Newbies' Journeys

[Eternal_Relapse]

well, it first started perhaps 2 years ago. i decided to do the unmentionable for maybe my 4th time or something around there. my friend was describing something about a method of relaxation his other friend's mom who is a chiropractor told about. cupping your hands into a ball like form. well i was with two other friends at nighttime when i started visualizing this and feeling a aura type of energy flowing in my hand. i could retract it and compress it. after about a couple minutes i could actually see a sphere like manifestation of blinking white black squares that formed into a ball of energy. i started describing what i was see and my friends started to see, something different perhaps energy that of which the sun's plasma flares do(maybe it was the power of influence, maybe not).

however there were a few other times that i did the stated above, and unique things happened. this time after the event depicted above(perhaps 4-8months later) with a group of people some friends others i didn't know. i started to, or at least think could read their emotions. maybe i could read their mind, or perhaps interject my thoughts onto them. about what seemed like an hour later(my friends brother said time was flowing much like tunnel vision, but very slowly) i drifted into a awake dream, or at least that is what i think happened. during that time i felt like i was talking to a higher power, or god,(i'm kinda ashamed of this, since i don't think i'm special enough to talk to a being like that) i'm not quite sure what i was talking to him about, but i remember my heart was slowing down and myself asking to stay on this planet longer.

i woke up from that, and had a vision of the house catching on fire, from the people in the room knocking over a candle. i woke up from that and everyone was in like their own dimension. my friend was jealous cause his girlfriend was hitting on me, and i think he was visioning a hell like pit. this guy that was there i imagined he would die a couple of times. one trying to douse the fire with a towel and another of him getting hit by a car. (i didn't tell him of this but he was paranoid for some reason).

eventually they knocked over the candle, but they reacted so much faster, almost instantaneously as opposed to the dream where they left it to burn the house. as a side note i dreamed the house would burn and the cops would come. my friends brother went downstairs and busted in yelling freeze depicting the police which started this guy into a crying state.

i went downstairs after the candle knocking incident and my brain was scattered. the next day my friend's brother, and friend started going on about living in the forest without any ties to society and machines, and asked me if i was psychic or remember the events of the previous night. then i asked what happened cause, yet they wouldn't tell me anything.

so i'm not sure what to believe, but i feel as thought i have a aura or energy around my hands and body i can feel. i haven't had any psychic endeavors that i know of anymore, but i can't remember my dreams. i see glowing flashes of light in the dark a lot, and feel some presence in the room sometimes. i have had some random guy at my old job tell me to contact a psychic, after he went on about his mother being into that sort of thing. some peculiar things, but i'm not sure what to think.

perhaps it was one fairy tale i made up while this way to feel some self importance, but i'm not sure anymore.

[hope108]

has anyone heard if david has explained the rapture? some have seemed to explain it like this: there will be another earth, just like this one for the people staying in 3rd dimensional and they will all get there at once, in an instant, and they will just think they had a nice experience and everything will be the same, except they will be on a different planet/plane? and that they will not notice that anything has really changed (but wouldn't they miss the people that did not stay in 3rd dimensional but ascended / were harvested to 4th dimensional).

yet if this is true, those that are to be 'harvested' to 4th dimensional positive or negative, they will be in their own separate place/planet too, with the positive oriented staying on this planet. if true then wont there be people missing in each scenario, and wouldn't they be missed by the others?.... as there will be 3 different place/planets/planes that they could be, but not all in the same one place?

what do you think? has anyone heard david say, or what have you heard?

thanks, hope
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[lightshade]

hi. i'm a newbie to the community.

became acquainted with david via some videos and interviews a friend turned me onto. was basically looking for a message of hope in these troubled times.

like a lot of folks, i'm out of work. have been for three months now. recently, had to move in with family. a story many share, i'm sure. but, i'm trying to look at it positively. well, as positively as one can, i guess.

david talks about us all basically being manifestations of the same source. i kind of visualize it as everyone being a cell in a greater organism. it makes sense, and i've definitely felt a connectedness of mankind to each other and to something greater. but, it feels like something got messed up along the way.

i don't know that i necessarily believe the theories that humans were once perfect spirit beings, perfectly connected to the planet, who had their genetics tampered with by aliens, and thus inherited the alien "soullessness" and sense of disconnectedness, but in my gut, i do feel that something got messed up along the way. that we can't remember who we are or why we're here feels like an obstruction to me. it just feels like there's a truth on the other side of a wall that we can't seem to get to in our minds, yet we know it's there. does that make sense?

my recent unemployment, for example, has given me some insight into this. on the one hand, it sucks, because i have no income, and i have to take charity from my family just for a roof and food. on the other hand, it's a blessing, because it's gotten me free from corporate slavery. i feel free for the first time in i don't know how long. and, i feel clean too. that's another thing.

i've been a musician my whole life, and i know music is my life's purpose, but i was never able to live on it, so i was forced into corporate slavery. and, it took a toll on me. i have real issues with taking money for what goes on in corporations, but what's a person to do? you gotta eat, right?

