Bit Confused...

[joebananas101]

hello all. i have been into 2012 for a long time. it all started with discovering info on illuminati, to rosswell, to black ops, and the site projectcamelot.org. i have read and seen everything on that site. obiously, david's story was very fascinating to me. so i came to this site and i have read the entire material on ra and the law of one. i have no doubt as to fact that these things are very real and assencion will be a day i look forward to. sometimes i zoom out of all this that i know and i look around and realize that although i know this and i have changed my entire outlook on everything pretty much, the world continues... and keeps going. most of the people are unaware of this information and most are ignorant towards and redicule it.

that does not change my views. but i do find myself a bit confused as to how these miraclous events will occur and will exactly happen to who. i mean there still havn't been anything major that is making the world question what they know... and event that would start to redirect people's thoughts and conciousness towards good given that this is feburary 2008 and we are very close. everything seems rather still in my opinion. i feel that we are so close to 2012 and nothing is happening, nothing major that is. i have read that events would eventually lead to 2012, events that would change the world... but we are in 2008, ever closer and the world seems same as 5-6 years ago. maybe its just me... not sure, but are the next few years enough to fullfill the predicted events, such as wars, earthquakes and tsunamies, major weather changes, etc. that will occur before 2012?

comments, opinions, information, watever would be very helpfull. post all you got.
thank you.

[Understanding]

i think 2008 and 2009 will be a pivtoal year. as far major things happening none so far, just bits and pieces. for example the bees dissappearing hollywood in disaray the ecnomony is bombing....we are at war right now. the comet holmes is supposedly th eblue kachina prophecized by the hopi. the white calf was born that i read about. noticing people more these days i sense deep sadness and emptiness. there was just some tornadoes down south that killed 50 or more so people earthquakes....i read a channeling not saying it was all true but 2008 is one year a beginning year 2=8=1. i would say keep researching and use discernment. for me personally i was awakened by 11:11 and this is how my research into all of this began it was strange....and recently i had a plant that died that was left out in the cold for 2-3 months and completey dead comeback to life and growing? my mom told me she read this was a sign of rebirth new beginnings i am still trying to find something on that to.

[David Wilcock]

guys, guys!

my readings have said on numerous occasions that we are already seeing the changes that were prophesied for the end times.

we are acclimated to them because they don't all happen at once, but this is not a doom and gloom situation where big disasters are waiting in the wings and have not yet happened.

there will undoubtedly be further earth changes, and we can expect to see things that will be pretty rough. i had a dream that suggested there might be another 9/11 coming up, and that was before the undersea cables were cut. i'm in the process of writing this one up for the main site.

i am hoping this one will be avoided, like what happened with the minot afb incident. i only had one data point on this so i cannot guarantee it has anything to do with a world event -- it could very well have referred to the writers' strike in hollywood as being a part of the overall collapse of the corporate media machine.

i have consistently seen that we are not going to be looking at "massive annihilatory war scenarios," nor will there be "pole shift" or such things prior to the "quantum leap" in the 2011-2013 window.

the whole point of the times we're now in is that the world will be preserved to the extent that you have equal choices to see the positive or the negative. i expect this will continue straight through.

the doom-and-gloom illuminati takeover type stuff is simply not going to happen -- it is increasingly obvious they are falling apart. obama, for example, is someone 'they' very much do not want to win.

i find it very interesting to look at how the super bowl turned out -- with the giants pulling off a near-impossible victory in the last two minutes of the game -- and to then compare that with the media declaring hillary the winner of super tuesday a mere 48 hours later, only to discover that she did not win after all.

i think britney also has become an archetypal character of the corrupted feminine, as we see in the lies and distortions wrapped in false sentimentality from our government and media. the earliest entries in david's blog were charting my thoughts on this last year when she shaved her head, but i never finished the thought.

i consider it very symbolic that she is now in the mental ward, and an intervention has occurred. it came just days after heath ledger died of an overdose of pharmaceuticals (another profit product of the corporate elite) and had been thrown into great personal distress from having played a truly sociopathic clown-faced killer for the latest batman movie. people can't uphold these negative-elite archetypes -- it just collapses their psyche.

unfortunately i have gotten psychic indications that there is a high probability britney will not survive much longer. amy winehouse, on the other hand, appears to be heading into a true recovery much like we seem to have seen with lindsay lohan.

again, i think britney's incarceration shows symbolically that the "game is up" for the wealthy elite and their plans are falling through. her process is much more than just that of one person -- her cries, her sorrows and her illness is a projection of the "family," as they call themselves.

