Written by David Wilcock Wednesday, 13 May 2009 04:47
Wednesday 5/13/09
I've just been through quite the ordeal... and today is the first day I am healthy enough to step back and write about it! I figure something is better than nothing, so let's go with it!
THE 'QUARTERLY ILLNESS'
I've basically worked 14 hours a day, seven days a week for eleven years to bring you the content on this website. I stopped watching TV in 1991 and rarely even make time to see a movie.
So as I've been telling people, it's no accident that all these wonderful things are happening, and we're having such a phenomenal burst of success on many fronts. Divine Cosmos is a garden, lovingly cultivated 14 hours a day, seven days a week, for eleven years. And all of a sudden we've hit a quantum shift where the fruits of this labor are blooming around us in every direction.
The downside of this insane work ethic has been that approximately every 3 months, I get completely knocked flat with illness. The typical pattern was for it to take two weeks for me to get better. Most of these years I have lived alone, and I end up having to fend for myself through the whole process.
I'm ruggedly individualistic and have been known to turn down good help, feeling it builds character to 'man up' and get through it on my own. I certainly did not do so in this most recent case! Any friend who could stop by with supplies or good wishes was welcomed!
Richard Hoagland's partner Dr. Robin Falkov, a naturopathic doctor, advised me early this year about my ongoing problem. She recommended I start taking two packets of Emergen-C every morning in water (I use the unsweetened variety) as well as some kind of 'superfood' or 'super-green' drink every day -- halfway through the day.
I had been opposed to the idea of daily supplementation. My Montauk witness 'Daniel' was against supplementation for personal reasons -- he felt like he didn't want to become 'dependent' on anything, as it would 'weaken' your body. Robin set me straight on this -- the foods we eat do not have the nutrients we need, so we should give ourselves a little extra help.
I started following her plan in the aftermath of my previous illness, where as I said I drank a powder that had slippery elm bark in it, and the particles got into my tonsils and expanded, causing my left tonsil in particular to swell to a frighteningly large size, causing extreme pain.
Of course, I knew this sickness had some sort of deeper meaning I was supposed to get out of it, and the scariest part was that it had dragged on for four weeks straight, if not more -- carrying me through two different conferences. These should have been happy occasions, and yet in both cases I was in extreme discomfort.
The Law of One series says that "In Forgiveness Lies the Stoppage of the Wheel of Karma," so I did my darnedest to work my forgiveness issues out with everyone I could think of. That was when my health finally started turning around.
I thought I wouldn't have to endure this kind of sickness again, thanks to my supplementation -- but in this case I was wrong. I got hit, and I got hit hard. Thankfully it's subsiding after one week, not four-plus -- and I have not had much in the way of tonsil problems this time either.
THIS ONE HAD THE 'LONG CREEP'
In this case, sore throat symptoms had been going on since the previous Wednesday -- the day after the wonderful breakthrough I announced at the end of the second half of Rayelan's show. I was definitely dealing with some fatigue, but I was fairly functional.
I wrote up the investment opportunity in Convergence Pictures, LLC that Saturday, two hours before going on the air. And when I did the show, I was a little weak, and my throat wasn't great, but I wasn't in desperate straits either.
I had no idea what I was in for. It started later on that same night, and by Sunday it was absolute madness. We're talking total no-holds barred migraine headache, like a spidery set of metallic clamps screwed into your skull.
Severe fever and chills. No matter what you do you can't stay warm -- and then you're burning up. Sweat. Body aches. And barely enough energy to get up and walk around. When you did try, the migraines would flood you into a veritable orgasm of disaster, threatening your whole center of gravity.
I got into the habit of turning myself in bed like a roast chicken, every 15 minutes or so, as the body aches were only worsened by the fact that I was spending about 18 hours a day flat on my back. My main objective was to make sure my hands didn't fall alseep in these various positions.
I did manage to get myself into the tub, where I'd take hot mineral salt baths and those provided me with some relief. I would have to blast my legs with the hair dryer as soon as I got out so I wouldn't go into severe chills. It really was a nightmare... and as of right now I am functional, but all of these symptoms still exist to a lesser extent.
Right now I feel as if a one-inch-tall, three-inch-long horizontal metal panel has been nailed into my skull on the left-hand side. I have junk in my throat that I can't swallow and don't bother to try. My neck hurts, particularly on the left. I still get hints of chills, letting me know that my body temperature is unstable. Knees and joints still let me know they're not going to be happy when I use them. And my ears are still ringing.
AN INTERESTING JUXTAPOSITION
The Universe set me up with a very interesting 'juxtaposition' exercise. The update I posted, announcing an opportunity for people to invest in Convergence Pictures, LLC, was a phenomenal success. I want to thank all of you who stepped up and have offered to get involved -- I sincerely appreciate it from the bottom of my heart.
My partner Billy, always the skeptic, was veritably ecstatic. The latest news is that our writer can probably start in early June. We do not have a signed contract yet, but hopefully there will be no further glitches as we move towards the realization of this goal.
