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First, I have experienced a lot of interesting things, such as what David W has. But since I am now experiencing the catalyst of cancer, the chemo drugs have taken out my ability to recall any dreams I've had or know if they are to have any meaning as the ones I did have before. But fortunately, this catalyst of cancer has manifested itself in me because I would never have otherwise addressed personal issues if it weren't for the cancer. And just as I confessed this to a friend on the phone and had just been at the ATM while talking to her on my cell phone, my ATM receipt gave me a bank account balance of $1111.11! While I do not have lucid and great dreams as before, I get strong synchronicities like the above just mentioned. That cell phone call lasted exactly 20:00 minutes, as if to stress a point, I gathered therefrom. Since I am not adept at healing, the traditional 3rd D treatment goes on. I am dealing with issues that I had to. Ra was right about anger causing cancer. And I am grateful that this has happened to me because I have experienced miracle after miracle ever since my first diagnosis of cancer on August 1st this year. I have relied upon faith. It has been miraculous, since others have given good vibes and love toward me, as a reincarnated Wanderer like me to also supposed to receive love from others as well as give it! You see, I tell others of my condition, and this gives all people an opportunity to be of service to another suffering person. What an incredible opportunity to serve others - to let them see what they call good in themselves by doing good, wishing you well, in effect acting as a conduit for universal love energy to heal. I don't even worry about cancer, because this has been the best thing that has happened to me, so that I can open my eyes and see many things I never would have considered before. I am honored to serve others, because as others see me cope with cancer in as dignified and faith-filled manner, it inspires them to see their daily problems as minor compared to mine. What an opportunity to give assistance to others. Because of the service given, the 2 tumors in my neck area have shrunk to almost nothing. I have 6 weeks further to go in therapy, taking me to the end of the year, so this part of my service and learning will end. Never for a moment did I fear or consider this to be awful. This was, to me, a fail-safe event that was pre-programmed by me before my reincarnation here, in case I didn't awaken. Ed |
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It is pleasing to see you deal with this as one who has learned to deal with catalyst rather than ignore it. I shall pray to the One Creator, as I hope we here in the forum shall unite in prayer, for your miraculous recovery brother. You must do your part too though. Work on your chakras, if you aren't and haven't already.
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Being an extremely empathic kid living in NYC is not easy. But I am not happy unless I am being challenged. I have not felt the need to express anything in a long time. But I must describe to you what I have been feeling lately.
The "tension" is palpable. I am not sure if that is the right word. I feel like the dam holding back peoples emotions is spread so thin now. Like a water balloon full of too much water. The rubber is getting really thin. On the nights in the city in which everyone comes out for a block party, like Halloween or New Years Eve, things are starting to get so crazy. More and more wild. Just people doing whatever they want. "Rules? What are rules?" People are starting to make their own rules now. Creativity happening at an alarming rate. The new generation are like Kings and Queens. Each individually. I think it is important for us to try to guide this raw, unbridled energy in a smart direction. This new crazy energy from this "kingly" youth could so easily erupt into a violent revolution. We must try to make them understand that that is exactly what the elite want them to do. React with violence. Violence will achieve the population control that the elite want but will also give the elite good reason to install more control over the populace and descend us into even deeper negativity. So I am calling all wanderers now, that understand what I am saying and feeling, to come into a leadership role and guide this new wild energy that is coming into the planet at an accelerated rate, guide it in an "intelligent" direction. Take a Martin Luther King or a Gandhi as an example. Just to stand united with the focus not on chaos, war, strife, greed and selfishness. You see, we can have fun creating our wildest dreams so much more in a world in which we are not always focused on our own survival. People have lost sight of this. They think the only way to have fun is through destruction and negativity. NOT TRUE. There is so much more fun to be had when we live in a world in which we can focus on our dreams and not on our survival. In a world in which we work together and not against each other. Sigh... so hard to explain everything I have been feeling lately.
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changes i am experiencing....
