sirbiotech
01-11-2002, 10:20 AM
i found a backup of the original osho site. they used to offer a ton
of his talks for free until last year when they turned the site into
some subscription deal. osho would be sad. anyways, just found the
original talks and thought others may find of interest. i know i
have.
jason
osho talks
http://www.barnett.sk/software/sos/osho/osho-talks/titles.htm
my favorite..the one that made it all so clear...
the root problem of all problems
-------------------------------------
the song continues:
if one sees naught when staring into space; if with the mind one then
observes the mind, one destroys distinctions and reaches buddhahood.
the clouds that wander through the sky have no roots, no home; nor do
the distinctive thoughts floating through the mind. once the self-
mind is seen, discrimination stops.
in space shapes and colors form, but neither by black nor white is
space tinged. from the self-mind all things emerge, the mind by
virtues and by vices is not stained.
-------------
the root problem of all problems is mind itself. the first thing to
be understood is what this mind is, of what stuff it is made; whether
it is an entity or just a process; whether it is substantial, or just
dreamlike. and unless you know the nature of the mind, you will not
be able to solve any problems of your life.
you may try hard, but if you try to solve single, individual
problems, you are bound to be a failure -- that is absolutely
certain -- because in fact no individual problem exists: mind is the
problem. if you solve this problem or that, it won't help because the
root remains untouched.
it is just like cutting branches of a tree, pruning the leaves, and
not uprooting it. new leaves will come, new branches will sprout --
even more than before; pruning helps a tree to become thicker. unless
you know how to uproot it, your fight is baseless, it is foolish. you
will destroy yourself, not the tree.
in fighting you will waste your energy, time, life, and the tree will
go on becoming more and more strong, far thicker and dense. and you
will be surprised what is happening: you are doing so much hard work,
trying to solve this problem and that, and they go on growing,
increasing. even if one problem is solved, suddenly ten problems take
its place.
don't try to solve individual, single problems -- there are none:
mind itself is the problem. but mind is hidden underground; that's
why i call it the root, it is not apparent. whenever you come across
a problem the problem is above ground, you can see it -- that's why
you are deceived by it.
always remember, the visible is never the root; the root always
remains invisible, the root is always hidden. never fight with the
visible; otherwise you will fight with shadows. you may waste
yourself, but there cannot be any transformation in your life, the
same problems will crop up again and again and again. you can observe
your own life and you will see what i mean. i am not talking about
any theory about the mind, just the "facticity" of it. this is the
fact: mind has to be solved.
people come to me and they ask: "how to attain a peaceful mind?" i
say to them: "there exists nothing like that: a peaceful mind. never
heard of it."
mind is never peaceful -- no-mind is peace. mind itself can never be
peaceful, silent. the very nature of the mind is to be tense, to be
in confusion. mind can never be clear, it cannot have clarity,
because mind is by nature confusion, cloudiness. clarity is possible
without mind, peace is possible without mind, silence is possible
without mind -- so never try to attain a silent mind. if you do, from
the very beginning you are moving in an impossible dimension.
so the first thing is to understand the nature of the mind, only then
can something be done.
if you watch, you will never come across any entity like mind. it is
not a thing, it is just a process; it is not a thing, it is like a
crowd. individual thoughts exist, but they move so fast that you
cannot see the gaps in between. the intervals cannot be seen because
you are not very aware and alert, you need a deeper insight. when
your eyes can look deep, you will suddenly see one thought, another
thought, another thought -- but no mind.
thoughts together, millions of thoughts, give you the illusion as if
mind exists. it is just like a crowd, millions of people standing in
a crowd: is there anything like a crowd? can you find the crowd other
than the individuals standing there? but they are standing together,
their togetherness gives you the feeling as if something like a crowd
exists -- only individuals exist.