- david

[Shellly]

maybe its just me... not sure, but are the next few years enough to fullfill the predicted events, such as wars, earthquakes and tsunamies, major weather changes, etc. that will occur before 2012?

hi joebananas :-)

in my opinion, there appears to be significant chaos going on around the world all the time. as stated in a ra session, this is a "process" and has been going on for approximately 25 years. earth changes, extreme weather, wars, political unrest, crime, materialism, etc. seem to be at all time highs. if you do an internet search for earth changes and extreme weather you will notice just in the past 24 hours, a severe tornado in the southern states of the u.s., a volcano in ecuador, the worst snow storm in china in a hundred years and a volcanic eruption in chile.

as for the wars, the globe appears to be filled with severe unrest. the obvious iraq/afghanistan conflict in which we are up to our eyebrows. the ongoing palestinian conflict is another. internal strife in various countries where hundreds and thousands are killed without notice. sometimes we get the news but mostly not. once again, if you do an internet search, you will probably be amazed at just how much is going on right now.

shelly

[Zenxlow]

right, there are so many changes going on in the world as we speak, it would be hard for most to deny that things today seem to be moving at a faster and faster rate..
i think because our conscious lives here are so short in comparison to a planetary or galactic timeline.. it's not completely obvious to most that there have been in the past century, or even the past couple decades, an almost exponential growth in all the aspects of daily human life..

when you think about how much things would have changed from say.. 1000-500 bc, 1200-1500 ad, or even 1600-1700 ad for instance -- and then take a look at what's changed in (not only political, technological, material, etc.) the world in recent decades.. even take a look at how much has changed in the 20th century alone!
it's all the evidence you need to see that we are certainly seeing the world and living in drastically different ways than our 'modern' ancestors.

i don't personally see this 2012ish date to be a sort of.. assertive transformation, where suddenly we will awaken or ascend or reveal the true reality.. i think it's fun to fantasize about things like that, such as in the lotr stories, when the eye of sauron falls and it's destroyed with the ring.. and the fourth age of peace ensues. but i think the coming of the aquarian age here is more passive, maybe unnoticeable in the wakes of our day-to-day life. it's a gradual transformation that we are all making internally. & i don't think there is anything to lose sleep over. i see this time we have as a place to work on ourselves and each other, and to unite in a sense, as it seems that many of us had lost each other in the dark back there (the past..).

[joebananas101]

maybe its just me. i will do more research on these changes and recent news. i just imagined that record breaking things in the world would start happening in the world such as hurricanes and tornados, but i dont see this making a large enough of an affect on people, for those who are just watching. maybe its the media sensoring out this severe weather changes topic off the media or not showing a significance to it. those things such as massive snowstorm in china was apparently not made public on news... or i should watch a new news channel lol. i am in toronto, canada and we are getting a massive snowstorm here. but we just had one 2 days ago lol so for us its like here we go again... instead of "wow, is there a reason why there are so many frequent snow storms happening?" lol maybe its only me who thinks that way but everybody accepts it and continues.

i am actually in quite a bit of trouble for sharing this information about assension and etc. with my family. they are religious and got very serious when i mentioned these things and thought that i was influenced by satan...
i say nay! but they are completely oblivious just like most other people. they are not even interested in the topic, even for fun sakes!
i am confused as to day of assension. maybe david would clear this up for me because i am confused. what exactly going to happen on assension when it occurs. does everybody "graduate" on assension? do they realize that all these things about religion that they know is not really true when assension occurs? do people who are not aware of this information "graduate" as well?
to be honest, i see a much a very large number of people who are generally service-to-self and its like a jungle. from what i have learned, "graduation" only occurs when a very high precentage of people on a planet are of positive polarity. this is what's confusing me. how can assension happen when this does not look like its how it is? sorry but i am bit of a sceptic.
thank for any reply!

