David Wilcock
08-04-2006, 11:04 AM
hey guys,
not all of this amazing reading made it online - there was indeed a "cryptic
level 2" phase at the beginning, as so often seems to happen with my style.
the personal portion at the beginning seemed to be a completely separate
tangent and was not an easy read, so i was guided to delete it. if you're
thinking this reading is legendary, then i'd agree with you - there is a
much stronger level of fidelity than ever before.
there has been a consistent dream theme going on where i am being asked not
to re-enter a relationship at this time, even if any number of options were
available. too much going on. so i'm going to drop the contents of this
reading while keeping that in mind. the first sentence tells me that i
probably shouldn't have asked - i should have figured a question like this
out for myself. nonetheless, though cryptic, direction is given:
i am ra. i would gladly have liked it to come from you when the decisions
are made.
[d: this is a bit of a chastisement - telling me that i really should be
making these decisions on my own and not resorting to asking for a reading.
oh well. that kind of confusing dream paved the way for the question to be
asked.]
this one is definitely a dead-ringer for those other situations in which you
seemed indecisive. you know you could go back and be like that again, but
the purpose here is to build you up into superman, so to speak, not to bring
you down to its basest elements.
[d: this is a very direct statement, showing that if i were to get into any
relationship right now, it could be a 'dead-ringer for those other
situations' that 'brought me down to my basest elements'. yikes. i think
i'll take superman instead.]
the phony card has been sprung many times before, and we look to teach you
how that influence in the personality reveals more than just your identity.
it reveals a past that we have diligently tried to shake loose from you in
this time period.
[d: this is clearly a major area - along the lines of the "be impeccable
with your word" agreement - and i really should spend time meditating on how
i am a 'phony' if i want to penetrate through to a deeper level of
self-healing and forgiveness.
they say i have done this "many times before". i guess there are ways in
which i am phony with people. i often choke down what i am really feeling
with people, in the interest of not hurting their feelings. so my higher
self has "diligently tried to shake loose" my propensity to be "phony" in
"this time period."]
heaps and heaps of correspondences have shown you that this is a time of
healing, and of trust. you can make good on the promises to yourself by
never failing to undermine your own best wishes.
[d: providing that this last sentence is not distorted, it seems clear that
if my "best wishes" on the egoic level were for companionship, i have to
"undermine" them right now in the interest of my own greater growth and
development. "this is a time of healing, and of trust," not of repeating old
patterns.]
we think the magic carpet idea is a very good one. why be so discontent with
your ordinary life as it is now when you have such large concretions of
energy to muse abound with?
[d: when i heard the "magic carpet" line, i also saw the carpet in my mind
and felt the wonder of my being able to fly on it. the clear message here is
to not shun the celibacy period, but be "content with my ordinary life" when
there is so much energy to "muse abound with". a lot of great stuff can
happen in a very short time.]
be ye not afraid of the initiations which are to come, as they follow along
with the precepts of refining and defining your true identity. nor should
you look at the carrots dangled in front of you derisively.
[d: so, i shouldn't get frustrated with any women in my life now, or any
other "initiations which are to come"... just realize how they are all part
of a greater process that i'm going through now in "refining and defining my
true identity".]
d: i do remember that you featured carrots in the dream now that you said
that.
try not to track the reading, david. let go of the analysis.
[d: i really wasn't tracking it, but that carrot line triggered me into
understanding and memory of the dream. i wanted to mention that it had been
a dream. after this line i went back out and stayed out.]
i would have wanted it bigger than that for you. i would have wanted the
dream vistas of awareness to take a momentary pause in their reflections,
and give you the time and the attention that you deserve.
[d: so there is something going on that is much "bigger" than just getting
into another relationship. when i'm involved with someone there are constant
"reflections," so by staying celibate i can impose "a momentary pause" in
these reflections, and "give myself the time and attention that i deserve."]
in a different way, we are all brothers and sisters. the emotional body
comes undressed through its exposure to another self. it is only then that
the appropriate prayers for self-healing can be mitigated in that situation.
