Big Shifts, Little Shifts, All Good

[David Wilcock]

Hey group,

Without detailing the specifics, as they are personal, I felt compelled
to say that a profound shift - perhaps the most profound
mind/body/spirit shift of my entire life - has been building up
throughout this whole last year and has increasingly reached a
crescendo, partitioned in geometrically-increasing intensity over the
last three months / one month / two weeks / three days / today. A
uniquely powerful event, in the sphere of human interactions, occurred
today that is perhaps the single most positive thing to have happened to
me in years. Sorry that I can't be more specific than that! All I can
say is that it is EXTREMELY positive.

The opening of one's heart can be a very painful, very frightening
process. The back pain has been the third most crippling I have ever
felt it. The key was when I realized that it has ALWAYS been in the same
place.

In the Akashic Records of Cayce's life, there is a death that took place
where both my then-companion and I (later Gladys Davis, his
stenographer) were stabbed in the heart, from the back, simultaneously.
As we turned to face our attacker, bleeding and dying in each other's
arms, we realized that it was a close and trusted friend of ours. This
was such a shock that it had a multi-incarnational traumatic resonance,
and did cause a definite shattering of the energy body that, as I have
now seen, still hadn't been completely rectified and healed.

The Cayce Readings showed that Gladys had inherited a deep fear of
knives from this (which turned out to be very true,) and Cayce was very
friendly to everyone but in fact never really trusted anyone. This blunt
truth is all documented for someone who engages in a deep Cayce study
and is not something I "just remembered" without documentation. I
obviously came back here with the same catalyst.

I have tended to see life as a chessboard, and speak in terms of
politics, winning points, establishing a position and attempting to
balance a very complex series of stresses, always trying to think at
least three or four moves ahead, and often 11 or 12 - quite literally.
Part of this involves ALWAYS keeping the absolute-worst-case-scenario
for any situation in play on the board, and actively investigating for
clues as to whether it has any credible threat profile. Some of this is
from years of studying Pangainoon Tiger / Crane / Dragon Kung-Fu, from
JRH through until HS graduation. My philosophy was that if you prepare
for everything, then you are surprised by nothing and can always
maintain your equilibrium.

Let's face it. For a person who thinks like this, it is a very hard
life. The closest friends and associates may betray you and that is a
very real piece on the chessboard, always there in the background. There
must always be that space of accepting that you may well start again at
the bottom, living totally alone in a totally new space, losing all your
closest people by having moved. And unfortunately, my own past history
seems to be exemplary of how frequently such betrayals can occur.
Obviously a lot of this has to do with the extent of negative greeting
that is visited on anyone who comes into my personal space - I have seen
it again and again. But, as always, there must be a component in which
the Self is responsible. The thoughtforms of possible betrayal create a
template for manifestation that cannot be denied.

Gary and I have had a lot of conversations about what I have called "the
4D element of the chessboard." The fourth-density energy is coming in
stronger and stronger. Every day there are signs that increasingly prove
that the whole Ascension model is indeed accurate. I expect many shifts
on the horizon for this year, both Big and Little, and All Good, from
the highest perspective.

So, with the 4D component comes the conscious realization of
self-respect and self-love, and a radiance of that selfhood which then
encompasses all others, and especially those in your immediate personal
sphere. As you work through your distortions, it is very accurate to say
that it takes enormous discipline to get to the point where this can be
natural. You quite literally have to die. Die to yourself, die to who
you were, die to how you used to think, act and behave. This, of course,
is not a literal death of the body, but contains that degree of import
in the mind.

So, I want to say that I have died. I have died in a more powerful way
than I have ever experienced before, arguably. And, I have come out on
the other side with an incredibly positive harvest to show for it. I see
that this death has cleared out an enormous space in me that can now be
filled with love and compassion for self and others, and that IS being
filled.

So, here's the deal as I have seen it. The logical mind ABSOLUTELY
CANNOT prove to itself that there is no possibility of betrayal. The
idea of legal contract marriage was a social "patch program" to try to
allay people's fears in that way, but as we have seen it no longer has
such archetypal strength - the institution itself is in disarray.