So for me, I have Billy calling me and emailing me thinking this is the "Best Ever," while my health was the Worst Ever. I literally felt comfortable telling people I again felt "deathly ill." It was just like what happened at the two conferences early this year, all over again.
I again have gone in and done whatever I can do with forgiveness work, and indeed found even more material that I had effectively blocked out, concerning painful experiences in relationships. I must say that it made me appreciate Wanderer Awakening even more, as the story took on a whole different context once these memories freed up -- and listening to it is a very powerful tool for awakening and healing, particularly for sensitive people who keep feeling like they've been taken advantage of.
What I put together in Wanderer Awakening is a path for working your way through the most difficult challenge of all -- Learning to Love Yourself. I discovered many years ago that this is the "Bull's Eye" of all spiritual work, and it is in our relationships that we consistently suffer the most when the self-love reflex isn't strong enough.
Wanderer Awakening is NOT an autobiographical story, per se, though it is based on true events in my own life. I designed it around the consistent themes I heard from the approximate 500 people I did readings for between 1998 and 2005, particularly focusing on how they suffered in relationships.
Each stage of the 'relationship game' is like an archetype, and I wrote a song around each of these phases. That's the deeper, hidden meaning of what we're doing... and I feel it works very well.
Hardly any of you have ordered it yet... maybe you have cold feet, I know I do right now... but that's cool. I certainly do not want to turn this site into a marketing machine, and I'm happy that we get enough orders to keep everything on track.
Guidance has told me this musical adventure will be very popular in the future, and the people who have ordered it have been completely blown away -- far beyond their level of expectations going in. We've actually had several people say it's the best music they've ever heard.
I think that's pushing it, but just the other day my mother was playing it in the car and a friend of hers said, "Wow, who is that? He's a really good singer!" She definitely had a proud moment as she let her friend know it was her own Number One Son.
OK, I basically feel like ass right now, so I will take my leave of you. Time for grapefruit and something to distract myself from my neck, which is now the strongest 'note' in this orchestra of chaos. Again, thank you all for stepping up and supporting us, as it really did make my sickness much more bearable.
I have also decided to start delegating all non-essential tasks to volunteers, so as to further free myself up so I don't keep collapsing from overwork. As time goes on I'm going to loosen more of my control over various things and accept the help that is available!
When I feel better our story will continue...
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Hi David 
A lot of people are getting the fluw now.
it's not rare when they spraying chemtrails in the air happens in holland to.I see them doing it.I was sick for two week.And I'm Still not better.I hope That with you are on the better hand. Take care For Your Self Seeeya
Greetings from The Netherlands Richard S.A
Hi David
I was the same way.Killer sore throat every month.You have to eat yogurt with live bacteria in it.You are sick for so long because a virus get you started and then opportunistic bad bacteria prolong the infection.This drains your immune system. Your whole digestive tract and throat is populated by some kind of bacteria.Eat live yogurt to occupy the space with beneficial bacteria.
To help the immune system, Vitamin C and D,zinc,iodine are essential,especially D-3 if you don't get lots of sunlight.I've been through this for 10 years if you want to write me
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Hope your doing better David!! Getting a little worried. (know I shouldn't) My cure to add to the list is accupressure for the headache. A pressure point in the thick between the thumb and index finger. Use a 1/2 inch wodden dowel(wooden spoon works great) on it. There's one in the hollow on each side of the base of your skull. Use a 3/4 inch dowel(broomstick) on it. Learned that from an accupuncturist from Israel. For mucous I make a glass of tomato juice with 1 TBLS of apple cider vinegar, 1 TBLS lemon juice, 1 clove fresh garlic(crushed), cayenne and honey to taste. Works even better than MMS for me! W'er all sending you love too!! :grin
As someone with lifelong struggles with serious health problems, my heart goes out to you.
Even Jesus, Buddha, and Shiva took time for rest, and they had times of playful fun. They accepted offers of practical help from those who loved them. They accepted invitations to take time for rest and for fun.
You have people in your life who would feel happy to be of service to you in those ways. It would be fulfilling to them! When you refuse and reject that help, it makes your life harder than it has to be. Not only that, it also blocks the expression of positive kindness that people would like to share their gifts with you - gifts of joy, of positive energy, of compassionate support.
If someone makes you a helpful offer with kindness and generosity of spirit, it's not selfish of you to accept when you can. Actually, it's selfish to push them away... pushing to increase the sense of separation and aloneness that they are trying to overcome through the kind action they'd be happy to do for you.
I recommend that you let someone whose kind nature you trust stay with you for the next few days. Let them take care of you. Let them boil a big pot of water to make steam, and set up a humidifier in your room. Let them run to the store for you. Let them count out whatever vitamin pills and juices and herb teas you choose to take, along with aloe juice, tapioca, saltines, ginger ale, soft boiled eggs or whatever is soothing to your throat. Let them quietly set those things on a tray beside you while you sleep and rest.
