Feeling weird during meditation

[Olivia]

dear fellow seekers

hello all this is my firs time posting on here, and i am happy to have found you all.

i have a question for any one that would like to comment.

i have just started reading the law of one series a couple days ago. at about the same time i have been feeling very weird during my meditation sessions. and im actually feeling it right now as i am typing this.
basically i sit in my normal position after a while i start to feel very very heavy and then i feel this heaviness on top of my head, like im wearing a hat. it makes my sculpt tingle but not in a wonderful kind of way. i have had many experiences of feeling connected to source and usually it feels amazing. this sensation on top of my head has a very natural feeling attached to it until i start to question it then it freaks me out and i stop get up and rub my head to get rid of it…. its doesn’t go and i can still feel it now.

im a bit worried about what it is as i have recently started dreaming of et contacts that isn’t all that wonderful in nature.

on the other hand, i am also aware that we are all one and that in truth nothing can hurt me, i guess i just need to practice discernment here but need some help identifying what may be happening.

thank you in advance
love and light
olivia

[litllady]

hi olivia!

i am not sure what your surroundings are while you meditate, mabey you meditate during the day with the sun or in the evening with the moon...but i have had a great lift from my similar experiences and i think my negative vibes were coming from the moon. this is new to me and it might be a fluke, but i have a feeling that if im directly in the rays of the sun that i will have a more solid foundation of protection around me from these negative feelings that seem to go with my night time meditation. i am a lover of the moon, always always i felt drawn to it like i could climb the sky and get there. oddly enough, my higher self doesn't seem to like the moon for what ever reason. the more in touch i am with this inner voice, the more i feel i need to not give so much attention to the moon. like i said, these are things im experiencing, what one goes through might not be of need to another, so for all i know, you meditate in the direct sunlight daily

also, when i first began to really follow my inner voice, there was a shift inside me that lasted for a couple of months. i knew i was going in the right direction, but its like there was a heavy cleansing going on, something was trying to hold me back in a way. i went through horrible allergy and sinus symptoms and awful headaches that made me physically sick. i feel it was a process that was effecting my flesh body in this time of change for me.

always ask for protection from the ultimate creator, ask your higher self and /or soul group to lead you and protect you in love. love is the ultimate power, evil can not invade it without an open door. best wishes to you!!

peace to all,
lynette

[Magical_Mongoose]

i think this is pretty common actually, as generally more acquiring higher forms of knowledge and developing a practicing level of awareness generally attracts "bigger-and-badder" synchronicities/entities into your life in an attempt to throw your positive resonance off.
just remember that connection with source and who you actually are at all times so you can detect when something feels off. grounding i think is probably the least attractive, yet most valuable, form of meditation, and it's extremely important to assert your frequency (and to maintain it within a band you really resonate with) as much as possible. but it's impossible if you're floating around and/or seeking spiritual validation through et "benefactors".
but it'll all come around. i had this intuition for you to change where you meditate to begin forming a clean energetic slate in a more natural environment.
i feel that pressure a lot actually, especially in public areas. when i start to notice it more, someone is usually staring at me. when i'm feeling really cocky, i'll just completely relax my mind and smile at them. and sometimes, people smile back

[Olivia]

thanks for all the info so far,
magical mongose, now that you mention about meditating in natural environments i have a spot under a tree that feels very good when i go there. i consciously put my back against its trunk to ground me when i meditate there.
thanks for the nudge.

[newborn]

hi everyone,

oy, do i ever have questions right now........i don't know where to start, i guess i'd better start and see what happens.

okay, on meditation. i've been doing it for as long as i can remember even before i even knew what it was. my parents always complained about my "daydreaming". i have to add that i had a severe accident at age 5 when i was hospitalized for two weeks and the first 2 days the docs kept me in a sort of artificial coma to speed up the healing-process. i still remember where i was at that time. when they brought me back to the living so to speak, i realized that i took that "vibe" with me. (later i found out the vibe was actually given to me).
now, reading all the "warnings" here-along with the do's and don'ts, i cannot relate to anyone of them. in other words it seems to not apply to me personally.
it gets even more extreme when i tell ya that i have been into black magic etcetera for over two decades and i never, ever received a warning or anything of the kind.
it's absolutely not that i'm boasting or anything but in those two decades i could literally toy with the "demons" and toss 'em hip and thigh if i really wanted. i never did cuz i alwas kinda felt it might disrupt some kind of balance in my personal place on the astral plane.
all this negative energy never cut me off from the higher vibe that was "installed" into me when i was 5 years old and in the hospital.
question: is there anybody on these boards that can help me understand what this means?

after my black magic and black metal period (at age 22/23) i went "neutral" for a while. i started to live a bit more healthy and started to read a lot about esp and the like. from 24 yo to 36 yo (approximatly) i've had two near death experiences due to 2 identical accidents that involve venomous insects.
and again my vibrations where put in a higher frequency.
i definetly have some kind of communication with "whatever" lies beyond. it communicates through me in "waves of emotions".(there is no better way to describe it). i understand these emotions (i.e. content) perfectly when they come to me in a meditative state. when i snap out of that state i need some time to translate them to my 3rd density self. that's not the problem, but the following is:
question: why is it so unpersonal. i mean, i've asked for answers during meditations and inner reflection sessions with my higher self. but untill this very moment i never got one.the vibration within me always stays exactly the same no matter what i do.
never ever did i have someone coming up to me saying:"hi jan i am (name) from (place) and your purpuse or the reason that we communicate with you is (reason)". does anyone know what i'm talking about?

