Newbies' Journeys

[estopatitiana]

many years ago i was sitting in a resturant when my mind was taken away to a figure that entered the room through the wall and it was as if i was phisically in one place and mentaly in another.

a person who stayed hidden from my view said to me that i needed to make some changes in my life and that it was time for me to learn who i was. then he was gone....

the next day i was reading and that same person came into my home and this time he was just invisable to me but spoke of many things to me. he told me of the truth about many things and left. it was hard for me to accept the things being told to me becuase they were in direct conflict with what i was raised to know. i struggled for two years with religion after that.

then i got the vision. this vision played in my mind night and day for two years. here it is.

in another place and time i was. i looked on the earth in this time and was filled with compation for the people here. i could see how the dark forces of the time would do things to stamp out good. the good would always form groups of like minded people, as they always do. darkness would always infiltrate and pervert good for it's own power.

so i came up with the idea of putting good down with men, and scatter them in families and countries accross the globe. i would make it so they are always alone and isolated in ways as never to be found by darkness. i would even place good souls amoung the dark families and turn the tide of things against them. i went to the council of heaven and placed my plan in front of them for approval. it was granted.

i then went to a place far from here and spoke to a huge building full of great souls. ones who did not need to come here for they were well behyond needing this sort of lesson. they had already lived lives of honor and sacrafice.

i spoke to them and showed the difference that we could make, and they had compation for the earth. but some realized that coming here could damage them. they formed committee members and we met in closed doors to tackle the issue of how to safeguard the "wanderers" from damaging karma.

after satifactory safeguards were put into place, i submitted the full plan to this group and they accepted %100. a loud sound of applause and happieness thundered through this emence building.
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end of vision

this played like a movie in my mind day and night, for over two years. it has gone in my mind that it is no longer a vision but reality for me. as distracting as it was it has brought me here.

i find the law of one to be the most accurate thing i have ever read. for all of you that have come to the knowlege that you are a wanderer, i give my thanks to you, my brothers and sister. just being here and staying positive is all you have to do. i meditate often on your behalf. i know this place is repugnant to you, and the suffering is often more then your soul can take in. but i assure you, you have not taken on more then you can withstand, and be at peace in the knowlege that you have done well.

seek the solitude of the wilderness when you can it will strengthen you, all of you have a place that gives you peace.

peace be with you all
brian

forgive me i never learned to spell very well.

i must go now to do the dishes and i will check this later

all of this is awesome brian, that is all i have to say, and i fully agree on the wilderness thing, i try to do that regularly.

[Deerclan]

hey ya'll,
my question is about the tree of life. i got a tree of life tattoo a few years ago. i didnt know what it was and had never seen it before. i saw it once in a tattoo magazine, was intruiged by it, but could never find that pic again. i did some research about it and found that it was a celtic (pagan?) symbol. mine is a realistic looking tree with the roots showing, a few of the roots curve upward and some of the branches curve downward forming a circle. the tat is on my chest above my heart. i never really understood why i was compelled to permanently ink this onto my body, but am so happy that i did.
what do you guys know about the tree of life?
peace,
eric priestley

eric,
i can tell you a bit about the history of this symbol, if that's what you're looking for. the tree of life, in one form or another, is a near-universal symbol among tribal peoples who lived close to nature. many shamans from different traditions describe the universe as having a central axis, such as a tree, or a tall pole, extending from heaven to earth.

in two specific traditions, this world axis takes the form of a literal tree. norse myths identified it as an ash tree named "yggdrasil," and there is a detailed story about yddgrasil in those stories. in the bible there is a tree of life in the garden of paradise (eden) that is not described in very much detail, except the story is that it is forbidden territory for human beings in the "fallen" state. there is an ancient jewish system of mysticism called "cabala" (many variations exist on the spelling) many people think pre-dates the old testament. in that system the tree of life takes on a great deal more detail, with many colors and symbols, and it describes in detail the different pathways cosmic energy takes as it pours out from pure divine consciousness and trickles down to the earth level. it is an extremely complicated system, and it's a bit detailed for some people's taste.

that is the history of the tree of life in a nutshell. all those traditions have one thing in common, which is that the tree basically represents the flow of energy or light between heaven and earth. i personally find it a beautiful and meaningful symbol - but then i like mythology.

on the other hand, i don't know that such a symbol necessarily has to "mean" anything - it might be something for you to enjoy looking at and savoring its innate beauty. i do that same thing with live trees. (yes, i admit it, i am a literal tree-hugger). personally, i just think it's neat that you felt so drawn to that symbol that you had it drawn on you - and that's coming from somebody who is not especially keen on tatoos.

thanks for sharing, eric.

deerclan

[janewentwest]

well lisen to this one. i was reading davids new article on us air and 333 this morning. then went to my space. (i know dont laugh) anyways, i put my top friends on random. and guess whose on my top friends # 1 first (it randomly picks it every few hours) ---dw. then i lisen to eckhardt tolle cd the new earth all the way to work. get to work. go into my purse to see how much cash i have (cause i'm so broke lately) 33 dollars. had to laugh

its all just not an accident.

could you feel the power today? obama is in!!!!