well, since being out of work, i've been able to devote myself full-time to music and spiritual work, and i've noticed a change in me. i've become more aware. yeah, i'm living an almost monastic existence right now, and sometimes the inertia is unbearable, but i'm learning things about myself and my environment.

for example, i can see now that what's going on in the government and the economy with all these crises is necessary. this greater organism that we're all cells in is trying to cleanse itself of the toxins. what sucks is that people who are in power are resisting the death that needs to happen. all these bailouts we keep hearing about. if they'd just accept the inevitable, and let the death happen, then it would clear the way for new growth. we'd all be better off. but, i guess those people are afraid of losing what they have, so they're holding on at the expense of the whole body. that kinda thing can't work, i'm thinking. the greater organism is gonna win over eventually, and the toxins will be forced out. so, if they hold on to a dead thing, they're gonna end up with nothing. so, where's the win?

i've also become aware of this inner voice that's been encouraging me to stay focused on my music. to the extent that i should put my energy there instead of looking for another job. granted, right now, there are no jobs in my "degree profession", so it's a mute point. but, this voice is basically saying that i'm supposed to be a musician and nothing else, so maybe that's where i'm supposed to grow myself.

i do wonder what other people think about what's going on. especially other artists like me, who were maybe stuck in slave jobs for a long time and now lost them because of the economy and have had time to reflect and give focus to their art. do you think maybe the world energy is turning? do you think maybe what david and other people like him are saying is true? that come 2012, we'll be in this golden age, where humans will be able to focus on spirituality and the arts and not be slaves to corporations? i can't imagine a world where artists and spiritual people would actually be at the top of the food chain, so the speak, but if that's what's coming, maybe that's why i'm being guided to focus myself in this way.

any thoughts? i'm really curious to know what other people are sensing in this area.

peace.

l/s

[DaveNotDavid]

hello all, i'm a new boy here, so i thought i'd better say hello and make my introduction. i'm british, living near portsmouth and in my mid-thirties. for the last 20+ years i've been atheist/humanist and have always poo-pooed religion and spirituality as wishful thinking at best and deceitful at worst.

so what on earth am i doing here?

it's a slightly bizarre story, but here goes... i'm called dave wilcock. no! really, i'm called dave wilcock. i am not david wilcock of divine cosmos fame. to keep chris off my back lets make that clear... i am not david wilcock hence the sign in name davenotdavid. i am not here to impersonate david or to take credit for being him. i'm not david!

good, that point should be clear!

anyway, i'm running the london marathon in april for a charity that supports the hospital that cares for my wife. as i want to raise as much money as possible, i searched the internet in the hope of finding people who share my name and asked them to sponsor my efforts. of the 5 people called dave or david wilcock i could find, only 1 was generous enough to sponsor me and also kind-hearted enough to send me a message of thanks. that individual was david wilcock of divine cosmos fame. so david, if you are reading this, thank you!

in a couple of emails we exchanged, david asked me to have a look around the site and so here i am! obviously as a humanist, much of what i see does not sit well with my personal philosophy, but that doesn't matter, it interests me to see what others are doing and thinking, so in between working, running training and fundraising, i might pop in here from time to time to see what's happening.

anyway, that's me. hello.

and i'm still not david!

[SaraJane]

hi everyone!

i was a lurker for a long time, but after meeting david a few weeks ago at the tempe conference, i thought i'd jump in over here. my name is sara and i'm 25.

me in a nutshell: i grew up lds (mormon) for the majority of my life. then i got to college and realized there was much more to life then constant church activities. i also discovered this great thing called beer that the church kind of frowns on. i went on a cruise about two years ago with my husband and for some reason when i came back, everything changed. there was no life-altering experience or anything; the most i can say is i was hypnotized for one of the entertainment shows, if anything it got prepared for a history channel special i saw on edgar cayce. i started reading anything i could get my hands about him and the readings. a few other silly things happened that kind of got me here, too, but this would turn into novel-sized proportions. i love religion, and have my whole life. i also studied with the jehovah's witnesses for a while, always knowing i was never going to join, but thought they were interesting. thought it was funny i wasn't the only one here! i still hold a lot of close ties to the mormon faith, i still believe in jesus, just not a fan of his "fan club," if you know what i mean.

vincent, i think it was your post about being purple and flying? when i was younger i used to have a dream where i could go into this special room, that only i had control over. i remember it was large and spherical in shape with two smaller rooms on each side. but in the main-center sphere, there was a soft pinkish/purple glow and i could fly and float around the main sphere, which also had another spherical light source in the center of it that i also floated around. i remember thinking it was that light source that gave me the power to fly. i could change the music in my room, have bubbles float with me, whatever i wanted. i never thought anything of it until now because somehow arnold schwarzenager showed up in my dream wearing a red leotard or maybe i was channeling my pet sea monkeys at the time. lol! but your message made me remember! thanks!

