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Tiffani Boswell

02-12-2002, 12:35 PM

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>i was wondering if anyone could shed some light on the fact that i keep cutting my hands...besides the fact that it could be "clumsy", it seems almost daily i look downbecause my hand or finger is stinging...and i am bleeding...this has been going on this way about two or three weeks now...and before that it hapenned like once or twice a month for the past year at least....sometimes i cut myself and know...for example, i reached into the sink doing dishes and my husband had opened a dog food can and instead of throwing the top away he put in with the dishes...and not expecting it to be there i sliced my finger open...then in other cases this morning i feel stinging and look down and the skin is peeled back and the top of my hand is bleeding and i cannot remember what hapenned...this happens often... and i have been trying to correlate it with what "i" might be trying to tell myself...as in ra saying that we will orchestrate situations for ourselves to get our attention...but i can't figure it out....
>
>thanks tiffani

David Wilcock

02-12-2002, 02:06 PM

from: tiffani boswell

>i was wondering if anyone could shed some light on the fact that i keep
cutting my hands...besides the fact that it could be "clumsy", it seems
almost daily i look downbecause my hand or finger is stinging...and i am
bleeding...

>for example, i reached into the sink doing dishes and my husband had opened
a dog food can and instead of throwing the top away he put in with the
dishes...and not expecting it to be there i sliced my finger open...

>this happens often... and i have been trying to correlate it with what "i"
might be trying to tell myself...as in ra saying that we will orchestrate
situations for ourselves to get our attention...but i can't figure it
out....

dw: normally i don't and won't read on people in this list but you've been
asking several questions that have remained unanswered lately and are a
frequent contributor. i will have to tread very lightly so as not to
abrogate your free will or expose private issues. a reminder to the others,
as tiffani followed here, is that questions are not to be directed to me
personally as this is a discussion forum and when i participate too
frequently, others refrain from participation. there are very adept souls on
this list to meet the challenge when such requests are cast forth.

there is a metaphor being told in your story with the dishwasher. the desire
to have effective communication in our personal lives must meet or exceed
our desires for initiation in our search for resonant reading materials. we
must rigorously strive to refrain from fantasy and be keenly aware of our
own reality every moment. we do not seek a life that is free of suffering:
we seek a life that is free of reaction to suffering.

dog food is that which feeds a dog. the dog represents the lower self, and
in this case not yours. the dishwasher is a metaphor that represents the
proper cleansings of the offerings of love / light from the higher forces -
i.e. the metaphor of the bread of life, here offered through our associates
in the physical sphere. when our offerings of catalyst are not properly
digested, assimilated and cleansed, which in this case are clearly related
to the offering of one's true feelings through immediacy of communication in
a grounded, loving manner without confrontational or self-deprecating
overtones, then a toxic buildup ensues. catalyst not used by the spirit
spills over to the mind. catalyst not used by the mind spills over to the
body. the divine forces will gladly damage the physical body to make a
point, as evinced by my own recent hand injury.

the subconscious of the entity here involved was guided to take such an
action deliberately. you are being offered the metaphorical equivalent of
"dog food" and have not communicated adequately in kind. thus, the sharp dog
food lid (actually representative of a list of complaints and from whence
they originate, vibrationally,) is placed within your dishwasher indicating
the unprocessed cleansing of these issues that is still in need of
rectification. then, to underline the point, you cut your finger on it,
further exemplifying how you are allowing yourself to be literally wounded
by the over-excesses towards behavior typical of the lower centers in their
negative aspects.

should communication occur in the manner that is urgently necessary, you
will either take steps towards healing and rectification or move on. either
eventuality that develops is rooted in that which is for your highest and
best good.

remember: we must strive to avoid:

- the desire to possess others.
- the desire to be possessed by others.
- the fear of possessing others.
- the fear of being possessed by others.

