Am I The Only One Having A Really Rough Time?

[Enki Eli 08 03]

the more you try finding answers here on the forum, i assume you`ll be more distracted of your own thoughts. We all live our lives and we have our own energy, don´t try understanding others, when only asking for answers concerning yourself, i think it´s when you are able to put aside your emotions and dissapointments you can really connect with higher thoughts. Try live for others and that´s how you´ll find your aswers.

because we are the same, helping others will help you. That´s why persons living only for themselves, later, are most likely to be lonely and dissapointed in live.
At least you should feel happy seeing, that you´re not alone on this and there is many others with similar thoughts. Now is the time to live, not tomorrow.
Get up on your feet and go out and see those annoying people and be nice to them. hahaa i don´t have better answer.

[Rosa]

The Divinitic Entities have Told Me once that when we Feel A Change, that We get OVERWhelmed with certain Emotions. Maybe We should Manage our Diets and Healthe Alltogether to ACHIEVE full-Emotion.

[tree_trunk]

I do feel the same as you. You really describe what I've been dealing with too. You are definitely not alone.

[NewAgeNewbie1Kenobi]

I consider myself a wanderer type and have been aware of it pretty much my whole life. About four years ago I was making really good spiritual progress. But times got tough, the hits kept coming and I became severely depressed. What some would call a 'Dark Night of the Soul' fell upon me, where, as Ram Dass would say - God takes off the training wheels.

I do feel optimistic about changes. I've subconsciously been aware of a coming major shift since I was a small kid. But I'm so impatient with people lately and I lose my temper so easily. I feel like any progress I've made has been scrubbed clean and now I'm just a very angry, ineffectual, testy 31 year old man who's so sick of being in debt and sick of the whole system.

Is anyone else out there just having a terrible time? I'm trying to stay positive, but it's very difficult these days.

Hear that brother. It takes major "spiritual beatings" or "God's 2x4" as I like to call it to get us down to our knees. To break down our ego enough to turn to God. Suffering is absolutely necessary when someone begins to walk the spiritual path. It's God's way of saying there is something you're not seeing. Most of the time it's us not being honest enough with ourselves to see the problem we're creating. This is done so we can just change our bad habits and thought patterns to better serve the light.

[Uzbazbiel]

I consider myself a wanderer type and have been aware of it pretty much my whole life. About four years ago I was making really good spiritual progress. But times got tough, the hits kept coming and I became severely depressed. What some would call a 'Dark Night of the Soul' fell upon me, where, as Ram Dass would say - God takes off the training wheels.

I do feel optimistic about changes. I've subconsciously been aware of a coming major shift since I was a small kid. But I'm so impatient with people lately and I lose my temper so easily. I feel like any progress I've made has been scrubbed clean and now I'm just a very angry, ineffectual, testy 31 year old man who's so sick of being in debt and sick of the whole system.

Is anyone else out there just having a terrible time? I'm trying to stay positive, but it's very difficult these days.

I am experiencing this too, but I deal with the anger a little differently. I know that anger is caused by the denial of an underlying emotion such as grief of fear. Truthfully, we're all being terribly used by the economic system and we have a lot of grief about that because we are not being loved by the system but used and abused and sometimes tortured and even killed just for monetary profits. We are naturally going to feel something about that and it is usually grief because 'why can't I be treated with respect and love instead' is the feeling. So instead of feeling the grief we get angry because we're denying the grief.

If you look at the law of attraction in that the events that we manifest are caused by our underlying emotional beliefs you can recognize that we have the feeling in our souls collectively that we do not deserve love and are not worthy of it. Our minds say otherwise because we want to be rational but our souls believe something else entirely in truth. The law of attraction works on our soul far more powerfully than our minds which is why mental manifestations don't always work because the soul, if there is a blockage to a mental manifestation, will deny the creation of the event that we want. So in order change these events that we don't want we have to change our law of attraction events and we do that by processing these underlying emotions out. Then we will stop manifesting unloving actions in our lives and things like poverty and monetary abuses.

I feel that as things get worse, as far as the economy goes, our underlying emotions are being triggered in increasing amounts. The reason for the existence of the law of attraction is to do just that - heal our soul's condition. So the more the government and the economy is screwing up the more we're being triggered and processing things out to a point where we are healing and then the law of attraction will change collectively on a global scale and a new paradigm will manifest where the economic system becomes more respectful and loving toward human life.

The more we recognize and participate in this process the faster we will change the economic system itself. So instead of getting angry try feeling your grief and this will always create tears and crying. That's just how it works. If you can't get to your grief express your anger in a controlled way such as beating a bag or yelling in private what you feel until you are able to drop into your grief. If you experiment with this you will see that it works quite well.

[jpstephens2012]

I consider myself a wanderer type and have been aware of it pretty much my whole life. About four years ago I was making really good spiritual progress. But times got tough, the hits kept coming and I became severely depressed. What some would call a 'Dark Night of the Soul' fell upon me, where, as Ram Dass would say - God takes off the training wheels.

