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David Wilcock

12-19-2000, 06:52 PM

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>this reading definitely took a swing at me, but it's for my own good. i post it here in the interest of all those who joined this list to learn more about the work. i will be posting it in a more complete form on the site within 24 hours.
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>this is what i have to offer to the list.
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>- david
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>sunday 12 / 17 / 00 - 4:50 a.m.
d: i read castaneda’s book "the active side of infinity" that my mom sent me today and just took a hiatus from the intensive writing process to allow my brain to recharge a little bit. a lot of really interesting stuff. the parts that jumped out at me the most was when it commented about how you have to let a part of yourself die to be reborn. 
in the dream, i was in a group where there were a lot of people living together in bunk beds, and at one point i realized that i didn’t need to choose to be living in the basement anymore. 
[12/19: now the reading begins:]
the shock, the gas and the temple all were worth the price of the ride. going in, it’s a little over five thousand dollars. *going out, it becomes much more adequate of a solution than you might have otherwise expected. a brief respite from the interview for this five thousand dollars comes in your own ability to lozenge up for some other material that will be coming your way as well. 
[12/19: this certainly seems to be a prophecy of what i would discover 24 hours later: that the faf had accepted our proposal and we can move ahead with the project. if the forces had said fifty thousand dollars i would have picked up on it. so if we go back to the first sentence, perhaps the shock means all the personal struggles i have gone through, the gas means all the energy of service that i have had to put into my “vehicle of ascension,” and the temple refers to my desire for spiritual growth. this reading implies that the workshop tour is just the beginning; i am “going in.” on the flipside is a dramatic change, “much more adequate” than i might have realized. the reference to a lozenge seems to indicate how i will be a speaker at this event, and i still have time for other manifestations to come before this all really gets underway in may. ]
[*note: 4:44 on the clock at the beginning of the second sentence during transcription.]
and thus, in the spirit of fair play, let’s start thinking about this game as one that involves two participants, a new and former self; and begin seeing how perfectly all that emanates from within you is a function of this changing dynamic, and illustrates quite clearly the bonds and the separations as you again strive towards oneness in your own right. 
[12/19: indeed, as the reading says, i am now seeing that there are two parts of myself and i am truly ready to finally let go of the older, more maladaptive and self-defeating part. some parts of myself are becoming more bonded into my normal personality and other parts are separating from it.]
something as simple as a major cigar-shaped object in the sky can indeed have profound implications on the collective mass of humanity at large. there will indeed be a renewed impetus to know, to seek and to understand. we cannot move while their states remain informal about our presence. we cannot act while the whole congregation spouts venom about our wrongfulness and condemns us as villains in a life of hatred. 
[12/19: quite simply, they cannot help us if we do not collectively want their help, or even respect them.]
with each and every breath having new discoveries being made, it is foolish to assume that the old paradigms are holding up. when the waste paper basket is emptied out, then the tight-knit sociological theorists will have to reassess their viewpoint of humanity with a whole new set of data unlike anything ever concocted before. needless to say, these reactions are more crude than useful, but nevertheless provide a stimulus to those who would know, seek and understand more in their own right. 
[12/19: this certainly seems to be speaking about the effects of a disclosure regarding ufo reality in our near future. the ‘waste-paper basket’ probably refers to all the useless theories that will no longer have any relevance when this information becomes available to the general public.]
and thus, if the birthday party were canceled because of an unexpected guest, then what do you do in the time remaining? simply put, this thesis abides by the democratic notion that every vote counts, and that all are considered. vegan and vegetarian lifestyles are condoned, but not required. [this thesis] is much more capable of modeling certain characteristics based on [what] the intrinsic qualities of those moments of time can represent for those in love, for those who have found the divine inner heartbeat of the all-there-is. 
[12/19: the first sentence again makes direct mention of the fact that because of the effects of negative forces on this planet, some will not be able to have the “birthday” of becoming a new person because they are trapped in self-indulgence and self-pity. the next sentence obviously is stating that they want to help as many people as possible, and that you don’t have to have a perfect diet to “make it.” obviously the “thesis” being spoken of is the perspective on the law of one, or the “certain characteristics” of that law that are being set forth by these forces in the work that has come through the ra material and now here in this work. the last sentence also seems to be saying that the work is far more useful for those who have already found the love of the “divine inner heartbeat of the all-there-is.”]
