Newbies' Journeys

**estopatitiana** · 08-16-2010, 09:17 PM

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i wonder if there is a middle ground, a true balance. apparently the highest density is only positive. but shouldn't the highest density be balanced? i mean, you can't have creation without destruction. to make a house you gotta kill some trees. to create a galaxy you must use energy... maybe? well, you definitely cannot have destruction without creation.
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you can seek balance if you would like. the most powerful and enduring creation comes from the most positive emotions. and why cant you have creation without destruction? the idea of lack is an illusion that has been put on you to create disharmony. "theres not enough oil" "theres not enough food" "theres not enough money" to go around etc. theres 12 billion people on the planet

dont you think it would make sense in the grand infinite beauty of this creation which we havent even begun to grasp that there is plenty to go around for all?

**austinoram** · 08-17-2010, 12:24 AM

hi. i had this thought today that the majority of forbidden knowledge seekers are acting as beacons for raising awareness and of truth on the collective subconscious and of the obvious forbidden knowledge on the collective conscious. my own growth went from spiritual-oriented learning to 9/11 conspiracy to forbidden knowledge. i'm thinking some of us who are die-hard interested in all this knowledge may seem and feel and think like your average joe but probably have some spiritual influence for helping do god's work. this isn't a personals so i'll just say there doesn't seem to be too many forbidden-knowledge seekers, even though it's 9*9 times more interesting than 9/11

if anyone can feel how the forbidden-knowledge binge we are currently on is affecting anything please let us know! thanks.

**Jet777** · 08-17-2010, 01:29 PM

thanks for the support, j. i think i also gained a little just from writing it down. perhaps i'm just frustratred, like many, with the selfishness, greed, and indignance that seems to be increasing in the world through these tougher times. you are definitely right, though - the best way to beat it is not to be like it. i will remain positive, compassionate, and try to be understanding through it all. in the end that may be all i can and should do anyway.

jesse

**Benjamin.Alexander** · 08-20-2010, 09:03 PM

i had two weird periods in my life around when i was 14 and 17 and maby 18 years old, when i was dreaming all most every night something random and the next thing i know is that i was falling from a great hight and just before i hit the ground i wake up just before the alarm clock beeps or somebody wants to wake me up or comes in to my room. and the same thing was happening in another period when i was dreaming and again i was dreaming something random and all of a sudden i fall in the water and i go down deep in it, and i cant get to the surface because i have a lot of clothes on me and they are too heavy and just before i die, i wake up before something or someone had to wake me up.

what does it mean? can somebody tell me please?

**12thUranus** · 08-21-2010, 06:17 AM

Originally Posted by benjamin.alexander

i had two weird periods in my life around when i was 14 and 17 and maby 18 years old, when i was dreaming all most every night something random and the next thing i know is that i was falling from a great hight and just before i hit the ground i wake up just before the alarm clock beeps or somebody wants to wake me up or comes in to my room. and the same thing was happening in another period when i was dreaming and again i was dreaming something random and all of a sudden i fall in the water and i go down deep in it, and i cant get to the surface because i have a lot of clothes on me and they are too heavy and just before i die, i wake up before something or someone had to wake me up.

what does it mean? can somebody tell me please?

are you feeling overwhelmed in life? like there is nothing firm to hold on to?

it may be time to "wake up"

. meaning, find you footing and root into your eternal existence. this may help you not feel burdened by your earthly existence (if in fact, that is how you are feeling)

it is possible to dream of your own death, but that would be a different kind of dream. what you describe is a sense of helplessness. if it is, you can work your way out of that.

**Benjamin.Alexander** · 08-24-2010, 11:57 PM

i've dreamed recentley that i was under water again and i could breathe under the water somehow, and it felt so real. i had this kind of dreams, that i can breathe under the water a few times in the past.

**Mjosha** · 08-30-2010, 12:09 PM

hello fellow seekers.
this is my first time writing in this forum, but i will do my best to descripe my feeling(s).
so i've been "awake" for 1-2 months now, and i find that i am having more and more difficulties to relate to my friends

most of them are shrugging this information off as pure nonsense or conspiracy theories, which is ok. it's their life and their choice if they want to believe this or not. but the downside of this is that the topics they are talking about is becoming less interesting to me.. i am really trying to get along and enjoy their company, but it just cant shake this feeling that i have more important things to do with my life.

i don't know what to do anymore

anyone else experiencing similar things?

**Natho** · 09-06-2010, 04:04 PM

welcome mjosha and thank you for sharing your input with us

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you are not alone with this feeling of seperation. it is true that once one discoveres the knowledge, feels it, and begins to understand it that the passing of this info onto others is a difficult task no doubt.

i myself have this dillema. my friends are what you could say simple minded in the case that they are content with what they know and how they live. ive always been the more open minded of them and if you were to meet me umong my friends, it would not be hard to pick me out of the crowd. when i offer them knowledge of what i have discovered, initially, it was met with silence and confusion, it was then that i realised it could only be shared and not forced. you feel the desire to devulge what you have learned out of love, respect and understanding, but not because you do not want to be alone in the matter. (ra - the need for understanding is not of third density, only the experience).

we ourselves cannot fully understand what is, we share what we have unconditionally.
(ra - when you see others, see the creator). it matters not that all understand, we are already one. as ra is of great help to us, so shall we be unto others.

true that with this knowledge comes a sence of personal division between yourself and others whom you love, call this a catalyst/test if you will. you were suddenly presented a situation which gave you the drive for seeking more truth to exsistance, this situation arrived to us all in some way or another. you must understand that we chose to seek, this will must be found by others in order for them to find enlightenment, it may happen, it may not. all we can offer is what we know via love and gratitude for those around us, the mind must learn and guide itself.

you may be presented future situations which offer you the chance to share what you know with those you love, be honest, but also accept those who will not understand and smile upon the creator, for we are still as one for better or for worse.

there is distance between us, but we are together my friend, let this set your mind at ease and continue to join us here on this great journey, love always finds a way

peace to all

**Loki** · 09-14-2010, 04:24 PM

greatings all from aotearoa (new zealand),

i only discovered david wilcock in the past week, after seing his name mentioned on the project avalon website i decided to pop in and have a look arround, i read bits and peices on the site then ventured off to youtube and watched the videos “the 2012 enigma” & “2012 event horizion” both containing a boat load of material and all very, very fascinating. theese videos conected a lot of dots for me and allowed me to make sense of and find peace with, many things i have been uncovering and discovering over the past few years.

there is one thing in particular i would like to share that gave me the “willies”, i was listening to the radio interview that david did on coast to coast dated 10th august, david starts talking about crop circles and invites the listeners to vist a well known crop circle website and to look at a particular formation, i followed along and what i saw sent chills up my spine. whilst i have looked at crop circles in the past i never really paid too much attention to them but on the 5th of august i felt quite a compultion to do a search for crop circles and i found one that really caught my attention, discoverd two days prior, the feelings assosiated with this formation were so strong that i sent the link to a friend of mine who is interested in this sort of thing. so imagine my supprise when david starts talking about the very same formation! out of goodnes knows how many formations are made every year, he has to pick the very one that struck a cord with me. needless to i will be closley following david’s work from now on.

with love,
logan