Knowing Ascension

[Crasher2ooo@...]

Right, I am hoping for some feed back on this so I can maybe see if i
am way off the mark with what ive been thinking recently or possibly
I might be going in the right direction.

For the past 4 months my conciousness of having ESP has been growing
to the point where I now use it several times a day... I have been
using it conciously for my own little 'tests' that constantly re-
affirm that I do have ESP and I also have an intuitive ability of
knowing what is going to happen with regards to various events in my
life... Something that has been on my mind quite a bit recently is
that I believe I know the time and place I am going to ascend. I have
been searching through various literature for answers and havent come
up with anything conclusive to put my mind at rest. The messages from
the 'hosts of heaven' on the 'opperation Terra' website state that
humanity will ascend in three waves, the first apparently will be
told or will just 'know' when they are going to ascend. It also
states that for those involved in the first wave of ascension, their
lives will start to 'tie off all loose ends' and they will simply
become less involved in 3D existence. I can defiantely relate to this
as a large number of people in my life are simply 'slipping away' at
this point in time. People who I have known all my life are either
leaving the area I live or I just loose contact with them for no
apparent reason with no bad karma produced because of it.

The pressure of the possibility that I might know when I am going to
ascend is quite un-nerving and there is a strong sense of doubt
coming from my ego (I am quite a modest person and thinking that I
have progressed enough to be involed in the first wave of ascension
goes against the type of person that I am)

Appart from this intuitive knowing that I have, I have also been
questioning myself. I often use ESP to answer questions. I do this by
asking a question in my head and then using the frequency that the
words 'Yes' or 'No' hold I can usually distinguish the answer...
Repeatedly the answer to my question is 'Yes' I know when I am going
to ascend...

I would love some feedback on whether anyone else is experiencing
this or whether someone has some knowledge on whether certain
entities will know when ascension will come about for them.

I suppose im hoping someone can tell me im wrong here, I think thats
a problem with my ego that im going to have to deal with or possibly
traces of fear of the unexperienced which I will have to deal with
aswell.

I hope someone can help me here,

Robin

[Laura]

Hi Robin,

I worried about whether I was going to ascend or not, and worried
about if I was going to die in an earthquake living in California.

But y'know what. I missed the whole point.

What is the point? That my entire existence, everything from the
important people that are in my life to the blue pen sitting on my
keyboard, all of it, is customed tailored for my soul's development.
And that worrying about things that may or may not happen was not my
job... It's my higher self's job. So I let him worry about it. My
job is to pay attention to the important people in my life and the
blue pen on my keyboard... And make choices that create the person I
want to be. And be tested, and be stronger.

And will I ascend? Eventually I will. Will I in the next ten
years? If I am ready to. And does it matter? Only to my ego! Boy
RObin, you hit it right there. I love my ego, but I try to let my
spirit talk louder! And am still trying!!!!!

[Jeremy Weiland]

> What is the point? That my entire existence,
> everything from the
> important people that are in my life to the blue pen
> sitting on my
> keyboard, all of it, is customed tailored for my
> soul's development.
> And that worrying about things that may or may not
> happen was not my
> job... It's my higher self's job. So I let him
> worry about it. My
> job is to pay attention to the important people in
> my life and the
> blue pen on my keyboard... And make choices that
> create the person I
> want to be. And be tested, and be stronger.

Once you make this realization, you stop worrying
about the future and start living in the present.

Thanks, Laura :-)

Jeremy

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