we take the aetheric energies necessary to don the divine mask and swerve about on the highway of the creation. all the new information firmly takes hold. and as many egyptian summers went by without this full knowledge in place, yet nevertheless retaining fragments of it, so too is it your destiny [david,] to document the living world of “alien” contact, to make it that much more real to others who would rush to condemn, to overanalyze and to judge these processes. 
[12/19: i feel that my participation on the website is indeed an ongoing testament to that living world – one that has been of tremendous assistance to me on my path.]
but on the other side of the perspective, we have an ebullient, visionary field of writers whose heartwarming task it is to remind those allies of the creation in due course that the field proceeds a little differently than they may have otherwise expected in the past. for those who would don the appropriate wigs and seek to convert themselves, we have only a few recommendations:
instead of following the leader, recognize your own paramount ability to become the christ in your own right. work on building bridges to the unknown aspects of yourself, and when learning about those parts, revel in them, and try to strengthen the loosely connected string that binds them together in the framework of any psyche. 
[12/19: “ebullient” means cheerful. i think that the idea of “donning a wig and converting yourself” is talking about grasping hold of the cosmic joke, becoming a clown in a sense, being happy with your life and having joy in the imminent transformation of this planet. i really love the last two sentences here.]
the mobile phone records… [tape flips]
[12/19: as you go into this next sentence, remember that when the readings speak of phones they are speaking of the ability for people to channel information; hence this is another way of saying the “akashic records.” these strangely worded sentences help keep it just complex enough that my conscious mind does not understand and thereby doesn’t interfere either.]
the mobile phone records have already transformed the neolithic sages into prana pranksters who can really lift their light to become divinely inspired at the drop of a hat, so to speak. these religious messengers of the creation have altered their inner dialogue so as to create the necessary turbulence that allows these atomic-level changes to then take place – and the wickedness and viciousness of the world is automatically lowered as a result. 
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[12/19: before i did this reading i had read most of the way through carlos castenada’s final book, the active side of infinity. i was again reminded of how incredibly adept the ancient shamans were at traveling in the astral realms and “stopping the inner dialogue.” by stopping this dialogue they are capable of actually transforming their physical bodies at the atomic level for things like teleportation; and the above paragraph directly attests to the validity of this concept. of course i had no clue what i was saying at this time or any other in this reading.]
so instead of seeing this as a close race, such as that for the presidency just passed, recognize that the path is indeed made clear when further attempts [are made] to know, to understand and to accept the self. hence you can expect a giant credit card in the otherworldly realms – an opportunity to be able to use far larger amounts of energy than you would have ever imagined possible with the metallurgy and limited lifetimes that you have on earth at present. 
[12/19: in other words, most people who are already walking their spiritual path with dedication should not feel that there is reason to struggle within the self as to whether they will “make the grade” for the vibrational shift or not. and the next sentence is again clearly talking about the massive amount of energy that is available to help us, and more and more will become something that we can actively use ourselves.]
for all of these combined factors do indeed take a closer look at the time when confirmation is indeed nigh; which is the moment of stupendous transformation. the confirmation is of your own innate ability to love others as you love yourself, and to become the creator in your own right. failsafe are the propositions that will lead this way, for the path is a self-generating and self-replicating one that strives to make itself known in the midst of all opposition and all adversity. and there are those who believe it so firmly, so ardently, in any given situation, that this harmonic creates many subtle standing waves that are never visually seen or perceived, yet nevertheless add the value of a limerick or otherwise faithful attempt to reproduce one’s glory with the creation in a book form that can then be distributed to others.
[12/19: i think the last statement here is that the devotion and love of many spiritual seekers is creating a harmonic wave in the aether that is quite perceptible and delightful to those in the higher realms, like hearing a nice limerick or reading a good book, even though the person themselves may not have channeled this creative energy into any “visually seen or perceived” creative outputs. here again we are really seeing the signs of an extraterrestrial intelligence as i certainly wouldn’t have thought of something like this.]