Instead, there is the SURRENDER that comes - the surrender to faith, to
trust, to LOVE. This surrender is the 4D part of the chessboard, which
actually dissolves the board, the pieces, the whole game. It is the
trust that the higher good is being served in one's life, regardless of
how it may appear on the outside. It is the acceptance of the tapestry
of joy and pain that is life, and the embracing of the process
regardless of where on the wheel of fortune you may be poised.

Such a surrender to love, for a massive head-intellectual-oriented
person like myself, frees up an ENORMOUS amount of psychological
real-estate for other things. As the tattered and war-torn lands of the
chessboard dissolve away, there come green pastures, smooth mountains,
fluffy clouds, happy people and an array of flora and fauna who look at
you and understand exactly what you do.

That all is One.

Peace be with you -

- David


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[kelicom]

Hi David

I just read your story with interest--the same exact thing ALMOST
happened to me yesterday. I came as close as I've ever come to that
point of surrender. But at the final hour, I pulled away--I sought relief
from the grief instead of allowing it to consume me. I know that it was a
tremendous opportunity that I passed up, one that, like yours, has been
building up for months. I wish I had trusted that I would not be consumed.

Please keep posting your thoughts, feelings and progress as I'm sure
there will be much that happens post script to your transformitive
experience. Perhaps hearing from you that the good affects last,
that they truly are profound and on the molecular level, will help me trust and
surrender the next time the opportunity comes to "go with the feelings".

All the best,
Kelly

[Vincent, Fran]

David:

David wrote 1-15-03 "Cayce was very friendly to everyone but in fact never
really trusted anyone....Part of this involves ALWAYS keeping the
absolute-worst-case-scenario for any situation in play on the board, and
actively investigating for clues as to whether it has any credible threat
profile....My philosophy was that if you prepare for everything, then you
are surprised by nothing and can always maintain your equilibrium.

...You quite literally have to die. Die to yourself, die to who you were,
die to how you used to think, act and behave. This, of course, is not a
literal death of the body, but contains that degree of import in the mind.

...Instead, there is the SURRENDER that comes - the surrender to faith, to
trust, to LOVE.

...Such a surrender to love, for a massive head-intellectual-oriented person
like myself, frees up an ENORMOUS amount of psychological real-estate for
other things. As the tattered and war-torn lands of the chessboard dissolve
away, there come green pastures, smooth mountains, fluffy clouds, happy
people and an array of flora and fauna who look at you and understand
exactly what you do."

That all is One.

Peace be with you -

- David

Lucky Fran writes 1-15-03. David, wonderful that you had this break
through. You must be feeling mentally and physically better. Thank you again
for all your sharing.

You triggered me on the trust issue. I am always attempting to anticipate
what is going to happen so that I have no surprises. And indeed, this is my
trust issue. My conclusion: Many, including me have never fully loved.

You indicate you died, and surrendered to love. What I realized from your
sharing is that we probably never fully love unless we surrender which
encompasses the trust. The saying, "it is better to love and lose than
never love at all", correlates with another saying, "Surrender and trust
must occur before we are able to love completely".

Love and Peace to You All,

Lucky Fran

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[grantcleveland]

David-

Congrats on that!

Were there any physical sensations before, during, after and related
to your understanding that you can describe?

[shemayet_3]

Ahhhhh,

..Surrender.

...isn't it sweet?

:)

Love and Light

Shemayet~*

[Chris Hamilton]

> I just read your story with interest--the same exact thing ALMOST
> happened to me yesterday. Kelly

Hi Kelly, David, anyone else who thought today's energies were just Wow!! :)
I know this isn't quite on topic, but I did want to say here that today
Venus and Uranus conjoined at 1ÃÂà ƒÂƒÃ‚‚‚ÂàƒÃ‚ƒÃ‚‚° Pisces. As my Jupiter is right there, I had
too much of a good thing today ;) So, if any of you have planets at 1ÃÂà ƒÂƒÃ‚‚‚ÂàƒÃ‚ƒÃ‚‚°
Pisces, Virgo, Gemini, or Sag, you probably are saying today to yourself
"What happened?!!" Phew. However, the planets that you have at 1ÃÂà ƒÂƒÃ‚‚‚ÂàƒÃ‚ƒÃ‚‚° Taurus,
Capricorn, Scorpio, Cancer may have helped you fall in love or learn more
about love without all the shock waves :) I promise I won't do astrology
again! Venus made me do it. Love you all, Chris

[mjc_au2003]

David,

That was a beautiful message. Thank you for that. Yesterday was
quite interesting for me. In the middle of the afternoon I felt
compelled to meditate and I came REALLY close to a "breakthrough".
I've been practicing meditation for almost twenty years and nothing
like this has happened before.