If you don't have a video player in your bedroom, let them put one in so you can watch silly videos that make you laugh, and also scenes of the beauty of nature.
Let them sleep on the couch when they don't mind. Let them drive you to whatever traditional or holistic doctors you want to visit. Let them promise to not ask you lots of questions about your work at this time, but just to embody the gratitude and concern that so many have for you. Let them be the hands and feet of God in your life at this time.
I agree with the commenter who mentioned that you've learned the individual activity of Yang, maybe now you have a lesson in this lifetime about the receptiveness, quiet and teamwork of Yin. I recommend that you meditate on the Tao Te Ching and its lessons of accomplishing more by doing less, of only leaping into action when this is the fruit of a calm heart and a still spirit. "We put thirty spokes together and call it a wheel; but it is on the space where there is nothing that the usefulness of the wheel depends. We turn clay to make a vessel; but it is on the space where there is nothing that the usefulness of the vessel depends."
Let yourself have a space and time of rest and self-care.
As the current health crisis passes, let yourself be open to those who'd like to help you with your work; to have a personal life outside of work, and a weekly day or two of rest. People will not think less of you if you would be merely as devoted to your work as the Buddha was!
hi David,
Got the feeling you are dealing with neg feelings of others and clearing them out (at the same time ourselves as we all our one), which in my eyes is reflecting what kind of pos feelings and attitudes that other people will put out in the world, this on a more collective scale. seem to see it reflected out in the media. wish you very well......
Dear David, hope you're feeling much better now! So many of my friends and family have been suffering with the same symptoms and it's taking awhile to get well. Those of us who used MMS had an easier time of it. Also, I use herbal tinctures that REALLY WORK by Dr. Schultz. Please check him out at www.herbdoc.com. He has a great spray for sore throats called "Throat & Tonsil Spray" that I've found stops infections early, right where they start. (I've used many of his products for years, and because they are so great, I just love to share it with others, no other connection.) I, too, wonder about a possible link between all the heavy chemtrail activity, lab-concocted "swine" flu, and how sick people are feeling with this...seems our immune systems are under assault these days. Hope you're getting all the rest and support you need to get well! Thank you for all your very postitve words of inspiration. Much love to you.
For the throat the lion, a yoga pose: crouch down, concentrate, stick your tongue out as far as it will go. Move it from side to side, up and down and around, stretching it as far out as you can. It will be excruciating. Work it as long as you can. Do it repeatedly and often. When you bring in your tongue, rest. Wheat this does is to constrict the tissues, forcing them out of the blockage and into circulation. When you rest your throat after you will feel the blood rush into the tissue. This procedure allerts the body's defenses to response. I will do it in bed if I awake to a sore throat and often by morning it is gone. It helps cure the region and after the disconfort of doing to pose is over, the throat feels much better.
Also for the lungs we use the cure Edgar Cayce used to cure his wife of TB. Get yourself a 2 gallon charred oak keg. A one gallon glass jug will do in a pinch. Fill the keg with 2 bottles apple brandy. One bottle regular brandy in the jug will work in a pinch. Allow the fumes to collect in the space remaining. Using a straw, inhale the fumes into your exhaled lungs and hold for as long as you can. Do this several times a day for 5 or more minutes. We have used this in our family for lung infections, allergies and asthma. It works. Edgar cayce recommended it in 45 or more of his cases.
Take care, Melinda
... I did stay at a Holiday Inn Express last night! 
Seriously, David, you are describing class viral symptoms - Flu, Mono Nucleosis, etc. The pain in your neck is no doubt caused by swolen lymph nodes. There's nothing you can do but rest and stay hydrated. Ibuprofen helps a lot for the headaches, sore throat, and joint pains. You can alternate between Tylenol (Acetimenophen) and Advil (Ibuprofen) every couple of hours. Theraflu has been effective for me in the past allowing me to sleep comfortably. I'm sure all the good thoughts, prayers, reiki energy, blah blah stuff is great, but you need to get down to the grocery store and pick up some good OTC symptom-killers.
Man, that's something. Just this week I was showing my girlfriend Olga a clip of 2012 Enigma with you talking about headaches being a symptom of not being able to see yourself as a sacred being... So maybe you wanna try that.. ;-)
I also have bouts with migraine headache sometimes, they sometimes feel like a pretty drastic firmware upgrade or something...
I recommend Twitter, I'm @kruithoph there, it's a great way to converse casually. And maybe heartcoherence.com is something for you... Heard about it on Rayelan's show.
If all else fails I will do my utmost best to hook you up with a wonderful new Dutch girlfriend :-) Looking very much forward to seeing you at the NY conference next week. In the mean time I wish you another one of your wondrous recoveries!
"Right now I feel as if a one-inch-tall, three-inch-long horizontal metal panel has been nailed into my skull on the left-hand side. I have junk in my throat that I can’t swallow and don’t bother to try. My neck hurts, particularly on the left. I still get hints of chills, letting me know that my body temperature is unstable. Knees and joints still let me know they’re not going to be happy when I use them. And my ears are still ringing."
