Regarding dream state
there are lucid dreams people have, where you can make conscious
decisions in your dreams. i've had those. but i've had a totally
different kind of dream before. this kind of dream is where i'm
conscious, but it's not my consciousness i use when i'm awake. what i
mean, i'm kind of observing a new type of consciousness. the
reasoning i do while i'm sleep doesn't seem like my awake
consciousness. it's like totally flipped over. it's so hard to reason
why i thought that way in the dream. it's not the observing of events
in my dream, but the observing of a thought in relation to events.
it's new a feeling in the dream, kind of more accepting than
troubling reason. troubling reason would be like reasoning something
with an excuse, like why something is the way it was done or whatever.
another comment is this. it's so amazing how vivid the colors and
details of the scenery are at some points.