so when we advise you to open up a carrot with joy, to allow the full machinations of the great, mighty one to become you, we are asking you to extend the level of wisdom, compassion and intelligence that you have heretofore gained, and in so doing reach new levels of service, of gratitude, of sincerity, of adoration, of blessings and of repeat performance. we have all the issues that are needed to create this thesis. we have all the admonitions from others who are so moved to comment upon the dire usefulness of this information. we have every soul who yearns to reunite with the potential of finding that reunion herein, and this excites me greatly.
[12/19: now the reading seems to again veer in the direction of being more personal to my own self, my own issues and the need to finish the book i am working on. the carrot is a “root” vegetable from mother earth and it is also very healthy, so this again has to do with pursuing spiritual health and sharing it with others. the personal advice for my book continues into the next paragraph here.]
do this not for yourself but for the others; not for the skeptics, but for those who already do believe but have not been able to rectify or clarify their beliefs with the logical, scientific mind that feels it must control its existence and define and understand the outside world in piecemeal fashion. together like this, they are an indifferent lot whose time has come to be changed, to be transformed, to be ready to accept that the helpers of this creation [have] existed throughout time, and nevertheless remain, (in a very advanced way,) capable of performing their duties as sages, and of overwhelming opposition and adversity with faithfulness and trust. 
[12/19: i don’t know whether this is telling me to include personal anecdotes into convergence iii about my relationship to these extraterrestrial forces, or if it just means that this is part of my total mission, by people visiting the site and reading up on these things. i feel confident that i need to keep this particular book as empirical and non self-disclosing as possible.]
even though the punch cards may not have been entered into the machine properly, there is only one true vote to be cast, and one ballot card to be collected; it is the vote that each soul makes to either seek the source self of all beingness or to stray away from it. you have the tools before you, and there is now a beginning process of the implementation of those tools. 
do not be like the grinch, who needs and requires a significant moment of personal collapse to make the change, to allow the heart to expand. instead, take every moment of your life, every moment that confides in you a greater awareness of all there is, and expand that moment so that it becomes the defining harmonic of your daily activities: 
- not simply a compartmentalized drama that exists only as a specter in plain sight, 
- and not as a fundamentally recomposed aspect of your being whose propositions illuminate quite clearly the how and whys of financial market movements, while simultaneously illustrating the much larger issues of the cosmic drama, and of the plans within self to reconcile the aberrations of culture and of life; 
and, come to a point of consideration that insists that the moment will not keep skidding away from you, but rather can be integrated into the wholeness that consciousness brings.
[12/19: whoa. this paragraph is as brutally honest as any could ever be, and really puts me in my place, politely challenging me to truly transform myself so that the “moment can be integrated into the wholeness that consciousness brings.” i have indeed been feeling like the moment is skidding away from me and i never have any time; and not too long ago i discovered something i had written from fourth grade where i apologized to an indian pen pal for not responding sooner, saying “as you know, in fourth grade things do get hectic.” i laughed at how much it sounded like who i am and what i say now, as obviously now i would never have thought of life in fourth grade as having been hectic! the whole paragraph above is an incredibly pinpointed statement about who i truly have been in trying to write this book, and it is encouraging me to change that. 
the obvious run-on quality of the sentence is more typical of what i used to do as edgar cayce, and clearly shows me that i had achieved a most excellent trance state. i broke it up like this to make it more readable. the “compartmentalized drama that exists only as a specter in plain sight” seems to suggest that not everyone will understand the “drama” of my thoughts if i make them too complex and focused on information; it will just appear like a ghost to them, something they can’t quite touch, the organized ramblings of an eccentric genius.]
[note: at the word “consideration” i started turning from my left side to my back in bed because i was getting uncomfortable, and the movement was complete by the end of the word “wholeness.”]
now would it be but that there were a few who were capable of using imagery to bring this forth, the potential benefits to humanity could not be contained or soured in any way. for when the final stages of the transformation become apparent, there are those whose abilities will manifest in advance of the changes themselves, and this is important. your sufferings and the processes that you go through can have some very unexpected surprises in them that would occur prior to the moment of ascension itself. 
while the core of your being is hollowed out to reveal the void that exists in unity, so too does the mind that you have so diligently tried to prop up collapse under its own weight, and realize the beautiful benefit of silence once truly applied to the inner self, and to these phantasmagorical phenomena that have heretofore eluded direct observation.