I truly let go and started to experience a dramatic increase in my
perception of light and a floating sensation. I've read that at a
certain point in higher levels of meditation the throat tightens as
breathing is suspended. It is not a pleasant sensation and I pulled
back and gagged for about five minutes.

Still, to "see the light" was pretty amazing. Now I have to learn to
go into it. It seems that the key to the door is complete surrender.

Yesterday must have had cosmic significance. Something is definitely
happening....

L&L

Michael Carroll

[kelicom]

> So, if any of you have planets at 1ÃÂà ƒÂƒÃ‚‚‚ÂàƒÃ‚ƒÃ‚‚°
> Pisces, Virgo, Gemini, or Sag, you probably are saying today to yourself
> "What happened?!!" Phew.

Well, that would explain it...four planets within 4 degrees--Moon/Uranus
conjunct in Virgo, and Merucry/Mars conjunct in Pisces. And the opposition=

between them just added fuel to the fire. Maybe I would have been
consumed.

Thanks chris. :-)

[darktemplarssj]

Hmm, this is a really interesting syncronicity. I had one of my
most heartfelt experiences yesterday(wednesday).
This is the first week of classes at my college. I signed up for a
computer animation class. This is one of the classes that I have
been most anticipating. I really like the computer art creation
process and its blue-ray effects. When I came to the class there
were 3 people too many in the class, we didn't have enough
workstation computerS for each person. There were two people of 24
that were not registered correctly for the class. Those two people
were asked to be excused and take the class next semester.
This process took about 30 mins, our professor really didn't want to
remove anyone and she kept mentioning things like "if you are just
taking the class as a hobby you should take it next semester" and
other things to coax someone to volunteer. All the while I was
thinking how this was really imporant to me and how it might be my
carreer after college. Also the day before I had read about 1/3 of
each of our three text books for the class to "prepare" because I
didn't think I would be up to par with others who were taking it( I
was thinking they all had alot of experiences with 3D computer
animation, which turned out not to be true.)

I kept thinking "It will never come to me, I won't be the one, there
are 21 other people that might be removed." And then it did come to
me. Our Professor asked "who is taking this for their major". 20
of 22 people raised their hands. Though this class was outside of
my major there are so many things that I want to Learn that I am
taking alot of classes outside my major and maybe when I choose my
major 2 years ago it wasn't the right decision but thats beyond the
point.

Thus I was one of those 2 people. The other was a very good looking
girl. Then the scrutiny was on me and her. At this point I felt as
I usually do a deep felt respect for females that I meet who do
creative things and are interested in the artistic field. This is
when I bowed out of the class, I couldn't have allowed myself to
block someone who was so briliantly physically and intelectually
beautiful. I just wish the person who I left for had understood te
gravity of my choice. Personally I've always thought that if I was
going to die the best death would be to die protecting a close
friend, espicially a female one. This situation produced a deep
introspection and thought, I was glad for what she would be able to
do but I was disapointed because I couldn't work on animation with
some of the friends I know that were taking the class. I thought to
myself that I had felt a microcosm of what my death wish would be.
The class started at 10am. When I got back to my room it was 11:11.

It definitely seems like this time has some deep significance.
-Dave

[David Wilcock]

From: Vincent, Fran

>You indicate you died, and surrendered to love. What I realized from
your
sharing is that we probably never fully love unless we surrender which
encompasses the trust. The saying, "it is better to love and lose than
never love at all", correlates with another saying, "Surrender and trust
must occur before we are able to love completely".

DW: Ah, ya got me! (wiping tears)

Thanks.

- David

[David Wilcock]

From: kelicom

>Please keep posting your thoughts, feelings and progress as I'm sure
there will be much that happens post script to your transformitive
experience. Perhaps hearing from you that the good affects last,
that they truly are profound and on the molecular level, will help me
trust and surrender the next time the opportunity comes to "go with the
feelings".