Try dealing with these type of symptoms for 27 years and Karma or not it really limits ones abilty to move forward.I wish there was a single homeeopathic way to cure this, as I know thousands of others with Chronic Fatigue, Fibromyalsia, Lyme, parasitic illness and the like would love to get their creative lives back. Perhaps this is another reflection of the sickness that plagues the planet. All the best to you, friend.
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HI, David, you sound like a genuine holy man to me. For some of us who experience sainthood in past live, this was not uncommon to be very sick when helping a big number of peoples to shift from lower consciousness to higher consciousness.
Don't worry about dying because of this because holy man don't dye so easily, they go out of their body and connect to the Universe and heal themselves on a regular basis.
But there is always some sort of personal price to pay for helping so many people, and with the Internet, you are helping worldwide.
So you will find some balance in your life, but some degree of pain and discomfort is always present in our life. This is some sort of illusion too, something trying to distract you for your mission.
Negative force can only annoy you in some way, they cannot get you. My wife met with the angel of death twice and she was still able to negotiate for some more time because of her mission. Service and Love is the key for miracles on a daily basis.
So don't worry and get used to it. You are removing so much karma for the people of earth its a miracle you are still alive.
When i feel beaten by life and sometimes with eyes full of tears, i just sing my personal mantra to tell God (or Spirit) i love him (or it) and i am grateful to be able to serve them. They can take me away anytime but probably i can still be useful with my new spiritual abilities.
I wish you better health and all the blessings of the Conscious Universe.
denisfor in Quebec, Canada
David,
The reason these health issues came up for you at this time was most probably due to the Venus Retrograde in Aries that we all just recently went through. Last time Venus retrograded in Aries was in March 2001. Therefore we’ve completed a very important 8-year cycle with this particular Venus Retrograde.
The soft gentle Venus energy gets aggravated and somewhat burnt-out in Aries, which is a fire sign. Venus entered Aries on 2 Feb - Turned retro on March 6 - Turned direct April 18, and comes completely out of its “shadow” by 21 May.
The whole point of any planet going Retrograde is to bring up the issues of its domain and the sign/ house it retrogrades. It brings these issues to the surface, essentially getting your attention in a way that, hopefully, will prompt you to want to explore more deeply, before charting the course of future forward movement; when direct and out of shadow when you will have acquired more clarity.
Saturn has also been retro, for the past five months, in Virgo (health sign) and turns retro on 16 May.
We’ve now recently entered a Pluto retrograde from 4th April. Pluto retrogrades are all about death, rebirth and transformation. This is best time for shadow work, leading to transformational growth. This was also the best time for your articles “The Great Awakening” series.
We’re also in Mercury retrograde now from 7 May till 30 May.
Jupiter will soon turn retrograde too.
2009 is really “Preparing Us” for many things to come in the next several years.
It really helps to understand and work with retrograde cycles (and eclipses).
So David, please take a break from everything and find ways to rejuvenate mind & body.
Last but not the least - So good to know things are moving forward with the movie investments.
Om Shanti !
Hi to all you doctors out there! 
I feel the one and most important ingredient has been left out so far: HUMOR!!!!!!!!!!!!
David, all these themes (trying to work out what the'negative' side is up to) may tend to pull your energies into their direction.
The best way to be immune from all that, is to have a good laugh at God's game once in a while everyday, forget your thoughts and just folly around as children do....
Laughing is always the best way to get your energies up.
You get what you concentrate on---never think too much about an illness....just see yourself happy and fine again.
Trying to look for the reasons is ok...but better afterwards as we might tend to get stuck in being angry at ourselves for being so 'stupid' to have fallen for an ilness.
Best to you!
See you in NY!
WOW, there are SO many videos out there! They're really very well done, very thoughtfully done. I had no idea that there were so many; it's great to see the aptitude and artistry.
Depending on the quality of your computer speakers, the sound is probably not nearly as accurate as your MP3 player or stereo. So they are GREAT previews on YouTube, but the full experience of the mastery is in having your own copy. 
I wanna thank YOU, from the bottom of my heart...
I found your site several weeks ago, and worked through a lot of things since then...Sometimes even 10h nonstop...
I thank you, for the inspiration, love and light, helping me to find my next step(s)
Love & Peace to our hearts...
I hope your physical body feels and gets better each moment...
David, is that REALLY you on the drums? OMG, you SO rock! :zzz
I just finished some extra difficult work and needed an upbeat tune, and "Perfect Girl" is the first song that came to mind. Your drumwork is nothing short of masterful on every track of "Wanderer Awakening," but it is ESPECIALLY evident in the first measures of "PG." Sounds like the work of someone who has been playing for many, many years.
It is absolutely MIND BOGGLING to experience the quality and superb production values of "Wanderer Awakening." It's a metaphysical musical MIRACLE!