[StarDestined]

good evening my brothers and sisters.

as i write this i am a bit nervous about comming into the public light about this, since i've only admitted this to close friends and family so far. so to get straight to the point, everywhere i go i keep seeing the number 333, and i don't understand it's meaning. i see it so often, that now i feel its come to the point that it cannot just be coincidental i keep seeing this number...there must be some meaning to it.

for the first year i saw it, i kept it a close secret as i thought it was just mere coincidental. the first few weeks of seeing it i kept waking up at 3:33am and just happend to look at the clock. its been almost 3 and a half years of it reoccuring, and i see it from the change i get back at stores, prices of items i buy, license plate numbers driving in front of me, song's, markets, gas stations, school, the road, everywhere. sometimes i see it everyday, sometimes i only see it once a week, but it is reocurring.

any help?

a little bit of info on me, i'm a young man of 20 years. ever since i can remember, i've always been obsessed with the stars, et's, and the universe. i've also felt some sort of higher calling ever since i was 3 or 4 years old. i seperated myself from the catholic church at the age of 15 to pursue my own spiritual beliefs.

just recently i've found myself led to the divinecosmos site, maybe about a few weeks ago. i've just been reading up on the law of one, edgar cayce, 2012 and spiritual ascension, and so forth. it's all so intriguing to me and i feel drawn to it. even more, i discovered the term "wanderer". i've felt a strange magnetism to this term, i've read into it...the characteristics of a wanderer...and more and more...i'm feeling i might be one of these...

i am in search for some insight or direction.

peace love and unity !

p.s: nice to meet you all!

[ayadew]

hello stardestined, the fact that you can make any sense of the law of one material is a strong pointer that you may be a wanderer. we are inherently drawn to this, both because we feel by intuition that it is right, and also because we can slightly remember our past lifes in these higher densitites. but the veil of forgetting is strong

i hope you will find much love and compassion here.
peace and love to you.

[Verm]

good evening my brothers and sisters.

as i write this i am a bit nervous about comming into the public light about this, since i've only admitted this to close friends and family so far. so to get straight to the point, everywhere i go i keep seeing the number 333, and i don't understand it's meaning. i see it so often, that now i feel its come to the point that it cannot just be coincidental i keep seeing this number...there must be some meaning to it.

for the first year i saw it, i kept it a close secret as i thought it was just mere coincidental. the first few weeks of seeing it i kept waking up at 3:33am and just happend to look at the clock. its been almost 3 and a half years of it reoccuring, and i see it from the change i get back at stores, prices of items i buy, license plate numbers driving in front of me, song's, markets, gas stations, school, the road, everywhere. sometimes i see it everyday, sometimes i only see it once a week, but it is reocurring.

any help?

a little bit of info on me, i'm a young man of 20 years. ever since i can remember, i've always been obsessed with the stars, et's, and the universe. i've also felt some sort of higher calling ever since i was 3 or 4 years old. i seperated myself from the catholic church at the age of 15 to pursue my own spiritual beliefs.

just recently i've found myself led to the divinecosmos site, maybe about a few weeks ago. i've just been reading up on the law of one, edgar cayce, 2012 and spiritual ascension, and so forth. it's all so intriguing to me and i feel drawn to it. even more, i discovered the term "wanderer". i've felt a strange magnetism to this term, i've read into it...the characteristics of a wanderer...and more and more...i'm feeling i might be one of these...

i am in search for some insight or direction.

peace love and unity !

p.s: nice to meet you all!

333 - this sign indicates that your spirit guides agree with your thoughts and feelings and could be interpreted as a cosmic 'yes!' to questions you have asked or ideas you may have.

[estopatitiana]

[quote=salzy;44007]hey guys i usually don't share things like this, but last night, actually this morning... i was sleeping and all of a sudden i felt like there was a presence in my room. i live by myself in an apartment. i was still sleeping when i felt this..somehow. and i remember seeing like a black figure, maybe lightish black, and i couldn't move at all. i was terrified, i felt like i was thrashing around but i wasn't moving. it might be the most scared i have ever been. i don't know what this means.. do any of you have insight on this?
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ive had similar things happen to me a couple of times, more like 3 or 4 times. ive learned its a projection of some unhealed part of me, or my "shadow self" so i imagine a ball of light around me, and say to it something loving, and politely ask it to leave, and i put up no resistance whatsoever.

ive wondered if you can genuinly see it for what it is then it doesnt become scary at all, in fact you will probably feel very sorry for it. im not sure exactly what works for you, give it some thought, are there things about you, you dont want anyone to know about? maybe thats it, i dont know. hope this offers some insight.