it's a kinda weird... but i seem to experience the Alice In Wonderland syndrome. that what it is, is what it not is and that what not is, is what it is. it's like everything is reversed everything i have been taught on this planet. you don't believe what is out side of you but what is inside of you. you don't think you know it but you feel you know it. you don't live in reality but in imagination. nothing is cause by you but created by you. death doesn't equal non-excistens but transformation. live isn't about teaching but remembering. the universe is not out side of you but inside of you. your live isn't created by destiny but by your choices. 2012 isn't about the end of life but the beginning of an new age in an higher frequent. now i am aware of it my life isn't the same as it used to be. |
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With the nearing of 2012 as the earth begins to cross the galactic median, I'd like to list several changes I've began noticing with my body:
-High pitched ringing noise in my ears. I've heard others say this as well. Could it be the new vibrational changes that Im possibly hearing? Usually when laying in bed at night, the pitch is very noticeable when I focus my attention to it, but it is not annoying. -Sleeping in late everyday. For the past few months, I've been sleeping anywhere past 1-2pm. Not that Im lazy, I just dont feel the need to get up. Strange. -Constantly craving liquid diet. Almost everyday I have to make a smoothie in the morning for breakfast. I've also taken a liking to V8 juice. -Avoiding unhealthy foods. I've felt the need to eliminate fast foods and fatty high caloric foods from my diet. I've never tried to eat healthy when younger. But since I've recently finished college Im doing everything possible to eat healthy or semi-vegan. -Endless need to research information on the spiritual ascention and all its branches of esoteric philosophies. It all started for me when I found a YouTube video on the hexagon on Saturn. That led me straight to Richard Hoagland's work. Then Nassim Haramein, and now David's. -Increased psychic feelings about people. I feel that I can sum up a persons entire personality and intellect before I even begin talking to them. And often when others are talking I feel they are not getting the "whole picture" of what they happen to be discussing with me. It's not that I feel like I know more than them, it is more of a feeling that I think they cannot understand things as quickly or intuitively as me. Maybe they are not wanderers. -Solitude. Recently I've gotten out of a long relationship with my girlfriend. I felt that she was negative energy in my life I needed to let go of. Since then recently, I've found myself alone alot and realized that with quietness and solitude, time seems to fly by so fast. There has been a huge difference in my lifestyle since being single and moving into a new apt. It has really helped me focus more on discovering more esoteric spiritual writings. -Increased dream activity. This is the one that really excited me. David talks incredibly how dreams will increase dealing with ufos or extraterrestrials and the like. I started to receive these very vivid dreams almost every night dealing with flying, levitation, spaceships, weird energy, the future. I can't wait to see what more is in store. -Very little stress. I let events pass through me instead of sticking to me. You could say I am very null to overly displaying emotion or letting events stress me out. It's as if I know there is nothing to worry about and that I've possibly finally realized my duty here as a Wanderer. -Synchronicity. Are you kidding me? 11:11's and all the whole crew. Numbers and "coincidences" galore. It's gotten to the point where I'm not even surprised anymore. Has anyone else had the same symptoms or even all?? Last edited by Elysses; 01-02-2010 at 04:12 PM. |
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Good summation of very similar changes I have had as well. I can't sleep in that long though as I have a toddler daughter. I also got out of a terrible relationship and recently have met someone new who appears to me to be very compatible on the vibrational level. My mindful manifestation worked!
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a lot of those things are similar to what i experience now. the ringing in the ears was so loud one night, it felt like it was vibrating my whole body...very annoying, and didn't get much sleep that night.
i have over the last two years been researching constantly...both me and a friend of mine...what i miss, he doesn't, so we are both pretty thourough. increased dream activity, yes. avoiding bad foods (HFCS, MSG and more organic food. i've always had some sort of sense about people....at a club or something it is like i could pick up the people that didn't come from here or something...wierd.. yes, the hexagon on saturn is definately wierd, and i feel like ive been pretty much full circle with the research now....i have understanding of all the theories and concepts, and am now backing a lot of the stuff up with what the bardo thodal teaches, and researching other religions (now that i can have a more balanced approach to them). Quote:
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It is difficult to know what changes are new or not though, as I don't have much contact with people from the very older generations, and my parents think I'm whack lol. |
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Was just thinking about the changes I've been expeirencing lately - glad to find this thread.
I've had the ringing in my ears for as long as I can remember, tho lately it tends to change pitch and frequency.... I need to pay closer attention to what is going on when the change happens. The sense of time speeding up, but I seem to be "sloshing thur the mud" to get the simplest things done. Just accomplishing the normal routine things seem to take up so much more time. Longing to just go sit outside and be near the earth. Lots of syncs with time - 11.11, 3.33. Also, daughter is away at college, but when she is here, we have these incredible,spiritual conversations!! (LOVE THEM!) Seems that things I become aware of while she is away, she brings up as soon as she gets home - having come to the same conclusions. So cool. Dreams lately have had many people visiting that I have not seen in a long time. Seems like they are all individuals that I have had a karmic connection to, and whatever needed to be addressed, has been taken care of. Sort of like a positive good bye dream. Not sure how to take that.... Love & Light Alloura |
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The last few days have been hellish... Our finances are in the toilet, and getting worse. Hard to keep any sense of optimism, but remembering this is an experience I chose to go through..
Despite that, I think something big is about to unfold, it just really feels that way... I noticed the sudden increase of UFO sightings everywhere (with the exception of my back yard), the chem trails are looking real erratic lately, and just this morning, a bunch of announcements that make me wonder if they are all connected... The Governor of CO announced today that he is not seeking re-election. At the same time, two other senators have indicated the same thing. I also noticed that the Japan Finance Minister resigned as well.... hmmmm... I have also noticed for the last few months that I have not seen any US Federal Reserve Notes (Dollars) newer than 2006... Anyone else notice anything dramatic today? Last edited by Bill; 01-06-2010 at 03:20 PM. Reason: Fix typo, added another thought |
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