i actually like having a "3rd density" experience because it is so grounded and you have to learn things in very in your face way which can be very helpful. it also gives the chance to experience things with more solidity and with more time, but i just think others have used these things against beings on purpose and if it is not very evident i only want people not to give into or fight against but to keep a watchful eye because the network of this system has had vast amounts of time and resources put into it and think it goes further than most of what we here even in the forefront of news and articles.
it mostly saddens me to think of how bad people have been hurt like duncan o'finioan and brice taylor and i at times try to understand the purpose of so much pain but i just have a hard time believing it is in place for a universal reason other than others forcing it with their free will. it may have a purpose and if i find it i will be open to it but for now i just cannot agree with it and wish more people would be aware of these things so we could help relieve and reduce the pain.
i am also very hopeful and happy to experience pain from time to time so i can understand how it effects so many others. it gives me more reason to help as much as i can when i can. these experiences have only made me happier to serve.