control is the antipole of love - and thus exemplifies our very recent
dilemmas with interlopers on this list who would choose to use it as a
platform to make unsolicited private contacts.

many of those on this list are retaining a quiet, unspoken hell in their
personal lives as they struggle to integrate their beliefs in the face of
excessive interpersonal catalyst. each situation is different, and it
requires a fearless inventory of the other-self's polarity and whether those
negative traits that are being consistently mirrored are still relevant
enough to one's own hidden issues that the situation is worthy of continued
participation.

furthermore there is always something to be said for the growth that can
occur in an atmosphere of oppression, and many may elect to stay in such
situations simply because of the effectiveness of catalyst that is offered
in the short time that still remains in 3d.

"the spiritual state of most of your peoples is akin to that of the
child." - ra

remember: "love everyone" is fine for 4d, but the folly of the martyr must
be balanced in higher densities. to have a response rooted in compassionate
wisdom is to realize the innate benefit of distorting oneself in the
direction of preserving one's vital energies in service to the greater good.

peace be with you -

- david

Rev. Todd J. Jumper

02-13-2002, 04:47 AM

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>i would like to know what you find out as well, as this week my one year old has hurt himself three times on the left side of his body. he woke up in the crib monday morning with a long bleeding scratch down his left arm, and he could not find what caused it. then he fell down and bonked his head and when crying he developed a red spot (busted capilary) on the white of his left eye and then last night before bed he pinched his finger and cut it open. he's a very busy little boy, but just trying to figure out the little things, and why he was hurt three times in a row.
>
>enoch
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>i was wondering if anyone could shed some light on the fact that i keep cutting my hands...besides the fact that it could be "clumsy", it seems almost daily i look downbecause my hand or finger is stinging...and i am bleeding...this has been going on this way about two or three weeks now...and before that it hapenned like once or twice a month for the past year at least....sometimes i cut myself and know...for example, i reached into the sink doing dishes and my husband had opened a dog food can and instead of throwing the top away he put in with the dishes...and not expecting it to be there i sliced my finger open...then in other cases this morning i feel stinging and look down and the skin is peeled back and the top of my hand is bleeding and i cannot remember what hapenned...this happens often... and i have been trying to correlate it with what "i" might be trying to tell myself...as in ra saying that we will orchestrate situations for ourselves to get our attention...but i can't figure it out....
>
>thanks tiffani
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eternityarchangel

02-13-2002, 05:56 AM

peace and love to the group-

tiffani, you are not alone in your hand injuries. this very morning,
before i came to work and checked the groups most recent postings, i
too questioned the little cuts and scabs developing on my hands. was
it my own premonition of todays letter, or a message from my higher
or inner self? is it a metaphor for my imperfections that i
continually strive to improve, but fail? or am i just clumsy and
hurting myself only to discover the cuts later? i think i need to re-
read dw's response...

and now for something completely different:
i have been making efforts to keep a dream journal but keep running
into the same problem. unless i remind myself to remember my dream,
i.e. repeating the phrase in my head while in bed "i want to remember
my dreams," a great many mornings i wake up with a blank head.
especially since college when my stress levels significantly
increased, i noticed the fall off of my subconscious adventures. i've
never had reoccuring dreams, and nightmares are a complete rarity.
the only highlights of my nights are the tossing and turning. i don't
suppose i'm looking for any answers per se, as i've only been at it a
few weeks. maybe i'm a daytime dreamer, streching my imaginative
jucies to limits that only want to rest while my body does too?!

