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04-28-2004, 04:01 PM
--- Jeremy Weiland <greenlantern113@... (/group/asc2k/post?postID=tb_r4WG_gOuxDk62o0IK1t2QTmchgshAS8mLcR FZ5C2Mtkh-c6OecXkmRFpBgmSVpnBQlBLse7Oeb4iSi7Xwx-HqwA)> wrote:
> Nobody knows for certain what it will be like.
In my experience, life is one big uncertainty. The
lives I dreamed of or thought I might live someday are
*completely* different than how my life has turned out
to be. Like standing up in a rowboat that's rocking
back and forth, I never know what's going to happen in
the next 5 days, or 5 years, or 5 aeons. Everytime I
guess a possible future situation in my life based on
where I currently am...
SURPRISE! Betcha weren't expecting that, were you?!
No, I wasn't! Isn't it exciting? Well, if by exciting
you mean having to live life moment to moment because
that's how fast it changes, then yeah, it's very
exciting. Every day is like Christmas (or any other
holiday involving opening gifts). I don't always get
what I 'thought' I wanted, I always get everything I
need, and my jaw keeps dropping as my story unfolds
from one miracle to the next.
> My only hope is that you don't let worrying about
> some cosmic event trump your current life.
If there's one thing in my life that I AM certain of,
it's that this vague event horizon will eventually
come into focus and manifest. There isn't a shadow of
a doubt in my mind and heart that this will happen,
even as I float on a sea of uncertainty. I feel it
deeply in my being. Beyond that, I have no clue about
anything. It's funny, because this event is something
I think about on a daily basis, it occupies much of my
thoughts and emotions and it hasn't even happened yet,
at least in my subjective time. I don't worry so much
about it, as I'm just in awe of everything. The wonder
and beauty is so ubiquitous, it all points to the
event horizon. So I continue to live in the moment to
the best of my ability, with an awareness of what lies
ahead but my focus on the here and now.
> For me, just realizing that trusting the universe
> meant letting go of the need to keep a tight rein on
> my identity was quite liberating. I feel confident
> that, when Ascension comes, the wisest and most
> authentic part of myself will decide where I go
> next, and that I am in *perfect* hands. The same
> goes for my friends and family: what more could I
> want for them, really?
The main reason I felt the urge to respond to these
quotes is that I had something very traumatic happen
to me last night. At the time I thought I was really
in a lot of trouble. I sought the counsel of my very
good friend who's a Wanderer-type soul, as I relate to
him so much it's eerie, and vice versa. Apparently, me
and him shared a really strong permanent connection
from the moment we met, and when one of us is upset,
the other inevitably feels it.
The synchronicity surrounding the past 24 hours is
mind-boggling. We both went through very similar
serious experiences in different places, at different
times, but on the SAME DAY. We both started looking
for lessons, as synchronicity is known to bring
lessons in a special way. A few days ago, I was
meditating and the channel to my higher self became
dramatically more clear than it has ever been,
apparently just in time for this big incident. Last
night, when I was still upset and couldn't see how
this all fit into the intelligent design I had grown
to have so much faith in, I got a clear message not to
worry. I was told that I chose to have my channel
clear up at this time to coincide with this event.
Trusting my intuition more deeply than I used to, due
to the opening of the channel, I tried to hold onto my
faith in the intelligent design, and sure enough, I'm
bright and cheery and brimming with creative ideas
today. Last night I was sobbing uncontrollably, today
I feel a peace I haven't felt in a long time. Not only
is my faith renewed, I feel a deeper connection to
spirit than I have ever known. Does anyone else feel
the drastic change in the overall energy recently?
Everything's so unbelievable, it's just unreal.
Folks, try to have some fun playing the game, and
don't take it too seriously. Have faith, and know that
your faith will be tested. When things look the worst,
you're always at your best. Flow with change, let it
sweep you up and carry you into the unknown. If you
get caught up in the details, gently remind yourself
to take a step back and see the big picture (I have to
do this CONSTANTLY). Everything is transient, it can
all change in a second. What a wild curriculum in the
school of life...
Above all, the lesson I learned from my big bad
incident that is most significant to me, enough to
make me want to write this superfluous rant, is that
NOTHING is what it initially appears to be. Everything
is a gift wrapped up in illusions. The illusions are
always decieving, but that's the fun part! No matter
how many times I think I've figured out what's
underneath, the universe presents another illusion,
another lesson, another aspect I didn't notice before.
