Newbies' Journeys

[Spichard Rooner]

i'm not sure if this is the right place to be posting this, or asking what i am going to. but, i will post and if it needs moving, please move it to the appropriate sub-forum.

i'm going to introduce myself quickly, it might be confusing but i'll do it anyways.
hi, i hold no solid beliefs. i believe in everything and nothing, nihilist by nature. i'm very interested in david's works, he validates everything very concisely and gets his ideals across clearly.

my experience;
thursday, november 1st, 2011 approximately 11pm.
i was in the backseat of a car with my friend his uncle getting a ride home from work. then i got a very weird feeling, weird as in i've never experienced this sensation before. being it was the 1st time i felt this way i'll do my best at explaining it. it like my internal organs we're being lifted and held up, this feeling proceeded up my torso and into my head and behind my eyes. it made me feel as if i could just close my eyes and drift off to sleep, and in this sleep i wouldn't wake up. it felt like i was offered a promotion from this physical reality; i didn't close my eyes, i wasn't afraid of dying, that i'm sure of. it was the people i care about, my friends and family. i couldn't leave them behind. with that said, i feel some kind of obligation to teach and enlighten people.

has anyone else experienced something like this at all?

thanks for your time <3

[rolnstown]

i'm in the second law of one book and it is hard to understand. i can piece it together but its about as complicated as legal documents to decipher. i do understand its about loving everyone and forgiving everyone because we are all one. there aren't many people out there treating people this way. if you treat people this way, you get run over or made fun of. i guess you just have to get used to it and move on, loving and forgiving as you go. to be around people who are loving and forgiving is actually abnormal and feels strange. i've bee trained to gaurd with sarcasm and to look over my shoulder. in addition, others should of looked over there shoulder for what i may have planned. this is a difficult transformation. i was seeking when i found. now i have to put it to use. then the hardest part is no one wants to listen or learn whats out there. then comes the sarcasm at me, and they cycle repeats itself. i feel all alone.

[Apophis]

i feel all alone.

one of the hardest parts is realizing how you've treated yourself. you will have no luck forgiving others until you have forgiven yourself. the answer comes not from pushing your beliefs on others and expecting the there result to be the same as yours, but from knowing that you have made it to the point you are and are willing to help others to get there. you are not on the earth to change the world, simply to change yourself. others may change themselves as you do but it is there choice to do so. let them be free. if they ask you how you got there gladly share it with them. you will always feel alone until you accept others for who they are, then in turn they will accept you for who you are. it's kinda backwards from what we were taught growing up.

[jonnytoast]

if anyone could help me out here i would very much appreciate it. i'm sure in some way it must mean something but i am not clear what.

predicting the future with another person*

about a week ago, my lover and i where heading to a store when we pulled out of the garage we both looked at each other and said we had a weird feeling that we were going to get in an accident we both confronted each other the same exact time about the feeling we had. on the way to the store we were stopped at a light. i decided id check the rear view mirror just incase because my gut felt something. an audi was heading towards us at well over the speed limit which was 45 mph. i saw that the driver was texting and not paying attention, so i quickly jerked the wheel to the left and accelerated into the left lane while the audi last second swerved to the right while slamming on the brakes. we were so close my wife said she didn't know how the car missed us. she was leaned forward at the time so i'm confident she would have been killed if not seriously injured. after the incident we both were flustered but a little filled with joy that we were not hit we laughed it off actually. heres the weird part. maybe it was just a coincident but on the way back from the store we were stopped at a light. i looked in the rear view mirror traffic was stopped behind us a good way. bam rear ended by the lady behind us because her puppy jumped on her lap. no damage nobody hurt was just a nudge. we went home after thought about what had happened and are not sure what to think lol. also we were joking about what if we got rear ended on the way home after barley escaping the first car. that is all sorry so long i really hope someone takes the time to read this.

dreaming with another person*

this includes my wife as well. while sleeping and this happens many times not just one occurrence, my wife and i have woken up in the middle of the night and have been able to finish each others dreams in perfect detail these are not reacquiring either they have been different dreams on every occasion. any help on these two topics would be amazing.


thank you all for your help and especially thank you if you actually read my horrible writing.

love you all.

john.

[Apophis]

if anyone could help me out here i would very much appreciate it.

it's almost imposable to know if the thought came to you because your higher self was able to speak to you, or the event happened because you thought it would. either way you are in-tune with yourself, this is a good thing.

there is an actual study that showed partners who sleep together for an extended period of time will eventually have some dreams together. dw mentioned it somewhere i believe.

anyway what would you like help with? these things are not unusual for people who are connected with themselves. your third eye is somewhat open.

