sirbiotech
01-30-2002, 12:57 PM
i'll admit to this, i ended up writing a letter to my father
regarding a personal situation and somwehow ended up discussing a few
of the major measurable changes energywise in our solar system and
how its related to the idea of a second coming and dimensional shift,
and how i have seen a healing ability developing in myself...etc etc.
tried to keep it simple, but now i am already being a lil bit
shunned, so it seems. he had probably never heard any of this before!
maybe because i think i scrambled his brain cells. he's very old-
sleeping consciousness. he's a lawyer, highly invested in the system
and materialism, and fairly close minded to things other than what he
was brainwashed as to "reality" through the media, doctors,
government and such. i still love him very much, but sort of wish i
didnt say what i did. i think it was like a pressure cooker. it
becomes unbearable sometimes to see the lack of any discussion of
this in the mainstream. it is 2002 for goodness sake. i oughta not
pay attention and jus work on myself and moving into no-mind, but i'd
be lying if i didn't say it bothers me now. makes one feel as if we
are literally two worlds at once, and it feels like they will
continue to seperate more or something big will happen that will
bring us all onto the same page. i have no idea, but i do think about
the fact that ra said the harvests were pitifully small in the past,
and that the idea of all of us making it is not realistic. then i
think about all the great moments of humanity, the feeling i had at
2000 when the worlds celebrated in unity the new year, the spirit of
the olympic games, the faces i see on tv from around the world, my
family and dog!...i guess what i'm saying is i'm not okay with the
idea that most of the people on this planet will not make the cut. i
think it could be a fairly large harvest, and i know i'm going
against what is said by the higher dimensional entities, but they
don't live here on this planet now. yes it would require an immense
amount of compassion for those still sleeping, but y not? most people
are not in the dark (ie evil), just in different stages of sleepiness
or wakefulness.
i would like to think that even if a ufo flying overhead nyc and
beaming a message of peace and alerting us all to the current
situation across all the tvs, or meditators around the globe pushing
us into critical mass, or anything of a positive nature that would at
least alert people to the situation at hand. to let them all continue
in the sleep, is that ok? is the really global stuff gonna simmer for
years ..until 2010 or something? how long can they remain asleep
before it becomes a dangerto their chances of surviving the coming
shift into the higher density? i know for a fact, once u accept it is
happening, ones priorities change. the focus on spiritual matters and
getting one's house in order become top priority. maybe other people
aren't making those things top priority because of the depth of their
sleepiness from constant brainwashing from the system about what
reality is. is it really their fault? the religious institutions have
failed. they aren't even rising up the challenge now and spreading
the news. what has the pope said on 2012? lol..probably shouldn't
have used the pope as an example. lots of questions, and i suppose
each of us bringing as much light onto this planet in whatever way we
can is the thing to do, but now that i have stated to my family where
i'm coming from, i think its already rippling through their
consciousness these past few days, maybe even leading to them having
breakdown or something. i hope not, i would think some people, myself
included, almost fall out of the system and old life in a way that
cannot be reversed. but my father, for example, cannot afford to not
work. and he didn't read anything i passed on to him about bein
balanced and meditation. is he an example of someone who won't make
it? if he is, im sure didn't help the situation, but it is clear he
is aging rapidly...and it's obviously the result of his lifetime of
fear based worrying seperative consciousness, still...cant imagine
being in the fourth dimension without him there tho. makes me feel
like, if people like my father aren't going to make, i'm not sure i
want to either. he's a good loving man, and if doesnt make the
cut...it really doesnt look good in my opinion. i think i'd rather
stay here and help those experiencing continents tossing about! that
sounds like a nightmare and not a happy transition at all, and i
can't leave behind my family becuase they won't make the vibrational
cut! i know they all can if they had more time to unwind and not the
pressure of paying bills and making a living.
it's like they are truly on a spinning wheel and cant get off, as
their survival depends on it. the weekends are for sligthly relaxing
to recharge for the next week. i guess we all know the story. do we
really remain silent and just let people continue on? if i could
turn back the clock, im not sure i would have written him a letter
like that.
i sometimes think that my healing, my meditation will ripple out and
affect and heal those in my family and near me. if that's true, it
appears my healing, my vibration is critical to their making it. if
that's so i have a lot of responsibility on my shoulders, tho even
so, i feel okay with things. if dr. pearl is correct, i mentioned him
before, the increase in my energy fields from meditating and
harnassing the higher dimensional energies, would apparently unlock
dormant dna codes which turn on these fourth-dimensional abilities,
and as my father, for example, sits down with me at dinner, the
energy will pass into his dna and spontaneously begin his own
reawakening and healing on a cellular level without his doing
anything. if that is true, and i suppose it's inevitable that we all
will find out, then i think i have answered my own question. there
was some quote from a book of enlightened sayings.."with wisdom and
awakening comes responsibility" i won't disagree with that one.