DW: I believe it's ALWAYS the right thing... as timeless and necessary a
principle as breathing. In fact, without surrender we are so muscularly
armored that we are very shallow breathers, which reduces the amount of
prana we can draw in.

So yes... the faith part is in believing that it will work out and stay
positive. I'll do my best to be honest, and I expect that the new notch
in the ascending passage has ratcheted well into place here.

Peace be with you -

- David

[David Wilcock]

From: grantcleveland

>Congrats on that!

DW: Thanks.

>Were there any physical sensations before, during, after and related
to your understanding that you can describe?

DW: OK, let's see how clinically accurate and honest I can get:

BEFORE: Terror. Paranoia. Nausea near to vomiting. Suicidal tinkerings.
Desire for escape. Deep, dark, black depression. Enormous physical
musculo-skeletal pain. Inability to sleep more than 4.5 hours. Inability
to remember dreams upon awakening. Desire to stay in bed. Too hot, too
cold, never right. Constant headaches at the temples and back of the
head. Neglect of diet and physical health. Feeling of insects crawling
all over me, more in the psychological than tactile sense. Feeling
disgusting, unloved, violated, dead inside.

DURING: Hyperventilating. Intense crying. Dizzying sense of falling in
bottomless pit. Heart palpitations. Cold sweat. Inability to maintain
much eye contact while expressing my process. Strong desire to
communicate with clarity and integrity, to love through the process.
Then, breakthroughs, calming down, spontaneous release of muscular
armoring, loving physical contact, many deep gasps of breath, constant
flow of tears.

AFTER: Serenity. Happiness. Sense of completion. Ability to sleep.
Amazing, spontaneous reduction of musculo-skeletal pains. Ability to
look at the future with a positive focus. Acceptance of self and
acceptance of others. The rest I'll let you know as it develops.

Peace be with you -

- David



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[David Wilcock]

From: Chris Hamilton

I know this isn't quite on topic, but I did want to say here that today
Venus and Uranus conjoined at 1ÃÂà ƒÂƒÃ‚‚‚ÂàƒÃ‚ƒÃ‚‚° Pisces. As my Jupiter is right there, I
had
too much of a good thing today ;) So, if any of you have planets at 1ÃÂà ƒÂƒÃ‚‚‚ÂàƒÃ‚ƒÃ‚‚°
Pisces, Virgo, Gemini, or Sag, you probably are saying today to yourself
"What happened?!!" Phew. However, the planets that you have at 1ÃÂà ƒÂƒÃ‚‚‚ÂàƒÃ‚ƒÃ‚‚°
Taurus,
Capricorn, Scorpio, Cancer may have helped you fall in love or learn
more
about love without all the shock waves :) I promise I won't do astrology
again! Venus made me do it. Love you all, Chris

DW: Ah... makes perfect sense. I didn't know that but am not surprised.

Peace be with you -

- David



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[David Wilcock]

From: mjc_au2003

>Yesterday must have had cosmic significance. Something is definitely
happening....

DW: Indeed. We're getting it first before it goes global... so "wait for
it." The punchline is on its way! The dark night of the soul is going to
start happening a lot more often and become far more acknowledged - and
it is our job to explain that it is a natural process that shouldn't be
feared, as it can create tremendous shifts.

Peace be with you -

- David

[David Wilcock]

From: darktemplarssj

I thought to myself that I had felt a microcosm of what my death wish
would be. The class started at 10am. When I got back to my room it was
11:11.

DW: Wow. Talk about an amazing confrontation with the shadow side.
Congratulations on getting through that.

It definitely seems like this time has some deep significance.
-Dave

DW: I'll say!

Peace be with you -

- David



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[Lesley Schultz]

Dear David, L/L & peace to All:

Many congratulations on your breakthrough, as is most
profound and a great "freeing of the mind."

A bit late to mention, but yesterday was a watershed
day for me as well. Realized some things that I never
had before, and think I know what to do to gain the
greatest good from the lessons.

Crossing the terminator into the Night, but can
already sense the dawn breaking, magnificent in it's
light and color.