this is the first insight into the mind. watch, and you will find
thoughts; you will never come across the mind. and if it becomes your
own experience -- not because i say it, not because tilopa sings
about it, no, that won't be of much help -- if it becomes your
experience, if it becomes a fact of your own knowing, then suddenly
many things start changing. because you have understood such a deep
thing about mind, then many things can follow.
watch the mind and see where it is, what it is. you will feel
thoughts floating and there will be intervals. and if you watch long,
you will see that intervals are more than the thoughts, because each
thought has to be separate from another thought; in fact, each word
has to be separate from another word. the deeper you go, you will
find more and more gaps, bigger and bigger gaps. a thought floats,
then comes a gap where no thought exists; then another thought comes,
another gap follows.
if you are unconscious you cannot see the gaps; you jump from one
thought to another, you never see the gap. if you become aware you
will see more and more gaps.
if you become perfectly aware, then miles of gaps will be revealed to
you.
and in those gaps, satoris happen. in those gaps the truth knocks at
your door. in those gaps, the guest comes. in those gaps god is
realized, or whatsoever way you like to express it. and when
awareness is absolute, then there is only a vast gap of nothingness.
it is just like clouds: clouds move. they can be so thick that you
cannot see the sky hidden behind them. the vast blueness of the sky
is lost, you are covered with clouds. then you go on watching: one
cloud moves and another has not come into the vision yet -- and
suddenly a peek into the blueness of the vast sky.
the same happens inside: you are the vast blueness of the sky, and
thoughts are just like clouds hovering around you, filling you. but
the gaps exist, the sky exists. to have a glimpse of the sky is
satori, and to become the sky is samadhi. from satori to samadhi, the
whole process is a deep insight into the mind, nothing else.
mind doesn't exist as an entity -- the is the first thing. only
thoughts exist.
the second thing: the thoughts exist separate from you, they are not
one with your nature, they come and go -- you remain, you persist.
you are like the sky: it never comes, it never goes, it is always
there. clouds come and go, they are momentary phenomena, they are not
eternal. even if you try to cling to a thought, you cannot retain it
for long; it has to go, it has its own birth and death. thoughts are
not yours, they don't belong to you. they come as visitors, guests,
but they are not the host.
watch deeply, then you will become the host and thoughts will be the
guests. and as guests they are beautiful, but if you forget
completely that you are the host and they become the hosts, then you
are in a mess. this is what hell is. you are the master of the house,
the house belongs to you, and guests have become the masters. receive
them, take care of them, but don't get identified with them;
otherwise, they will become the masters.
the mind becomes the problem because you have taken thoughts so
deeply inside you that you have forgotten completely the distance;
that they are visitors, they come and go. always remember that which
abides: that is your nature, your tao. always be attentive to that
which never comes and never goes, just like the sky. change the
gestalt: don't be focused on the visitors, remain rooted in the host;
the visitors will come and go.
of course, there are bad visitors and good visitors, but you need not
be worried about them. a good host treats all the guests in the same
way, without making any distinctions. a good host is just a good
host: a bad thought comes and he treats the bad thought also in the
same way as he treats a good thought. it is not his concern that the
thought is good or bad.
because once you make the distinction that this thought is good and
that thought is bad, what are you doing? you are bringing the good
thought nearer to yourself and pushing the bad thought further away.
sooner or later, with the good thought you will get identified; the
good thought will become the host. and any thought when it becomes
the host creates misery -- because this is not the truth. the thought
is a pretender and you get identified with it. identification is the
disease.
gurdjieff used to say that only one thing is needed: not to be
identified with that which comes and goes. the morning comes, the
noon comes, the evening comes, and they go; the night comes and again
the morning. you abide: not as you, because that too is a thought --
as pure consciousness; not your name, because that too is a thought;
not your form, because that too is a thought; not your body, because
one day you will realize that too is a thought. just pure
consciousness, with no name, no form; just the purity, just the
formlessness and namelessness, just the very phenomenon of being
aware -- only that abides.