[12/19: i am almost in tears as i read this for the first time and enter these notes as i am going along. i am supposed to be one of those “few” who go beyond the mind and truly become a master in spirit. i have tried so hard to use my mind when i write these books instead of my soul, because ultimately i felt as if the offerings of my soul weren’t valuable enough for the scientific audiences i was trying to reach, to transform society based on what i have felt needs to happen. that’s clearly not my purpose. this is definitely saying that some truly magnificent abilities might start happening while i am still in the human body as we get closer to this event – providing that i allow the “core of my being to be hollowed out to reveal the void that exists in unity.” this is the path of adepthood.]
the speed with which these events will happen is legendary, as is society’s condonement of them. 
do not lose hope, or fail to continue grasping for that realization. oftentimes, the scientists are willing to look up in advance and see the frontiers that are still ahead. it is only the voice of a given few, bought and paid for by the media, who stand out as the most obstinate and querulous and unable to change in any way, shape or given form. 
[12/19: got it. people will be able to accept these new philosophies much more quickly as the changes accelerate even more. the philosophy of soul evolution should earn a good chunk of airtime in the book and to heck with the skeptical crowd. whether it is acceptable for publication in any other forum or not doesn’t matter; what obviously matters is that i write from my true soul, not the mind. “obstinate” means stubborn and “querulous” means argumentative. those opinions will become quite irrelevant in the aftermath of disclosure, which is now imminent.]
mountain ranges have come into existence and mountain ranges have ended their existence just as abruptly. foreign aid and assistance comes to those who read these levitating words of text and see beyond their mere oppositional nature to the true nature of what lies behind. 
[d: picked up on the word “oppositional” and asked for clarification.]
we do indeed oppose those parts of the self that would cling to the vine in mockery, that would fail to rewrite history by actively going in and addressing the personality from those days as it has carried itself through to the present. and by not allowing this process to unfold in the necessary amount of time, meager circumstances are required to alleviate that pesky inner voice that would qualify for a much larger rebate, but nevertheless makes demands that are insufficient to the monkey mind, which seeks comfort, stability, and objective rewards.
[12/19: oof! now although this is intended for all readers, again this is a direct blow to me, saying that my history has repeated itself because i still see the world now through the personality that i had before; that part of myself hasn’t fully died, but still clings to the vine in “mockery” of the highest good. this is again commenting on how i have wanted to write this book not necessarily as a true reflection of myself as a unified being but more as a precise statement of science. i also have endeavored to make it as “mainstream” as possible in terms of scientific reputability, and only just recently did i start infusing philosophy into the discussion, which is obviously being heavily condoned here. my unwillingness to do this earlier has obviously been due to my “monkey mind” seeking “comfort, stability and objective rewards.” yet i shoot myself in the foot, for had this integration come earlier i would have had a “much larger rebate” already and not the meager circumstances that have characterized much of my financial picture until very recently. in other words, my success will come by trying to be who i really am instead of pigeon-holing myself into a niche that i truly am not.]
the motivation may now be present in many to die to their definition of self, even though that definition has produced so much hunger and pain in the depths of despair. figuratively speaking, it is [similar to] a ballerina, incapable of doing her steps without her tiptoes touching the ground: middle aged imperfection, she casts an obstinate glance at the audience, indifferent to her activity as much as she is to their presence. and yet nevertheless [she continues] performing, going through the motions, having a cigarette after break and in between acts, never really grasping the deeper meanings of life or of why there is a god, so to speak. 
[12/19: this might seem harsh and i think it is not just for me but for everyone who denies their true self and continues to live in illusion. the first sentence reveals how our definitions of ourselves actually feed us; we actually enjoy being the victim, feeling “hunger and pain in the depths of despair.” we enjoy that sense of being the victim because keeps away the true pain, which is feeling that we have been abandoned by god. since we cannot be angry at god (as this is a universal paradox,) we need someone or something else to be angry about, so we can project that anger away and not claim it as ultimately being anger against self – since we must ultimately realize our oneness with god – this is our only true identity.]
[note: the words “similar to” replaced “as if” in order to make the sentence work better. again “obstinate” means stubborn. the words “she continues” were added to make that sentence a new sentence and break up the run-on.]