[leo scone]

of course, just because we attend to numbers and thus start seeing them around us doesn't automatically make the numbers themselves significant to anything. like, when you go to buy a car, you want something unique, a statement of self (at least many do), and when you find it you think "cool! it's so me!" and then in the next few days of driving you notice your car absolutely everywhere, like, how could you have not noticed that everyone seems to be driving one already?

the stock market dropped almost 333 points inauguration day. i also got a book in the mail - postage was $3.33. earlier i'd been talking about david's 333 synchronicities. so i'd opened to the perception of 333, and there it was. it is that way with anything. the mind in which you seek is the mind in which you perceive.

let's all take a break, then start hunting 246 for cheap thrills and see if it comes up. attend enough to that number and it will become unavoidable.

synchronicity teaches us to attend to our intuition. but overuse is just like throwing the i ching or doing the tarot too much. eventually it'll just tell you what you want to hear, or nothing at all, but it will cease to be an insightful tool until one steps back and quits trying so hard.

first and foremost, without trying to read too much into anything, all that these number synchronicities need say to or teach us is that everything is instantaneously interconnected. other meanings derived are purely subjective and of that subjective moment.

but, golly, isn't the magic of it fun?!

[theeemiester]

does anyone out there have any suggestions? i am a young person and i'm standing at the crossroads of adulthood (independence) and childhood (dependence). i just want to be able to support myself and be happy existing in this world without becoming part of the problem that has people stuck in the way that i am. there seems to be no one in the vicinity who i can relate to! i am frantic. sorry about the negative energy people... what do you think?

[starborne]

hello all,

i'm happy to finally be a part of this board. i am fairly new to much of the content here as well, however it's all quite familliar... something tells me you folks understand that all too well!

i won't post my life story on here, but i will share with you a more, condensed version of how i came to find this community. i guess it's safe to say that i've always been very much away from the mainstream of society for the entirety of my life (at least that was my understanding until recently). about 6 years ago, i really started studying the "other" side of spirituality that most people are unaware of, but not really taking anything to heart. it wasn't until i picked up a book from a local "holistic needs" store about qui gong that i really felt myself resonate with any of this material. learning about my chakras, and the energy associated with them was a huge deal to me. as new as the ideas were when reading about them, it was all quite familliar and intuitive. i remember when my cat, bubba (rip) had surgery on one of her hind legs to remove a fatty tumor. she was very unsettled, and disoriented, we needed to calm her down somehow. i started stroking her on the head and back while focusing my intention of love and comfort. it didn't take her long to settle in on my lap where i performed reiki on her, only i didn't know what reiki was at the time. it was pure intuition that was distilled from what little information i had from qui gong, and my undying love for my cat.

it wasn't until 2 years later that i learned what reiki was, and i began my quest to find out how to become better at it. through my job as a retail manager for a drug store, i met some interesting people in one particular store. two of the women there happened to be reiki masters, one of which was also a massage therapist (holly), the other also was attuned for tibetan reiki (roxann). one interesting point is the fact that both of them had the same first name: roseann. what was more interesting is that neither of them went by their given names! i learned a good deal from both of them, and love them both deeply for that. :d i became a master through roxann, and have been trying to learn as much as possible. i became acquainted with the studies of dr. emoto and his water-ice crystal research from roxann as well.

a few years later, i moved on to another store and became reaquainted with another past co-worker sean who i did share some of my interests with since leaving his old store. he then pointed me in the direction of richard hoagland et al., which then eventually lead me to divine cosmos. i've only recently found divine cosmos when hoagland's page had an add for the secrets conference which had info on david wilcock. i've been giving most of my free time to this site to read the convergence series, and only within the last month have i gone to the discussion board. i've been reading alot of posts here, mostly on the loo material, and the science and tech. i am so very happy to have finally found this board with so many like-minded individuals, i look forward to having some interesting converstations with you all.

namaste,
jon

p.s.: i've been quite curious as to how many people on this board have a similar birthdate to my own. it's 12-21-1983. and for those of you who may be curious, i was born at 11:17am. i don't feel that i'm special because of the date, but i did find it interesting considering what i've been curious about for so long, and then finding out what is due to happen around the time of my 29th birthday. it's hard not to feel anything when you learn of something like that, but again, i just though it was neat!