what changes are you experiencing in the run-up to 2012?

[mwr1026]

there are tons of references scattered throughout these fora about changes people are experiencing in the run-up to 2012. my intention in starting this thread is to make a space where people can report the whole range of specific personal changes we are individually experiencing.
i'm thinking primarily of individual body, health, and consciousness changes, but maybe there are others i hadn't thought of.

i can start by listing some changes i am experiencing, all since the beginning of this year.

• i've always had hay fever between mid-april and mid-june every year, and no hay fever any other time of year. for the first time this summer i started to have low grade sinus allergy problems beginning in mid-august, continuing to the present. it feels a little different than the usual spring hay fever, which was milder this spring than usual. (this is a phenomenon referred to in the link above.)
• i have developed a heightened sense of the present moment since about march. the physical world seems more intense than ever before.
• my stress level is practically flat-lined. politics, the economy, etc. has no power to stress me out. my stock portfolio is in turmoil and yet i am cool, and steady. i am tracking dw and project camelot and some other sites, but not the least stressed by the dangers and threats i read about in these places. i am developing a perspective that is independent of the illusory data coming in from the outside world. all of this is a huge change for me.
• dreams are becoming more vivid, more intense, and generally more obvious in their interpretations. there are periods when dream recall comes in a flood, other times when dreams are almost completely inaccessible. this is changing constantly.
• i am intensely aware of the spiritual dimension of everything around me, but not obsessed with it. it's a new way of seeing for me.
• i am feeling very impatient for progress in my spiritual development. i would describe it as a voracious hunger for more.
• while almost no one i know personally appears to be experiencing this intensity of changes, most people i talk to about such things are interested and open. and no one seems to be put off by any of the "tinfoil hat" stuff that i bring up.

my wife has noticed all these changes. she is less tuned into such things but interested, and becoming more so as she watches the changes in me.

[mwr1026]

oh yes, there's one thing i missed in the note above. my vision seems to be improving. my glasses/contacts seem to be too strong and i am seeing noticeably more clearly without them.

[KassandraLoves]

ditto on the following:

~insatiable spiritual knowledge hunger. im like dang cookie monster or somthing!!!! gimme cookieee!!! nom nom nom!!! 'cept those cookies are chocolate chip knowledge cookes, hahahah....

~ flat-lines stress level indeed! nothing stresses me out! i almost feel like a jerk for not getting all emotional when my friends/family are dealing with tough things....i keep wondering why i wouldn't get upset in that same situation...the only thing that gets me emotional is my spirituality! watching all this crazy stuff happen and feeling my reaction (or non-reaction) to it just compounds my sense of inner-balance.

~vivid dreams to the max! ive been keeping a log for the past 3 weeks and havent gone 1 single day without having a vivid dream. i am getting very specific messages in my dreams and its getting easier to read them. im always having dreams about "someone" showing me things! things like numbers and geometry and planets...ive never dreamt about this stuff before until the past month! especially getting messages coming from a voice other than my own telling me things about myself.

~being more shameless and open abou tmy "against the so called normal grain" views. i.e. tin foil hat stuff. people seem to be more open...either that or i just dont care to see their judgement anymore. its very refreshing to be open! i will tell anyone anything if they ask.

here are some of my own:

~ vitality! im feeling re-vitalized! i am sleeping less hours than normal but feeling like im getting double that! im actually sleeping well for once and and i dont have to drag my butt outta bed, i feel fresh and awake when i roll outta bed! lovin it!!! i havent had coffee for 3 weeks due to this!

~ sudden diet change. very sudden. eating less junk and more "earthly" foods like veggies and fruits! yum! i am also drinking (no exaggeration) at least 3 liters of water a day! i feel better than ever!

~being alone is ok! my husband just got sent to iraq for the 2nd time and the 1st time around i was miserable without him...but my being alone this time around has been a spiritual springboard and catalyst for me to see that its what i needed to begin with. i wish i would have gotten it the first time around. my studies, research, and spiritualy endeavors are keeping me "company."

[333mark333]

- over the last few years i have noticed that empathy is heightened, i really feel for those around me and i will shed a tear for all who are suffering. i am really starting to care about everybody else and their feelings ( even at my expense ).i have a dire need to help people with their emotional issues.
- the biggest change that i have noticed is that i feel like i am separating more from my body ( seems like i am viewing reality through anothers eyes ) its easier for me to detach from this illusion. things do not seem real to me anymore- maybe because they are not!. i feel like i am watching a movie all the time, i love it.
- i am a sponge for knowledge, all i want to do is learn more about consciousness
- i am paying more attention to universal messages. i am noticing subtle things that before i overlooked. i am trying to follow the road signs given and flow like water, i am playing the game.
- i am not as i were a month ago! growing more with each passing day.

love to all
mark b

[KassandraLoves]

- the biggest change that i have noticed is that i feel like i am separating more from my body ( seems like i am viewing reality through anothers eyes ) its easier for me to detach from this illusion. things do not seem real to me anymore- maybe because they are not!. i feel like i am watching a movie all the time, i love it.

- i am not as i were a month ago! growing more with each passing day.

2 really good ones i failed to mention in my own! i even cant get those dang "floaties" out of my eyes! i feel like forgot how to look through my own eyes! hahaha...or maybe because i know that theres more than just physical vision that im having a hard time reverting back to it when i need to...