the inanimate computer of the heavens continues tallying the votes on your planet, for all those who are willing to loosen up the definitions of the ego self to allow in more light and love, to abide by the resolutions, to seek new frontiers in the self and to overcome the birdcage mentality that houses so many at this time. we offer a simpler way out, an opportunity to ride the blue electric hermetically sealed passage into heaven that can only be experienced, not talked about in words such as these. you have your obligations, and so do we. and in the final analysis, those two paths can meld into one, and we do not have to work at cross purposes. 
stilling and containing the absolute one within the vessel of the body is our goal for you, and it requires diligence, patience and persistence, and a lessening of the responsibilities that you now hold so dearly. 
so keep all this in mind as the millennium fire still burns brightly, and know that we continue to stand by in service, love and trust, awaiting every example of progress as another sign that the hurdles have been cleared and that the boundaries that have been made will allow much deeper trance states and much firmer points of self-realization than have heretofore been possible. we thank you and we love you more than you could ever possibly imagine. peace be with you in the light of everlasting love. we are always waiting to be of service to you if you call upon us. we thank you. we now end this reading. adonai.
d: i just got another sentence.
the heat bills have turned up a few more degrees than expected.
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d: i have noticed that i have been rather consistently too warm in bed. i guess they are telling me now that this is not good for my body. 
peeled back, the curtain reveals the masterpiece. this is your work as it stands today. we are so very proud of what you are doing and what you are becoming that the proper phraseology still eludes us. but until then, just know that you are loved. we thank you and again remind you that you are loved more than you could ever possibly imagine. keep blooming; it looks very nice to us from our perspective in the higher realms. thank you, david, and peace be with you in the light of everlasting love. we now end this reading. adonai.
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d: anyway, in the dream now, i had made a choice to get out of this basement apartment and go to where other people. it was all really dark and dank and stone, and just really gross. i guess it wasn’t as bad to be down there with others, but if it is just myself it is different. 
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linked to the mysterious, the true table of contents is now revealed. and this should help shatter the preconceptions of how you have wanted to write this book in favor of the real information. there does not need to be the degree of content that you had thought was necessary, now that you understand the thrust of your argument: 
it is not to provide a cosmic encyclopedia, but rather to provide a very directed assault on logical positivism and other forms of philosophy that would seek to strike down the universal oneness in its fundamental presence as an ultimate being. 
so take these lessons with you, and with them continue to redefine yourself as much as possible. 
there is a lot more to lose if you are misquoted by having large segments of the book that do not pertain directly to what our mission exists as at this time. 
far better it is for you to abbreviate your revelations and put them in concise packages, but to simultaneously insure that they exist in the text in some form. all this will come along in good time, providing that you yourself are capable of overcoming the barriers within the self that have held you back. you must admit that you are progressing very nicely. proceed with the dream.
d: i am starting to get a sore throat here. the big point seemed to be that there was some kind of magazine that someone was reading. i am cueing loosely on the idea of a dolphin rising up through water. that was what this movement away from the lower area was like, just knowing that i was going to have to find a different place to sleep since i knew it wasn’t right to be down there.
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somehow it morphed into 621. my father was around, and he seemed to have sort of an antagonistic attitude. it somehow ended up outside of the house and i was aware that there were a variety of insects going in and out and i was trying to avoid them. it seemed that something had gotten out of the house and i was trying to reclaim it and bring it back inside, like a pet cat. i made the realization that in the kitchen there was a huge picture window, and that there were insects flying in and out all the time because the window didn’t have any glass in it, it was wide open. i made this realization that whatever had been freed from the basement, and i didn’t realize that something had until then, a large, voracious creature had flew and was going to be able to go through the window and into the house. this was a lot bigger than the normal insects flying through the window.<o:p></o:p>
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the dream abruptly changed at this point. i was talking to others about how nice it would be if i could help others to explain to them that this was a metaphor for the market collapsing, and wondering if they would ever be able to understand it or believe it, if the cowan people could accept it, et cetera. <o:p></o:p>
d: i certainly seem to have garnered the ultimate value from taking a day off to recollect my soul and spirit in this way. my throat has given out on me so i have to stop now.