if you get identified, you become the mind. if you get identified,
you become the body. if you get identified, you become the name and
the form -- what hindus call nama, rupa, name and form -- then the
host is lost. then you forget the eternal and the momentary becomes
significant. the momentary is the world; the eternal is divine.
this is the second insight to be attained, that you are the host and
thoughts are guests.
the third thing, if you go on watching, will be realized soon. the
third thing is that thoughts are foreign, intruders, outsiders. no
thought is yours. they always come from without, you are just a
passage. a bird comes into the house from one door, and flies out
from another: just like that a thought comes into you and goes out of
you.
you go on thinking that thoughts are yours. not only that, you fight
for your thoughts, you say: "this is my thought, this is true." you
discuss, you debate, you argue about it, you try to prove that: "this
is my thought." no thought is yours, no thought is original -- all
thoughts are borrowed. and not secondhand, because millions of people
have claimed those same thoughts before you. thought is just as
outside as a thing.
somewhere, the great physicist, eddington, has said that the deeper
science goes into matter, the more it becomes a realization that
things are thoughts. that may be so, i am not a physicist, but from
the other end i would like to tell you that eddington may be true
that things look more and more like thoughts if you go deeper; if you
go deeper into yourself, thoughts will look more and more like things.
---------
when buddha attained to the ultimate, the utterly ultimate
enlightenment, he was asked: "what have you attained?" and he laughed
and said: "nothing -- because whatsoever i have attained was already
there inside me. it is not something new that i have achieved. it has
always been there from eternity, it is my very nature. but i was not
mindful about it, i was not aware of it. the treasure was always
there, but i had forgotten about it."
you have forgotten, that's all -- that is your ignorance. between a
buddha and you there is no distinction as far as your nature is
concerned, but only one distinction, and that distinction is that you
don't remember who you are -- and he remembers. you are the same, but
he remembers and you don't remember. he is awake, you are fast
asleep, but your nature is the same.
http://www.barnett.sk/software/sos/osho/osho-talks/suprem02.htm
of his talks for free until last year when they turned the site into
some subscription deal. osho would be sad. anyways, just found the
original talks and thought others may find of interest. i know i
have.
jason
osho talks
http://www.barnett.sk/software/sos/osho/osho-talks/titles.htm
my favorite..the one that made it all so clear...
the root problem of all problems
-------------------------------------
the song continues:
if one sees naught when staring into space; if with the mind one then
observes the mind, one destroys distinctions and reaches buddhahood.
the clouds that wander through the sky have no roots, no home; nor do
the distinctive thoughts floating through the mind. once the self-
mind is seen, discrimination stops.
in space shapes and colors form, but neither by black nor white is
space tinged. from the self-mind all things emerge, the mind by
virtues and by vices is not stained.
-------------
the root problem of all problems is mind itself. the first thing to
be understood is what this mind is, of what stuff it is made; whether
it is an entity or just a process; whether it is substantial, or just
dreamlike. and unless you know the nature of the mind, you will not
be able to solve any problems of your life.
you may try hard, but if you try to solve single, individual
problems, you are bound to be a failure -- that is absolutely
certain -- because in fact no individual problem exists: mind is the
problem. if you solve this problem or that, it won't help because the
root remains untouched.
it is just like cutting branches of a tree, pruning the leaves, and
not uprooting it. new leaves will come, new branches will sprout --
even more than before; pruning helps a tree to become thicker. unless
you know how to uproot it, your fight is baseless, it is foolish. you
will destroy yourself, not the tree.
in fighting you will waste your energy, time, life, and the tree will
go on becoming more and more strong, far thicker and dense. and you
will be surprised what is happening: you are doing so much hard work,
trying to solve this problem and that, and they go on growing,
increasing. even if one problem is solved, suddenly ten problems take
its place.