[astraya]

in the past few weeks, i have had dreams where i feel like myself but i'll look in the mirror and i am someone else. always the same gender (ie: woman). the most memorable was a woman who was amazonian and had what best can be described as cross-cultural features. dark brown hair, eurasian eyes, somewhat wide nose, wide mouth, light brown skin. but in "real" life i am blonde with green eyes and more average in size (ie: 5'6").

[janewentwest]

yes. i feel the same somewhat about the stress free. i just don't stress. when i start to- i know it dosen't matter. because i know that when i think about just me i am going back to something primitive.

i look at the now as now. i am present. and the worrying about the past and future is slowly diminishing with 'it dosen't matter'. "everything matters" and it takes away the pain and stress when thinking of just me. if that makes sense?

most the time i am conscious but not stressed of a very peaceful anticipation. like ariving to pick up my daughter for a long awaited visit.


another great happening is yes my dreams are going back to lucid and spiritual journeys as when i was a child. i woke up in deep thought over this dream i had. it is starting to slip away but i remember a girl and it may have been me, was in trouble, and running from evil (i don't know if that the right word) or people wanting to harm her. she was able to run fast. most of the people wanted to harm her and some were military people. some were helping her. then during most of the dream it was me because my daughter whom is now 12 was with me at times.

eventually, someone helped me through a portal and i was in a place or atmosphere which was all white and full of light. we didn't need to speak but could talk to each other. we didnt have material bodies but were alive. they told me i was safe there and that they couldn't hurt me anymore or anyone in this place. i looked back fearful they would get through the portal. they told me (or gave thought to me) that they could not pass through the portal and that they could destroy all that back there, but would not because there are still some like me that would eventually be able to get through the portal willing to be saved. this place was not like this dimension in the sence i had no fear, stress, guilt, shame or any negativity. it was like it was washed through the portal. i remember i had consciousness of this.

there was also a strange situation (not to go through it all) that my daughter was about 3 again and i was holding her and she spun through sand. she emerged back up but could'nt get all the way out to get breath. so i pulled her out. after that someone pointed out to me there were engravings on the right of her forehead. i can't remember it but it was kind of like xxx and the letter l with a forward slash across it and an e. ok. maybe its from staring at the computer too long but, when my daughter was about three she would blurt out things in excitement like mom, remember when we were together before we were born. everything was together! all the humans, plants and animals. we were not separated. -so i don't know the significance of her in the dream. but there was-and i can't remember it now. but it was an intense dream and i thought of it all day.

i know the dream is kindof choppy but i forgot a lot of it by now. there was some important things that i just can't remember but that other side of the portal was amazingly real and almost seemed familiar. like i knew about it all along.

thanks for listening! love reading from you all.

[mwr1026]

another change that i have been experiencing is this incredible energy that i find difficult to describe.

it is not always perceptible, but quite often, at some point in the day i become aware of what might be best described as singing at the cellular level. sometimes it is more a sense that i am bigger inside than i am outside...that my physical body cannot really contain me. these are definite physical sensations accompanied by excitement and joy that seem to be independent of circumstances. sometimes it's not all that great a day from my external perspective, but that doesn't seem to matter.

there is a definite sense of an elevated level of vibration in this, which i suppose is where the singing sensation comes from. i am aware of this every few days or so, for maybe the past 6 months. i have no clear idea what triggers it, or when it will happen. when it is happening i feel like i could float away, or maybe turn into sparkles of light.

this a pretty big shift for me. never before...

[Alloura]

boy, i can really identify with the "insatiable hunger for spiritual knowledge"!!! i feel like a junkie, searching the net for more knowledge, more insights, more, more, i want more!! everyday at work i vow i will spend more time doing my job and less searching, but it never lets up!! wanting to stay home and re-read all the books that have helped in my awakening (so many books, so little time...)

a tie to mother earth that is so strong you could almost touch it. just going outside and stopping, listening, looking -feeling. trying to send her love and healing. wow - just realized as i was typing this - it's almost like getting ready to leave, like saying good-bye and lingering over the remaining time we have with her...

feeling like i'm sort of split in two - one part is interacting with my family and friends and the other is watching things happen with a sense of detachment. not bad or good detachment, just observing.

as if time has changed somehow. either i am going slower, or time is speeding up. (not quite sure about this one, could be the other way around???)

longing to meditate for long periods of time. have felt this push from my spirit guide for a long time now. just started and not quite sure about how to go about it.

wanting to be of help/service (almost a frantic need to do something), but trying to be in tune to the needs of others first...

thanks for the opportunity to hear what all of you are experiencing!:d

love & light

alloura

[KassandraLoves]

a tie to mother earth that is so strong you could almost touch it. just going outside and stopping, listening, looking -feeling. trying to send her love and healing. wow - just realized as i was typing this - it's almost like getting ready to leave, like saying good-bye and lingering over the remaining time we have with her...


alloura

oh man!!! i forgot to say this one!!!! i literally drive to work every morning and look around and honestly love the trees and the beaty that the earth gives without asking! im smiling so much while im driving and enjoying my environment that people look over n wonder what the heck im so smiley about! hahaha...it awesome! i feel love when i look at the earth for the first time like this ever. i even had a vision of some trees being blasted over and it effected me emotionally. ive been wanting so bad to just get out into a park or just walk outside, i even parked my car in a clearing after work when it was dark out and just stared up at the stars and listen to the wind and the trees!!!

good call alloura!