Jeremy Weiland

12-20-2000, 07:34 PM

alright, well i just finished reading this reading, and i wanted to
comment on it in order to share my ideas and response to it, and also to
instegate some more discussion. btw, if you haven't read david's latest
reading, which he posted to the list, do yourself a humongous favor and read
it; it's exquisite. one of those readings that really kicks you in gut, if
you know what i mean. :-)
ok, basically my response to the find "section" of the reading was
basically that it was talking about keeping faith and hope in the work david
is doing; that things "are" happening and that we are on the cusp of
something great, but it is a cusp that we can't understand fully until we're
over it.
then there's the section where it really gets into what to look for in
yourself to make sure that you are prepared for ascension. getting rid of
self-indulgence and self-pity, and basically becoming spiritually mature
enough that you can make the leap, as it were. the dietary comments were
especially welcome to me, not because i have a problem with changing my diet
(well, theoretically i don't :-) but rather because the attitude the source
is taking in conjunction with diet seems much less rigid and dogmatic and
magical and more caring, making sure that the most emphasis falls on that
which is most important: our spiritual growth and integration. after all,
it was jesus who said that it is not what comes into the mouth that defiles,
but rather what comes out. there's definately a priority in making sure
that spiritually you are making progress before moving to the more petty
details (although i can personally attest to you the fact that changing your
diet and other lifestyle patterns is such a spiritual boost in it's own way
that you probably wouldn't believe it).
then the reading goes into making sure that david writes from his soul
and not neccessarily only from him scientific mindset. this can be applied
to us all, as we like to logically think the situation through rather than
go with our inner intuition is any given worldly situation. i'm not going
to try to reproduce the poetry of what the reading is saying, as you should
simply read it yourself. i'm especially enjoying the recurring election
metaphor, although i haven't quite "grokked" yet what the metaphor
specifically is.
it is also worthy of noting that many of us i'm sure spend time thinking
about whether we will ascend or not. i know i waste a lot of time
considering this instead of actually working on myself to clinch the
ascension, so to speak.
the next really important point has to deal with the way in which all
this work of david's needs to be treated.... it is for *us*, the people who,
lacking the clarity of thought, need an elegant articulation of that truth
that we already feel and intuit. this will encourage us to fully integrate
that which we know is truth into our lives and thereby ease the current
situation in the world. very powerful message.
also, i find it interesting that ra addresses one point that we had
brought up on the list, even if it is only a fleeting reference. we can
vote to "seek the source self of all beingness or to stray away from it." i
think it is important that both polarities are addressed.
and of course ra wouldn't want to ignore the hollywood blockbuster that
is sweeping the nation. the grinch reference is cute, but more important is
what it is referring to, if i understand it correctly, and i will try to
articulate it: not to view our lives as isolated incidents of "drama," or to
put it another way, significant and concentrated points in time in which
problems are made aware, but rather to view every part of our lives as a
unique opportunity to experience the creator instead of waiting for epiphany
to change. the second part seems to me to say that once we realize that we
mirror the world drama in our personal lives, and our personal lives are
mirrored in the world drama, we have double the tools with which to more
effectively grow and polarize than before, and we make more efficient
progress consequently.
then, of course, is the really cool passage: "while the core of your
being is hollowed out to reveal the void that exists in unity, so too does
the mind that you have so diligently tried to prop up collapse under its own
weight, and realize the beautiful benefit of silence once truly applied to
the inner self, and to these phantasmagorical phenomena that have heretofore
eluded direct observation." once again, the monkey mind that david is
always referring to is the same type of mentality we all harbor in our own
personalities until we begin the process of taming that monkey, and bringing
it into tune with a greater will than that of the mentality that simply
seeks to gain more for the self. as the reading has said, the tools
(silence, meditation, observation, unity) are truly already there!
i'm also wonderfully excited that david is being told, "screw the
skeptics!" tell your story, and don't be discouraged by what others think.
the ballerina metaphor seems to be that of participating in a
predefined, unpassionate "dance" that really drives home what our lives are
like (at least it did to me) when we are not aligning with ascension
readiness and serving others.
the last thing about the reading i wanted to bring up was just to point
out this sentence, the implications of which i am really still trying to
grasp but which seems to be a great way of describing where ra is coming
from and what exactly it is about the outside world that they would oppose,
that clings to the vine in mockery of the law of one:
"it (convergence iii) is not to provide a cosmic encyclopedia, but
rather to provide a very directed assault on logical positivism and other
forms of philosophy that would seek to strike down the universal oneness in
its fundamental presence as an ultimate being."
while i'm a big fan of philosophy, i think we can see what ra is trying
to say about thought systems that seek unyielding, empirical, logical proof.
the proof's in the puddin', specifically the mushy gooey pudding that exists
in each one of us. truth puddin'. ;-)
debating and logical philosophizing will only get us so far, and it is
certainly an integral *part* of the inward path, but it should not
overshadow the emotional, spiritual work that also needs to be done in order
to be a balanced servant of others and, thereby, of the creator.
i hope you guys have been catalyzed / motivated / piqued by this little
<lol> post and that we can get some discussion going on this.
love and light (and puddin'),
jeremy

