Strange Meditative Occurence Help

[Mancil]

hello everyone - this is my 1st post as i am a new member here. in fact, the occurrence that i will be describing is what compelled me to join (in hopes of gaining insight into what happened).

i have been practicing a combination of prayer and meditation over the past 2 weeks after going to bed at night. i'm completely new to all of this, although it certainly feels comfortable and right (dw is a big reason for all of this due to a strong resonance of truth in his work/words). anyway, i decided to start writing my dreams down a few days ago. generally i don't remember dreaming at all, however on occasion it happens and i wanted to be ready.

so the first night having a notepad on my nightstand, i have a pretty long and vivid dream - enough for 2 pages worth of writing. i consider that rare given my short memory of dreams in the morning.

the very next night (and here's the crescendo), i'm doing my usual: i lay down in bed, close my eyes, go through a short prayer (1-2 min), then begin to meditate using the sound of my breathing. after a few minutes, i noticed a slight feeling of pressure on my stomach - a bit of nausea. shortly after (my eyes are closed) i see this strange chaotic mesh of black strings... though they were thicker than strings (think more magic marker than pen). it was very slightly backlit which gave enough contrast to see against a dark charcoal background. near simultaneously, my eyes begin to flutter up and down nearly out of control. it kinda freaked me out, so i opened my eyes and it all seemed to stop. a couple of seconds later, i close my eyes and it all starts again... and it's building. my heart rate started going up. the eye fluttering expanded to include my whole head and torso. so i open my eyes again... and they stop fluttering, but the rest of me is still shaking. so i close my eyes again and they immediately start to flutter... even before i can get my eye lids all the way down.

so i'm laying there half freaked out, half enthralled and curious. in my mind i was asking "hello?... what is this? is somebody there?" in total it probably lasted a couple minutes, although it felt a lot longer. once it stopped, i was so full of energy that i couldn't get back to sleep for a while. so i just kind of laid there wondering... lol what the heck is going on!

i'm really hoping someone has some insight or a similar experience to share. so far, this has only happened once (3 nights ago on friday 8/29). since then, no major dreams or occurrences.

[Spiral of Light]

my eyes begin to flutter up and down nearly out of control. it kinda freaked me out, so i opened my eyes and it all seemed to stop. a couple of seconds later, i close my eyes and it all starts again... and it's building. my heart rate started going up. the eye fluttering expanded to include my whole head and torso. so i open my eyes again... and they stop fluttering, but the rest of me is still shaking. so i close my eyes again and they immediately start to flutter... even before i can get my eye lids all the way down.

i'm really hoping someone has some insight or a similar experience to share.

hi mancil, and welcome to divine cosmos discussions.:)

i can say that i have had similar experiences with fluttering eyelids when meditating, especially when i try to focus on my third-eye chakra. and i also experience a certain surging of energy that sort of rocks me in a comforting kind of way that is difficult to describe.

i'm not sure what causes these reactions, but i think it might have something to do with energy moving through the chakras...which is a good thing.:)


it kinda freaked me out, so i opened my eyes and it all seemed to stop.

these kinds of sensations can really get your attention when they are first experienced...to the point that it is difficult to maintain focus for the meditation. but i have gotten used to them and have become comfortable with them.

as a safeguard, i always make sure to ground myself when meditating and to keep the energy positive through affirmations and visualizations.

i'm sure that some of our more experienced forum members will have some good insights to share with both of us.

love and light,
nancy

[c0sm0nautt]

i've had a similar experience with a purple "string" entity which startled me at first. this being made my whole body feel so "neutral" to the world, almost like a feeling of nuetrality. i had it as a cev for about 30 seconds before it was replaced with blackness and the feeling was gone.

i just started meditating the past couple of weeks as well. i started my dream analysis log and am working on lucid dreaming (i've had 3 so far!).

[metaman]

before you do your new meditation / prayer, be sure to ask for yourself to be incircled in white light and prey to have experiences that are only for your greater good. if you do this and you have a strange occurance like that, then you will know that it is happening so that you can learn or heal.

you may have been in the beginning stages that happen prior to astral projection. if you find yourself in this state again, visualize yourself standing at the foot of your bed looking back down at your body. you may just have the opportunity to go out of body at that point.

[Marianne Bishop]

hi everyone,
i haven't posted anything for along time, but i wanted to chime in on this post because i have had similar experiences! the first experience was last august. i wasn't meditating i was at a workshop with [practitioner and process] ( i don't know if its ok to mention where i was at, but i thought it relavant to say because i was not meditating.) they do a type of energy healing while the person is in a lying position with eyes closed. it scared me pretty bad because not only did my eyes flutter my entire body started shaking viloently and i started making loud moaning sounds from my throat chakra and then i started speaking in an ancient language. i could go into alot more detail but i'll spare that. i'm not saying that [practitioner and process] is evil or anything at all like that! as far as i know only one other woman had the same experience and she could only speak spanish so i couldn't converse with her on it. i was too freaked out anyway!! anyway, i haven't posted any accounts on the occurence until now, because it has never been mentioned in a post before. it's happened several times since then when i have been meditating and doing frequency techniques with another group i am involved in now. my higher mind informed me that i was clearing past karmic imprints and it was abviously true! let me tell you why... for about three months before i went to this seminar i felt like i had a lump in my throat. i kept telling my husband i thought i had throat cancer! lol. after this occurence, my throat felt normal. and when it was going on it was like my 3d consciousness was just an observer! i was watching and listening to my body speak and vibrate and felt such deep tormenting human (and animal )suffering that i knew this had to be coming from somewhere very deep in my cellular memory. with the times we are in now, i know it was time to clear this from my 3d and cellular body to prepare for our ascension. so looking back, i'm glad i had the experience. i never saw or felt any outside interference, i think it was all from my past karma. but i would always make sure your merkaba fields are protecting you from outside interference when you are meditating or doing projections! thanks for letting me tell my story!
marianne;)

[Mancil]

thank you all so much for the replies. it really helps to know there are similar experiences out there. i'm hoping i will have more to report soon.

[johnasmodeus]

cool.
sounds like your energy systems are just getting "broken in" to me. don't worry - the first experiences tend to be the scariest and it does get much easier and more comfortable.