Autism & 2012

[megalithicme]

i am hugely struggling with my youngest daughter (she's 18) and has autism. over the last year she has spent several months in hospital because of her behaviour - where she was heavily medicated. against the recommendation of the drs and some of my family, i have now brought her back home and taken her off all antipsychotic drugs. i have a strong desire to see her through the coming changes that approach us all - i want to have her close to me. she was almost totally non-verbal until 10 - and now speaks in broken sentences. she doesn't seem to have a natural voice like we do - she speaks in a different tone and has to struggle to get each and every word out. as a young child she was what most in society would consider to be very beautiful - but as she grew and struggled to develop some spoken communication - her hair started to fall out - she developed major skin issues - and her face started to look distorted. the more i pull her into the 'normal world' the more her body seems to become toxic. one interesting fact about her is when she is sleeping and dreaming - she talks in an even tone with all her words clear. this happened even as a young child when she was totally non-verbal.

could the growing increase in those individuals who have autism and are non-verbal be setting the stage for some kind of telepathy in the future? she has never been able to develop 'normal' communication skills, and the more we have tried over the years through medication and speech theapy etc to get her to speak - the more she falls apart. i personally know atleast 30 families right now who are struggling with the same questions - who have seen negative results in their children while doing whatever it takes to get them to speak.

how do you think that 2012 might affect those with autism and other intellectual or brain disorders? thanks in advance for your comments - i am trying very hard to understand myself, and be of help to other parents in the community.

[hogey11]

please only take these words if they resonate with you...

in the law of one material, to which david is quite supportive of, i was able to find this explanation from ra in relation to (what seems like) the autistic spectrum.

41.13 questioner: is this energy center, then, on a very small scale related to the orange energy center in man?
ra: i am ra. the true color is precisely the same. however, the consciousness of the second-density beginning is primitive and the use of orange ray limited to the expression of self which may be seen to be movement and survival.

in third-density, at this time, those clinging to orange ray have a much more complex system of distortions through which orange ray is manifested. this is somewhat complicated. we shall endeavor to simplify.

the appropriate true color for third-density is, as you have ascertained, yellow. however, the influences of the true color, green, acting upon yellow ray entities have caused many entities to revert to the consideration of self rather than the stepping forward into consideration of other-self or green ray. this may not be seen to be of a negatively polarized nature, as the negatively polarized entity is working very intensively with the deepest manifestations of yellow ray group energies, especially the manipulations of other-self for service to self. those reverting to orange ray, and we may add these are many upon your plane at this time, are those who feel the vibrations of true color green and, therefore, respond by rejecting governmental and societal activities as such and seek once more the self.

however, not having developed the yellow ray properly so that it balances the personal vibratory rates of the entity, the entity then is faced with the task of further activation and balancing of the self in relation to the self, thus the orange ray manifestations at this space/time nexus.

thus true color orange is that which it is without difference. however, the manifestations of this or any ray may be seen to be most various depending upon the vibratory levels and balances of the mind/body or mind/body/spirit complexes which are expressing these energies

for those not familiar with the lingo here, i will explain a little bit what this means:

first, a little backstory: ra says that the earth first started receiving its "green influence" in 1937, as we first entered the transition period for harvest/ascension. these green rays are increasing in strength as we approach harvest, and thereby they have been causing more and more of these cases, hence the rising number of autistic cases.

autistic people are sensitive to this green ray energy that the sun is emitting right now. in being called towards this green ray energy (love), they completely reject the yellow influence (self-awareness) and instead focus on the orange ray. the orange ray is our instinctual self. it's the 'animal' in us, if you will.

as far as what this means to you, i can only give my opinion and i cannot promise truth, as i truly do not not for sure. if all this is how it is, then it means that ascension & harvest will be a very happy time for your daughter. her 'kryptonite' is anything based on the yellow ray; confusion and choices are not what she is interested in. when the earth becomes a 4d sphere, she will no longer have to manage the yellow influence, and she should be able to grow in all the ways you hope for her.

as far as what this means to you, i wonder if your daughter has been given to you for your own polarization as we come close to harvest. no doubt you have had to sacrifice much to raise her to adulthood, and hopefully all will be repaid when harvest comes

my own feeling with autistic people within the framework of the law of one is to never force them to participate in our world if it causes them distress. doing some study on the orange & green rays may also part some wisdom your way... i hope any of this helped!

[saracatt]

hi,

my own guess is that maybe some wanderers, some very advanced souls, might actually choose to be born with a severe disability if their mission was simply to anchor in a large amount of light without distractions.

that's why your post was interesting to me. it seems from what you're describing that the kids are actually resisting being pulled into the "normal" world, physically and otherwise, although that couldn't be on a conscious level. maybe on a soul level they have something more important to do!

i admire your perseverance in trying to help your daughter. i can't imagine how difficult that would be. i'm sure she will experience the shift as much as anyone else. i think it's about meeting our higher selves, and how many of us are fully conscious of that anyway! i know i'm not (yet)!