so many people can tell names and places when meditating. they can even describe the person that is with them, etcetera.
it's not a lack of imagtination on my part, cuz even when i try to visualize who is communicating with me i fail.(though it doesn't feel like failing)
i fully "awoke" since january 2007 at age 38 and i'm turning 40 this september.

another thing that might interest the reader. while communicating with these dimension i never hear words, see people, et's or anything. only (on rare occasions) the sounds of a monestery in the far east like tibet.

i'm not worried about all of this it's what and who i am as a whole being but i'll appreciate anyones opinion/thoughts on this.

light and balance for all,
jan

[larissa]

thanks, jan, for your input. i started my spiritual path doing "magic" but i always said to myself that it was white as opposed to black. now all those distinctions don't matter, words and concepts change. what i used to call magic back then is now called the law of attraction.

getting caught up in the shoulds and how to's etc for me is just a form of distraction. for me there's no good or bad, it just is what it is.

a simple formula i came across is that whatever is the easiest and gives a sense of relief is the way to go. it's useless trying to follow someone else's path. it's all individual, and what's good for one may be not for another.

i can relate to your tibet item. whenever i am around anything tibetan i get very emotional. so i went and hung out with the refugees in nepal and really enjoyed myself. the bells, the chanting, the whole vibe. wonderful!

[newborn]

thanks for the feedback larissa.

i am on the path of light now for about a year and everything i've learnt "in the dark" is coming to pass right now.

i also always had the feeling that everything is coming from the same source. somehow i always knew that while i was dwelling there.
but just now i can see the true nature of things and i can (and do) give to other people without boasting or any other egoistic reasons.

it happened during a meditation that the switch was turned inside of me and a truck load of information, light and genuine love came right through me thru the top of my head.
finally i know myself, the true nature of me and all other peolple as well. yes, it has been a hard road to travel on but most certainly the right one for me personally.

and also thanks to all of you on these forums i feel more and more at ease with the new me.

love and light to all,
jan.

[Jadde44]

last sunday while in the meditation group, i lost consciousness and fainted. i was there doing my usual stuff. we begin with some prayers. i was saying the usual prayers when all of the sudden i started to feel extremely hot. i started to feel weak and energyless. everything started turning black except a gold ball of fire in front of me that looked like a sun. i thought of sitting but i continued saying the prayers. the next thing that happend was that i heard far away voices calling my name. "jady! are you ok. please respond, jady, jady!!!" then i saw a blur of people around me looking at me with extreme worry. then i thought what the hell just happened!!!! then someone came with water and orange juice. i wanted to speak but i couldnt, i wanted to move but i couldnt! i was just there inmobile, in complete peace, in complete comfort, stillness and rest...then they helped me up. sat me on a chair and told me to stay still while the meditation continued. suddenly i noticed my thoughts as separate from me. i noticed how annoying and insignificant they really are many times. i sat there through out the whole two hour meditation in complete peace. i don't know what happened. when it all ended people told me i never closed my eyes that i had a blank stare the whole time, which to me is creepy. some people told me i entered another dimension, others told me the energy was just too much for me, etc. i did not go this sunday, i decided to meditate on my own because i really don't know what could have happened to me and i sure do not want it to happen again....i went to the doctor but they do not know what could have caused this. someone spoke to me while i was in this state but i can not remember what was said. what could have happened to me???

[corie blunt]

dear fellow seekers

hello all this is my firs time posting on here, and i am happy to have found you all.

i have a question for any one that would like to comment.

i have just started reading the law of one series a couple days ago. at about the same time i have been feeling very weird during my meditation sessions. and im actually feeling it right now as i am typing this.
basically i sit in my normal position after a while i start to feel very very heavy and then i feel this heaviness on top of my head, like im wearing a hat. it makes my sculpt tingle but not in a wonderful kind of way. i have had many experiences of feeling connected to source and usually it feels amazing. this sensation on top of my head has a very natural feeling attached to it until i start to question it then it freaks me out and i stop get up and rub my head to get rid of it…. its doesn’t go and i can still feel it now.

im a bit worried about what it is as i have recently started dreaming of et contacts that isn’t all that wonderful in nature.

on the other hand, i am also aware that we are all one and that in truth nothing can hurt me, i guess i just need to practice discernment here but need some help identifying what may be happening.

thank you in advance
love and light
olivia

this actually sounds like the opening of your "crown chakras" to me. you may want to check into chakras and kundalini awakening.

[annecat]

[quote=jadde44;51223]last sunday while in the meditation group, i lost consciousness and fainted. i}

it is quite complex combination the body building and the meditation during the same day or week. no wonder that you fainted.

you physical activity has made you very strong, energetic, even "hot",
and when the kundaline, the life force, the spiritual energy, on the spine starts rising, opening your spiritual centers/chakras with that force, you are in "trouble",

from hell to spiritual bliss.

it is not easy for that powerful person to "take is easy", in moderation.

anne