"what goes good with my meat and three?
day old banana puddin'!
"a-little bits o' pudding and some sweet tea!
day old banana puddin'!
puddin, puddin, puddin, puddin, puddin, puddin, puddin,
puddin, puddin, puddin, puddin, puddin, puddin, puddin,
ain't that a slippery goooooooooooooooo?"
- southern culture on the skids

p.s. does this qualify as "donning the wig?" <lol>

Clark stewart

12-21-2000, 05:42 PM

a couple comments on the reading..
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>d: i read castaneda's book "the active side of infinity" that my mom sent
>me today and just took a hiatus from the intensive writing process to allow
>my brain to recharge a little bit. a lot of really interesting stuff. the
>parts that jumped out at me the most was when it commented about how you
>have to let a part of yourself die to be reborn.
>

{indeed as i commented before castaneda has it going on, and the ancient
shamen ways have deeply moved me, in my case it was the dream book, really
worth reading..}

>the shock, the gas and the temple all were worth the price of the ride.
>going in, it's a little over five thousand dollars. *going out, it becomes
>much more adequate of a solution than you might have otherwise expected. a
>brief respite from the interview for this five thousand dollars comes in
>your own ability to lozenge up for some other material that will be coming
>your way as well.

{this is interesting b/c i have just invested 5 grand on t-shirts??}

>

>[*note: 4:44 on the clock at the beginning of the second sentence during
>transcription.]

>
>something as simple as a major cigar-shaped object in the sky can indeed
>have profound implications on the collective mass of humanity at large.
>there will indeed be a renewed impetus to know, to seek and to understand.
>we cannot move while their states remain informal about our presence. we
>cannot act while the whole congregation spouts venom about our wrongfulness
>and condemns us as villains in a life of hatred.
>
>[12/19: quite simply, they cannot help us if we do not collectively want
>their help, or even respect them.]

{would like to mention here many sources that i have read that deal w this
cigar shaped vessel.
1st-artbell.com has a section w new released documents mk12??
this talks about them..
more interstingly is ,"the keys of enoch" by j.j hurtak, written in
67...!!this talks about a cylinder vessel , like 5km long, made out of a
special material, froma perticular planet, specifically for this design.
it is made for housing a biosphere, in the case of transporting (my guess)
3rd density beings to other planets, animals too, capable of having mtns
too...
drunvalo melchezedek in vol i, flower of life..also talks about..?
correlations..no doubt

>and thus, if the birthday party were canceled because of an unexpected
>guest, then what do you do in the time remaining? simply put, this thesis
>abides by the democratic notion that every vote counts, and that all are
>considered. vegan and vegetarian lifestyles are condoned, but not required.
>[this thesis] is much more capable of modeling certain characteristics
>based on [what] the intrinsic qualities of those moments of time can
>represent for those in love, for those who have found the divine inner
>heartbeat of the all-there-is.
>
>[12/19: the first sentence again makes direct mention of the fact that
>because of the effects of negative forces on this planet, some will not be
>able to have the "birthday" of becoming a new person because they are
>trapped in self-indulgence and self-pity. the next sentence obviously is
>stating that they want to help as many people as possible, and that you
>don't have to have a perfect diet to "make it." obviously the "thesis"
>being spoken of is the perspective on the law of one, or the "certain
>characteristics" of that law that are being set forth by these forces in
>the work that has come through the ra material and now here in this work.
>the last sentence also seems to be saying that the work is far more useful
>for those who have already found the love of the "divine inner heartbeat of
>the all-there-is."]
>
{definetly have been down the self-pity path, which takes many shapes forms
and sizes...and yes you don't have to be vegan or vege, but these help in
revealing the vail, or peer through it..
emphasis should once again be placed on refined goods, esp sugar..

>we take the aetheric energies necessary to don the divine mask and swerve
>about on the highway of the creation. all the new information firmly takes
>hold. and as many egyptian summers went by without this full knowledge in
>place, yet nevertheless retaining fragments of it, so too is it your
>destiny [david,] to document the living world of "alien" contact, to make
>it that much more real to others who would rush to condemn, to overanalyze
>and to judge these processes.
>
>[12/19: i feel that my participation on the website is indeed an ongoing
>testament to that living world - one that has been of tremendous assistance
>to me on my path.]