Love, NancyA
This sounds like it could be Lyme disease. This comes and goes periodically. Might be worth a blood test to see if that is the case.
Nano Silver will kill it. Also a GB 4000 (Rife machine) helps. The Aqua-chi foot cleanse helps tremendously. (I don't sell these, I just
use them!) I am recovering from Lyme disease, and it can have those symptoms. Thank you for all of the incredible work you have done for all of us and I wish you a complete and speedy recovery!!
I learned a lesson a long time ago...never refuse when someone offers you something, even though you may not want it . (I don't mean sickness but help to do something or just to give you a material gift to show thoughtfulness). By refusing someone's gifts/offers, you close them to giving and also close yourself from receiving.
Get well David!
I’ve been following your work since last year and been fortunate to have time to read every book, article and reading you have put up on your webpage (except ‘The End of Our Century’). It’s all exceptional and I suggest everyone to find time to do that, it’s so worth it. It completes the picture (of anything!) so gracefully.
Also your audio readings, ‘Science of Peace’ and ‘Wanderer Awakening’, latter one being an absolute masterpiece! I have not listened any music as much as I have yours. Thank you for being the conduit and thank you for being you!
I felt compelled to write this comment because in your article you mention "In Forgiveness Lies the Stoppage of the Wheel of Karma," and in one of your previous articles (David on Coast: Transcript and Tonight's New Show! 3 / 3 / 09, love that one!), you talked about in more depth…
I am from Estonia (little country under Finland) and we had doctor Viilma (died 2002), who one point in her life started healing people by teaching them forgiveness. She wrote eight books about it and those changed my life forever. It is unbelievable how deep it is possible to go with this, I have healed myself many occasions and it’s really way of life. She does it so scientifically, explaining thru so many examples from her practice she ran for years, goes into deep with organs, bones, cells, blood etc.: amazing body of work, very organized and logical. And like avms says in his comment: ‘There is something in your own “self” that needs to be forgiven’, it’s not nonsense, this is the way it works! There is actually no one else to forgive than ourselves; others are just playing their part… this comes absolutely out in David’s materials also, ‘as inside so it is outside’. I felt so strongly writing about her just to let know that there is work like that out there (I do not mean to advertise anything!) just someone’s life work dedicated to how forgiveness works. I’ve read all her books five times, finding something new each case. Books have been translated into English too.
Forgiveness is the key, and there are so many sides to that, as there are leaves in the forest.
Yes, David you are accountable for so much more than Joe on the corner, it’s not easy but oh so beautiful. You know why you’re sick have strength to pin it down and work on it. Your best friend, your body, needs your attention and if does not get it, it demands it
(you know it all anyway!)
Berry
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David,
I agree with all the comments here and send love and support.
I particularly agree with the comment that you would be best served by easing back into activity only when you are truly ready to do so and not before. I recently set myself back because I did not heed my own advice and tried to work through the sore throat / cough that so many of us are experiencing now around the country.
My second recommendation is to echo the suggestions of a couple of others, that you bring someone in, or go to when you can, who can do non-force body work. In addition to the suggestions to get Reiki and chiropractic, may I also recommend Cranio-sacral or Cranial Osteopathy (much the same thing) to help your body move through releasing these long-held patterns, both energetic and physical. That would help immensely in allowing you to recover more quickly and thoroughly.
Be well.
One thing that might help you with sales of your music is if we were able to hear samples of the tracks. I won't buy anything unless I've heard it, and one track isn't enough, there needs to be a place where all the tracks can be sampled, like on iTunes.
Note from Webmaster:
There are several songs on YouTube right now... Just do a search for "Wanderer Awakening" and you'll find tons of them.
Noni Juice is the best immunne booster I have ever tried. My grandmother healed herself from this freaky rare disease with a name I so long I won't try to spell it, with Noni juice (and intense and constant prayer). 140 active enzymes, it's really amazing. Since I've been drinking it every day, I've noticed remarkable health benefits. This is starting to sound like a commercial. But really! Bright Earth Foods has the best Noni out there, raw & unfermented, stabilized with colloidal gold silver and platinum. It's truly amazing.
What I mean to say is, take care of yourself! I love you! The Earth provides abundant medicine!
Again thank you for all your hard work and dedication to the full realization of Oneness on this planet. I'll include you in my prayers this weekend in ceremony. :- )
Oneness
Hi David, my name is George & im from Sydney, Australia.
Just here to say that i am praying for you & for the immediate
return of your full health...It really is the least i can do
considering what you have done, & continue to do, for me
and the world at large. Thank You David 
And God Bless
I know I'm awake. After a bout of deadly bacterial meningitis and three weeks of coma at the beginning of this year I wondered what I was suppose to learn. You've given me a great idea about forgiveness and blessing those who you feel "wronged" you. Thank you.
Please get well soon.
Just here reporting that I heard a clearly audible 'beep'-noise slowly fading in like a static signal for 30 secs or so in my left ear, just about the time when I was reading "Anyone else who may read this, please help by reflecting your gratitude toward David through meditation." That was cool guys
Yes we will be thinking of you David, and many of us, myself included, would gladly suffer in your stead. After all you are us.