~s

[RoBoLoGY]

i agree, i think esp is part of the evolution humanity is going to face after the 2012 alignment. who knows how far it'll go, but i think as a species most of us are ready to take that step, especially those with 'special needs' whose soul seems more pure than us 'regulars'. i believe that's the tricky part for us 'regulars', the soul thing. think about esp, it's instant communication using feeling .... that basically means no lies can exist. if someone asks you a question, your brain is no longer an option to come up with a lie. it's almost like living a life under a constant lie detector, where your every thought, every emotion, can be picked up by others. i think the only souls that can function in such an environment are those who are truly beings of light .... those who at peace with themselves and the universe, vibrating on a higher frequency, and don't mind giving others access to the real them. i find it fascinating that your daughter speaks well in her sleep, but struggles when awake. there's no doubt something to that, i won't pretend to know what it is though . i wish you the best in caring for her, i can only imagine how tough it is raising a special needs child in world gone mad. just wanted to share my 2 cents on esp and how i do agree that it's the next step in communication and pure souls such as 'special needs' children are probably already there because they were never put in that 'box' that us 'regulars' have been put through the years.

[Fortyball]

i found this thread there a while ago and posted it here, can't remember where thought. it's to do with autism aspergers and evolution...
http://www.scienceagogo.com/news/autism_evolution.shtml

[Lono]

very interesting observations about your daughter. i once dated and almost married a man who had two autistic children; the younger was severe, the older was simply labeled "pervasive developmental disorder." ironically (and tragically, imho), both of this man's parents were special ed teachers. this meant they thought they knew how to deal with these kids, and the man listened to them.

the youngest fought being brought into this world tooth and nail. he was stubborn about it, and it was obvious that he simply did not want to engage our reality. the harder this man worked at it, the angrier the boy became. this turned the home into a living hell when they were there-- a constant battle of wills. i knew the answer was to simply leave this boy alone and let both of them be who they were, and not to try and force them to be the kids the family wanted them to be. but this was not an option, and the result was tragic to watch.

i wish i had an answer for you, but it was obvious to me that this wasn't like downs syndrome or any other "disease"; this was a child for whom our world held no allure. i've been wondering what affect the harvest will have on that kid ever since.

[megalithicme]

i was chanelling the other night and asking questions about my daughter and her autism. the answer that i got so very clear was "it is".

[hogey11]

can you go further with "it is"? what do you feel "it" represents?

i only ask because its an interesting phrase building on my earlier post. orange ray/sphere can maybe be best described as the sphere of 'awareness', while the yellow ray/sphere is best described as 'self-awareness'. i may be reading way too much into this, but i wonder if this subtlety is what your channel is hinting at.

"it is" - meaning, "she is". if your daughter is retreating from the yellow energies into the orange, she will not see herself as an individualistic self-aware entity. the orange energies are that of order and life; the primal instincts we use to keep ourselves alive and kicking. the yellow sphere is that which confuses, and to force your daughter to be a "responsible human being" that must make 3d decisions will only cause her to spirit to fail.

if i'm way off base, please someone put me in my place. i don't have any autistic influences in my life directly, but i find the autistic spectrum extremely interesting and i'm quite passionate about finding proper care for these people. i truly believe that our clinical/pharmalogical approach is extremely damaging....

also, if i'm not being clear about law of one stuff, i can get into more detail. i don't want to blabber on about stuff people don't care about....

[megalithicme]

i need to do some studying of the law of one materials - i'm having some trouble piecing it together. i really do appreciate your response though - ty - and it really has got me thinking.

i am also kinda thrown for a loop by the number of women that have come forward who have autistic children - that have said they have had et experiences. i belong to a autism support group and we were having a discussion the other night - 12 members out of the 51 in the group said they had et experiences. just today while i was posting in another group about et experiences - 2 other women came forward - both had experiences as well - and autistic children. strange.

[cameronjcw]

that article link up there is really intersting.

i havent ever been diagnoses as being autistic or having aspergers syndrome but i seem to be just past the borderline according to how they score autism. i know i have a lot of characteristics of autism especially the social aspects i have never really been very tactile even as a child or now as an adult, its something i have tried to be more comfortable with but it just isnt me. i have always felt more comfortable in my own company and interaction with other people often makes me really uncomfortable. having ehlers danlos syndrome and becoming more ill over the last year or so means i dont get out much and sometimes it bothers me but most of the time its really not an issue, usually if i do feel i couldn handle some company i often find myself feeling uncomfortable and wanting it to end. i feel as if its just too much hard work.

i really think i am socialphobic or whatever the correct word is for it, not agoraphobic because i am fine going outside as long as i can walk. i dont get anxious at the thought of going outside or being outside its more being around people. i also have a lot of little quirks that seem fairly common in autism too. i know i am not normal in the sense that society is these days.

i dont fit in and never have and i honestly dont think i ever will. i dont really think fitting in is really for me at all and if i ever did start to feel that kind of comfort of fitting in it totally freaks me out and i really dont like it.

ive spent most of my life fighting battles in my head with myself. im no genius though but i find it hard to concentrate on any one thing, one minute im thinking about one thing and doing what im doing the next minute im off doing something else before i even realise what i am doing. i seem to have no self control whatsoever. i think i am just a walking disaster.

i doubt thats much help to you or your daughter though sorry :/ i havent ever met or known my father and i know nothing about his side of the family so i dont know if my faulty genetics all came from him or from my mothers side.

sometimes i wonder if autism and behavioural problems are part of some kind of evolution or even devolution. one thing i do know is that i am a walking disaster :/ i make the same mistakes over and over and i know i am not perfect and the mistakes are not big thngs just stupid things. im very repetitive and i am also ocd with dirt on the floor but every dish or piece of clothing in the house can be sitting there growing mould and it doesnt bother me but mess on the floor really does seem to affect me mentally. if i dont hoover every night i really cant relax or sleep. im the same with baths too.

i wish i had some advice but my heads not in a good place at the moment so any advice would probably be total rubbish.

i feel like such a total weirdo and have felt like that most of my life :/