greetings to all ~ i have just a few final words to share here.
over the past few weeks i've found myself entering a phase of my
awakening wherein "feeling" is rapidly replacing "thinking". like
most of you, i've read reams of info and engaged in countless
discussions and debates over the years, both online and off,
regarding the essence of consciousness and its roll in creating all
of the various infinite realities/experiences - all that is.
now i'm finding that the very wordiness of such esoteric discussion
is becoming more and more distasteful - even abhorrent to me (even
the effort of conveying these thoughts feels somewhat yucky). my ego
is not at all pleased with this development but, hey, it's all part
of the letting-go process for me. in making the conscious decision
to live from my heart rather that my head, it seems to be a natural
and necessary next step; one which i have chosen to fully embrace.
the heart is all about pure feeling - a direct line to source. the
mind is all about attempting to interpret what the heart feels and
then integrating that data with past experience - usually very
inefficiently - in order to come up with a "future" game plan, none
of which has anything to do with being in the moment. for me, living
from the heart is all about living completely within the infinite
moment which, like the smell of a rose, cannot be described or, like
truth, cannot be universally defined (both can only be
experienced). "linear" constructs simply can't exist there.
i feel that i am finally beginning comprehend the full meaning of
lao tzu's dictum:
"those who know do not speak; those who speak do not know".
ok - i've rambled enough, and this is all coming out pretty
disjointed anyway! adios, amigos - i wish you all wellness and