many years ago i tried channeling my higher self through automatic writing. eventually i got to a point where i could go no further. i kept receiving the following annoying message over and over again:

"all must enter heaven one on one".

i tried again a couple of months ago and got the same frustrating message again. you'd think i'd have an idea what this means after 13 years, but all i can figure out is that i'm either not ready for the communication or i have to wait to die/shift or something to understand.

anyone out there have an idea about what this means or how to break through to a conversation with your higher self?