waterflame5
04-13-2003, 09:45 AM
Anybody ever feel violated?
Raped, or desecrated, dirty?
Maybe it was something that
happened, some poor choice or
some information you learned.
Intuition is like that.
Honing it, trusting it,
tempering it, like a razor
sharp broadsword that you
could level with, cutting
through the distraction and
deceptions and the denials
and the petty rationalizations
to arrive at a doubtless
plateau beyond uncertainty.
And in that place you look
down and see that you've been
sliced open by that broadsword.
That what you find is that
feeling, that violation,
that sickness of unworthiness
to even be around those you
love, because on that plateau,
you also find the sacred truth
reveals your interconnectedness
and it shreds you into ****.
And in those moments, like all
moments, are an opportunity of
choice. To remind ourselves
we are products of choices and
the past amemory. Yes, our
circumstances betray, but we can
choose to go on, in spite of our
violations, and try to make better
choices based from what we learn.
Raped, or desecrated, dirty?
Maybe it was something that
happened, some poor choice or
some information you learned.
Intuition is like that.
Honing it, trusting it,
tempering it, like a razor
sharp broadsword that you
could level with, cutting
through the distraction and
deceptions and the denials
and the petty rationalizations
to arrive at a doubtless
plateau beyond uncertainty.
And in that place you look
down and see that you've been
sliced open by that broadsword.
That what you find is that
feeling, that violation,
that sickness of unworthiness
to even be around those you
love, because on that plateau,
you also find the sacred truth
reveals your interconnectedness
and it shreds you into ****.
And in those moments, like all
moments, are an opportunity of
choice. To remind ourselves
we are products of choices and
the past amemory. Yes, our
circumstances betray, but we can
choose to go on, in spite of our
violations, and try to make better
choices based from what we learn.