[Herman van B.]

hello everybody,

i'm all new to this forum and i'm not yet familiair with all the customs so if this post is offending or against the rules, my appologies.

i've heard about the upcoming 2012 phenomenon about 2 years ago and it took me that long to find the 2012 enigma movie on google video.
i've felt a connection to the whole thing from the moment my friend told me about it. it explained some of the things i've been feeling, dreaming and sensing but also brought up a heap of questions i wish to discuss here.

i was also hoping to find some people from the netherlands to connect to. since i haven't been able to locate a dutch forum that covers the project i was directed here.

hope u all don't mind this post, it seemed like a good introduction since i'm planning on spending some time here.

best to you all.

herman

[theeemiester]

am i crazy?

a few months ago an event changed me. i adopted a belief system based on the idea of spirits. what is a spirit? are they living beings made from some sort of energy? are they memories? are the interdenominational beings? are they real or imaginary? if they are all in my head then there must be an explanation for there presence. it could be that me being who i am (an individual who has been conditioned to not express himself through ordinary means of human communication) has a mind that somehow constructed an alternate reality as a coping mechanism. to understand that your concerns about my legitimacy are also my concerns is something very important. i question my sanity and you will undoubtedly do the same.

for the next few months i had simple yet complex discoveries about the nature of god, man, the universe, spirits, ets and the other dimensions. i think there may be interdenominational beings that have reached a level of consciousness where you can clearly see why doing good is beneficial for you and all. this is my idea of enlightenment. these are the white beings as opposed to the grey beings which still chose to to good and bad deeds. all beings do what they think is right, and or justified, even adolf hitler thought he was doing the right thing. becoming a white being doesn't mean that you loose free will, it means that you realize that what you want is what god wants. (god being everything in existence conscious)

here is an example of a train of thought that would go through my head. "if god knows my every thought then how come he wont just allow me to stop thinking, he's trying to tell me something. (clock says 7:07) he is he really is! what is it god i'm listening?............. maybe it is something i'll learn through these experiences....

at work i would think that the number of the tip i god would be a way for god to tell me the message. a lady with an attitude gives me a tip and i walk away and see that its 6 dollars a strangely large tip for a lady so upset with the service. its a message. then i learned that the numbers 1-7 (or 1-13) are levels of consciousness. 1 being physically reactive and 7 being enlightenment. the number 6 is the one right before 7 and is the number of the devil. the number represents sort of like a level of consciousness where you understand that in the big scheme of things... nothing matters at all because everything is just matter and since time and space are infinite some where there will be people enjoying existence again, therefore killing is ok and stealing is ok and everything is essentially dust in the wind. i like to think of this as the joker mentality, whereas the 7th level of consciousness is that of batman ("god consciousness"). knowing that since nothing can ever seance we can enjoy every moment and every breath and get others to see the same way. the reason i got 6 dollars was because in the moment i was walking away from the tipper i was filled with hate for her for her rude selfish behavior.

at some points during the day for a split second i will see into the spirit world where all that is visible is spirit energy. the spirit world in a city area is almost nothing because there are no living organisms, whereas the spirit world in a dense forest or wooden house is a little closer to what we see in our physical reality.

another thing that happened is i realized (or started believing) that i am a reincarnation of a historical figure. through fallowing these "messages" to books and on the internet. (this is how i found divine cosmos) due to the fact that this **** is actually what i believe to be the truth i'm not going to say who i am.

sorry if that was hard to fallow. i only have a 19 year old brain.



am i nuts?




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after reading this i'm not so sure.

[Daniel Dillon]

i would just like to introduce myself. my name is daniel dillon, and i live in swansea, wales, in the united kingdom.

i am a recent member of '[name]' mystery school here in the uk. i have recently started awakening to the possibility of being a wanderer.

i look forward in participating with all our brothers and sisters on this board so we may collectively awaken through knowledge and discovery.

in light and peace.....

daniel

[litllady]

i see many new names opening themselves here....and i think this is wonderful!

please do not be discouraged (like i was in the begining) when i didnt get direct responses to my questions that i posted early on in joining the forum.

sharing your experiences is a huge start and i just want to commend you all here for opening and sharing.

i can remember the first few personal experiences i shared in the forum....it was really hard for me to do.

i think alot of the questions many are pondering are questions you should seek answers to through many other threads in the forum and in davids blogs and experiences.

i so many times have posted curious questions...but after searching many places for understandings....i was humbled to find most of my answers awaiting me right here at dc.

the search engine here at dc is a great way to find thread about a certain topic. it has helped me greatly, for the amounts of info here are vast and deep.

i welcome you all and say 'thumbs up' for now becoming a part of this family of seekers and wanderers.

often i would say...."why isn't anyone giving me any answers"...now...i can look back and see that the answers came to me in their own time, when i was ready, and they usually didnt just fall in my lap either. i now thank the ways of this forum....for not butting in too much on peoples own experiences...because the only one that can give you true understanding...is yourself and it seems that most understand that here and allow those answers to come to you....through you.

my best to all,
lynette

[Metamorpheus]

i would just like to introduce myself. my name is daniel dillon, and i live in swansea, wales, in the united kingdom.

i am a recent member of '[name]' mystery school here in the uk. i have recently started awakening to the possibility of being a wanderer.

i look forward in participating with all our brothers and sisters on this board so we may collectively awaken through knowledge and discovery.

in light and peace.....

daniel

hi daniel!

i'm from south wales too (cardiff). not too many spiritual people around these parts, eh?