{this should also state that david isn't perfect, obvious, but we tend to
forget, and david does too..ie the simularities between the egytians
fragmentation and dw's...

>
>but on the other side of the perspective, we have an ebullient, visionary
>field of writers whose heartwarming task it is to remind those allies of
>the creation in due course that the field proceeds a little differently
>than they may have otherwise expected in the past. for those who would don
>the appropriate wigs and seek to convert themselves, we have only a few
>recommendations:
>

{ k, the wig thing, heard a guy on c-c radio, who was allways on the other
side, and the biggest concern from that pt of view is that the dead ain;t
dead, and people don't express what is really on there mind, like how david
says karma is created by not living up to the total truth of the moment..so
the wig is masking/hiding the real self, whether it be ugly, it is the wig
that actually is more grotess..

>instead of following the leader, recognize your own paramount ability to
>become the christ in your own right. work on building bridges to the
>unknown aspects of yourself, and when learning about those parts, revel in
>them, and try to strengthen the loosely connected string that binds them
>together in the framework of any psyche.
>
>[12/19: "ebullient" means cheerful. i think that the idea of "donning a wig
>and converting yourself" is talking about grasping hold of the cosmic joke,
>becoming a clown in a sense, being happy with your life and having joy in
>the imminent transformation of this planet. i really love the last two
>sentences here.]
>
>the mobile phone records. [tape flips]
>
>[12/19: as you go into this next sentence, remember that when the readings
>speak of phones they are speaking of the ability for people to channel
>information; hence this is another way of saying the "akashic records."
>these strangely worded sentences help keep it just complex enough that my
>conscious mind does not understand and thereby doesn't interfere either.]
>
>the mobile phone records have already transformed the neolithic sages into
>prana pranksters who can really lift their light to become divinely
>inspired at the drop of a hat, so to speak. these religious messengers of
>the creation have altered their inner dialogue so as to create the
>necessary turbulence that allows these atomic-level changes to then take
>place - and the wickedness and viciousness of the world is automatically
>lowered as a result.

{ indeed this is a paramount understanding, j.j hurtak also mentions this in
the keys of enoch, that dna changes w the consiousness, grag braden as well,
new codon replecation..sgt. any comments?????

>now would it be but that there were a few who were capable of using imagery
>to bring this forth, the potential benefits to humanity could not be
>contained or soured in any way. for when the final stages of the
>transformation become apparent, there are those whose abilities will
>manifest in advance of the changes themselves, and this is important. your
>sufferings and the processes that you go through can have some very
>unexpected surprises in them that would occur prior to the moment of
>ascension itself.
>

{ wow this caught my att, for it is exactly what i am doing w the clothing
idealogy, and i believe these "surprises are going to happen to many more
then just david, hence "those", david must work w this self-ratious crap
(his interpretation below), and elude to a bigger picture that includes
many.

>while the core of your being is hollowed out to reveal the void that exists
>in unity, so too does the mind that you have so diligently tried to prop up
>collapse under its own weight, and realize the beautiful benefit of silence
>once truly applied to the inner self, and to these phantasmagorical
>phenomena that have heretofore eluded direct observation.
>
>[12/19: i am almost in tears as i read this for the first time and enter
>these notes as i am going along. i am supposed to be one of those "few" who
>go beyond the mind and truly become a master in spirit. i have tried so
>hard to use my mind when i write these books instead of my soul, because
>ultimately i felt as if the offerings of my soul weren't valuable enough
>for the scientific audiences i was trying to reach, to transform society
>based on what i have felt needs to happen. that's clearly not my purpose.
>this is definitely saying that some truly magnificent abilities might start
>happening while i am still in the human body as we get closer to this event
>- providing that i allow the "core of my being to be hollowed out to reveal
>the void that exists in unity." this is the path of adepthood.]
>
>the speed with which these events will happen is legendary, as is society's
>condonement of them.

>
>we should look at these readings objectively as david's intrepretation
>isn't allways rt, just b/c it is coming out of his mouth. vwe should all
>take our turn at having a swing at interpreting these readings..it seems to
>me that they pertain to all those that have the ears to hear...

trying to keep it short, easier to follow along...peace
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