WalkingTurtle
05-23-2008, 11:52 AM
after the last "futuretalk" video i finally got the idea to write in here. i mostly try to follow what my heart tells me. i found that it always has been the right decision to do that. but anyway, in this video david pointed out that by doing good, following our hearts and not getting too sheepy we will "survive" the year 2012 or whatever may come. but there are a lot of problems i see in this.
i've been trying to work for the good for a couple of years. earned just a penny and the more i wanted to do, the more i was kicked in my ass. now i have a family and just had to become a sheep to survive. i've always tried not to become a sheep and it really is a hard way to live. people around just want to be sheep and they like it, even if they are upset about it - and maybe because of this.
in my teenage time i was very interested in the paranormal and esoteric and in my student time i was very much busy with space-time theories and missions to other planets (really seriously!). after university though i started working with children and in the social political area and stopped being interested in anything i was before.
since about three years ago though i'm getting a lot of special dreams about the past and the future of other lifes and different places and they all seem to be so real. my wife is always excited when i wake up in the morning and can tell her stories in so much detail as if they really happened to me. two years ago i had a dream about a massive electromagnetic impulse created by a flying object above a hilled area and just for fun i assigned to a ufo forum and then let it be again. one year later i got an email from that forum about the drone and isaac incident and got stuck to this subject from that moment on.
i've been reading a lot about the 9/11 and other political issues, about governments preparing for 2012, about civilizations before 10.000 bc, about the climate change, about nazi flying soucers, about the iluminati, about ben fulford and about david and all that issues connected.
the questions are though: what is real? what is true? what should i believe? what is fiction? why people do lie - if they really do - to cover the truth and how could the knowledge be withheld so long? you can say, it's to herd the sheep. but most people just want to be herded and lead and on many people you just have to put your finger on or they will destroy other lifes. and where should we draw the line between herding, leading, communism, the church and other religious separations? and what does doing good actually really mean? what does it mean to al-qaida?
i can see and feel the world is changing right now very fast and i know something is going on and happening to the world and its inhabitants. but why is there nobody who can explain it to me? or am i not listening properly? maybe, but as i said, i had to become a sheep to feed my family.
wt
i've been trying to work for the good for a couple of years. earned just a penny and the more i wanted to do, the more i was kicked in my ass. now i have a family and just had to become a sheep to survive. i've always tried not to become a sheep and it really is a hard way to live. people around just want to be sheep and they like it, even if they are upset about it - and maybe because of this.
in my teenage time i was very interested in the paranormal and esoteric and in my student time i was very much busy with space-time theories and missions to other planets (really seriously!). after university though i started working with children and in the social political area and stopped being interested in anything i was before.
since about three years ago though i'm getting a lot of special dreams about the past and the future of other lifes and different places and they all seem to be so real. my wife is always excited when i wake up in the morning and can tell her stories in so much detail as if they really happened to me. two years ago i had a dream about a massive electromagnetic impulse created by a flying object above a hilled area and just for fun i assigned to a ufo forum and then let it be again. one year later i got an email from that forum about the drone and isaac incident and got stuck to this subject from that moment on.
i've been reading a lot about the 9/11 and other political issues, about governments preparing for 2012, about civilizations before 10.000 bc, about the climate change, about nazi flying soucers, about the iluminati, about ben fulford and about david and all that issues connected.
the questions are though: what is real? what is true? what should i believe? what is fiction? why people do lie - if they really do - to cover the truth and how could the knowledge be withheld so long? you can say, it's to herd the sheep. but most people just want to be herded and lead and on many people you just have to put your finger on or they will destroy other lifes. and where should we draw the line between herding, leading, communism, the church and other religious separations? and what does doing good actually really mean? what does it mean to al-qaida?
i can see and feel the world is changing right now very fast and i know something is going on and happening to the world and its inhabitants. but why is there nobody who can explain it to me? or am i not listening properly? maybe, but as i said, i had to become a sheep to feed my family.
wt