request for light/love

[lealdragon]

Hey I don't know if this is appropriate, so if the moderator denies
this post, I'll understand, since it could get crazy if all of us
start posting for every little thing, but this isn't a little thing,
it's a big thing...

I've been dealing with some really intense negative greeting over the
past week, to the degree of my actually perceiving a 'swarm' of
nasties (like buzzards waiting for an animal to die). It was all very
bizarre and definitely had the feel of a very intentional negative
greeting.

I think it was a major decision and test on my part, and I feel I have
clarity about why I might have been vulnerable, but the experience has
left me with some very intense physical challenges, so now I'm dealing
with some fear on that, so not out of the woods yet.. so any
light/love/prayer would be very much appreciated!

Thanks!

Monica

[NEIL HADDON]

Dragon asked,
"so any
light/love/prayer would be very much appreciated!"

Hang in there, Dragon, we're all with you!

Great thing is, you saw it for what it was, no doubt blessed it, politely
refused it's gift, and wished it well on its journey.

I'm sure you'll get more than enough love/light from the team, so thank you for
giving us the opporchancity to be of service.

I feel thanks that you are already O.K.

Love.
Neil
PS. Who is Monica? I much prefer, 'Dragon'



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[Yamku]

Bless you with light and love as you move through this test Monica/Dragon.
Many of us are being tested by the nasties and we stand together enfolded by
love and light with clear intent to send them on their way with love. The
rocking and rolling has started and together we are fearless. We know what it
is and we set clear boundaries. May your physical challenges be resolved now,
in this instant. We are clear and we are grateful.

L and L,
Valerie Peace Raven

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Sent: Thu, 21 Jul 2005 02:18:06 -0000
Subject: [asc2k] request for light/love


Hey I don't know if this is appropriate, so if the moderator denies
this post, I'll understand, since it could get crazy if all of us
start posting for every little thing, but this isn't a little thing,
it's a big thing...

I've been dealing with some really intense negative greeting over the
past week, to the degree of my actually perceiving a 'swarm' of
nasties (like buzzards waiting for an animal to die). It was all very
bizarre and definitely had the feel of a very intentional negative
greeting.

I think it was a major decision and test on my part, and I feel I have
clarity about why I might have been vulnerable, but the experience has
left me with some very intense physical challenges, so now I'm dealing
with some fear on that, so not out of the woods yet.. so any
light/love/prayer would be very much appreciated!

Thanks!

Monica






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[Maryannatr7@...]

In a message dated 07/21/2005 10:36:28 AM Eastern Daylight Time,
vat30329@... (/group/asc2k/post?postID=XdTwcXJn2RmyvRG_nc1gikJga7tRC1YRS3XOYD 3d-WkhmLn6tcxhSjkEMRhxVg9RxXGA09GgABPTtQ) writes:

Bless you with light and love as you move through this test Monica/Dragon.
Many of us are being tested by the nasties and we stand together enfolded by
love and light with clear intent to send them on their way with love. The
rocking and rolling has started and together we are fearless. We know what it
is and we set clear boundaries. May your physical challenges be resolved
now, in this instant. We are clear and we are grateful.

L and L,
Valerie Peace Raven

-----Original Message-----
From: lealdragon <lealdragon@... (/group/asc2k/post?postID=0WpYfLepobvSHmj2a1ii89sZUNvucQyiP_sg7l dZ3Dm7kogBVfA8iHmPM-w5kxxfOOUIcPPfNpHYmTs)>
To: asc2k@yahoogroups.com (/group/asc2k/post?postID=BR6Svtgk7_dk8dElC4fgtl5F7zj2pZ-j4zDVpGXGChzp0MMm4CZyxnlbAbH_WtnRV3wv6Qa1CMKSH4fJe IrO)
Sent: Thu, 21 Jul 2005 02:18:06 -0000
Subject: [asc2k] request for light/love


Hey I don't know if this is appropriate, so if the moderator denies
this post, I'll understand, since it could get crazy if all of us
start posting for every little thing, but this isn't a little thing,
it's a big thing...