Blessings, peace and love,

~lesley



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[Lesley Schultz]

Dear Fran and David, L/L & Peace to All:

--- David Wilcock <djw333@... (/group/asc2k/post?postID=SAOmfjmNmitG0JBGZwq4JiBF1O7A8z9wise0FX 0wXrMe5dkljDOjHhLaOWKYeEWWs5dI4I31etF-Pu0)> wrote:
> From: Vincent, Fran
>
> >snip>>The saying, "it is better to
> love and lose than > never love at all", correlates
with another saying, > "Surrender and trust
> must occur before we are able to love completely".
>
> LS: I feel I can honestly say that, having
surrendered and trusted, and thus loved completely
more than once, that there is nothing more powerful.
Even when the loved one is lost to the present
experience, the agony and grief that comes are
powerful teachers and enablers. The transforming
power of love is truly astonishing, reaching all
possible levels simultaneously, both building up and
tearing down at the same time. It may be pain and
hurt unto death, which it sounds like David recently
experienced, but when you come through it, it's like
being reborn-- or coming back to health after a long
illness. It gives me great joy to know that DW has
made this breakthrough.

I used to think that everyone loved like this, but the
truth is, few people do. But more will/may now, since
it sounds like things are breaking through for many
people-- more and more as time passes. It seems like
waves breaking up on the shore, as the tide rises, the
waves reach further in and build on each other.

Exciting and interesting times, folks.

Blessings, peace and love,
~lesley





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Oakland, CA 94610

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[Vincent, Fran]

Lesley Schultz wrote, 1-16-03:

> LS: I feel I can honestly say that, having
surrendered and trusted, and thus loved completely
more than once, that there is nothing more powerful.

Lucky Fran writes, 1-16-04:

Thanks to David's sharing, yesterday, it also occurred to me that without an
open heart, surrender and trust, I am not fully capable of completely loving
our Creator, or myself or the other selves.

Lesley, thank you for your beautiful thoughts.

Peace and Love to Your All,

Lucky Fran

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[Bruce Peret]

From: "David Wilcock" <djw333@... (/group/asc2k/post?postID=5xDoG-IXqfswuE28TnN13tHokm_TbcfszFrxE3mUOyVOPYHv91dLfZ7Z 5Mn62yOmGoCqlpHCmGH0xQZP)>

> So, here's the deal as I have seen it. The logical mind ABSOLUTELY
> CANNOT prove to itself that there is no possibility of betrayal.

David,

A person who "trusts" cannot be betrayed -- only mistaken.

Bruce/Lone Bear

[Chase747@...]

"Cast Thy Bread upon the Waters,,and in abundance they shall return unto
you.."
The energy you give is the energy you recieve ..accordingly and
appropriatingly to the gifts given ...a life lesson to many of us..being then
IN THE
ONE/SPIRIT/GOD We TRUST..
AHYH AShR AHYH
BRVK YSh AL ShDY
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[Luis Albanés]

Chris Hamilton wrote:

ÃÂà ƒÂ‚‚Âà ƒÂ‚¬Venus and Uranus conjoined at 1ÃÂà ƒÂƒÃ‚‚‚ÂàƒÃ‚ƒÃ‚‚° Pisces. As ÃÂà ƒÂ‚‚Âà ƒÂ‚¬my Jupiter is right there, I
ÃÂà ƒÂ‚Ã‚Â‚ÃƒÂƒÃ‚ÂƒÃƒÂ‚Ã‚Â‚Ãƒ ƒÂ‚¬had
ÃÂà ƒÂ‚‚Âà ƒÂ‚¬too much of a good thing today ;) So, if ÃÂà ƒÂ‚‚Âà ƒÂ‚¬any of you have planets at 1ÃÂà ƒÂƒÃ‚‚‚ÂàƒÃ‚ƒÃ‚‚°
ÃÂà ƒÂ‚Ã‚Â‚ÃƒÂƒÃ‚ÂƒÃƒÂ‚Ã‚Â‚Ãƒ ƒÂ‚¬Pisces, Virgo, Gemini, or Sag, you probably ÃÂà ƒÂ‚Ã‚Â‚ÃƒÂƒÃ‚ÂƒÃƒÂ‚Ã‚Â‚Ãƒ ƒÂ‚¬are saying today to yourself
ÃÂà ƒÂ‚‚Âà ƒÂ‚¬"What happened?!!" Phew. However, the planets ÃÂà ƒÂ‚‚Âà ƒÂ‚¬that you have at 1ÃÂà ƒÂƒÃ‚‚‚ÂàƒÃ‚ƒÃ‚‚°
ÃÂà ƒÂ‚Ã‚Â‚ÃƒÂƒÃ‚ÂƒÃƒÂ‚Ã‚Â‚Ãƒ ƒÂ‚¬Taurus,
ÃÂà ƒÂ‚Ã‚Â‚ÃƒÂƒÃ‚ÂƒÃƒÂ‚Ã‚Â‚Ãƒ ƒÂ‚¬Capricorn, Scorpio, Cancer may have helped ÃÂà ƒÂ‚Ã‚Â‚ÃƒÂƒÃ‚ÂƒÃƒÂ‚Ã‚Â‚Ãƒ ƒÂ‚¬you fall in love or learn
ÃÂà ƒÂ‚Ã‚Â‚ÃƒÂƒÃ‚ÂƒÃƒÂ‚Ã‚Â‚Ãƒ ƒÂ‚¬more


