kimbakat
09-26-2007, 01:18 PM
I had unusual realization this past summer. I was, and am, very much aware that the magnetism and cycles from the sun and other things such as the moon do affect energy here on earth.
A woman's menstrual cycle is more in sync to one sun rotation of every 25+ days versus the moon's 29.5 days. In fact, the rotation of the sun varies as the latitude increases above the equator. Which I wonder what would the calculation of one sun rotation at 19.5 degrees??? I would bet it's closer to a 26-27 day match which would be closer to a womans cycle more accurately than the moon.
But actually, this is not why I write this posting. I had a two week slump back in the middle of the summer. I am not a procrastinator. In fact, when I come home from a vacation, I arrive, the clothes go in the washer and everything is unpacked within the hour. My work, I get it done and will work all night so I am at ease that it got done.
So why did I have two weeks that I procrastinated..had overwhelming feelings of "never gonna get it done" and that I may not get it done..I just didn't feel like doing it?. Being 37 and knowing myself so well with a strong work ethic, this was a weird time for me. I even explained to my boyfriend how strong felt like this. I even said "It's weird". I was just so aware of how strong it was and rare. I also had moments where things were not working out for me during this time. I was consistently getting "roadblocked". What was going on? I don't remember the exact moment..but it may have been a blurb on the news or radio..that "Mars was in retrograde" and it was about two weeks of it. Something just hit me..like a voice (and it felt like a relief at the same time)..that said "just wait..just wait". Like it was conveying the idea that this time was to be a time of rest.
I feel very strongly that this was the cause lull I had. I cannot prove it. I've had lulls before but not one that dragged so long..or maybe because I hadn't had so much to accomplish during a retrograde. I don't know.
So I wonder. Why this time? Did I just never make the connections before? I am going to be more aware to see if I get these overwhelming feelings of "can't get it done" happens in the future during retrogrades.
A woman's menstrual cycle is more in sync to one sun rotation of every 25+ days versus the moon's 29.5 days. In fact, the rotation of the sun varies as the latitude increases above the equator. Which I wonder what would the calculation of one sun rotation at 19.5 degrees??? I would bet it's closer to a 26-27 day match which would be closer to a womans cycle more accurately than the moon.
But actually, this is not why I write this posting. I had a two week slump back in the middle of the summer. I am not a procrastinator. In fact, when I come home from a vacation, I arrive, the clothes go in the washer and everything is unpacked within the hour. My work, I get it done and will work all night so I am at ease that it got done.
So why did I have two weeks that I procrastinated..had overwhelming feelings of "never gonna get it done" and that I may not get it done..I just didn't feel like doing it?. Being 37 and knowing myself so well with a strong work ethic, this was a weird time for me. I even explained to my boyfriend how strong felt like this. I even said "It's weird". I was just so aware of how strong it was and rare. I also had moments where things were not working out for me during this time. I was consistently getting "roadblocked". What was going on? I don't remember the exact moment..but it may have been a blurb on the news or radio..that "Mars was in retrograde" and it was about two weeks of it. Something just hit me..like a voice (and it felt like a relief at the same time)..that said "just wait..just wait". Like it was conveying the idea that this time was to be a time of rest.
I feel very strongly that this was the cause lull I had. I cannot prove it. I've had lulls before but not one that dragged so long..or maybe because I hadn't had so much to accomplish during a retrograde. I don't know.
So I wonder. Why this time? Did I just never make the connections before? I am going to be more aware to see if I get these overwhelming feelings of "can't get it done" happens in the future during retrogrades.