I've been dealing with some really intense negative greeting over the
past week, to the degree of my actually perceiving a 'swarm' of
nasties (like buzzards waiting for an animal to die). It was all very
bizarre and definitely had the feel of a very intentional negative
greeting.

I think it was a major decision and test on my part, and I feel I have
clarity about why I might have been vulnerable, but the experience has



sending light ands love
Maryanna


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[lealdragon]

Thanks so much to everyone! Well I blessed it (them), refused its
(their) gifts, but not quite politley!

I (Monica) am Dragon. I gave my name since I was asking for prayer.

I'm in the recovery process - thanks to everyone!

--- In asc2k@yahoogroups.com (/group/asc2k/post?postID=mRPi-NbtNB37m6iUYdRls_mahAZyIk5FKxLIJo3kDdpGKqBE9N3c9nV lLGGGOV-tmSoKPRkuGXz32lF6FFM), "NEIL HADDON" <wayshower@g...> wrote:
> ...Great thing is, you saw it for what it was, no doubt blessed it,
politely refused it's gift, and wished it well on its journey.
>
> ...I'm sure you'll get more than enough love/light from the team, so
thank you for giving us the opporchancity to be of service.
> ...PS. Who is Monica? I much prefer, 'Dragon'

[lealdragon]

Thanks Valerie. It was a breakthru in the sense that I RECOGNIZED the
negative greeting for what it was, and realized that the nasties
wanted to CONTROL me by derailing me. This was to the point of
possible physical death - that's how intense it got!

So now I have a greater appreciation for what Carla must have gone
thru.

I also realized that, whether it is a person or a situation, it could
be triggered by such an entity's desire to control/derail/depolarize
us. Whereas b4, I tended to think in terms of my own responsiblity as
to how I responded to an other-self or situation, even tho I 'knew' I
could choose to remain centered/peaceful/loving, often the situation
was such that it was difficult to do so.

Now that I actually SAW these entities, and realized their true
purpose, I feel a lot clearer about what I am dealing with. I never
thought of myself b4 as being susceptible to negativity, in the sense
of hurting someone or being greedy, but in the sense of being
vulnerable to fear and being controlled, that is another issue
entirely.

Just like in DW's example about the abused child being a vehicle for
negativity, in this case I was 'greeted' in my own area of weakness,
which was being TOO sensitive to others to the point of being
gullible, and TOO empathic to the point of just absorbing everyone
else's s*** on top of my own.

This isn't coming out like I'd intended - hope it makes sense - I'm
still a little rattled and not as clear as I'd like to be. But thanks
again to all of you for being there.

--- In asc2k@yahoogroups.com (/group/asc2k/post?postID=ux0SbjcB2nHXwSbNGy555s9pWHr_E7V8HnavjX G65Ha95UKiJYjleW5ZPdYnqQeoHiQj4zrLNTQHhAoF), vat30329@a... wrote:
> Bless you with light and love as you move through this test
Monica/Dragon. Many of us are being tested by the nasties and we
stand together enfolded by love and light with clear intent to send
them on their way with love. The rocking and rolling has started and
together we are fearless. We know what it is and we set clear
boundaries. May your physical challenges be resolved now, in this
instant. We are clear and we are grateful.

[Petrus]

>I (Monica) am Dragon. I gave my name since I was asking for prayer.

Do you mean in terms of Chinese astrology?


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[lealdragon]

No, I meant that my userid on this group is lealdragon.

--- In asc2k@yahoogroups.com (/group/asc2k/post?postID=gxvYA8nZ-hkUMQQIzWeVddi00Zq6AlRgAcs6FQvD4V9KG5RvaP0GNn-pf4zS-251LIx8sLT3vu_jQova), "Petrus" <petrus@b...> wrote:
> >I (Monica) am Dragon. I gave my name since I was asking for prayer.
>
> Do you mean in terms of Chinese astrology?
>
>
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