well, just where this "monkey mind" is at today. sorry for the rant.
peace all,
jason
regarding a personal situation and somwehow ended up discussing a few
of the major measurable changes energywise in our solar system and
how its related to the idea of a second coming and dimensional shift,
and how i have seen a healing ability developing in myself...etc etc.
tried to keep it simple, but now i am already being a lil bit
shunned, so it seems. he had probably never heard any of this before!
maybe because i think i scrambled his brain cells. he's very old-
sleeping consciousness. he's a lawyer, highly invested in the system
and materialism, and fairly close minded to things other than what he
was brainwashed as to "reality" through the media, doctors,
government and such. i still love him very much, but sort of wish i
didnt say what i did. i think it was like a pressure cooker. it
becomes unbearable sometimes to see the lack of any discussion of
this in the mainstream. it is 2002 for goodness sake. i oughta not
pay attention and jus work on myself and moving into no-mind, but i'd
be lying if i didn't say it bothers me now. makes one feel as if we
are literally two worlds at once, and it feels like they will
continue to seperate more or something big will happen that will
bring us all onto the same page. i have no idea, but i do think about
the fact that ra said the harvests were pitifully small in the past,
and that the idea of all of us making it is not realistic. then i
think about all the great moments of humanity, the feeling i had at
2000 when the worlds celebrated in unity the new year, the spirit of
the olympic games, the faces i see on tv from around the world, my
family and dog!...i guess what i'm saying is i'm not okay with the
idea that most of the people on this planet will not make the cut. i
think it could be a fairly large harvest, and i know i'm going
against what is said by the higher dimensional entities, but they
don't live here on this planet now. yes it would require an immense
amount of compassion for those still sleeping, but y not? most people
are not in the dark (ie evil), just in different stages of sleepiness
or wakefulness.
i would like to think that even if a ufo flying overhead nyc and
beaming a message of peace and alerting us all to the current
situation across all the tvs, or meditators around the globe pushing
us into critical mass, or anything of a positive nature that would at
least alert people to the situation at hand. to let them all continue
in the sleep, is that ok? is the really global stuff gonna simmer for
years ..until 2010 or something? how long can they remain asleep
before it becomes a dangerto their chances of surviving the coming
shift into the higher density? i know for a fact, once u accept it is
happening, ones priorities change. the focus on spiritual matters and
getting one's house in order become top priority. maybe other people
aren't making those things top priority because of the depth of their
sleepiness from constant brainwashing from the system about what
reality is. is it really their fault? the religious institutions have
failed. they aren't even rising up the challenge now and spreading
the news. what has the pope said on 2012? lol..probably shouldn't
have used the pope as an example. lots of questions, and i suppose
each of us bringing as much light onto this planet in whatever way we
can is the thing to do, but now that i have stated to my family where
i'm coming from, i think its already rippling through their
consciousness these past few days, maybe even leading to them having
breakdown or something. i hope not, i would think some people, myself
included, almost fall out of the system and old life in a way that
cannot be reversed. but my father, for example, cannot afford to not
work. and he didn't read anything i passed on to him about bein
balanced and meditation. is he an example of someone who won't make
it? if he is, im sure didn't help the situation, but it is clear he
is aging rapidly...and it's obviously the result of his lifetime of
fear based worrying seperative consciousness, still...cant imagine
being in the fourth dimension without him there tho. makes me feel
like, if people like my father aren't going to make, i'm not sure i
want to either. he's a good loving man, and if doesnt make the
cut...it really doesnt look good in my opinion. i think i'd rather
stay here and help those experiencing continents tossing about! that
sounds like a nightmare and not a happy transition at all, and i
can't leave behind my family becuase they won't make the vibrational
cut! i know they all can if they had more time to unwind and not the
pressure of paying bills and making a living.
it's like they are truly on a spinning wheel and cant get off, as
their survival depends on it. the weekends are for sligthly relaxing
to recharge for the next week. i guess we all know the story. do we
really remain silent and just let people continue on? if i could
turn back the clock, im not sure i would have written him a letter
like that.
i sometimes think that my healing, my meditation will ripple out and
affect and heal those in my family and near me. if that's true, it
appears my healing, my vibration is critical to their making it. if
that's so i have a lot of responsibility on my shoulders, tho even
so, i feel okay with things. if dr. pearl is correct, i mentioned him
before, the increase in my energy fields from meditating and
harnassing the higher dimensional energies, would apparently unlock
dormant dna codes which turn on these fourth-dimensional abilities,
and as my father, for example, sits down with me at dinner, the
energy will pass into his dna and spontaneously begin his own
reawakening and healing on a cellular level without his doing
anything. if that is true, and i suppose it's inevitable that we all
will find out, then i think i have answered my own question. there
was some quote from a book of enlightened sayings.."with wisdom and
awakening comes responsibility" i won't disagree with that one.
well, just where this "monkey mind" is at today. sorry for the rant.
peace all,
jason