hello everyone, it has been quite a while since i last posted, and i'm thankful
for this opportunity. i had suffered from psychic attacks from the age of 7
until very recently. i didn't know what it was at the time. i just remember
having nitemares so badly that i would crawl into bed with my younger sisters.
as i grew older these attacks grew more physical. during sleep i would actually
feel a presence in the room with me. oftentimes this presence would manipulate
my body parts for example lifting an arm or leg. into my adult years the attacks
had progressed to them levitating my body as i laid in this strange sleep state.
it was always a struggle waking up as i seem to have some sort of sleep
paralysis. i never saw these attackers until recently. about a year ago the
attacks had gotten to the point that it was almost a nitely ritual. i would be
afraid to go to sleep.it was like being assaulted. i would feel as if i was
being choked, suffocated, molested etc. after one particularly bad nite of
being repeatedly poked in the chest that literally bought me to tears. i woke up
screaming "why don't you just show yourself or leave me alone!" i would try to
wait close to dawn before sleeping, because these attacks would come anywhere
between the hours of 12midnite and 4am. i was in anguish and suffering pretty
badly because of the sleep i was losing. one nite after mistakenly falling to
sleep before dawn from sheer exaustion, i woke up feeling strange. i was somehow
able to see through my mattress. there was this creature pinkish pale in color
with the head of a pig like animal. it was fully cloth and it was asleep. there
seemed to be a kind of watery chism that surrounded it and when i touched this
chism it immediately awoke and lounged out at me with both arms. talk about
nitemare. i woke up with a start and felt that i had finally come face to face
with my sleep demon. i know this may all sound crazy, but i was convinced that a
monster lived under my bed. it all made sense to me. i remembered how some of
the attacks would begin with a slight rumbling under my bed, or at the foot of
my bed. i could even sense this under my pillow. sometimes i could even feel my
blakets moving around on my bed. i know this may sound like something from the
excorcist but not as severe. i remembered david or someone else bringing up the
subject of psychic attacks in the past and i wanted to say something then, but i
was too embarassed at the time. anyway carla's site from the l/lresearch was
mentioned and so i looked it up. she had written about psychic attacks saying
that the entities could not remain against your will. armed with the
understanding of this universal law, i simply told my attacker(s) they were
trespassing against my will and were no longer welcome. i have not had one
single attack from that day to this. i now have peaceful sleep. maybe a little
too peaceful (lol). all this before i changed my diet too.