[litllady]

let me tell ya, the tornados that ran through the southern state-one came hop scotchin up our road early this morning about 4:45am. the blast of sound woke everyone instantly. the trees covered the road this morning from the tornado. you could see the hop scotch pattern through the woods along the side of the road. just another few acres, it could of got the house. later today i heard out of that storm last night was 78 tornados-killed 54 people.

-on the other subject-gradual changes ect...

i find the change of vibration in space to be a more eye opener. the earth changes are not anything we cant adapt or adjust to. i think the change that will give people that last time of chance will be a influence of space. i tend to lean twards the idea of the 3 days the earth stands still kinda idea of thinking. i think there will be a time where many that are truely lost souls will need those around them to teach them and tell them and help guide their soul in these few days of darkness(not sure if i am meaning this literal, opinions are feelings thus). so mabey there will be a need for some to ascend after this time of chaos in the souls on earth. i for one think i will be. either something tells me im not ready for the 4th or there will be the remaining 3d in another place ill mabey choose to go to. i know, crazy, but that is what i come up with. my mind is changing alot-or should i say, its still finding its peace with my soul. i have felt a great change in myself. to me this is the true truth.

[johnasmodeus]

trust me, joe:
the world is radically different than it was 5-6 years ago. it's just that, like the frog in the beaker, we don't get distressed unless things change suddenly and unexpectedly. we acclimate.
the readings are right. the facade is crumbling, piece by piece. and pretty soon everybody will have lost enough of their distractions from inner inquiry that it will become an overweening necessity.
start early if you want - by asking for help.
i started asking the various powers around me for help every day two weeks ago, on the advice of one of carla's readings from ll research. within a week, i was overcome by the deepest, darkest depression i have ever had to deal with. i was crying uncontrollably, sick and shaking on the bed, and shedding weight. then, after getting in touch with some relatives and friends--reaching out, you know, which has always been my weak point--i woke up the next day, with the depression gone, feeling like nothing more than a broken dam.
and the funny thing? i have no anxiety left! not even that little residual bit in the pit of my stomach where i always seemed to have some extra. situations that would have had me squirming with anxiety no longer effect me; i find myself focusing on the future instead of fixating on the past; and i find myself able to be alone without feeling like everybody is off somewhere together, having fun without me. these are major breakthroughs to make in the space of seven days, at least for me. and i can't but imagine that my requests for assistance (and permission, which is the important part) have played some large part in it.

sorry if i hijacked the thread there for a minute. the point is, we're all changing, very quickly. even if you don't notice the outward changes, that's ok. you will notice the changes that are going on inside you, and they are what really counts anyway.

[Rhonda]

are you trying to re-live a 2k timeline again and are looking (thoughts) for events so we can only sit back and watch vs go forward and do.

don't stop living to watch, be in life and live it. there are changes happen all around us. it is your own changes (within), earth changes, structural or concept type changes, nothing is the same or perditable as it once was.

isn't our dna different now.., is it possible, our thoughts, words and action are creating new unforeseen type of changes.

observe your own changes ..... i bet you are a different person now than before.

i like johnasm's story of feeling that more is needed for self (tigger of sort), then asking, and with patience, receiving. i too have had these moments recently.

more of, not my will, but thy will..... if you step aside and allow

[AmelieJolie]

i have consistently seen that we are not going to be looking at "massive annihilatory war scenarios," nor will there be "pole shift" or such things prior to the "quantum leap" in the 2011-2013 window.
that's good to hear! :)

again, i think britney's incarceration shows symbolically that the "game is up" for the wealthy elite and their plans are falling through. her process is much more than just that of one person -- her cries, her sorrows and her illness is a projection of the "family," as they call themselves.
i agree.
the symbolism here also reminds me of the symbolism of the "shattered citadel" or "falling tower".