thanks for a friendly ear, or eye :)
colin

--- in asc2k@y..., "rev. todd j. jumper" <enoch144@g...> wrote:
> i would like to know what you find out as well, as this week my one
year old has hurt himself three times on the left side of his body.
he woke up in the crib monday morning with a long bleeding scratch
down his left arm, and he could not find what caused it. then he
fell down and bonked his head and when crying he developed a red spot
(busted capilary) on the white of his left eye and then last night
before bed he pinched his finger and cut it open. he's a very busy
little boy, but just trying to figure out the little things, and why
he was hurt three times in a row.
>
> enoch
> ----- original message -----
> from: tiffani boswell
> to: asc2k@y...
> sent: tuesday, february 12, 2002 3:35 pm
> subject: [asc2k] psyche/hands
>
>
> i was wondering if anyone could shed some light on the fact that
i keep cutting my hands...besides the fact that it could be "clumsy",
it seems almost daily i look downbecause my hand or finger is
stinging...and i am bleeding...this has been going on this way about
two or three weeks now...and before that it hapenned like once or
twice a month for the past year at least....sometimes i cut myself
and know...for example, i reached into the sink doing dishes and my
husband had opened a dog food can and instead of throwing the top
away he put in with the dishes...and not expecting it to be there i
sliced my finger open...then in other cases this morning i feel
stinging and look down and the skin is peeled back and the top of my
hand is bleeding and i cannot remember what hapenned...this happens
often... and i have been trying to correlate it with what "i" might
be trying to tell myself...as in ra saying that we will orchestrate
situations for ourselves to get our attention...but i can't figure it
out....
>
> thanks tiffani
>
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rodj

02-13-2002, 12:26 PM

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>[rodj]hi tiffani, >my immediate urge was to share with you on this question of self injury. forgive my delay. so, the time has come. 
>
>you wrote:
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from: tiffani boswell [mailto:tiffani@2000wave.com]

>
i was wondering if anyone could shed some light on the fact that i keep cutting my hands...besides the fact that it could be "clumsy", it seems almost daily i look downbecause my hand or finger is stinging...and i am bleeding...

>i have long held the opinion that self injury is a drastic signal fromour soul entity. most soul direction is impinged on our consciousness from subtle emotive levels. they are in contrast to and, for the most part, correctivefor the comfort, pleasure impulses that lead us to most of our temporal needs, joys and/or woes. the vedas refer to these soul impulses asthe "way of dharma" wherein the temporal elements are mya which facilitateskarma.
>
>when the "false personality", (how we blend our consciousness of self with the consciousness of soul) becomes dominated by , our ego conditioning, our opinions on reality, our rationalizations that preserve our comfort, happiness and homeostasis etc, the subtle soul direction messages become frustrated. to counter this condition soul direction become physically drastic. self injury is the drastic mode and how we injure our selves is symbolic of the path correction that is needed. with that idea established, let's look at the message of hands.
>
>hands are the giving motif and also the instruments of taking and acquiring. but, much more than that hands are the symbol of reaching and experiencing. from our infant times we follow our hands through the tactile realm of realization and accomplishment. indeed our hands are the symbol of the freedom of discovery.that all boils down tofreedom. when we are not free to act or explore we seeour hands as tied or bound. 
>
>when soul purpose is is lost through our enslavement to comfort and content living our soul essence and purpose is no longer free.a drastic message is sent to our exterior awareness. hence, as ra says "we will orchestrate situations for ourselves (from the soul level) that get our attention" (on the temporal awareness level), and we injure our hands. 
>
>you stated "i" might be trying to tell myself......but what are you trying to tell yourselfwithin your soul purpose?
>
>the circumstances around the injury are the key to understanding and facing the contradictions to your soul freedom. if they occur in your domestic activity then the contradiction lies therein. if they occur in your work, or play, and so on.... also, those who directly or indirectly effect your self injury are likewise part of the contradiction. souls facilitate soul work even if the "false personality" involved does not want to see that.
>
>happiness is the greatest good!
>the time to be happy is now! >the place to be happy is here!
>and
>the way to be happy is to
>help others be so.
>
>but,when push comes to shove, it is much better tobe free than to be happy.
>
>yes, i also learned this the hard way.
>
>here i leave you, with my deepest compasion, to your own realizationand conclusions as to how to best be happy.
>
>rod
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