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[Aaron Elder]

sorry i did not mean to send that last message twice
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[Tarzan]

from: lesley schultz [mailto:msthoth@... (/group/asc2k/post?postid=d06osf5ser9ruuoal3d2k9ls0xieapjb_ypmdk c6qujc-o-23w5_e5cntphqn4dxyrdjrelxtvesavu)]
sent: monday, april 05, 2004 09:08

>i just felt it was necessary to say something about the
>"edgar" thing in the bud, before it got out of hand.
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dearest lesley,

thank you so very much for your pointing this out. for the record, in the
instant e-mail which lesley has commented on, what i had said was to be
construed as a joke and nothing more. i will scrutinize my posts carefully in
this kind of regard and avoid unintentional faux pas. i appreciate your
gentleness in your sharing--it is a wonderful model of ways to lovingly point
out errors of others. yea, i totally expect my autograph from david to be in
his current name, also.

beautiful moon tonight, yes? lots of shine. the moon is so magical when it
rises across the bay reflecting the lights of oakland and the moon; the mts
cradle the city at its feet; the crisp, refreshing breeze from the pacific ocean
caressing my back as my moments pass. truly, 3-d reality is really beautiful so
many times.

luna,

~seth

[lisajillpeters]

my sincerest apoligies for opening this can of worms. i think that if
i had of subsituted the word 'fear' for 'concern' i wouldn't have
created the 'negativity' of the responding posts that followed. this
was certainly not my intent. i just reread my post and actually i do
not mention the word fear in it or of my being afraid. i used the
words "terrifying image" which i beleive it surely would be. i did
not in any way mean to illicit negativity.
chris: thank you for your kind wisdom with regards to the capiblities
of our medical establishments. your quote from ra about the sequence
of seeking hit the nail on the head in my experience. double wow!!
i would however like to address the issue of fear. i wholeheartedly
agree that the media focuses on the negative and that in all
probibility governments would love to refocus negativity from them to
catastrophic events. i would like for those who think that i am maybe
trying to invoke fear to understand what the word 'fear' means to me.
i was betrayed by my mother when i was sixteen years old (along with
my fiance, you fill in the blanks) this left me with more than a few
trust issues (fear). i've turned out rather healthy for this life
lesson. i have been a single parent for the last ten years, living in
a very secluded old farm house. i was stalked for two years by a
drunken, crazy, sexual deviant of a man who knew that i had little in
the way of defense. (mega fearful time). i did get him locked away. i
also gained a lot of lessons throughout that ordeal. i became a
survivor. i really believe that fear can be a constructive emotion at
times. i'm living proof that when fear wakes you up in the middle of
the night to warn you, you should pay attention. it has saved my
life. these and other numerous events for a time did cast me into a
victim head space, but i'm grateful for the lessons.

to david: i will admit that possibly i do not understand the law of
one. i have only started studying it since i've read your website. i
so do beleive that i am on the right track in my journey. it seems
that everything that i have read in the last five years has been a
prerequisite to the next book. what fun it has been. it was so
thrilling for me to read your books and find so much of the
information already so familiar to me. i give you thanks for
validating so many befiefs of mine and giving me the last little push
to overcome victimhood. what a rush of fresh air. i hope, with time,
that i do understand the law of one. i know that, so far, every word
rings with truth and i find it hard to tear myself away. i've even
got my 18 year old son interested.
again, i apoligize for any misunderstanding i may have caused by
bringing up the pandemic thing. instilling fear was definitly not my
intent.

love always,

lisa