Luis: Just a confirmation on this happening: I am falling in love in this
days!!!!!! after many, many years......

Love you Ily!

Blessings

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[Paul Kandrah]

> --- "David Wilcock" wrote:
> > "The logical mind absolutely cannot prove to itself that people
> > will act in predictable ways.
> >
> > The heart is able to love through the unpredictable bumps in the
> > road, through surrendering to the trust that the highest good is
> > always being served in every situation."
>
> P: And then this begs the question, would we really want people
> (i.e. life/universe) to be predictable? For those who wish to
> travel the infinity of the unknown, we could instead choose to
> wonder deeply. Only then is the mind is interminably open and not
> closed.
>
> DW: I would say that in the case of someone who tries to
> play "chess" for whatever reason, (can be related to post-traumatic
> stress disorder as in my case, or being the child of a broken home
> as in my case,) "wondering deeply" is still in the same general
> modality of thinking as trying to predict the outcome. Wondering
> deeply about others, their intentions and motives, isn't the
> surrender that I was talking about. However, we're probably again
> dealing in semantics, where you see the word "wonder" as more
> sacred than I intrinsically would, thus putting it more in
> coherence with the grain of where I've already been saying that
> the shift is occurring.

P: Yes, coherence was my intention, as was recognition of intent. It
is troublesome to be pigeonholed into a way of being by others who
need to make the world predictable. Upon looking at the
statement "wondering deeply," I see that it does not portray the
coherence that I felt. I was trying to pull out of a hat the
wonderment at the universe that is often associated with a small
child. Often times a child will point out things that seem extremely
obvious, often the fruit of their wonderment and openness, but for
reasons of "reason" in a political format are not wise to bring out,
because of the reactions of the closed mind. Often times a child
will ask why. It is this climate that makes it difficult for the
child who sincerely wants to help, as there are repeated attempts to
convince the child to ignore opportunities to BE, simply because
BEING in the fullness of potential makes awkward the surround. It is
the nature of history to stifle people, else their potential be
found. It is difficult to rest in the innocence of wonderment these
days--abandoning oneself to the process--when there always seems to
be something to hold onto.

> For myself, I DON'T want to wonder deeply about what's going on -
> just to surrender and trust the process. Then all that
> psychological real estate is freed up. For me this is all about
> stopping the analytical process from applying itself to
> fundamentals in life, and just letting go.

To truly let go you will have to forget all that you have learned,
all that you know, and freefall...

It is a question of how deeply you truly want to go... into the
rabbit hole that has suddenly appeared. In this new world, coherence
is natural.

Letting go, seeing anew, convinced of nothing,
Paul Kandrah

[bitsmart]

--- Bruce Peret <bruce.peret@... (/group/asc2k/post?postID=qeHlb-k8fbb_MX01_YTXCFA1uoxg0HvPNugbnV1s8kZySuZH2l2EN4kQ TfUayvacg5VpKxYO1v6ffRznMUA)> wrote:
> A person who "trusts" cannot be betrayed -- only
> mistaken.
>
> Bruce/Lone Bear

Wow, that was like a two-by-four to the head. That's
deep, man. Thank you for that gem of wisdom brother.

-Drew

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