[music=geometry]

joe, things are changing so fast that we sometimes lose track due to the insane amount of information our brain is trying to process on a daily basis. the shift in thinking is immense. remember that bad may seem to be getting worse but good is getting better. all things in the univsere work in polarity/opposites.


fear not, things are going well, if not then how did you find such a great resource such as divine cosmos? :)

[butterfriends]

if you look around you, at the people you know and at your daily life, do you see change?

i do, and it amazes me. i think it's quite easy to get caught up and to focus on drama - external events that stop us in our tracks. i see these major events as being triggers only, a top-down movement. where i see real change as being from the bottom-up. small movements and shifts rippling out across society at a local level, the changes i've seen in the past few years in this regard are incredible.

[Zenxlow]

there is an old saying:
"it's always darkest before dawn"

so when life seems so 'dark' that it seems all hope is lost, realize and maintain that perseverance to get to through to the light, to the 'sunrise' :d

[joebananas101]

yes your right. i was loosing focus a bit. i was looking too far. i should be my very own example. i brought change to myself and said things to my family no one has every said... probably ever. i'm not on t.v but i am the change to the people who know me. thanks guys.

on another note, i am confused about assension. i have no idea what is going to happen. is it going to be gradual after 2012? if so, how will that fit in with the fact that positive polarity entities will be seperated from the negative. this makes be think that something very obvious and very dramatic is going to occur. and will these superhuman "powers" the fact that we will be able to manifest objects with out mind... how are we going to discover this stuff? are we going to be told somehow?

many many questions i have, but those are probably the most confusing ones...!
your guys turn! post away...
all replys appreciated.

[Ewhaz]

speaking of archetypes, it seemed interesting that i went through something before i learned of the law of one information.

i used to be involved in some text based role play. various scenarios where played out within the constrains of some setting or another. i had a character, whose name basically meant 'suffer' or 'suffer you' .. this was an out and out evil demonic character. he fed off pain in the beginning, torturing victims etc. now this was all consentual between the players, but in character it could get ugly, but that was part of the fun. it was also a way to 'explore' emotions and feelings in myself in a place where it was safe to do so.

i never planned for this character to evolve beyond that, but as role play goes, there is always the unknown working in other players, other plots etc so you end up moving with the plots and things and before you know it, your on your way to something you never saw coming. basically this character ended up 'evolving' along a path that would have him feeding on fear at one point. though he strove to be evil and wicked, the strings of love began to work on him in strange ways. at one point, it was clear either he needed to change or die, the 'true' love poisoning his 'evil' body (as he was a demon) . he was caught in a catch 22, remain evil and allow his 'love' to destroy him or forget his 'love' all together and simply remain a demon forever. all throughout his evolution, the themes of love constantly played against him and eventually lead to his transformation into a higher being.

it's hard to explain without going into a terrible amount of detail, as this all happened over an entire year worth of role playing. looking back however, it seemed very strange to notice how david's observations about these strange synchronicities between celebrities and the worlds transformation were the same kind of things i could see in my past role play, only to a different end. here my character was evil, wicked, self centered and only concerned for himself and his own goals. however, as he grows and learns, love begins to change him, slowly but surely and only through the greatest trials does he come to a point where love is not only something in his life, but something he can 'feel'. that love is incompatible with his current form, that being demonic, and his only choice is to find a way to become transformed and all in the name and sake of love.

in the same way, the evil and wicked of the earth (figuratively speaking of course) have a choice, either be transformed by love, or be 'destroyed' as their current path is incompatible with love. as i said, i played this out long before i read the law of one study guide, however it was pretty much at the end of this happening that i reached a major turning point in my life as far as my personal beliefs where concerned. it's almost as if to say that somehow i picked up on this, that is me and the others, and played it out exactly as it would be.