amen to that ameliejolie, i absolutely, totally, completely agree. it's been on my mind a lot. what's the point of doing anything if you're not conscious of what's going on? it all seems like a cruel joke. i hear what these so called entities from the other dimension say, like, if only you knew what you're doing here, how loved and assisted you are.

yes, if only. i have to assume, or guess, or have faith in something i have no empirical knowledge of . they say it was planned that way, that we agreed and created it that way ourselves. oh well, just keep on keeping on, what else ya gonna do?