[d: there was a trick meaning here, as when i looked it up, i found that
'mitigated' means the self-healing work would be "alleviated, toned down and
dulled". so, i end up "undressing" my emotional body by exposing it to
another self, particularly in a sexual relationship. this reduces
(mitigates) my "prayers for self-healing" by pouring too much of my focus
into someone else.]
you have every confidence in the knowingness and forthright attitude of the
self. the basic instinct of self-preservation has carried you well through
three incarnations now, most strongly, and others as well, to a lesser
degree.
they are somewhat equal in the sense that you have refined the catalyst to a
truly noble level. and it behooves you to see this, not just as a sanguine
memory and a portrait of pacifist destruction, but also as a ticket to your
salvation.
[d: so even though my 'pacifist' tendencies have often led to my
'destruction,' creating 'sanguine (bloody) memories', these tendencies are
also "a ticket to my salvation." there is still enough of an "instinct of
self-preservation" that i am never completely destroyed.]
the winnowing pathways of light weave through the dark forest thickets of
indecision. they cast a renewed reflection upon the agape, and the
knowingness of the intestinal fortitude that rises up from within as a
result of the toughening from these experiences.
[d: so these experiences have made me much tougher and stronger, throughout
the last three incarnations. i now have a better appreciation of agape, or
universal, non-sexual brotherly love.]
so that shouldn't surprise you either. this is a journey of awakening, of
rediscovering the parts of the self that were never truly lost, only
misplaced.
you have often asked how it is that your strength could be so defeated and
diminished. while a flower may go through many cycles of abuse and even
histrionics, it can nonetheless blossom into something far more than was
anticipated.
[d: this is very present. after how much toxicity i've run through in the
past - including outrageous histrionic fits of tears and "breakdowns" - i
have wondered whether or not it would have killed me if i were older. again,
it seems clear that whatever i may have felt that i lost, i will more than
build it back in successive cycles.]
these herbal botanicals by their very nature require immediacy in your
dealings. they cannot be so easily shoved aside, discarded and forgotten.
you recognize the pathways to the greater self within, as you have known
them well. they do not fail to impress, and they do not fail to revivify the
path for you.
[d: based on the personal negative connotation of "herbal botanicals," the
clear message is that when someone gets abusive towards me, it "requires
immediacy" and "cannot be so easily shoved aside, discarded and forgotten."
that is wise advice indeed.]
you see as well as anyone the potential of what exists in your life. you
know that the course may change, but the rivers will always reach the sea.
[d: this is a fascinating multi-level meaning. these lyrics are from the
zeppelin song "ten years gone," and indeed i am right near the ten-year
anniversary of when this contact started. since this line discusses "the
potential of what exists in my life," it is once again making the comparison
between robert plant and me, as other recent dreams i've had.]
there are many battles to be fought, many wars to be won, many crises to be
averted and worked through. your exposure in the film trade will be one of
increasing joy and abundance, not to mention happiness. i wouldn't have had
it any other way.
this is the time where things really begin turning around for you, david.
and it doesn't take a rocket scientist to see how those prophetic avenues
will be fulfilled.
the trio that we represent sings forth the voice of the creator with a
renewed harmonic resonance. it brings together the most humble and the most
noble into oneness.
i would have the physical therapy you undergo be the result of diligent
self-work and reflection. you have to do enough of the work on yourself to
even begin to see the real issues that require your appreciative focus.
save that for another time. it is not necessary to do all the healing in one
lump sum.
there are varying grades of distortion that can be rested at for
intermediate periods of time.
the smooth but colossal memories that come into your mind are the edifice of
past objectives yet unfulfilled. and those times where the mighty and the
minimal became one were great periods on the earth indeed. they shall be,
once more.