I will definately bring the thought of accepting to accept help from others when given from this piece, since I'm quite rubbish at it. Lukas always tends to stubbornly "go-it-alone", for better or worse.
Lots and lots of love.
David, your a brilliant guy, i really appreciate all you do, which is why i'm begging you, work on that immune system dude! Your work ethic might play a part but you can counter act these things. C helps but that isn't going to do it without synergy. You've gotta make it strong when your NOT sick. I'm sure you have plenty of good resources, just my 2 cents. Start with a good vitamin/mineral/antioxidant pack, don't underestimate the superfood, concentrated echinacea, beta glucan, heck even sex, and lots of it(safe of course). Love Love and more Love. Hope you get well soon.
Wow David! Among other things, I think this illness is a sign that you need to ask for help, and create a TEAM of people around you to support you and delegate non essential tasks to the many who are willing and want to be of service to you (51% baby). Allowing people to be of service to you is an opportunity for them to contribute to you and to each other, and opportunities that you probably cant even dream of. Teams are exponentially more effective than rugged individuals, and I believe teams are an expression of a higher vibration than the rugged do-everything-yourself mindset..and I know you get it. Give up whatever story and call up your friends & family if you need help, people would love to help you, they so appreciate what you do...it's made all the difference for me. I'm sure many of us, including me, would stop by with "chicken soup" if we lived nearby. I would not have gotten through the Jesusita fire-our personal Santa Barbara Armageddon-without the support of my community.
David, look into chia seeds as a supplement. I take them before I go to work. Great energy drink and not too expensive. If you take them everyday I can pretty much guarantee that you will have loads of energy and you won't get sick. The native Americans of the southwest and Meso-Americans (Aztecs) used them as a staple. The Aztecs held them in such high regard that they used them as money. A tablespoon once or twice a day soaked in water for 12 hours will do the trick.
Thank goodness all the sickness and throat problems did not interfer with Wanderer Awakening David. Fortunately it was finished befoe the problems set in. So the universe managed to free you from that disaster. Take care of yourself. Balance is the secret... too much of anything is not good for you!! Wishing you a speedy recovery to glowing health.
Blessings :zzz :grin
Yes, Wanderer Awakening IS a metaphysical musical masterpiece! :zzz
I absolutely LOVE every track . . . just cannot get enough of "Moonlight Shines."
Each time I listen, I have a new favorite. The last time I listened straight through, "Save Me from Myself" was my new fave. I'm listening to it right now as I'm typing; I cry every time the hero reaches his turning point, "But what if I were to give you, The space you really need? Would it cost me anything? Or would it set me free?" The music is so hauntingly beautiful; and as the hero awakens, the music changes up to evoke a sense of bittersweet freeing. LOVE the keyboards in the finale. And as you say above, learning to love oneself is the "Bull's Eye" of all spiritual work; this song captures that essential struggle.
And then, there's "Hold On to Your Fever," which grabbed me the very first time I listened and still has me in its grip! I have always loved rock, and this song really rocks out. LOVE the lyrics, "Overloaded, can't resist, Blaming everyone for why I'm pissed ..." Then the change up to "Reflections" -- AWEsome. Magical guitars!
A couple of days ago, I was facing one of those black, bleak periods, and suddenly I heard the song, "Love is Everything," and your sweet, clear voice telling me to hang in there: "All in a single breath, Everything we feel will soon be known, All in a moment now, You and I have found our way back home."
"Wanderer Awakening" is a work of love for wanderers! I would encourage everyone to buy it as soon as you can . . . or sooner!
--NancyA
Sorry to know you have been felled again! Balance the Yin and Yang in your life and your body/health will reflect it...it sounds like you have been pushing the barrow too far and not allowing yourself to smell the roses. Sending you much Love and Light for a fast recovery. Take care.
Blessings
David,
Make sure you're drinking high quality water - mineral or reverse osmosis. And then make sure you are getting high quality salt - unprocessed sea salt such as Redmonds, Celtic, or Himalayan. No white table salt; it's poison.
Maybe your gut needs some good bacteria to help with your immune system? I know dairy has a bad rap, but like any food, if it's processed, it's no good. Get to know some local farmers, get some high quality grass fed raw milk, make some kefir out of it, see if it works for you. You're basically building new blood. Raw dairy used to be used back in the day to cure just about any disease. See "Milk Diet as a Remedy for Chronic Disease," by Charles Sanford Porter, M.D. You can find it on pdf on archive(dot)org. [note: I started consuming raw dairy about 8 months ago and had many painful symptoms of healing before I’m now almost totally healed. So things could get a little worse before they get better, but everybody heals differently, so who knows]
I'd stay away from all the powders and such. I think lots of those are made with profit in mind, and aren't too natural to our systems.
