. There is no absolute proof of this, but the cast admit they are not told anything about the story, or see any future scripts, until right before they shoot. And in this case the CG of the missile seems significantly lower in realism than could have been accomplished if they’d had more time.

Anyway, the missile was launched by a negative ET faction who is now saying they want to colonize the Earth and take it over. So this TV show can be used to get people to think this is what China wants to do — as they eventually hear about everything that’s going on behind the scenes.

Now we have a THIRD person attempting to pass the same disinformation along. So Ben, I would tell you not to be angry at this guy, as he’s just doing his job, but I’d already written and posted my article identifying two other examples of this same disinfo before you posted yours.

China is definitely not trying to make the world unlivable. Part of the ridiculousness of this story is the idea that some sort of ET technology is going to make all Asians able to survive through these climate changes but everyone else will die off.

This is how the Old World Order thinks, but not the Chinese. Granted, there is a small clique that has seized power and runs things with oppressive force, but there is a huge gap between an over-protective, hyper-sensitive government and a desire to kill everyone on Earth but your own people.

This is a fascinating and encouraging development and it’s definitely going into my article as an update.

My interview with Ben will be released shortly — and we may also want to do an update to cover all this new stuff. I also go into the Wikileaks situation and how it may have started as ‘controlled opposition’ from the insiders themselves, but has already turned into a nightmare for everyone struggling to maintain the old system.

– David

That’s it for our update right now — but there may well be other updates in this story, as it is evolving so rapidly!

UPDATE MONDAY NIGHT: THE TINFOIL HAT IS ON NICE AND SNUG…

The Federal Reserve has just experienced another blatantly embarrassing problem that they cannot understand:

http://www.cnbc.com/id/40521684

The Fed Has a $110 Billion Problem with New Benjamins

A significant production problem with new high-tech $100 bills has caused government printers to shut down production of the new notes and to quarantine more than one billion of the bills in huge vaults in Fort Worth, Texas and Washington, DC, CNBC has learned.

Initially scheduled for release in February of 2011, the new bills were announced with great fanfare by officials at the Treasury Department and the Federal Reserve in April.

At the time, officials announced the new bills would incorporate sophisticated high-tech security features, including a 3-D security strip and a color-shifting image of a bell designed to foil counterfeiters.

But the production process is so complex, it has instead foiled the government printers tasked with producing billions of the new notes.

An official familiar with the situation told CNBC that 1.1 billion of the new bills have been printed, but they are unusable because of a creasing problem in which paper folds over during production, revealing a blank unlinked portion of the bill face.

A second person familiar with the situation said that at the height of the problem, as many as 30 percent of the bills rolling off the printing press included the flaw, leading to the production shut down.

The total face value of the unusable bills, $110 billion, represents more than ten percent of the entire supply of US currency on the planet, which a government source said is $930 billion in banknotes…

Officials don’t know exactly what caused the problem. “There is something drastically wrong here,” a person familiar with the situation said. “The frustration level is off the charts.”

Because officials don’t know how many of the 1.1 billion bills include the flaw, they have to hold them in the massive vaults until they are able to develop a mechanized system that can sort out the usable bills from the defects.

Sorting such a huge quantity of bills by hand, the officials estimate, could take between 20 and 30 years. Using a mechanized system, they think they could sort the massive pile of bills, each of which features the familiar image of Benjamin Franklin on the face, in about one year.

The defective bills—which could number into the tens of millions, potentially representing billions of dollars in face value—will have to be shredded. American taxpayers have already spent an enormous amount of money to print the bills…

The problem with the new hundred-dollar bills has remained largely hidden from public view, despite a press release issued by the Federal Reserve on October 1 that announced “a delay in the issue date” of the new bills and cited “a problem with sporadic creasing of the paper.”

Realistically, there is no way to know if this is part of China’s campaign, but the problem was not announced until October 1st — right at the same time that the Stuxnet virus was reaching critical mass after several months of deployment. The Stuxnet articles I referenced you to had come out within 24 hours of this initial Federal Reserve notification.

This may also be a virus of some kind — particularly since the Stuxnet virus was designed to affect the speed of a rolling part in Iran’s reactor just enough to cause problems that were not immediately detectable, if you read the third link I gave you on that topic in the September section of the timeline.

I’ve heard from insiders that the Stuxnet virus uses exotic ‘quantum’ technology that allows it to be able to be updated once it’s already in play. It sounded a little fishy to me but yet Dr. Robert Mueller did invent a technology that allows for quantum communication with existing computer circuitry — so it may well be possible.