don't try to solve individual, single problems -- there are none:
mind itself is the problem. but mind is hidden underground; that's
why i call it the root, it is not apparent. whenever you come across
a problem the problem is above ground, you can see it -- that's why
you are deceived by it.
always remember, the visible is never the root; the root always
remains invisible, the root is always hidden. never fight with the
visible; otherwise you will fight with shadows. you may waste
yourself, but there cannot be any transformation in your life, the
same problems will crop up again and again and again. you can observe
your own life and you will see what i mean. i am not talking about
any theory about the mind, just the "facticity" of it. this is the
fact: mind has to be solved.
people come to me and they ask: "how to attain a peaceful mind?" i
say to them: "there exists nothing like that: a peaceful mind. never
heard of it."
mind is never peaceful -- no-mind is peace. mind itself can never be
peaceful, silent. the very nature of the mind is to be tense, to be
in confusion. mind can never be clear, it cannot have clarity,
because mind is by nature confusion, cloudiness. clarity is possible
without mind, peace is possible without mind, silence is possible
without mind -- so never try to attain a silent mind. if you do, from
the very beginning you are moving in an impossible dimension.
so the first thing is to understand the nature of the mind, only then
can something be done.
if you watch, you will never come across any entity like mind. it is
not a thing, it is just a process; it is not a thing, it is like a
crowd. individual thoughts exist, but they move so fast that you
cannot see the gaps in between. the intervals cannot be seen because
you are not very aware and alert, you need a deeper insight. when
your eyes can look deep, you will suddenly see one thought, another
thought, another thought -- but no mind.
thoughts together, millions of thoughts, give you the illusion as if
mind exists. it is just like a crowd, millions of people standing in
a crowd: is there anything like a crowd? can you find the crowd other
than the individuals standing there? but they are standing together,
their togetherness gives you the feeling as if something like a crowd
exists -- only individuals exist.
this is the first insight into the mind. watch, and you will find
thoughts; you will never come across the mind. and if it becomes your
own experience -- not because i say it, not because tilopa sings
about it, no, that won't be of much help -- if it becomes your
experience, if it becomes a fact of your own knowing, then suddenly
many things start changing. because you have understood such a deep
thing about mind, then many things can follow.
watch the mind and see where it is, what it is. you will feel
thoughts floating and there will be intervals. and if you watch long,
you will see that intervals are more than the thoughts, because each
thought has to be separate from another thought; in fact, each word
has to be separate from another word. the deeper you go, you will
find more and more gaps, bigger and bigger gaps. a thought floats,
then comes a gap where no thought exists; then another thought comes,
another gap follows.
if you are unconscious you cannot see the gaps; you jump from one
thought to another, you never see the gap. if you become aware you
will see more and more gaps.
if you become perfectly aware, then miles of gaps will be revealed to
you.
and in those gaps, satoris happen. in those gaps the truth knocks at
your door. in those gaps, the guest comes. in those gaps god is
realized, or whatsoever way you like to express it. and when
awareness is absolute, then there is only a vast gap of nothingness.
it is just like clouds: clouds move. they can be so thick that you
cannot see the sky hidden behind them. the vast blueness of the sky
is lost, you are covered with clouds. then you go on watching: one
cloud moves and another has not come into the vision yet -- and
suddenly a peek into the blueness of the vast sky.
the same happens inside: you are the vast blueness of the sky, and
thoughts are just like clouds hovering around you, filling you. but
the gaps exist, the sky exists. to have a glimpse of the sky is
satori, and to become the sky is samadhi. from satori to samadhi, the
whole process is a deep insight into the mind, nothing else.
mind doesn't exist as an entity -- the is the first thing. only
thoughts exist.
the second thing: the thoughts exist separate from you, they are not
one with your nature, they come and go -- you remain, you persist.
you are like the sky: it never comes, it never goes, it is always
there. clouds come and go, they are momentary phenomena, they are not
eternal. even if you try to cling to a thought, you cannot retain it
for long; it has to go, it has its own birth and death. thoughts are
not yours, they don't belong to you. they come as visitors, guests,
but they are not the host.