- reading continues -
d: so there you have it. now everything's out there. you can probably see
why i made the editorial decision that i did. i was really distanced from
this reading except for that one 'carrot line' early along. since there was
so much personal material requiring explanation, i didn't want to taint the
rest of the reading - which felt like a separate thought - with this. the
real trick was figuring out where to make the splice.
glad you guys like this. i feel like i've truly hit a new level as a result
of all this healing work i've been doing...
peace be with you -
- david
not all of this amazing reading made it online - there was indeed a "cryptic
level 2" phase at the beginning, as so often seems to happen with my style.
the personal portion at the beginning seemed to be a completely separate
tangent and was not an easy read, so i was guided to delete it. if you're
thinking this reading is legendary, then i'd agree with you - there is a
much stronger level of fidelity than ever before.
there has been a consistent dream theme going on where i am being asked not
to re-enter a relationship at this time, even if any number of options were
available. too much going on. so i'm going to drop the contents of this
reading while keeping that in mind. the first sentence tells me that i
probably shouldn't have asked - i should have figured a question like this
out for myself. nonetheless, though cryptic, direction is given:
i am ra. i would gladly have liked it to come from you when the decisions
are made.
[d: this is a bit of a chastisement - telling me that i really should be
making these decisions on my own and not resorting to asking for a reading.
oh well. that kind of confusing dream paved the way for the question to be
asked.]
this one is definitely a dead-ringer for those other situations in which you
seemed indecisive. you know you could go back and be like that again, but
the purpose here is to build you up into superman, so to speak, not to bring
you down to its basest elements.
[d: this is a very direct statement, showing that if i were to get into any
relationship right now, it could be a 'dead-ringer for those other
situations' that 'brought me down to my basest elements'. yikes. i think
i'll take superman instead.]
the phony card has been sprung many times before, and we look to teach you
how that influence in the personality reveals more than just your identity.
it reveals a past that we have diligently tried to shake loose from you in
this time period.
[d: this is clearly a major area - along the lines of the "be impeccable
with your word" agreement - and i really should spend time meditating on how
i am a 'phony' if i want to penetrate through to a deeper level of
self-healing and forgiveness.
they say i have done this "many times before". i guess there are ways in
which i am phony with people. i often choke down what i am really feeling
with people, in the interest of not hurting their feelings. so my higher
self has "diligently tried to shake loose" my propensity to be "phony" in
"this time period."]
heaps and heaps of correspondences have shown you that this is a time of
healing, and of trust. you can make good on the promises to yourself by
never failing to undermine your own best wishes.
[d: providing that this last sentence is not distorted, it seems clear that
if my "best wishes" on the egoic level were for companionship, i have to
"undermine" them right now in the interest of my own greater growth and
development. "this is a time of healing, and of trust," not of repeating old
patterns.]
we think the magic carpet idea is a very good one. why be so discontent with
your ordinary life as it is now when you have such large concretions of
energy to muse abound with?
[d: when i heard the "magic carpet" line, i also saw the carpet in my mind
and felt the wonder of my being able to fly on it. the clear message here is
to not shun the celibacy period, but be "content with my ordinary life" when
there is so much energy to "muse abound with". a lot of great stuff can
happen in a very short time.]
be ye not afraid of the initiations which are to come, as they follow along
with the precepts of refining and defining your true identity. nor should
you look at the carrots dangled in front of you derisively.
[d: so, i shouldn't get frustrated with any women in my life now, or any
other "initiations which are to come"... just realize how they are all part
of a greater process that i'm going through now in "refining and defining my
true identity".]
d: i do remember that you featured carrots in the dream now that you said
that.
try not to track the reading, david. let go of the analysis.
[d: i really wasn't tracking it, but that carrot line triggered me into
understanding and memory of the dream. i wanted to mention that it had been
a dream. after this line i went back out and stayed out.]
i would have wanted it bigger than that for you. i would have wanted the
dream vistas of awareness to take a momentary pause in their reflections,
and give you the time and the attention that you deserve.
[d: so there is something going on that is much "bigger" than just getting
into another relationship. when i'm involved with someone there are constant
"reflections," so by staying celibate i can impose "a momentary pause" in
these reflections, and "give myself the time and attention that i deserve."]
in a different way, we are all brothers and sisters. the emotional body
comes undressed through its exposure to another self. it is only then that
the appropriate prayers for self-healing can be mitigated in that situation.