This dynamic updating could account for how weird and exotic this virus has been — updating itself to the needs it faces, and realistically doing things no one ever thought it should do. There has been real alarm in the insider community over this virus.

I would put this one up as another possible contender for China’s October Surprise.

UPDATE TUESDAY: ASSANGE FRAMED ON BOGUS CHARGES

You’ve probably already seen the news that Assange got taken into custody for the alleged ‘rape’ charges.

Admittedly, he acted inappropriately and hurtfully to sleep with two different women in a short period of time — but it obviously is not worthy of the degree of legal heat he’s now getting: 

The attempt to frame Assange is already going very badly. Every insider I’ve spoken to directly about this has now told me the documents from Wikileaks have created all sorts of problems.

The ‘spin’ is that he was a government operative doing his job. The reality is that this is accelerating a defeat that was already well in progress.

Other articles have said he is not going to use the deadman switch — yet — but any attempt to actually pull the site completely offline would trigger that response.

STEEL-EATING MICROBES

Part of the reason why I always felt the “intelligent, self-organizing microbe” story was disinformation was that it seemed tangentially related to something I did hear about for some time. 

Specifically, there has been great concern within the insider world about a microbe that can eat its way through steel.

The Gulf Stream has been carrying this microbe up into the Northern European coast. Apparently it’s been causing all sorts of problems — eating through the hulls of ships, et cetera.

Apparently some strains of this microbe actually take certain metals and transform them into gold. Supposedly there were cannonballs found on the Gulf seafloor that were solid gold — though I’ve never been able to find anything to back this up.

It does appear that this microbe breeds in the hot areas below the crust — and the BP oil spill did release a lot more of it than was already there. I’ve heard that part of what this might do is create more gold that can then be collected and used.

I also heard the whole seafloor around that area was buckling up and cracking, and part of why the oil spill was created was to release the pressure. There were fears that a far more catastrophic explosion of the seafloor would occur otherwise.

I was quite shocked today to see all this talk of steel-eating microbes suddenly make it into the mainstream media. The timing of this announcement may be to further support the disinformation that this is an “intelligent, self-organizing microbe” transforming the Earth to be habitable for ETs:

This appears to be yet another move towards beefing up the disinformation around China’s stunning new maneuvers. It is a surprise to see so many things these insiders told me appearing in the mainstream media in such a short time.

A FEW WORDS ABOUT CHARGING FOR CONTENT

We have recently received an unprecedented number of letters from people acting as if charging for any of our information is a direct personal assault against them — even though this is what keeps the content flowing here on this site.

Our moderators only posted the letters that were relatively polite and peaceful. We do very much have our own RULES, Management and Quarantine here.

Everyone wants to know more about how to Access Your Higher Self — as our first-ever streaming video conference was called, which is still available for you to watch — but they also felt I owed it to them to give it away.

NEW CHANGES NEED TO HAPPEN

Unfortunately, our streaming video service blatantly failed to deliver what they promised us. The video is only four frames per second, so all you see of me is a flip-book of still images that do not appear to match the voice. The slides are great but the video is not.

It is going to be much more expensive for us to come up with a video-conferencing solution that really works once we have more than a small group of people on board.

We’re also going to have to pay these much higher fees every month, regardless of whether we do new online events every month or not.

This is definitely not a “license to print money” by any means — however, by taking this on, we will be the only ones in the entire UFO field who can actually afford to offer a genuinely good-quality streaming-video conference in real time.

We are now taking a healthy chunk of the gains from this event and re-investing it into a professional version of the same Higher Self presentation — using the same camera crew contracted by History Channel for Ancient Aliens.

Everyone who bought the original event, or who buys the playback-only version, will have unlimited access to this new, improved “Professional Version” once it comes out at no extra charge. A marvelous Christmas gift to look forward to!

The (very) few critiques we’ve received about the original will be addressed in the new version as well.

There were unavoidable complications that prevented us from doing the shoot last Wednesday, but we fully expect to do it this coming week and get it post-produced and released by the holidays.

PERSONAL PERSPECTIVE

Regarding this concept of expecting other people to share their wealth with you and offering them nothing in return, my Higher Self has had a lot to say about issues just like this in my personal life.

I hardly ever engage these sorts of demeaning attacks, but when I see an opportunity to inform and offer perspective, occasionally I will say something — so before we end this article, I want to do just that.

GETTING A JOB = SELLING OUT?

So many people get into this ‘fringe’ material, like UFOs and metaphysics, by reading paranoid stuff on the Internet first.

You start to believe what you are reading — after overcoming initial resistance to obvious facts.

You then typically plunge into a desperate vortex of negativity, lack of self-worth and hopelessness.

