what changes are you experiencing in the run-up to 2012?

[EdwardJS]

Originally Posted by evolving

Perhaps this thread could be re-named to

"What changes are you not experiencing?"

My sentiments exactly: what am I not experiencing?

First, I have experienced a lot of interesting things, such as what David W has.

But since I am now experiencing the catalyst of cancer, the chemo drugs have
taken out my ability to recall any dreams I've had or know if they are to have
any meaning as the ones I did have before.

But fortunately, this catalyst of cancer has manifested itself in me because I would never have otherwise addressed personal issues if it weren't for the cancer. And just as I confessed this to a friend on the phone and had just been at the ATM while talking to her on my cell phone, my ATM receipt gave me a bank account balance of $1111.11!

While I do not have lucid and great dreams as before, I get strong synchronicities like the above just mentioned. That cell phone call lasted exactly 20:00 minutes, as if to stress a point, I gathered therefrom.

Since I am not adept at healing, the traditional 3rd D treatment goes on. I am dealing with issues that I had to. Ra was right about anger causing cancer. And I am grateful that this has happened to me because I have experienced miracle after miracle ever since my first diagnosis of cancer on August 1st this year.

I have relied upon faith. It has been miraculous, since others have given good vibes and love toward me, as a reincarnated Wanderer like me to also supposed to receive love from others as well as give it! You see, I tell others of my condition, and this gives all people an opportunity to be of service to another suffering person. What an incredible opportunity to serve others - to let them see what they call good in themselves by doing good, wishing you well, in effect acting as a conduit for universal love energy to heal. I don't even worry about cancer, because this has been the best thing that has happened to me, so that I can open my eyes and see many things I never would have considered before.

I am honored to serve others, because as others see me cope with cancer in as dignified and faith-filled manner, it inspires them to see their daily problems as minor compared to mine. What an opportunity to give assistance to others. Because of the service given, the 2 tumors in my neck area have shrunk to almost nothing. I have 6 weeks further to go in therapy, taking me to the end of the year, so this part of my service and learning will end.

Never for a moment did I fear or consider this to be awful. This was, to me, a fail-safe event that was pre-programmed by me before my reincarnation here, in case I didn't awaken.

Ed

[evolving]

Originally Posted by EdwardJS

Never for a moment did I fear or consider this to be awful. This was, to me, a fail-safe event that was pre-programmed by me before my reincarnation here, in case I didn't awaken.

Ed

69.15 There are no mistakes, but their are surprises. ~Ra

It is pleasing to see you deal with this as one who has learned to deal with catalyst rather than ignore it.

I shall pray to the One Creator, as I hope we here in the forum shall unite in prayer, for your miraculous recovery brother. You must do your part too though. Work on your chakras, if you aren't and haven't already.