[d: there was a trick meaning here, as when i looked it up, i found that
'mitigated' means the self-healing work would be "alleviated, toned down and
dulled". so, i end up "undressing" my emotional body by exposing it to
another self, particularly in a sexual relationship. this reduces
(mitigates) my "prayers for self-healing" by pouring too much of my focus
into someone else.]
you have every confidence in the knowingness and forthright attitude of the
self. the basic instinct of self-preservation has carried you well through
three incarnations now, most strongly, and others as well, to a lesser
degree.
they are somewhat equal in the sense that you have refined the catalyst to a
truly noble level. and it behooves you to see this, not just as a sanguine
memory and a portrait of pacifist destruction, but also as a ticket to your
salvation.
[d: so even though my 'pacifist' tendencies have often led to my
'destruction,' creating 'sanguine (bloody) memories', these tendencies are
also "a ticket to my salvation." there is still enough of an "instinct of
self-preservation" that i am never completely destroyed.]
the winnowing pathways of light weave through the dark forest thickets of
indecision. they cast a renewed reflection upon the agape, and the
knowingness of the intestinal fortitude that rises up from within as a
result of the toughening from these experiences.
[d: so these experiences have made me much tougher and stronger, throughout
the last three incarnations. i now have a better appreciation of agape, or
universal, non-sexual brotherly love.]
so that shouldn't surprise you either. this is a journey of awakening, of
rediscovering the parts of the self that were never truly lost, only
misplaced.
you have often asked how it is that your strength could be so defeated and
diminished. while a flower may go through many cycles of abuse and even
histrionics, it can nonetheless blossom into something far more than was
anticipated.
[d: this is very present. after how much toxicity i've run through in the
past - including outrageous histrionic fits of tears and "breakdowns" - i
have wondered whether or not it would have killed me if i were older. again,
it seems clear that whatever i may have felt that i lost, i will more than
build it back in successive cycles.]
these herbal botanicals by their very nature require immediacy in your
dealings. they cannot be so easily shoved aside, discarded and forgotten.
you recognize the pathways to the greater self within, as you have known
them well. they do not fail to impress, and they do not fail to revivify the
path for you.
[d: based on the personal negative connotation of "herbal botanicals," the
clear message is that when someone gets abusive towards me, it "requires
immediacy" and "cannot be so easily shoved aside, discarded and forgotten."
that is wise advice indeed.]
you see as well as anyone the potential of what exists in your life. you
know that the course may change, but the rivers will always reach the sea.
[d: this is a fascinating multi-level meaning. these lyrics are from the
zeppelin song "ten years gone," and indeed i am right near the ten-year
anniversary of when this contact started. since this line discusses "the
potential of what exists in my life," it is once again making the comparison
between robert plant and me, as other recent dreams i've had.]
there are many battles to be fought, many wars to be won, many crises to be
averted and worked through. your exposure in the film trade will be one of
increasing joy and abundance, not to mention happiness. i wouldn't have had
it any other way.
this is the time where things really begin turning around for you, david.
and it doesn't take a rocket scientist to see how those prophetic avenues
will be fulfilled.
the trio that we represent sings forth the voice of the creator with a
renewed harmonic resonance. it brings together the most humble and the most
noble into oneness.
i would have the physical therapy you undergo be the result of diligent
self-work and reflection. you have to do enough of the work on yourself to
even begin to see the real issues that require your appreciative focus.
save that for another time. it is not necessary to do all the healing in one
lump sum.
there are varying grades of distortion that can be rested at for
intermediate periods of time.
the smooth but colossal memories that come into your mind are the edifice of
past objectives yet unfulfilled. and those times where the mighty and the
minimal became one were great periods on the earth indeed. they shall be,
once more.
- reading continues -
d: so there you have it. now everything's out there. you can probably see
why i made the editorial decision that i did. i was really distanced from
this reading except for that one 'carrot line' early along. since there was
so much personal material requiring explanation, i didn't want to taint the
rest of the reading - which felt like a separate thought - with this. the
real trick was figuring out where to make the splice.
glad you guys like this. i feel like i've truly hit a new level as a result
of all this healing work i've been doing...
peace be with you -
- david