Getting a job — ANY job — now makes you feel you are Selling Out To The Illuminati.

Voluntary unemployment and financial desperation becomes Patrotic Resistance to the Bad Guys.

Guess what? That’s exactly what they want.

If you have no money, you pose no threat.

Your whole life is a struggle to survive — and it’s actually a lot more work to be unemployed than it is to have a job.

I DID NOT WANT TO FEED THE BEAST

I know. I was there. I learned about all this conspiracy stuff in a remarkable college class I took in 1992, which hid behind the boring-sounding title “Contemporary Social Issues.”

For me there was no turning back.

When I graduated in 1995 I did not want to get a job. At all. I knew who was behind the scenes and what their goals were. I did not want to feed the Beast.

My mother kicked me out of her house that same summer after graduation, and at first I utterly despised her for it.

I felt she had become Pure Evil for not letting me live indefinitely with her and have her take care of almost all the bills, except for the 200 dollars a month she was asking me for.

Now I understand — and am grateful for her giving me my freedom. I can barely even imagine living with my parents as an adult… because you don’t feel like an adult at all.

Nonetheless, at the time it was the most powerful journey into fear I had ever experienced in my life.

I FOUND A WAY TO MAKE IT WORK

Sure enough, I did find a way to make it work — a cheap room in a share house, and a job delivering pizzas. I quickly tried to find something better. Jobs wouldn’t work out and I’d find myself unemployed, having bills to pay, and needing money.

There could be no greater humiliation than to sit there under cold, craven fluorescent lights and again wrestle with the dreaded “Prior Work History” section of a job application. All those painful memories would have to be dredged up.

I always seemed to forget the names, addresses and telephone numbers of former “$#!+ jobs,” and had to struggle to remember it all again.

At home, I invariably found ways to blow off making any calls until 4:30, knowing everything closes at 5. Then at 5:01, I suddenly felt a million times better until I had to wake up the next day — late — and start all over again.

The problem is that this pattern is ruining your life. Things will increasingly crash in on you from all sides — and you will want to blame everyone but yourself for what you are creating.

It happened to me too, in the past. Several times.

BLOOD MONEY

During one particularly rough period of my life after I had become self-employed, I started reading powerful material that revealed just how abusive life really is for a person born into the Illuminati.

I felt like the whole world was falling in on me and I became too depressed to work. Everything I saw, everything I thought, everything I felt seemed to be crawling with darkness.

During this time, I had someone reliably sending me 500 bucks a month to keep me on life support — and that situation ended up turning out very badly.

The problem with living off of a parent, friend or lover is they can literally force you to do whatever they want.

If you don’t obey them, you can easily be threatened with homelessness, bankruptcy and starvation.

CALLING IN A FAVOR FOR JESUS

In the case I am referring to, this friend from another state finally wanted to “call in the favor” he had been building me up to after well over a year’s time.

This happened while I was staying as a guest at his house, trying to get work done. He told me I could visit him there if I wanted to. Things were going very badly with my girlfriend at the time, so it seemed like a good option.

I was utterly stunned when he sat me down one morning and completely eviscerated me for 20 minutes — with no prior warning.

He strung together every single negative thing he had ever observed in me, at relentless speed, with a savagely sarcastic smile on his face the entire time.

Up until this moment, he had always been 100-percent loving and supportive — like a truly benevolent father figure.

Now he was dumping this load of shame and hate on me that was so complex, so unfair, so one-sided and negative that I knew he would accept nothing less than utter and complete submission to his will. 

Right then I realized why I’d had so many inexplicable visions of him screaming at me in my mind — even though he never raised his voice as he committed the most savage verbal assault I’d ever experienced from anyone in my life.

Had I done what he demanded, I would have literally needed to drop everything that mentioned the Law of One material on this website — not to mention all the readings I’d done up until then — and devote my full efforts to promoting Christianity.

THE EFFECT WAS ULTIMATELY POSITIVE

I honestly did not see this coming. I was horrified. Humiliated. Financially it traumatized me. At least he let me keep the car he had given me when I immediately packed up my stuff and fled his house after this happened.

I ended up going back to work doing readings for others. This occurred within the timeframe of 1998 to 2005, while I did this as a business — but at the time, my own overwhelming emotional and personal issues had made it almost impossible to work.

Getting ‘shocked’ like this was a good thing, as it broke me out of my narcissistic bubble where I wanted someone else to pay for my stuff so I didn’t have to deal with other people and face responsibility.

However, when someone uses money to try to mess with your life like this, it’s much easier to dump all this shame onto the ‘Illuminati’, and blame them for your predicament, than to see how you could have chosen freedom instead.