With organic food, the soils should be satisfactory enough, plus with the good sea salt, you should be good to go with the nutrition. Then with the emotions and such, that's for you. You'll work 'em out.
Make sure you get to walk out in nature. Have some time to yourself and stop thinking you have to help everyone else out every moment; though we all appreciate all you do.
Wanderer Awakening is very good. The more I listen to it, the better it gets. Highly recommend it for everyone who wants to support all your work, to make sure you can keep providing more.
I use MMS also with excelent results. Check it out at http://jimhumble.biz/
Lots of love
Hey David
I am so sorry to hear you are so sick. You work so hard to help all of us through these times. I will meditate and think of nothing but health and happiness for you. I just finished listening to Wanderer Awakening and am totally blown away at how good it is. I absolutely love it. The depth of you is just amazing. Feel better and know you have a whole lot of people who love you!
Debbie
Hi Dave, did you hear about MMS (miracle mineral solution)? It,s basically citric acid and water purification drops, so you don't have to worry about dependance. Cures aids, cancer, colds, basically all pathogenes. Yup, super miracle, I take it when needed. Forget two weeks, I'm talking 4 hours
...i would think we all know enough about group healing. so who wants to organize a unity of intention. a mass "prayer" on a set day at a set time...we can give back...thank you so much for your sacrifices david. we know this is your passion and calling. let us heal you too
Take good care of yourself David. I'm sure your strong resolve and willpower will see you through a not-so-great patch, there are so many of us who appreciate the hard work you do and the service you provide. You've been working doctor's hours so try to get some good rest! Wanderer Awakening was amazing work by the way! *excellent*
I think a lot of the health problems that everyone seems to be having is directly related to the insane amount of Chem Trail spraying they have been doing lately. I don't know about the rest of the country but they are spraying 6 days a week here in Denver and many people I know (including myself) are having the same symptoms you are having. I have heard that the protocol we should be using is one that removes metals like Barium and Aluminum from the body. I tried to ask Dr. Nick Begich exactly what the chem trails were for at the Secrets conference last November but he was very evasive to my questions. Anyway, I would love to hear your take on them and also what Robin (Falkov) might have to say about combating their effects.
Love and Light, David! Take care of yourself.
David, I so enjoy your insights and can't wait to hear what you have to say on the latest crop circles that Linda Moulton Howe has talked about on coast to coast. But first, you must take care of yourself. Do you have a good chiropracter? If you are in alignment, it can help so much, let the body heal itself. Just a thought. Love ya, and take good care of you.
we should all be aware of the power of group healing from endless evidence ex:lynn mcctaggart or james redfield etc etc...why don't we schedule a day and time to unify our intent for Davids' well being..its the least/greatest thing we can do. im sure there are a ton of others who would take part. anybody care to organize?
I'm a Lightworker and have been getting sick about every 3 months. Everyone is worried about me. I learned to do all the things you are suppose to.... still got sick.
A friend channeled for me and the message was that Spirit wanted me to move away from where I now live. A bit drastic for me at the moment - but I have booked a week in Sedona at a retreat. Perhaps there I'll get the message(s) myself.
We are all experiencing weirdness...and there is only one of us here.
Best wishes to you and the best of health to you very soon. I really appreciate all your hard work. YOur regular posts are the frequent guidance and perspective I need right now. Many thanks for all your endevours from "across the pond" (...bloody big pond!). Take care. Simon.
Glad to hear your feeling better. Gonna stream some Reiki your way.
I'm sure allot more folks will be buying "Wander Awakening". I suppose we are all a little financially embarrassed these days. As far as the relationship stuff ...I don't know when or even how to work fully through some stuff. So I can relate. Hard to believe sometimes but I know we all will...
:grin
Anyway Feel better....Namaste!
Hi there David!,
I lately had the strong feeling that you were might pushing yourself to hard on the work you want to share us...ofcourse we are very happy that you do this but taking care of yourself is as much as important as the knowledge you so want to spread.
Yes you have an extreem experience in this fisical reality i´m so greatfull that you shae this with us.
If you still need my help on the lightwave 3d work...count on me.
Bless you and all of those who read this
Ewald
It sounds as if you're being called to let go of all the stuff that's been hiding in the corners, out of the light of awareness....and you are doing it! It is wonderful that you share this process with us. The changes we make within ourselves as individuals are more important than anything we could ever do for others, I believe.
I'm wondering if you're suffering from ascension symptoms due to the incoming cosmic waves, made much worse by not properly taking care of your body. I'm sure you've heard this from everyone, but don't fall into the pattern of overworking yourself to death again (Cayce). We need you here at this time. Good health and blessings to you.
I bought your Wanderer Awakening material and am proud that I did! Wanted you to know.
I was wondering if you made the connexion to the fact that Edgar Cayce had throat problems several times in his life and had to go under hypnosis to figure out why this came as a pattern in his life. It seemed that he wasn't using the gift he had at it's full potential and that was the main reason why he had to go through those enormous throat problems. I feel it's somehow interesting to make the connexion between your pattern and his.
