what changes are you experiencing in the run-up to 2012?

[Metamike]

one of the most generalized changes i can think of is the swing between the feeling of dread/doom and uplifting co-creating. when i do activities that are not uplifting, that lower my vibrations the negative feelings seem to take over. when i am focused on things that lift my vibrations the doom disappears and i soar with creativity and positive outlook for the future.

that really shapes my behavior.

[janewentwest]

in the past few weeks, i have had dreams where i feel like myself but i'll look in the mirror and i am someone else. always the same gender (ie: woman). the most memorable was a woman who was amazonian and had what best can be described as cross-cultural features. dark brown hair, eurasian eyes, somewhat wide nose, wide mouth, light brown skin. but in "real" life i am blonde with green eyes and more average in size (ie: 5'6").

if you read edgar cayce on reincarnation you will know that you are seeing a past life. after reading that i really believe we all have many lives. and after reading a lot of his books, i believe everything he had visioned.

[Spiral of Light]

one of the most generalized changes i can think of is the swing between the feeling of dread/doom and uplifting co-creating. when i do activities that are not uplifting, that lower my vibrations the negative feelings seem to take over. when i am focused on things that lift my vibrations the doom disappears and i soar with creativity and positive outlook for the future.
that really shapes my behavior.

this is exactly what i have been experiencing. i didn't want to mention it here because i thought that maybe it was just me feeling this way... low down and blue -- and anxious...not like my usual self. usually, i am full of energy and good will for all.

the sense of impending doom arrives with physical symptoms like a rapid heart beat. (and, no, i don't have a heart problem.) also have been experiencing elevated blood pressure and some sleepless nights. again, not at all like me....always have had abnormally low blood pressure and slept like a log.

have read that pineal affects blood pressure along with sleep mechanisms. so, the good news might be that as i have been working on activating my third eye/pineal gland i have also been causing some of these other symptoms. maybe i created too much of a good thing. guess i better work on balance, now.

i believe you are absolutely right, metamike, when you say that non-uplifting activities lower our vibrations allowing negativity to gain a foot-hold.

also, it may be possible that the solar power surges and universal energies that are ramping up could have a de-stabilizing effect on our over-all outlook and general well-being if we're not careful to keep our focus on that which is positive.

i'm going to start to limit the amount of time i allow myself to surf the alternative news sources. yes, i'm curious...but my overall sense of well-being is more important to me than my curiousity about speculation on what may or may not be coming our way.

just some random thoughts for whatever they're worth...

sharing the love and the light,
nancy

[geoform]

some stuff happening to me. some of it has been present for many years, but things are escalating at an incredible rate:

- being 'led' to material i need to see. eg: an inexplicable 'urge' to go to a bookstore in my lunch break. very confused but almost could not resist the instruction. didn't know what i was 'looking' for but i was in someone's way so i moved, knocked into a shelf and a book literally fell and hit me on the head! i didn't even look at it, just knew i was meant to buy it. it changed my life. i walked on air for days after this!

- 'knowing' things: i get loads of this. i always know when my daughter is phoning me at work, to the extent that i just say "hi" instead of the formal greeting my company expects. when i was going through some family legal stuff, i 'knew' when a letter was on my mat, often hours before i got home to find it there. i know well in advance when animals are going to cross in front of my car. i 'see' them before they appear. having said this, i do not seem to tune into the serious stuff at all. eg: i was oblivious to my daughter crashing her bike and being taken to hospital, or my nan having a fall in the night. what is the use of 'knowing' the small stuff?

- spontaneously overwhelmed by the beauty of things. often to the point of tears eg: a flower bud, a spider's web, clouds.

most recently - altered perception. last week my reality literally 'rolled' like a faulty tv! i saw it and felt it internally - like a massive shift through several scenarios that i couldn't quite grasp as they sped by. when it stopped, everything felt different, though i couldn't say what. things felt 'new' and strange, yet still familiar.
i increasingly feel that i am forever stationary and experience is 'flowing towards' me (this is a strange sensation to have when driving!). i often feel detached - like an observer rather than a participant. calm and unaffected. i feel 'larger' than my physical body. almost constantly now i am aware of high frequency vibrations through my body. lifelong migraines have gone away. i cannot tolerate processed foods. these make me very unwell.

hallucinations - visual, auditory and olfactory.

note: i went to a doctor about some of this a while ago - she is happily convinced all of these are known symptoms of severe mental illness. i refused medication. has anyone else been told they are sick?
(if i am, i am thoroughly enjoying it!)

[mwr1026]

...also, it may be possible that the solar power surges and universal energies that are ramping up could have a de-stabilizing effect on our over-all outlook and general well-being if we're not careful to keep our focus on that which is positive...

my next comment is a little off topic here, since it is about changes in the solar system rather than individual changes, but at the moment, and for some time now, the sun has been in a quiescent phase. it was supposed to start ramping up toward higher levels of activity several months ago on it's predicted trajectory toward very high levels of activity around 2012, but thus far nothing is happening. (their "trend charts" page is good for the big picture and the "cycle solar flux progression" and "cycle sunspot progression" charts really illustrate how the current trendline is going the "wrong" way for their expectations.)
this delay in the cycle appears to be within tolerances for what sun science expects, but if this goes like many other cycles in nature, i wonder if the delay could have a rubber-band effect, making the activity greater and coming on with more rapidity than usual when it finally breaks loose.
that probably would have a very significant effect on how we are all experiencing these shifts.

[FIIISH]

has anyone else been told they are sick?

yes. many metaphysical experiences and abilities are interpreted
by the medical establishment as mental illness.

i think in many cases, both assessments are partially correct.
that has been my personal experience.

[The_Last_Man_50008]

i have psychosis and some woman that my mother knows has been trying to convince me that i am not breaking down but breaking 'through' the illusion
although what i dont understand is why would conditions and illnesses get labelled as mental illnesses if they were something completely different such as a spiritual awakening

[mwr1026]

... (their "trend charts" page is good for the big picture and the "cycle solar flux progression" and "cycle sunspot progression" charts really illustrate how the current trendline is going the "wrong" way for their expectations.)...

oops. i thought i included a link to http://www.solarcycle24.com/ in my last post. that's where the trend charts i referred to are located. it doesn't make much sense without the link.

[Bill]

i had some concerns about changes occurring... in the last month, i have started gaining weight... i actually used to be pretty heavy, then in 2003 i figured out how to lose the weight, and kept it off (i lost over 75 pounds). i started a job in another city back in may, and yet the weight was still reasonable, given the stress of the no money, new job.

but, in the last month, when the stress has been lower, i have gained about 20 pounds, and no real change in my diet. i have also started waking up in the middle of the night (similar to the thread in the other forum...). i have this knowing of major changes coming, and yet, not really being overly concerned about it, more of wondering what might unfold from it.

[mwr1026]

i too have found my stress level is flat-lined. i have a storm of concerns swirling around me all the time, not the least of which is related to my stock portfolio, which has always been a stable part of my financial situation...until the past 2 months. but nothing keeps me awake at night, and while i think often about circumstances and how best to cope with them, i am neither obsessed nor distressed over anything. there are seemingly insurmountable obstacles to overcome, and i am cool with it. this is a huge change for me, which began back in the spring.