A job is an opportunity to provide a needed service that helps people and makes money at the same time. ‘Society’ is not evil. You are ‘society’ too. Everyone needs things to live, and everyone needs to make a living.

That’s life — not some craven Illuminati plot to enslave you in body, mind and spirit.

GETTING A JOB WAS THE KEY TO ACCESSING MY HIGHER SELF

In my own journey, 1996 was the year I finally broke through. I got major signals that ETs wanted to contact me in 1995, and even more signals beginning in January 1996.

Many dreams suggested I was going to break through — but then month after month went by and nothing happened.

What finally put me over the top was when I decided to take a “$#!+ job”, rather than continue to try to bum money off of my parents, grandparents and friends to stay alive. Asking others for money is a very good way to become “damaged goods” and lose all your friends.

The very day I pulled into the parking lot to do that job interview, I had a bank of four 8’s on my car odometer — down to one tenth of a mile. It was incredible!

Just two days after I “sucked it up” and said yes, I had the epic call with Joe Mason that changed everything I’d ever known, felt and believed in my life.

In that call, he gave me all the information I needed to do the Dream Voice practice — which is all featured in one section of Access Your Higher Self — and the very next day I woke up and started getting clear, audible messages.

Later, the guidance clearly explained to me that personal responsibility is very, very important. Until I was willing to take care of myself, and not expect others to support me, I would not be allowed to access my Higher Self.

It was a lesson that has always stayed with me. Yet, if you’re addicted to ‘fear porn,’ it can be very, very difficult to see the idea of taking a job as a good thing.

RECOVERING FROM FEAR PORN ADDICTION

I refer to the typical conspiracy media news article as ‘fear porn’ because it does create a sudden, massive stimulation to the nervous system — and has the same addictive and negative qualities as pornography.

The more ‘fear porn’ people consume, the more they want. Like a sugar high, you crash after every dose — but then the answer is to go look for another dose.

Many fear-porn addicts are ‘drying out’ by coming to this page. They are starting to see that no matter how emphatic and confident these conspiracy writers and personalities may sound, there is another side to the story. A much more positive side.

This is why I am very happy to be a keynote speaker at next February’s TruthCon in Atlanta, Georgia.

This event will take place in an incredible 1100-seat venue, and features a Who’s Who list of people making waves in Disclosure — Dr. Steven Greer, high-level UFO insider Bob Dean, Eric John Phelps, Stanton Friedman, Michael Tellinger and others.

If you think the panel discussions at this event are going to be awesome, think again. They’re going to be TOTALLY awesome. And I will be dropping knowledge bombs left and right.

I am delighted that the organizers of this event made me the Friday night keynote speaker and gave me all day Sunday to do my own post-conference event. Dr. Greer is the big headliner on Saturday, and he never ceases to amaze.

I know about 15 different insiders. Greer knows nearly 600 — who are ready to come forward and testify before Congress if subpoenaed.

You can attend my Sunday by itself for less money, or pay a package price to see the whole weekend. All these details should be available on their website very soon, so hang in there.

Again, thank you for your support. Let’s raise a glass and toast to the Disclosure now in progress!

UPDATE: PROJECT CAMELOT CONFERENCE CALL ON DISCLOSURE AND FREE SHOW THIS WEEK!

I forgot to mention that I’m also going to have a telephone conference with Project Camelot about Disclosure, featuring Richard C. Hoagland, on Sunday, December 19th.

Hoagland is always a fascinating character and I’ve wished for a long time that you could listen in on one of our conversations where we share information with each other.

He has some fascinating perspectives on “The Event” and is in touch with other insiders who I don’t get to speak with personally. Things are really heating up around this issue and we’re saving the best of our discussions for the live chat!

Bill and Kerry will both be on the line and I expect it will be a provocative discussion! We’re scheduling three hours but it may go on even longer than that!

You can be part of the action for significantly less than the video conference cost, at 39 dollars (19.5 x 2, of course!) for the live event. I believe we’re going to offer a post-conference stream as well.

You can find out more information at the Project Camelot website soon, though it’s not up there just yet.

I also am doing a free radio show on Myth or Logic Radio this Wednesday with Tom Murasso. Part of why I continue to work with him is he is a great host — understanding the value of letting the guest speak, coming up with thoughtful questions and feedback when appropriate, and energetically holding space for the words to come through.

You can listen in for the live show or access the free MP3 archive after it’s over. The time will be this Wednesday at 2PM Eastern, 11AM Pacific:

http://www.talkshoe.com/talkshoe/web/talkCast.jsp?masterId=59174&cmd=tc

Check it out — and let us know what you think!