rpierre
06-27-2007, 08:08 PM
hello my fellow earthlings :)
yesterday was...well...a day of change. a stitch in time where my lived changed on a dime. for the better i am sure.
after the events occured i came home and felt a deep need to share so i sent an email to one of my other selves, who i thought could relate.
it was a good thing because i thought "jeez...shouldn't i be upset"...i really wasn't and today that carries on...i am so happy i found you all.
if you choose to read...enjoy. my only goal is share my experience because it was so syncronous. the third (3rd) paragraph below is most intriging. please provide feedback and i will reply if able.
below is the actual email i sent to the other.
be well brothers and sisters.
__________________________________________________ _____________
"subject: re: i was fired from my job today. the thing about it is...i am kinda ok with that."
"hello
i was fired from my job today. the thing about it is...i am kinda ok with that. i think that this was supposed to happen either because i subconscously created as part of my greater life plan, or that the universe is moving me to a higher vibration...whether i like it or not. i know i could have just left without the drama but i wanted to gauge the reality of syncronicty...i needed to see if we are all just mirrors. plus i needed the money, and for me, evidence is everthing i guess.
i dont know if you care much for the details but i have not agreed with the direction of managers for about a year now and was verbal about it. today i saw my boss yell and rant while i sat and agreed with her. basically i said nothing and asked only questions and held back smiles, as i realized the moment and felt energy and passion...it was beautiful. when she said the words, i remember a weight lifted off shoulder, and a distinct sense of relief. for me, the whole event seemed...normal; at that momnet i was focused on breathing, and the feeling in my body.
in any case, i am only able to come to these conclusions because of the dw books i have read. the scientific fact combined with spiritual explanation and theory...suits me well as a native american, living and working in town. the internet truly is a powerful tool. as i write this, i now remeber that i have been lying in bed the last three days, so that as i woke, memory could better recall the nights teachings...this morning the first word in my head was burst; very clear, very distinct ( i thought "what an odd word to first pop into my head lol). at the next instance the alarm clock went off; coincedence? maybe, but i prefer the explanation that it was my subconscious, or the gaurdians telling me to expect the reality i had been manifesting to materialize. there were three words but i now only recall that word, as the first.
the fact is, like many others at earth school today i feel troubled with many aspects involved in the dance of daily living, and have a strong urge to learn about spiritual self. i will seek other employment, yes, in a job that allows more time to balance the instreaming energies with mine own; one that will allow creative expression more than material gain.
so today i am ok; just a little fear and some excitement. i realize struggles ahead are likey and will prepare accordingly, so as to continue my dance. i just wanted to say directly that i deeply appreaciate your efforts for they have brought me peace of mind today and a faith that tommorow will be better.
miigwetch, thank you.
r.pierre-crow"
yesterday was...well...a day of change. a stitch in time where my lived changed on a dime. for the better i am sure.
after the events occured i came home and felt a deep need to share so i sent an email to one of my other selves, who i thought could relate.
it was a good thing because i thought "jeez...shouldn't i be upset"...i really wasn't and today that carries on...i am so happy i found you all.
if you choose to read...enjoy. my only goal is share my experience because it was so syncronous. the third (3rd) paragraph below is most intriging. please provide feedback and i will reply if able.
below is the actual email i sent to the other.
be well brothers and sisters.
__________________________________________________ _____________
"subject: re: i was fired from my job today. the thing about it is...i am kinda ok with that."
"hello
i was fired from my job today. the thing about it is...i am kinda ok with that. i think that this was supposed to happen either because i subconscously created as part of my greater life plan, or that the universe is moving me to a higher vibration...whether i like it or not. i know i could have just left without the drama but i wanted to gauge the reality of syncronicty...i needed to see if we are all just mirrors. plus i needed the money, and for me, evidence is everthing i guess.
i dont know if you care much for the details but i have not agreed with the direction of managers for about a year now and was verbal about it. today i saw my boss yell and rant while i sat and agreed with her. basically i said nothing and asked only questions and held back smiles, as i realized the moment and felt energy and passion...it was beautiful. when she said the words, i remember a weight lifted off shoulder, and a distinct sense of relief. for me, the whole event seemed...normal; at that momnet i was focused on breathing, and the feeling in my body.
in any case, i am only able to come to these conclusions because of the dw books i have read. the scientific fact combined with spiritual explanation and theory...suits me well as a native american, living and working in town. the internet truly is a powerful tool. as i write this, i now remeber that i have been lying in bed the last three days, so that as i woke, memory could better recall the nights teachings...this morning the first word in my head was burst; very clear, very distinct ( i thought "what an odd word to first pop into my head lol). at the next instance the alarm clock went off; coincedence? maybe, but i prefer the explanation that it was my subconscious, or the gaurdians telling me to expect the reality i had been manifesting to materialize. there were three words but i now only recall that word, as the first.
the fact is, like many others at earth school today i feel troubled with many aspects involved in the dance of daily living, and have a strong urge to learn about spiritual self. i will seek other employment, yes, in a job that allows more time to balance the instreaming energies with mine own; one that will allow creative expression more than material gain.
so today i am ok; just a little fear and some excitement. i realize struggles ahead are likey and will prepare accordingly, so as to continue my dance. i just wanted to say directly that i deeply appreaciate your efforts for they have brought me peace of mind today and a faith that tommorow will be better.
miigwetch, thank you.
r.pierre-crow"