Illusion

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illusion
spirit has been telling me for the last few days that the subject of
the next message was illusion. i had been putting it off, not taking
the time and effort to really focus on the subject. a couple of days
ago, i was sitting in my car outside of an exxon mini-mart waiting
for the kids to finish buying some sodas. there were a lot of people
going in and out and i was having a good time people watching. a man
came out and the door almost closed when all of the sudden it opened
wide again. then the door closed and i thought to myself that there
must be a spring mechanism in the door. i kept watching the door as
people came out and the door never opened twice again. the doors are
just regular doors not electrically operated. i realized that i had
been shown an example of an illusion. just because i couldn't see a
person exiting the store didn't mean that there was nothing there.
this is the message of illusion and it works both ways. sometimes we
see something and later realize it is not as it seems. everything
about the earth is duality and many shades in between. every idea has
at least two sides. it is difficult to consider all sides of
everything before making choices. it takes a lot of time and focus,
something that most of us on the planet find in short supply. the
dark ones have used this truth to their advantage. whenever you read
an article in a magazine, newspaper, or watch a news show on
television you will be given many different sides of an issue.
a lot of people say that this is the only way to make a proper
decision about anything and up to a point that is true. on the other
hand it is almost impossible to discern the truth about anything
anymore because nothing is just presented as truth. there is no one
that we can trust to tell us the whole story.
once you make the decision to honor truth and seek your god-
connection you will find messages everywhere. it is pure delight to
see how it appears. it will fill you with assurance, knowing that
god is present in all things. since spirit directed me to focus on
illusion i was seeing it all over the place. i went to blockbuster
video last night to find something entertaining for my husband and i
to watch. the movie rock star called to me and since it included
rock music and would appeal to my husband at least in that respect, i
went ahead and rented it. i didn't know what i'd find but i was
filled with expectation since i was clearly meant to watch it. if
you want to understand illusion, rent rock star.
in one scene there is more evil present than i have ever seen in the
entertainment medium. it is the illusion of sex, drugs, and rock and
roll at its basest.
the closest that i have ever come before in seeing the truth of
depravity has been in my nightmares. i have woken up from these
nightmares more aware of the reality of evil than i have ever
experienced in my everyday life. it took intense prayers for
protection to regain a place of peace within. i have seen
photographs of biker rallies that portray the same thing. on the
other hand we all know how divinely connecting sexual energy is when
combined with love and caring for another human being. there is an
aspect of the feeling of sexual energy that is part of the god-
connection. like all energy, it is how we use it that determines its
worth.
sexual energy has often been used and abused by the dark ones. we
all know how powerful this energy is. you can feel this energy in
bars and it attracts people like moths to the flame. this energy has
ruined many lives. i have felt it personally and for a period of time
in my twenties i succumbed to the illusion. i am thankful that i was
able to extract myself from that way of life. many cannot or will
not access the inner strength necessary to take back control of their
lives. the reason the twelve steps are successful for so many is
because they require you to release your control over your life to
god. it is difficult to break free of this energy once you've given
it power in your life. only connecting with god can give you back
your feelings of self-worth.
i read a book awhile ago that was an account of a man's near death
experience or nde. during his journey he was shown how this misuse
of energy goes on after physical death. his guide showed him fields
full of souls that did nothing but fight with one another, all the
time. he was taken into a 3-d bar on earth where he watched people
drinking and surrounded by souls that couldn't release the hold of
alcohol over their lives even though they were not able to ingest it
themselves any longer. they would crowd around and attempt to take
the drink out of the hands of the person still in the physical. at
one point he watched as a drunken sailor passed out thus enabling a
frantic soul to enter his body while he was unconscious and open to
possession. the man who wrote the book was gifted with knowledge
during his nde that he attempted to share with others after he
returned. there are many souls who have undergone this type of
experience. my sister-in-law barbara had one when her heart stopped
during childbirth. they often return to their bodies with a deep-
seated desire to accomplish something for the betterment of mankind.
the dark ones don't want you to know that you go on and for this
reason have attempted to divert your attention from the subject by
ridiculing these events as delusions of the mind.
i don't know about you but i am always the person that rents the
videos for my husband and i to watch. it is a chore to identify what
someone else might desire to see. there is no real way to know
clearly what another person will appreciate. i see this facet of
spirituality all the time. there is no way for me to know what will
touch your heart. i pray that i send out messages of encouragement
that assist you in seeing spirit's presence in your own lives. i
also pray that you make your own god-connection. there is simply no
way that any person, other than yourself, will be able to access the
information that you need at any given time.
