healing with video....
well, read your book a couple years ago, loved it. got a recent newsletter pointing to these interviews, and although i knew a lot of the information from other sources, felt compelled to watch. finished part 1, started part 2 and the video froze. tried it a few more times, and then i got that it was a message - go no further. i felt a bit bummed, but honored it. had weird dreams the last few nights, real psycho-strange, the kind you want to wake up from and forget.
last night read a bit of the coast-to-coast interview, and got a cold chill when you mentioned ra-ta's inadvertant start-up of the immuninati. sort of passed out shortly after. this morning i thought hmm, these experiences are provoking a lot of stuff, methinks. i'm a white light radionics practitioner, so i went to my work to check it out and clear the crap. up came some karmic mark from lemuria regarding a fall from grace, and you were there david. and then like the fall of a house of cards, a bunch of other negaive links that grew from the lemurian mis-step, with what my teacher calls isauri, have now surfaced to clear.
yippy, skippy i say. synchronistic healing experiences, i love 'em. better out than festering within. so, thanks for posting the video and interview, nice working with you. so if you are wondering about website impact, i hope this reassures you that what may seem impersonal is creating some highly personal connections. just goes to show time and space melt pretty quickly in the face of source work.
not really fair to call it work, it's passionate play to me. look forward to convergence....and if shameless self-promotion is allowed, i'm an actor and would love to be involved in some way. thanks again. i look forward ot the next light bump! i wish you greater and greater equilibrium in your 3-d world, so that you can widen & deepen the spiritual path you've taken up.
what were these "psycho" dreams? i have had many "psycho" dreams. they do not mean what people think they do. i have told people my way far out dreams before and they immediately think i need therapy which i do not. dreams are a personal thing and sharing them can sometimes be weird. here is just one small, teeny, tiny example. i had a dream once where i was in new york city at night. there was a river full of mutilated bodies and there was a giant death machine churning them up in the river, like a monsterous lawn mower. there were dolphin/doberman pincher like creatures swimming in it. all kinds of other stuff happened but, it was not "terrifying", and it didnt "mess me up" or make me question my sanity. its a dream. you know, other dreams are more beautiful, like realizing you are one with the galaxy, exploring underground temples and geometrical cities of infinite variety. these are the things i dream about, and it is literally infinite. when somone tells me of a crazy dream they had im just like "ohhh realllly, telll meeee" haha. i find it fascinating. i like reading lovecraft not because his writting influences my dreams but because his writting is drawn much from his dreams. i do not read it because it is "scary" but because of the propulsion of the narrator into the unknown where he is forced to decipher it in either a state of total panic or absolute wonder. panic, wonder, it doesnt matter. it is the act of being flung into the unknown that interests me.
i have had many bizzare and amazing nightmares and other experiences ever since i was a youngster and more and more amazing things happen all the time that sometimes defy explaination. i remember a dream once when i was about 4. i met an entity at night in the yard. me and my friends were playing with him. he was transluscent and had these different colored lights inside of him. it was so much fun and wonderous to play with this entity and it was a very real dream. just thinking about it now is marvelous hahaha. dont worry, i will not die from nostaliga (; i mean it could be an inspiration for art and musick how interesting that dream was. i am a musician and attempt to recreate these experiences in order to take people there in a unique way.
i just have to say this. do not be "afraid" of your dreams or think they are too "psycho". they are a very very sacred gift and are different for everyone. the universe of the unknown is offered to us every night. do not shrink from it. i should take my own advice (; i often find myself out of body and freak out because i do not know what to do. i started reading robert monroe to get a better idea about it. it is not a conscious thing. i just naturally get propelled out of body and still, after 20 years of this happening, cannot get a grip on it.
i had a dream where i was constructing this bat-man-style spotlight that said "source". i wanted everyone to see "the source" of all things, i wanted people to really realize their true essence. i felt this so strongly in the dream, that once people were able to even at the least have a glimpse of their true essence that they would be changed. that the world would be changed.
that it would be in the skies for everyone to see. but something was missing, i could feel it...something that was preventing others from looking up and seeing it.
so i went to this random fraternity house and asked a guy if i could use their computer because i had a feeling the "words of power" would be contained somewhere within the cassiopaean transcripts. but i began to doubt myself, grew tired and eventually i was too drained to really even read anything. i don't remember anything else.
i think it has to do with the earth proving grounds currently favouring the sts hierarchy...particularly their interests in preventing people from connecting with the source, to entrain them in a perpetual world of darkness to maintain their power base.
anyways, i think we're all constructing our "source spotlight" of sorts to hopefully awaken those prepared for polarization.
me neither. you don't have cognitive control like you do in your body, so it's difficult to control whatever feelings of panic that may arise. i finally gave up a while ago.
Originally Posted by reis