I do feel optimistic about changes. I've subconsciously been aware of a coming major shift since I was a small kid. But I'm so impatient with people lately and I lose my temper so easily. I feel like any progress I've made has been scrubbed clean and now I'm just a very angry, ineffectual, testy 31 year old man who's so sick of being in debt and sick of the whole system.

Is anyone else out there just having a terrible time? I'm trying to stay positive, but it's very difficult these days.

Hello Allan,

Fear not, you are never alone. Times and circumstances conspire to bring about these dark nights of the soul to everybody. It is part of the growth process. Everything is a process from birth unto death, even such lofty things as Ascension. You ARE Infinite Creator having a physical experience. Your powers of creation are unlimited and you are free to create as you will. Not all things you create will turn out as you intend, there are also millions of other souls who are in the act of creating also, some positive, some negative. The source places no requirements on you other than that you experience whatever you wish. Everything else is a choice.

Rest assured the Cosmos is on your side. Long before you incarnated in this realm, agreements were made to bring you what you requested for your personal growth and upliftment. You were given tools to use in this process in the form of emotions and oft those emotions seem to overwhelm us. They are indicators, like road signs on the Way to Ascension. Any time negative emotions arise they are indicating to you, areas where work is required to uplift your vibrations. It is a difficult path but not unbearable or impossible. You can and will work through it. Just always remember "This too will pass..."

Do not look outward for solutions or meanings or directions or rescue. All the answers are within you. You are Infinite Creator, not some nameless victim in a world where you have no control. Have faith in yourself, whatever challenges you are faced with, you can do it. You WILL do it rest assured, no matter how long it takes. Time is an illusion created by choices.

It often is helpful to get outside yourself and look upon all from a larger perspective. You are, after all, Infinite Creator. From this perspective you can often see more clearly that there is an infinite number of possibilities in any situation and it can help you make sometimes novel choices that make everything better.

I hope this helps. I am no stranger here and have been through my own dark nights many times on many issues as many here will attest to.

But things are getting better. Much better. As always, it requires work.

Nobody is coming to rescue us.

We are coming.

[blackfellawhitefella]

Son gazing , indeed.

... well said that man.

'n Thank You for Being your Way.
... Wisdom shines in That You Say.

[Robbie Jr.]

Allan you are not alone. I turned 32 in August and I have felt this way my entire 32 years. The system doing what it does and what it will continue to try and do is wearing on everyone more than ever in these times. If it's not the truth, it comes tumbling down. It's how the Universe works. Some people get it and some are just stressed without knowing why. I have walked out of job interviews and orientations after hearing about a urine screen or some strange company practice. If there is one little thing I do not like about the company or someone in a position of power there; I tend to stray and find something else to do. The main reason I have been self/un-employed most of my life is because I refuse to sell out, give in or turn myself into a prostitute for a company where the people at the top are doing the most damage to the planet. It's hard to find a place that will pay the bills and do good for the earth. Hopefully, that is what we are changing for future generations. Good luck to you!

[Natho]

This is an aspect of an awakened state (enlightened), Allan, for what we have discovered/learned through our adventures as seekers carries with it a sence of lonleyness/burden in that there is yet the numbers required within the local community that adhere to our ideals, hence one may relate by percieving the self as a 'rich man' in a place where nothing has any value in ligh of relations, what you hold must come out (your mind tells you) though what you have to share is rarely accepted and highly missunderstood by many. It is the next lesson...to have a wealth of truth/knowledge is to have power, though what is power when truth resides in the land of the blind?

It opens up a whole 'nother line of questionings while envoking anew perspective on those whom are relativley asleep, this tests our resolve and allows the individual an opportunity to develope an appreciation for the youth of minds abroad, to help soften the interior walls until they are basically transparent. From here we begin to truly sence our roles as guides, because if we become humble in our thoughts of the self and all others then we may better understand that which unifys our societal complex, it is in a sence a manner of further honing empathy and compassion towards others releasing the personal identity until it eventually slips from your mind altogether.

From this perspective you realise that every little thing you do aids the whole, and with that clarity in mind you become a formidable force of love. This is what makes our timeframe unique, it is both exsillerating and punishing, the height of both spectrums combined, though we may also trancend both concepts at this point by training our minds to hold a vision of pure truth and reflecting it upon the world as 'truth incarnate'.

Preoccupation is a dark street that requires many lamps in order to see the path, so pick a corner and shine brightly .

[Ed Zee]

I am in New York City for the past 2 months. The last few days I have felt the increase of negativity.
Also what I see in the current world affairs. Seems it is happening to a lot of souls on earth.

So you are not alone Allan.

I got hit with the "play havoc with one's emotions" today. ( referenced to your post BBB, thanks ).

It is a Cosmic Game. At the end of it, send a heart and light to all the players.