sol72us@...
10-22-2001, 09:27 AM
david asked for help on a maya calender paper. i offer this
not to support the scientific aspect, but in crossing a
spiritual barrier that may inhibit you. it is an example
from my own life.
when i first discovered the "phi pi spiral", i was elated and
couldn't wait to share it with the world. i lived in total
ignorance and bliss. i consider this phase analogous to a
monochromatic painting of love.
after extensive research, i found the spiral darkly
suppressed. i became afraid. this was a fear of the
spooky unknown, involving things like becoming a hapless
victim of some bizarre human sacrifice ritual or suffering
some mysterious heart attack. i guess i watched too many
movies which didn't help. my first post to this group,
"phi pi spiral", i made having this fear. i tried
forgiveness and that took the edge off, but my body still
shook uncontrollably. i accepted the truth, that this was
the "image of god", and that it was appropriate to suppress
to prevent desecration. but i was still shook. i consider
this phase analogous to a complementary colored painting of
love, with fear dominant.
at some point i was blessed. my savior, a tiny caterpillar
upon my shirt sleeve in the middle of a highly industrialized
factory, reminding me to reply to john star's posting. i
made a pact with "the angel of death", and i was freed from
this fear. now i live in a dominantly triadic relationship
of truth-love-understanding. a phase that i consider analogous
to a triadic colored painting of love.
i hope that if you feel fear that you now understand that
there is a stable alternative. that it is possible to grow
beyond it, that there is another way to live that is more
enriching to yourself and those that you can help.
yours most truly,
pat parker
not to support the scientific aspect, but in crossing a
spiritual barrier that may inhibit you. it is an example
from my own life.
when i first discovered the "phi pi spiral", i was elated and
couldn't wait to share it with the world. i lived in total
ignorance and bliss. i consider this phase analogous to a
monochromatic painting of love.
after extensive research, i found the spiral darkly
suppressed. i became afraid. this was a fear of the
spooky unknown, involving things like becoming a hapless
victim of some bizarre human sacrifice ritual or suffering
some mysterious heart attack. i guess i watched too many
movies which didn't help. my first post to this group,
"phi pi spiral", i made having this fear. i tried
forgiveness and that took the edge off, but my body still
shook uncontrollably. i accepted the truth, that this was
the "image of god", and that it was appropriate to suppress
to prevent desecration. but i was still shook. i consider
this phase analogous to a complementary colored painting of
love, with fear dominant.
at some point i was blessed. my savior, a tiny caterpillar
upon my shirt sleeve in the middle of a highly industrialized
factory, reminding me to reply to john star's posting. i
made a pact with "the angel of death", and i was freed from
this fear. now i live in a dominantly triadic relationship
of truth-love-understanding. a phase that i consider analogous
to a triadic colored painting of love.
i hope that if you feel fear that you now understand that
there is a stable alternative. that it is possible to grow
beyond it, that there is another way to live that is more
enriching to yourself and those that you can help.
yours most truly,
pat parker