watch deeply, then you will become the host and thoughts will be the
guests. and as guests they are beautiful, but if you forget
completely that you are the host and they become the hosts, then you
are in a mess. this is what hell is. you are the master of the house,
the house belongs to you, and guests have become the masters. receive
them, take care of them, but don't get identified with them;
otherwise, they will become the masters.
the mind becomes the problem because you have taken thoughts so
deeply inside you that you have forgotten completely the distance;
that they are visitors, they come and go. always remember that which
abides: that is your nature, your tao. always be attentive to that
which never comes and never goes, just like the sky. change the
gestalt: don't be focused on the visitors, remain rooted in the host;
the visitors will come and go.
of course, there are bad visitors and good visitors, but you need not
be worried about them. a good host treats all the guests in the same
way, without making any distinctions. a good host is just a good
host: a bad thought comes and he treats the bad thought also in the
same way as he treats a good thought. it is not his concern that the
thought is good or bad.
because once you make the distinction that this thought is good and
that thought is bad, what are you doing? you are bringing the good
thought nearer to yourself and pushing the bad thought further away.
sooner or later, with the good thought you will get identified; the
good thought will become the host. and any thought when it becomes
the host creates misery -- because this is not the truth. the thought
is a pretender and you get identified with it. identification is the
disease.
gurdjieff used to say that only one thing is needed: not to be
identified with that which comes and goes. the morning comes, the
noon comes, the evening comes, and they go; the night comes and again
the morning. you abide: not as you, because that too is a thought --
as pure consciousness; not your name, because that too is a thought;
not your form, because that too is a thought; not your body, because
one day you will realize that too is a thought. just pure
consciousness, with no name, no form; just the purity, just the
formlessness and namelessness, just the very phenomenon of being
aware -- only that abides.
if you get identified, you become the mind. if you get identified,
you become the body. if you get identified, you become the name and
the form -- what hindus call nama, rupa, name and form -- then the
host is lost. then you forget the eternal and the momentary becomes
significant. the momentary is the world; the eternal is divine.
this is the second insight to be attained, that you are the host and
thoughts are guests.
the third thing, if you go on watching, will be realized soon. the
third thing is that thoughts are foreign, intruders, outsiders. no
thought is yours. they always come from without, you are just a
passage. a bird comes into the house from one door, and flies out
from another: just like that a thought comes into you and goes out of
you.
you go on thinking that thoughts are yours. not only that, you fight
for your thoughts, you say: "this is my thought, this is true." you
discuss, you debate, you argue about it, you try to prove that: "this
is my thought." no thought is yours, no thought is original -- all
thoughts are borrowed. and not secondhand, because millions of people
have claimed those same thoughts before you. thought is just as
outside as a thing.
somewhere, the great physicist, eddington, has said that the deeper
science goes into matter, the more it becomes a realization that
things are thoughts. that may be so, i am not a physicist, but from
the other end i would like to tell you that eddington may be true
that things look more and more like thoughts if you go deeper; if you
go deeper into yourself, thoughts will look more and more like things.
---------
when buddha attained to the ultimate, the utterly ultimate
enlightenment, he was asked: "what have you attained?" and he laughed
and said: "nothing -- because whatsoever i have attained was already
there inside me. it is not something new that i have achieved. it has
always been there from eternity, it is my very nature. but i was not
mindful about it, i was not aware of it. the treasure was always
there, but i had forgotten about it."
you have forgotten, that's all -- that is your ignorance. between a
buddha and you there is no distinction as far as your nature is
concerned, but only one distinction, and that distinction is that you
don't remember who you are -- and he remembers. you are the same, but
he remembers and you don't remember. he is awake, you are fast
asleep, but your nature is the same.
http://www.barnett.sk/software/sos/osho/osho-talks/suprem02.htm