[boondock1007]

you know how everything is a equal and that it just refers to light having the right interactions with eachother. as a society we have come along way but what if that alien species that we predicted that is coming has actual bad intentions of what we think. if they tricked us and led us to wrong what do you think the possibilities of all of us changing are pattern of energy where we all created the source field and the source field is just a universal energy source connecting everything and bringing everything together meaning in are future in this life time the big crunch is about to happen and we have no idea. since we came from nothing at a point in time in are lives meaning through concnious we already knew are future from that point to infinity and we already as a whole knew that something bad was about to happen. well i think since everything is equal meaning if you believe in heaven you go to heaven if you believe in greek myth you go there and everyone in the end gets what we want. even though we all get to go to are beliefs in the end not one of are beliefs could have interactions with us, like god couldnt come down here and do the rapture because not everyone believes in god and in the long run would have bad interactions with light. we know mother nature is the only thing that has interactions with us and if we never realise we were being led into wrong the only thing that could stop it from happening is the big crunch. if that happens though if you are that morally wrong of a person where in the long run your intentions would go harm to anyone esles, you wouldnt go to your belief you would just not exist anymore. so like all are higher powers are working hard to get us to realise that it was never them to fear and even though the big crunch could happen in the long run you will still get exactly what you want. its the grand unified theory, with that theory you could figure out each person's future, how god is created, how light is created. no one will ever figure it out because there is a lot of things in it that we should just never know. but in that theory you could tell exactly when the big crunch is about to happen. what do you guys think, i am not saying it will happen but if we were some how being led into a wrong path of light i think mother nature would step in.

[ninente]

"one of the hardest parts is realizing how you've treated yourself. you will have no luck forgiving others until you have forgiven yourself."

this couldn't be more true if you said it twice, apophis. (sorry, i haven't learned how to do quotes the fancy way yet.)

it seems i'm only just now learning how to be truly gentle with myself. i am catching myself at the ways i am being hard on or unforgiving with myself, one by one. since i'm not quite like anyone else, what i do to myself isn't exactly what anyone else does to themselves; so their ways won't fit me.

[Apophis]

symbols are used in many ways. the way we symbolize aspects of self to self will always be unique as the self itself. utilizing patterns of recognized symbols is how the self communicates with other selves. many times we forget that with no absolute separation between self and other self every moment of self is correlated.

however you choose to symbolize your life, know the world you recognize will also change with you.

[lightworker52]

so i've been on a spiritual path for about twenty years and following the e.t developments along with that. of course during this time you still have to live in this reality, go to work, paying bills, getting through christmasses. however is it just me or is it getting more and more difficult to stay in the matrix of this reality. especially after reading "the source field..." ...thank you david for tying everything together so thoroughly and fantastically well. come on 2012, disclosure, the next dimension and "the golden age" wake up world, wake up everyone!

[thegreatsatan]

well, me and my girlfriend of 2.5 years just returned from peru, went to power spots such as sacsayhuaman and machu picchu, and genrally got out in the world for our first time as a couple. coming back, we have been thrown into a negative situation where her sister is hospitalized due to ocd/anorexia mental disorders leading to her being heavily drugged by every pharma-poison you can think of, put in restraints in a hospital bed, and force fed food to keep her alive.
this is a situation that is incredibly karmically linked to my sister, (me and my gf are both the eldest of three children) the middle child, who has been in and out of hospitals for years with gastrointestinal problems and was at one point labelled an anorexic even though in her case it really did not fit the bill. she was the victim of a botched surgery that left her with neurological damage and incredible "phantom pain" meaning a pain that does not appear to originate from anywhere in particular.

anyways, it just seems that with her sister, there is a "dark force" that blocks reality itself, in terms of her being able to cure herself. for example, two days ago she decided she would try to leave in one week (the hospital) and she would try her best to eat a normal amount of food. the hospital congratulated her, and got her to sign a piece of paper saying she was now a voluntary patient, meaning she was no longer a legal liability of the hospital and was there of her own free will. the next morning, now that she was no longer their legal responsibility, out of the blue they come in and tell her she has to leave, now. they blame a minor incident the previous night for this, and it seems that this was their plan all along. they threaten to call the police. she leaves, and now she's at home not eating at all.

i just wanted to provide some context, and ask if anyone else seems to be energetically blocked from attaining health and a path towards betterment?

another thing i wanted to ask was, does anyone else have an incredible amount of energy passing through them lately, especially at night? i get very anxious at night now, and i feel as if i am having visions, and i have so much energy passing through me or stuck in me, that i am constantly massaging myself to try to get it out, cracking my back, and my neck, and my toes and fingers, it feels like arthritis but it is energetic, for sure! i guess the synchronicites also seem to have turned up the volume on themselves, with 33 popping up all over the place and lights flickering on and off in the house and the dog acting weird around me, just generally weirdness all around me, it feels very uncomfortable and most nights now i cant go to sleep till like 7am. anyways, i'm feeling more aware, at times, as well, and more conscious of certain things, but coupled with this it is proving to be very difficult. just wondering if anyone out there can relate

lots of love to you all. i really mean it. beauty, love and light.