Question about something similar to DeJaVu

[Tony P.]

I know I have mentioned this before, but I get a strong indication of
DeJaVu or something like that that I've lived this exact same life
before, perhaps multiple times even expressing the fact I have lived
it multiple times before. And I don't think I am dillusional or
whatever in this, and I think there is more to this than maybe simply
improper veiling, for me to forget, upon my birth or whatever. I
think I've been experiening this my whole life. Or maybe I am
becoming more intuned about how time is really constructed.

Something different below.
I've also come to the realization that my memories of the past, of
just anything, of myself that is, can be reconstructed in the present
somehow. Like everything that made up myself up to that point,
including how I thought and how I was physically in age. I have an
indication somehow that if I somehow willed it to be, I can jump back
in time, or rather pull the past to the present, forgetting
everything from that point to the present point of where I pulled the
past forward.

Now, with myself saying these things, there has to be at least one
person who doesn't think I am crazy or distorting other things. And
chances are, like every other post in the past, it may get some
responses, but after maybe an initial week or less, it will be
forgotten in the sands of time so to speak. And even putting this
little disclaimer, this third paragraph or whatever, isn't going to
affect the outcome cause I don't think anyone will put much thought
into this to effect a change or into change. Hopefully I'm wrong.

[theloggis]

Hi Tony,

I *think* I can relate to what you're saying here.

Lately I've been getting impressions (or intuitions) that are really
hard to describe. The feeling isn't like your normal 'deja vu,' but
you're right, it is similar.

Every so often, and lately more and more often, I get a sense of a
cycle occurring, as if little bits of events in my life from long ago
are rising back up into conscious thought and manifesting themselves
in current events. It doesn't seem to matter if they were things I
had simply forgotten about or had pushed away deliberately -- they
surface regardless of circumstance. And what I remember isn't just a
recollection of having done something or said something; rather, it's
more like I'm re-living the memory.

This happens in situations where the memory snippet has nothing to do
with what's happening in the present, which leads me to believe it's
a different phenomenon than one in which I'm led to learn a lesson of
some kind. In other words, I don't think I'm trying to learn from my
past when it happens, consciously or otherwise. It's different
somehow.

And when you say:
"I've also come to the realization that my memories of the past, of
just anything, of myself that is, can be reconstructed in the present
somehow. Like everything that made up myself up to that point,
including how I thought and how I was physically in age."

That comes really close to describing my experiences. It's almost
like I'm reliving old memories spontaneously, but they don't seem old
for some reason. And I don't have any concrete explanation for this
either, except what I would *hope* it means. Even now, as I'm writing
about it, I can't think of a single example. I just know it's been
happening.

Am I simply forgiving myself for my past actions, and is that why I'm
remembering these obscure things? Could this phenomenon simply be me
giving myself a test to gauge my spiritual evolution, giving myself a
second chance, as it were? I don't know.

And to quote you again:
"I have an indication somehow that if I somehow willed it to be, I
can jump back in time, or rather pull the past to the present,
forgetting everything from that point to the present point of where I
pulled the past forward."

It *does* almost seem like that, though again, I can't really pin it
down because the impression I get is so radically different from any
other feeling. But yeah, when the feeling happens, I do feel as if
time becomes more tangible, like it's something you can actually "get
your hands into" and work with. I certainly have no idea how to build
on the idea, though. Again, I hope against all learned pragmatism
that it's a sign of positive change to come.

As air is turned into an manipulated force to facilitate powered
flight, so might time become something similarly workable. All I know
is, things are changing, and I cannot wait to see what happens.

This was a huge post -- sorry :-) -- thanks for reading!

Tony

[Tony P.]

Actually, this is triggered by current events basically causing me to
think I've relived this exact same current event before, yet it
hasn't happened, not even in my memory.

--- In asc2k@y..., "theloggis" <theloggis@y...> wrote:
> Hi Tony,
>
> I *think* I can relate to what you're saying here.
>
> Lately I've been getting impressions (or intuitions) that are
really
> hard to describe. The feeling isn't like your normal 'deja vu,' but
> you're right, it is similar.

[Tony P.]

I'm not cutting any text cause it's relevant to this old post I'm
replying to.

I THINK/GUESS I understand the concept of time now. I understand how
it's not linear. Like when any of us enters into 4D, our current 3D
grand cycle(s) are actually beginning. Think of a string. Now cut it
in half. Now take one half and put it above the other. They are still
one string in a sense, but one represents 3D and the other 4D. Now,
when 3D ends, it either repeats itself somehow, or skips to 4D. I
think that is a very simple way to look at it. Now, let me expand. I
think 4D, which is the future of 3D, will aid 3D, which is the past
of 4D. Basically, 4D will help change the past, which can be
considered our present. But it will be a different present. The new
present 3D the ones who didn't go onto 4D went to. Now, that is why I
said guess in the beginning. Not sure if I understand it. Either I
do, or I am confused. I might be confused still, but at least I am
saying things outloud.


--- In asc2k@yahoogroups.com (/group/asc2k/post?postID=Hr392kWSvSgpKvtUpry0BnBXBy7Lm4Ocv2VAta Y3JUEzehaoXt_uKUxEpuX4I3IhSKlLp-l_ki7mhK75pkJ5), "Tony P." <doomstars@y...> wrote:
> Actually, this is triggered by current events basically causing me
to
> think I've relived this exact same current event before, yet it
> hasn't happened, not even in my memory.
>
> --- In asc2k@y..., "theloggis" <theloggis@y...> wrote:
> > Hi Tony,
> >
> > I *think* I can relate to what you're saying here.
> >
> > Lately I've been getting impressions (or intuitions) that are
> really
> > hard to describe. The feeling isn't like your normal 'deja vu,'
but
> > you're right, it is similar.