I feel great. The depression and physical illness that
plagued me for the past few months has given way to
deep healing and a much needed reintegration of
aspects of self. I hope this natural high rubs off on
all of you, especially those who are dealing with
dirty, yucky, painful spring cleaning of soul. Can you
feel it? =)
SURPRISE!
Love and Light to all,
Drew
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> Nobody knows for certain what it will be like.
In my experience, life is one big uncertainty. The
lives I dreamed of or thought I might live someday are
*completely* different than how my life has turned out
to be. Like standing up in a rowboat that's rocking
back and forth, I never know what's going to happen in
the next 5 days, or 5 years, or 5 aeons. Everytime I
guess a possible future situation in my life based on
where I currently am...
SURPRISE! Betcha weren't expecting that, were you?!
No, I wasn't! Isn't it exciting? Well, if by exciting
you mean having to live life moment to moment because
that's how fast it changes, then yeah, it's very
exciting. Every day is like Christmas (or any other
holiday involving opening gifts). I don't always get
what I 'thought' I wanted, I always get everything I
need, and my jaw keeps dropping as my story unfolds
from one miracle to the next.
> My only hope is that you don't let worrying about
> some cosmic event trump your current life.
If there's one thing in my life that I AM certain of,
it's that this vague event horizon will eventually
come into focus and manifest. There isn't a shadow of
a doubt in my mind and heart that this will happen,
even as I float on a sea of uncertainty. I feel it
deeply in my being. Beyond that, I have no clue about
anything. It's funny, because this event is something
I think about on a daily basis, it occupies much of my
thoughts and emotions and it hasn't even happened yet,
at least in my subjective time. I don't worry so much
about it, as I'm just in awe of everything. The wonder
and beauty is so ubiquitous, it all points to the
event horizon. So I continue to live in the moment to
the best of my ability, with an awareness of what lies
ahead but my focus on the here and now.
> For me, just realizing that trusting the universe
> meant letting go of the need to keep a tight rein on
> my identity was quite liberating. I feel confident
> that, when Ascension comes, the wisest and most
> authentic part of myself will decide where I go
> next, and that I am in *perfect* hands. The same
> goes for my friends and family: what more could I
> want for them, really?
The main reason I felt the urge to respond to these
quotes is that I had something very traumatic happen
to me last night. At the time I thought I was really
in a lot of trouble. I sought the counsel of my very
good friend who's a Wanderer-type soul, as I relate to
him so much it's eerie, and vice versa. Apparently, me
and him shared a really strong permanent connection
from the moment we met, and when one of us is upset,
the other inevitably feels it.
The synchronicity surrounding the past 24 hours is
mind-boggling. We both went through very similar
serious experiences in different places, at different
times, but on the SAME DAY. We both started looking
for lessons, as synchronicity is known to bring
lessons in a special way. A few days ago, I was
meditating and the channel to my higher self became
dramatically more clear than it has ever been,
apparently just in time for this big incident. Last
night, when I was still upset and couldn't see how
this all fit into the intelligent design I had grown
to have so much faith in, I got a clear message not to
worry. I was told that I chose to have my channel
clear up at this time to coincide with this event.
Trusting my intuition more deeply than I used to, due
to the opening of the channel, I tried to hold onto my
faith in the intelligent design, and sure enough, I'm
bright and cheery and brimming with creative ideas
today. Last night I was sobbing uncontrollably, today
I feel a peace I haven't felt in a long time. Not only
is my faith renewed, I feel a deeper connection to
spirit than I have ever known. Does anyone else feel
the drastic change in the overall energy recently?
Everything's so unbelievable, it's just unreal.
Folks, try to have some fun playing the game, and
don't take it too seriously. Have faith, and know that
your faith will be tested. When things look the worst,
you're always at your best. Flow with change, let it
sweep you up and carry you into the unknown. If you
get caught up in the details, gently remind yourself
to take a step back and see the big picture (I have to
do this CONSTANTLY). Everything is transient, it can
all change in a second. What a wild curriculum in the
school of life...
Above all, the lesson I learned from my big bad
incident that is most significant to me, enough to
make me want to write this superfluous rant, is that
NOTHING is what it initially appears to be. Everything
is a gift wrapped up in illusions. The illusions are
always decieving, but that's the fun part! No matter
how many times I think I've figured out what's
underneath, the universe presents another illusion,
another lesson, another aspect I didn't notice before.
I feel great. The depression and physical illness that
plagued me for the past few months has given way to
deep healing and a much needed reintegration of
aspects of self. I hope this natural high rubs off on
all of you, especially those who are dealing with
dirty, yucky, painful spring cleaning of soul. Can you
feel it? =)
SURPRISE!
Love and Light to all,
Drew
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