I hope that you get better soon!
Hello David! Sending you thoughts of healing and love. Like it must be for many of us, your readers/supporters, it is really distressing to hear about your distress. You have created such a healing space for so many, and yet there must be some huge reverb going on, as if our ills get bounced back onto you. I sure hope that's not the case. . .
I have been ill myself, pretty much during the same period you've described, although not nearly as intense -- perhaps not so intense because it's in direct relation to my own individual "contribution" in third density. Even today as I type these words, I don't feel right; as the Law of One accounts describe, there is a draining of vital energy, impervious to dietary/rest/exercise amelioration. But like you, because of my life situation, I have to pull it together every day.
Please DO feel better, by my/our thoughts of love, healing, and gratitude.
--NancyA
hello David,
Sorry to hear about your illness and hope you are feeling better.
From your symptoms i would say... there is a female energy(left-side of your body) in your life who being a pain in the neck and you are not speaking up(throat) and do not want to hear what she is saying (ears). That's just my mind body EFT take on it
Speak up and all will be well!
cheers from across the pond
Dave
Hi there dear DW [and all readers ] .
Last saturday I had a dream where one of the characters was apparently yourself, DW, providing a car tour through various research places, finishing in a cathedral for a conference, in a beautiful pristine mountain village (it was all part of a conference program).
However, you nearly wrecked the car (and all of us inside it) when going a bit too fast on the parking near the cathedral entrance.
I wonder if the mountain village had anything to do with the Canadian Rockies.
I wonder if the near car crash had anything to do with your health condition, both present and at the time.
I wonder if the cathedral has anything to do with the quote "Remember the giant cathedral" that always amused me for some reason.
And now, I do not know if what I am about to say is a complete nonsense (but I am sure you hear this plenty often, so its just one more for the numbers) but this thought has ocurred to me:
There is something in your own "self" that needs to be forgiven, rather than something you did not like on others (ultimately it refers back to the same).
You use up all your energies on your work, barely giving yourself any recreational time.
As if you feel that you must not take/are not worthy enough to give yourself that recreational time just yet.
As if you need to prove something to YOURSELF.
As if all this work is to please part of you, rather than provide knowledge to those who wish to have it!
And not accepting others' help/assistances/whatever is just a sign of it, something in you is perhaps afraid of receiving that help?
The thought is more deep and complex than these words, but my english is not the best, and these were the words I found!
Anyway:
The conclusion is the same: get some rest and accept help from those who gladly wish to serve you for all your service!!
Don't be so hard on yourself!
Thank you for all contributions!
Love and Light to you and all your crew!
Hey David,
You probably hear it all the time but you really are an inspiration to me. A lot of times I can get caught up with life and trivial day to day things, but when I come visit your site it always seems to open my mind up again and recenter me. You're a great person, thank you for all that you do.
Good luck, David! Things are looking up!
My intuition tells me you need a certain element and salt of that element taken together. Should make you feel far better. About 10-20 drops a day should do it.
Robin is quite right... there are a few essential nutrients that you will not find in the required quantity in your diet. You may want to research what these are and determine how much your body -- not 'you' -- needs.
All the best...
Greetings from Akron, Ohio. Thank you for the updates you provide. I appreciate your care even through your own need of care. I wish you well, brother. I am ever so thankful for your helping hand. My own journey has led to you, and I am grateful for it, as you continually help me every time you post. I find it hard to share you with others, but the principles are what we must learn to share. In love and light may you be at peace.
Anyone else who may read this, please help by reflecting your gratitude toward David through meditation.
Happy days
My word David, you really need to slow down and take a breather. I commend you on the tireless effort you put into everything you do but you also need to love yourself and take time out each day to do absolutely nothing. If I may suggest, you may want to try a Qigong treatment to align your energy flow and alleviate the migraines/neck aches.
And yes, you should take help from anyone who offers their assistance.
Take care.
I have some advise for you David, to heal from you sickness. Plenty of rest (8 hours a day), exercise (30 minutes a day) a 3.5 mile walk/jog etc, plenty of water (64 oz a day), low fat-high fiber diet, and maybe a decent looking woman for comfort and sexual stimulation (optional)
I would advise you to stop taking ANY supplements or those super foods. If you want enough vitamins and minerals in a day just a eat a bowl of cereal. Just do those three things i metioned above, and you'll be fine. Your immune system seems kinda of weak, so plenty of rest a day, lots of water, and some exercise should boost you back into good form
When I think of your accomplishments it reminds me of when Phillipe Petit tight-rope-walked across the twin-towers. If I could just brush your ego for a second, I think you're a great person.
It feels like there are a thousand ideas out there right now about conspiracies and aliens and science and everything, and you've really helped me sort through a lot of what may be right or wrong.
I'm still working out some paranoia about aliens so i can really dive into your longer written works, but I can read your articles! I always look forward to them so much, and they give me so much hope.
Thanks as always David, you da man
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