spirit told me long ago not to follow any human leader or teacher as
the keeper of my truth. no one gives the facts because there is
always room for discussion. always another side to ponder. all of
the energy it takes to have to make your own informed choices about
everything is stressful, constant confusion, a very valuable tool for
the dark ones. the most insidious part of all the choices is that you
never really get to decide anything anyway. its all been decided for
you but they want you to feel that you took part in the process.
free will without the results. i'm so thankful that spirit sees the
whole picture and can advise me on the spot. try it you'll like it.
lying has become acceptable and justified in a myriad of ways. we
don't want to hurt anyone's feelings, we don't want to cause a
hassle, and we need to be politically correct. in our entertainment,
lying is funny. good for a laugh. a way to play the game to win.
the liar gets out of the jam that they created in the first place.
if you still watch tv, pay close attention. you will see deception
everywhere and always excuses.
there are numerous "real life" shows. you get to watch them do
everyday things. they still aren't allowing you in the bathroom.
thank god they can't make it too real and still appeal to the
masses. there are a lot of things that we do in real life that they
don't want you to think about.. it would ruin the illusion. who
wants to watch someone sneeze, blow or pick his or her nose? you know
what i mean. there are plenty of things that people do that you don't
want to actually watch. don't fall for the lie. they call it real
but its all illusion and what you see is only what they want you to
see. all orchestrated to make you believe that people don't care
about each other. to convince you to trust no one, not your family
member, and not your neighbor. certainly not when your food,
shelter, or emotional well being are at stake.
on big brother 3 the person that demanded truth from the others was
voted out first. not rewarded. won't win the prize. there is one
individual still on the show that professes to be a staunch
christian. it will be interesting to watch how they manipulate him
for entertainment value. my sister thinks that i am warped to watch
these types of shows. i believe that if we ignore what is being fed
to the masses we will not understand why they react to things the way
that they do. we will not see that their impatience with everything
is a programmed response, that they have not realized their god-
connection. it is a chance to impact someone's life with
encouragement and compassion instead of judgement.
real sex will never be a part of the reality shows. once all the
clothes come off everybody has pretty much the same equipment.
attempting to come up with new ways to spice it up would become
monotonous and mundane. remember that nobody looks good all the time
in real life. they throw together a group of people with huge egos.
how could anybody get far in the entertainment business without an
overinflated ego?
the dark ones want you to identify with these people. they want you
to desire their prizes. they want you to desire it so much that you
will do whatever it takes. you will lie, you will cheat, you will
throw yourself sexually at strangers, you will fight, curse, steal,
endure physical and mental hardship, and you will eat some of the
foulest substances found on the planet. you will do every depraved
thing in order to win their prizes. god is watching. children are
watching. they are learning. what exactly do we stand for? is anyone
proud of what we have become?
yesterday afternoon i watched part of a show about brittany spears'
rise to fame. she lied about her age in order to get into her first
audition. she wasn't old enough to be considered for the part. ha!
ha! ha! its ok. she wasn't hurting anyone and she is so darned
cute. now our daughters want to dress like her, like little mini
prostitutes. try buying anything else in the girls department of any
store.. our children have grown up with a media that considers lying
ok under certain circumstances. the children's shows are full of
lying for fun. no wonder they are confused.
we are playing out every bad movie script ever written about the
future where we end up living on a destroyed sphere. killing each
other to stay alive. who among you wants to continue playing? what
is the prize that they have offered us to play their game? monetary
gain, social security, insurance, hmos, prescription drugs, smallpox
vaccinations, video surveillance, bio-chips, virtual reality, free
cell phones along with more towers than you ever thought you'd see
(not all cell phone towers by the way in case you didn't know),
genetically modified food, clones, pretty produce that tastes like
nothing and rots in days, debt, automated phone systems that never
end, government owned water, un run state parks, fluoride, taxes,
corruption everywhere, and homeland security in a locked down
country.
if we don't turn this around we have no future to offer our
children. it will be our fault.
forever. your soul will never forget that you had a choice, a chance
to make it right. god is letting you make your own free will
choice. it just takes a thought!! that's all. god just requires you
to ask.
put your desire where it will do some real good. the dark ones would
have you believe that by having morals you are weak. you won't have
any fun. you will not enjoy life. it is a lie. it is an illusion.
the way of the dark ones is soul-destroying, life-imprisoning, and
barren. although i may not be able to see what god has in store for
the spiritual warriors i know that it will be life-affirming and soul
enriching. it already is and the battle has only just begun.
blessings,
gayle
7/19/02